EPISODE · Jun 3, 2026 · 15 MIN
Why I Truly Believe I Have Been Mythologically Cursed by Pattern Matching
from Of Darkness & Light · host Daphne Garrido
Why I Truly Believe I Have Been Mythologically Cursed by Pattern Matching and how I am sure my science and me are TenetI beg you to think about Chrisine and The Queens’ ‘woman’ vocalist finding out about me one day. The boy-type hiding in lesbian culture. Think about these lyrics:[Intro]Pain shifting, risingPain shifting, rising[Verse 1]Seize my head in regret, there might not be another visionOne that makes me forget I wish I was another personAnd we still try every night to go make sense of itFighting, over lustStill try every night to bound over somethingFighting, over loveWhite powder to forget the taste of blood and how (Hunters) it burnt them (Traitors)They all think that they're safe, belated by the same old (Hunters) venom (Ghosts)And they steal ideas from your daughters the one they want (Fucking, fucking)Sublime, elsewhere naked offered divine and touched by them only (Fucking)Hm, full of life[Chorus]Someone, lonely, waiting for a time at some place where it makes senseLonely, fucking, touching, somethingA life, a line, a light, and die[Verse 2]I let go of my pride, for whatever reason, I'm free (Fighting, fighting)Full of lifeI let go, dissolved into desires that were not made for me, oh (Ugly)Oh, there's a scarTake my hand and forget that I am just another womanEven though you see me, you'll never let me be your boyfriendBut tell me lies (Tell me a lie)Who is the chorus about?What is TENET?My Dissection:Independent Research:Schizophrenics Need Hugslet’s get real about schizophreniaDaphne’s Hometree Wikion the proposal for a schizophrenic and degenerative condition recovery homeThe Science of TransnessOnline, Living Wiki(CFA) Coherence Flow Analyticsa relational-geometry analytics system for the NBA My Writing - ScienceMy GoFundMeplease help me to get by in the short-term — my undiagnosed organizational disability is dreadfully incapacitating in practical matters This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com
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