why does it feel like I’m missing out?

I used to sit on snapchat on my free time, peering into the lives of people I barely knew. in my mind, it felt like I was going through a never ending hell while they lived their best lives.the fear of missing out drove me to seek out things I felt I deserved. it drove me to do things that were completely out of my character. it wasn't until my second semester of college that I realized... this wasn't who I wanted to be.I urge you to address your fear.sending you lots of love and peaaaaaace!!!https://linktr.ee/thezurkieshow