Why Holding Space is Exhausting You (Because You Can’t Hold the Infinite) | Episode 83

You were never meant to hold space, love. You are space. So why are we still exhausting ourselves trying to carry the infinite?In this episode of the Cosmic Mama Podcast, Andye Murphy unravels one of the most insidious traps of the modern spiritual path — the belief that you're here to “hold space.” It sounds sacred. But it’s often just another form of performance and depletion. Through the Feminine Mysteries, ancient Egyptian wisdom, and a channeled activation from Sheshat — the Mother of Ascension and Goddess of Space — we return to what’s real: presence, breath, and the holy resting place that is your natural state.Inside this transmission, you'll discover: 🜁 Why “holding space” is secretly draining your energy🜂 What space really is (and why it’s not an action)🜃 The trap of spiritual language + the tyranny of time🜄 How Sheshat guides you back into the mystery — beyond Thoth, beyond logic🜅 A full-body activation to dissolve time + expand into cosmic spaciousnessWe close with a reminder of how quantum healing truly works: when space is restored in your system, upgrades happen instantly. There’s no more “processing.” No more long integration cycles. Your nervous system gets rewired, your Akashic field updates, and the old patterns dissolve not because you understand them — but because you’ve returned to the truth of who you are. Healing becomes ease. Change becomes embodiment. And space becomes home.Sheshat offers herself here as the antidote to time, as the Mother Goddess of Space. This is not a concept. It’s a frequency. A blessing. A path of return.Let yourself be rewired. Let yourself be loved. Let yourself be space.—✨ Join me 7.7 for the Akashic Atlantis Activation — a free live journey through Gaia’s ancient memory grids. Sign up to receive the link when the temple doors open.🔮 How to Channel: Become the Oracle A workshop to help you channel cleanly, sovereignly, and in purpose. 👉 ⁠Join the Workshop⁠🌌 Cosmic Priestess Mentoring Ready to unlock the sacred power you’ve always felt but couldn’t name? Cosmic Priestess Mentoring is your portal.🎧 Listen now on ⁠Spotify⁠ or explore more at AndyeMurphy.comYou're not here to hold the infinite.You're here to become it.