Who Am I? Ex-Christian Has Spiritual Experience, Relives Abortion in MDMA Therapy

From before she could remember, Kylie was told exactly who she was & should be. The only problem: It never felt like the truth to her. So Kylie decided to find herself, herself.Carrying a painful secret, she left her home and her faith on a journey to answer one question: Who am I? A question she’d confront head-on during MDMA therapy.Chapters(00:00) Intro clip(02:42) What was it like growing up for you? (05:45) What’s an example of you being taught something that caused you resentment?(11:22) How did you make the decision to break out on your own?(15:06) What was making decisions like out on your own? (20:00) What was your first MDMA experience like?(23:09) How the Tao Te Ching helped Kylie. (25:09) Kylie’s experience with psychedelics before MDMA. (26:28) MDMA comes on. (27:21) “Spiritual” experience with MDMA begins. (30:07) The feeling she’d “always craved.”(36:38) What did you bring up? Kylie’s abortion story. (38:50) What perspective did MDMA give you on your abortion?(41:38) What did you feel when you relived your abortion?(42:43) Kylie’s liminal experience: the voice of her child. (51:00) What did you think of yourself before and after the MDMA experience?(54:01) How did all this feel coming up?(54:35) How did you tell yourself the story of the abortion?(57:54) Kylie lives another life (and dies).Secret Wilderness' theme song is “Winter Solstice” by Löwenzahnhonig. Released by Inselgruppe, published by A Tree in a Field.