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𝓔𝓼𝓹𝓱𝔂𝔁𝓲𝓪 ⦍𝔐𝔞𝔩𝔞𝔡𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔡⦐
by Esphyxia
Trey Verkuilen. 28. Dubstep/Tearout producer on FL 25Mental Health Advocate 🥀🔄🌹 COLLABS OPENIt's your fav masked vigilante, ‘𝓔𝓼𝓹𝓱𝔂𝔁𝓲𝓪, 😷 Links: https://linktr.ee/esphyxiaPATREON: https://patreon.com/esphyxiaMy tracks are usually downloadableMusic is the eye to the soul[MALADJUSTED] 👽🌎 ✝️•John 8:23-24• NOTWThe world is so loud and harsh. These are the trials I must face Don’t mind the skeletons and ghosts and what not you may see along the way…The reason I write big, scary music about Death is because it scares me the most... hence why I picked up the name “Esphyxia” from Asphyxia (to be deprived of oxygen; suffocate)I almost drowned and Asphyxiated in a pool as a kid, so living to see the blessings life gives after is why I make music... to give back. Without music… I suffocateUntil my last dying breath, I will share my love for the world and music 😷❤️•’The story of Esphyxia is that he is someone who lives in a world that he is too familiar with.. but not a part of… ma
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Esphyxia - I Must Go (Demo) [Desc.]
Do you ever tell yourself something so many times that it starts to sound robotic? .... yeah. I wrote the lyrics to this in 2023 during a breakup.. and it was my first time ever breaking up with someone... I've had it stuck in my head almost every day since. Finally putting it down because this…
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𝐸𝒮𝒫𝐻𝒴𝒳𝐼𝒜 - 𝐿𝐸𝒯 𝑀𝐸 𝒟𝐼𝐸 [𝐹𝑅𝐸𝐸 𝒟𝐿] [READ DESC.]
I PRAY FOR DEATH. 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓋𝑜𝒾𝒸𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝑜𝑜? [Listen with headphones for the best experience] On the real tho, if this is something u personally relate to.. ..just know that you are seen and loved and I am praying for you! 🙇🏿♂️🫂🤍 You have got this! ❤️🩹🔄❤️🔥 It's…
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sorix - guttural (Esphyxia 'Morbid' VIP) [FREE DOWNLOAD]
massacre. follow @sorixmusic original: https://soundcloud.com/sorixmusic/sorix1kfreebie
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BENJI & ESPHYXIA - BATTLE DROID [FREE DOWNLOAD]
JEDI LOCATED IN SECTOR 7 FREE STAR WARS RIDDIM! MAY THE 4TH BE WITH YOU! FOLLOW BENJI: https://soundcloud.com/benjidubz linktr.ee/benji.dubz His Media: www.framefocuscreative.com
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ESPHYXIA - ORB OF CONFUSION [FREE DOWNLOAD]
⚠️ WARNING: PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THE RIDDIM ORB OF CONFUSION WILL GIVE YOU.. UH… CONFUSION! 🔮😵💫 (I PROMISE you’ll want to listen the whole way through! 👀) A little bit of SpongeBob Riddim for you guys (Also, thank you Perpoli for inspiring me to make SpongeBob Riddim! 🫂🫶🏽) [I’ll also try...
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STAYNS - HIGH KNEE TUNE (ESPHYXIA 'BROKEN KNEE' VIP) [FREE DOWNLOAD] [BIRTHDAY RELEASE]
Happy birthday to me! 🥳 I’m 28. Here’s a chune to break your knees to at the second drop 🤪😤 (It’s not the best, but it’s something 😌)
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ESPHYXIA - HELP! I CAN'T STOP MAKING RIDDIM!!! [FREE DOWNLOAD]
HELP! I CAN'T STOP MAKING RIDDIM!!! Made this on FB Live last night! LIVESTREAM AND FREE DOWNLOAD ON PATREON!!! https://www.patreon.com/posts/151059597 Sorry if the mixdown is a little weird or harsh. Idk how to fix it yet [UPDATED 3/14/26 to try to fix the harshness. If you still want the orig,...
