Whole Again

I’ve been alone for a long time and I’ve been right here, not letting go I’ve lived for ages, way past your time When you died, I carried you home When you died, carried your memories on Because I have too many in my brain, enough to get by Adjust whole again When I yawn, I might as well lose the din I had, Enough to get by, adjust to feel I’ve been alive for a long time and I’ve been right here, not letting go I’ve lived for ages, just wasting time I felt you leave me to see my fate An aching, longing need to bring you back from deep in my mind Enough to by, adjust to feel Whole again I won’t forget you – how could I? Every day is just another step without a word or smile from your lips I wish to kiss just one last time but I can’t ‘cause they’re blue I try to get by, enough to feel whole again I feel myself forgetting I feel myself forgetting your name My only fear is coming true I’ll be alone for a long time