Where Do We Come From?

I come from when houses were ruined, the skies had stopped exploding, my father in Germany meeting the skeleton of a dinosaur in the snow in the wrecked Berlin Natural History Museum, my mother holding on to my brother, having just lost a living, walking, just-talking toddler to a never-ending cough, my parents who grew up when you could buy a live chicken in Hessel Street, my father sharing his bedroom with his Uncle Sam but never talking to him because one day Sam had grabbed the cap my father had bought down Petticoat Lane, and turned it inside out. “Who switched the light off, Father?” “Neither of us. We didn’t have lights. We had a candle.” My mother having to bring flowers to school for Harvest Festival but she had no garden, so she walked down Globe Road looking for a flower to pick but there were none, and there were Mosley’s Men out too, looking for Jews like them to give a beating to for being Jews, and the uncles who never came back from camps in Poland, just vanished, gone, but I was here, made from all this, all this, it goes on, it hadn’t stopped, there was my father swearing in Yiddish: “Chaliera zolste nehmen.” “Don’t say that, Harold!” my mum says to him. And now I can say it too. And now I can say it too.