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Late Night Thoughts (Reimagined)
Will you reverse your way of thinking those late night thoughts? a little reimagination I tried and I wrote the backing piano and such Lyrics for "late night thoughts" by Belfa: Late night Thinking about the way it was as you and I Thinking about our memories as a lullaby Thinking about the way I...
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NO - OFF (ESPHYXIA 'HUH' VIP) [FREE DOWNLOAD]
Screw it. Have it. (Should I do a NO - OFF VS ROI* - STARCORE one as a variant of the Subtronics one? 👀)
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ESPHYXIA - PREMEDITATED [FREE DOWNLOAD]
Murder Tearout. Happy Friday the 13th! 😈🔪 I'll fix the harshness etc when I'm not so rushed. FREE DOWNLOAD!!! 🥳🙌🏽 Made this a few days ago on a FB livestream. Inspired by the sound design of my brother RANGA’.. and reminds me of the likes of DRAUGA, CRIIOZ and PROSECUTE. Trying this side of...
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Esphyxia - The Shogun [Free Download]
Genshin Impact Tearout I’ve been holding onto for 9 months and haven't worked on it, so might as well give it out to y'all. May fix the bass being so wide/stereo (but then you can't hear the dialogue, so idk. It's a big reason I haven't put it out lol. Too many mixing issues but hey)
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STAYNS - NON SEQUITUR (ESPHYXIA 'DUMMY THICC' VIP) [FREE DL]
BRUHHH! I DID IT AGAIN! I JUST OUTDID MYSELF! I made this last night and AHHHHHH!!!! Is Riddim my calling? I wish I would have gotten Reason Rack sooner! (But the subscription tier JUST released). I’m so happy to be making Riddim now!! I hope you like it! Thank you, again, Gabe, for allowing me…
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STAYNS - SOFTER (ESPHYXIA 'EVIL!' VIP) [FREE DOWNLOAD]
Just subscribed to Reason Rack and so I finally decided to see what I can do with Riddim because I've been wanting to make real Riddim for a while now! Thank you, Gabe, for allowing me to do this! 🫶🏽🙌🏽 LIVESTREAM ON MY PATREON!!!...
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Oolacile & Spock - OMG (Esphyxia 'Jaw Drop' Bootleg) [Free Download]
Happy 2026, Esphyxiation Squad! 🥳😷🙌🏽 First track of the year! I gassed this track the other night and figured I’d share it with y’all! 😷 I’ve been meaning to remix this for YEARS now! We are SO back, babyyy! 🥳🙏🏽 I hope you enjoy! Free Download, too! Go listen to the original, if you...
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NIMDA - VEXXINATE (CORRUPTED BY ESPHYXIA) [FREE DOWNLOAD]
CHAOS 👁️🗨️ 👄 👁 I haven’t had a proper car test yet cuz my car is down rn.. so, I’ll fix the mixdown once I can drive again. Hopefully it doesn’t sound bad 😅 I’m sorry if it does. Story: So, my PC was corrupted for half the year and so I couldn’t work on music for most of 2025, sadly. I...
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Esphyxia - Virtual Escape [Read Desc.]
I made this back in 2021 as kind of like trailer music for someone putting on a VR headset and is transported into the realm where it shows all the different things you can do in virtual reality as like a camera flies thru the scene as it takes you from scene to scene. Like playing tennis to...
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it was nice to see you
A little score piece I made while livestreaming on Facebook last night! 🥹 I’m finally making score/orchestral music again! 😭 It denotes 2 people.. long time, no see A 2 minute interaction.. after longing for so long At the end, the panning piano is supposed to represent the first person...
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Esphyxia - Jumpscare [Five Nights at Tearout EP]
Happy HalloFREEn! I am deciding to FINALLY put out like my fav track I've ever made! Been working on this one for a few years and am finally putting it out there! I still need to finish the rest of the 8 tracks for the FNAF EP but hey. Here’s this for now! I hope you enjoy it as much as I have...
