Your will and God's will

How can I surrender to God’s will? The difference between your will and God's will is the friction, the uneasiness. When you absorb the friction without any explanation-the difference between the two wills drops. The talk about two wills also drops. Unless one is in immediate physical danger, ‘what is’ is always sufficient, complete-even if it is extremely difficult situation-it is only psychological discomfort. Unless one is in some actual physical danger, it is only talk about suffering, discussion about suffering. One is simply feeling psychological discomfort, trying to escape it and coins stories calling it suffering. Enjoyment, pleasure, relief including relief from spiritual activities is not singular. It is essentially experienced against pain, stress, compulsion. Brain experiences anything as a contrast. When you see that there is no escape from this duality, this bondage-energy begins to rise, fused state takes over. You are on the self-sustained ground. When pain (any uneasy feeling) is not labeled as pain, see what happens- it is movement of energy in you. This movement is on the self-sustained ground. Life energy is drained out of you not when you face pain or discomfort but when you complain, blame, feel guilty or try to escape it by hoping for good future.