Where is your all Loving God Now is he gone on Vacation or Sleeping WOW

We seriously want to believet He is an all-loving God but is this really what the bible teaches. We have carried this fable for a very long time without any proof or facts of that statement. Why should we continue to believe a statement of the doctrine of man? We look for God to help us live good and better safe lives somebody had taught us a lie and not the truth. The facts will set your mind free this is fairytale teaching