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Sentinel Prime (Esphyxia 2017 Score Remake)
A score remake I did in 2017 of Sentinel Prime’s theme by Steve Jablonsky from Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon (my fav movie). Enjoy! 🫶🏽 I need to release more of my score stuff 😮💨 Everything is my recreation except for the drums which I stemmed out (I may do my own drums for it at some...
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Louiejayxx - Industrial (Esphyxia 'Hazmat' Remix) [Free Download]
Esphyxia's Industrial Hazmat Team is inbound! I think some of you may be happy to know that I'm making Hybrid Tearout now! This very well may be my best release yet! 😷😤 Finally making the music I want to! I also hope you enjoy the Half Life references 😜 And thank you, Louiejayxx, for allowing…
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SaintQiller ft. AlphaGate, Basskiller & Esphyxia - Adeptus Dei (2017 VIP)
VIP of a 4-Way Deathstep collab I did in 2017 Adeptus Dei.. Adept of God It was uploaded on Hydraulic Damnation! :D https://youtu.be/HyL9JFCKD44?si=QyuGkkh8PWZCSfwP The time has come, where the 4 Adepts of God (SaintQiller, Objective Beta/AlphaGate, BassKiller, and Myself) joined together to…
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SaintQiller ft. Objective Beta, Basskiller & Esphyxia - Adeptus Dei [2016]
4-Way Deathstep collab I did in 2016 Adeptus Dei… Adept of God The time has come, where the 4 Adepts of God (SaintQiller, Objective Beta, BassKiller, and Myself) joined together to carry out one prophecy... Deathstep 💀
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Esphyxia - Loser/You Had One Chance
You know what? Have it. I’m tired of gatekeeping my unreleased music 😤 I can’t keep waiting for it to be “done” and perfect. Enjoy this nasty, messy sound design I did 😷😩🤧 First drop is “Loser” Second drop is “You Had One Chance” The sound design reminds me of Loser’s older tracks Even he was...
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Esphyxia - Fortress [Read Desc.]
Though the walls around her now lay in ruin.. she stood there, more fortified than the fortress ever stood. It is no longer the walls that have become the fortress 🏰 This is a track I started back in 2017 and it's been one of my prettiest tracks and so I am tired of holding onto it and not…
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Esphyxia - Death Is My Only Escape (WIP)
It’s my 27th birthday! Been holding onto this one for a while now and finally want to put it out there! I’ll update it with the full version once it’s finished Enjoy! 😷 Visiting your own grave to tell yourself sorry after your struggles followed and killed you… It’s a different feeling..
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Esphyxia - Loveless (V-Day Version) [Free DL]
I wrote this last night for those who also don't have a Valentine this year </3 (Also, screw the SoundCloud copyright algorithm for flagging this multiple times even tho it’s an original track)
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Hallmark Moment [2020] [Free DL]
A score I made in 2020 that I always thought would be nice as a Hallmark movie soundtrack! I hope you have your Hallmark Moment... Happy Valentine's Day <3 This has been one of my fav scores I’ve ever written cuz it’s so pretty and so I’m so happy to finally have it out for you guys! 🫶🏽
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Esphyxia - Separation Anxiety (Instrumental)
The instrumental, if you'd like just the score aspect! :) Last track of 2024! Scanning for survivors after the Collapse. A little mini score narrative I just made! Taking it back to my orchestral roots! ☢️ Listen all the way for the full story experience! ☢️ I got chills using my sound design in…
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Esphyxia - Separation Anxiety
Last track of 2024! Scanning for survivors after the Collapse. A little mini score narrative I just made! Taking it back to my orchestral roots! ☢️ Listen all the way for the full story experience! ☢️ I got chills using my sound design in a new way like this! One of my best and fav tracks I've…
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HORRORZ (2016) (2024 Halloween WIP Update)
Started this back in 2016 and decided to touch up upon it again cuz I’ve been wanting to work on it more. It’s back when I used Massive a lot. Here’s a little preview of so! It may or may not become a collab with my friend, if he’s down for it 👀 Happy Halloween! 💀🎃🦇 👻🔪🩸
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Esphyxia - RoboParadise (2018) [Free Download]
All is good in RoboParadise… but is it all of what it seems to be? This is a track I made back in 2018 that I finally just got to retouching up and releasing! I know it’s repetitive but I made it purely cuz I thought the sound design was satisfying 🤷🏾♂️ This has been one of my favs I’ve made…
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I Could Be (Instrumental Demo) (2020)
Here’s an instrumental demo of a lyrical song I wrote in 2020. It’s one of the prettiest piano tracks I’ve written and I’m tired of keeping it to myself and so here y’all go 🫶🏽 I just reopened the project and cleaned up the piano some since I’ve learned how to more and so I feel a little more...
