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EPISODE · Dec 23, 2025 · 21 MIN

When the Year Ends in Transition, Not Transformation

from It’s Both — Living in the Messy Middle · host Nikki P

What if you made it through the year but you don't recognize yourself anymore? This is a solo episode about the grief and gratitude of major life changes — that feeling when you survived but you're not the same person who started. About holding the hard and the hopeful at the end of a year that changed you. For anyone feeling the weight of everything they lost AND everything they learned. I'm sharing what it means to close out a year navigating the messy middle of transitions you didn't choose. You'll hear why anxiety about the future intensifies at year's end, how to honor grief without letting it define you, and what it means to be grateful for growth that came at a cost. This is about starting over without erasing who you were. In this episode: - The grief of not being who you thought you'd be by now - Anxiety about the future when this year broke you open - Holding gratitude AND loss at the same time - Navigating major life changes that weren't in the plan - Starting over while honoring what you've survived - Year-end reflection without toxic positivity - Mixed emotions and the both/and of growth - Emotional regulation when everything feels heavy If this resonated, follow the show, rate & review on Apple Podcasts, and share it with someone who’s holding a lot right now. Get Connected & Support the Show: - Listen to the companion podcast: It's Both- Guided Meditations for Anxiety, Emotional Regulation, & Real Life Transitions - Join the Courageous Living Group Transformation - Subscribe, rate, & review It's Both on Apple Podcasts - Follow the show on Instagram

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