who is the emotional orphan ?

I am not a hero, possess no fortune, haven’t changed the course of mankind in any way. I am unaware of any lives permanently altered by knowing me. On the other hand, I am no serial killer, thief, dictator , malingerer, or miscreant. I am not in jail or institution. Some were sure I would be. I am not dead. Bets were surely placed on how long Id last. I am a museum of past affection. A wax museum in the sun. The byproduct of repetition, resentment, and the past.  “Sine Amore Nihil Sum” “without love I am nothing”