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⚠️ PSA ⚠️
See me open up for Marauda at the Canopy Club 10/10/24 😈 https://canopyclub.com/event/marauda-2/canopy-big-room/
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Esphyxia - Duel of the Fates (Lofi Version) [Free Download]
Hey, Star Wars fans! I've been wanting to make this for a while now! I am having a Starkiller hilt installed by Avery Castillo and so I figured I would make this to maybe use to showcase it as well! Update: The showcase is up and it was included! You can find the vid on his channel here! 🥳...
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Esphyxia - (Turn All The) Lights On [2018] (Instrumental)
Happy 10 Years of Esphyxia Day! Today marks 10 years since I posted my first track "Celebrate!" on here! This is a pretty piano track I have been meaning to release this for a while now but here it is. It is supposed to have rap lyrics that say, "You learn a lot when you turn all the lights on,"...
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Esphyxia - Celebrate! (10 Years Of Esphyxia Version)
Today marks 10 Years of Esphyxia since I posted my first track, "Celebrate!," on here! In honor of that... I have made a 10 Year Version for you guys so I can show y'all something new and the new styles I want to bring as well! (I had an original version that cut off when it first cuts off but I...
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Esphyxia - Rattlesnake [2019] [Free Download]
A Bass Trap track I made in 2019 that people really liked then and so I am finally deciding to release it! Sorry it's so repetitive... I made it fairly quickly I don't make trap much and so I figured I'd showcase it! It's got a hint of Jersey Club in it too :P It was my first time attempting that...
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Eclipse [2022 Demo] (Clip)
Started this back in 2022. It’s actually supposed to represent a coming darkness and depression I felt at the time and is supposed to be a mental health track All the sounds I made from scratch 👀 BUT… I may scrap the drop bass entirely 🤷🏾♂️ Happy Solar Eclipse 2024 🌕🌖🌗🌘🌑
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The End Of The Internet.mp3
| (• ◡•)| (❍ᴥ❍Ʋ) By now, Jake's two-incher had grown to it's full length and was throbbing fit to burst. Jake could not wait any longer, and neither could Finn. Jake penetrated Finn's virgin bootyhole with gusto, and began pumping. "Oh my gosh, Jake!" moaned Finn, "That feels so Algebraic!" Jake...
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Bygones/Resonance (WIP) [Birthday Preview]
It’s my birthday! 🥳 I started this 2 nights ago and it reminds me of Jkyl & Hyde and so I figured I’d share the love of what I’ve been up to recently for my birthday!!! Def one of the best tracks I’ve started in a while! 🫶🏽 Enjoy! 🎂 I’m not too sure on the name for it yet as I may make a...
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I Just Can't Take It [2020] (CLIP)
It’s my birthday! 🥳 Here’s a little clip I’ve been meaning to post for forever! 🫶🏽 Enjoy! 🎂
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What I Got For Valentine's Day 2024 🥰
My best track yet!!
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Sheldvn - Serial Heartbreaker (Esphyxia Dark Trap Remix) [Valentine’s Day]
</3 Made this last night as to have something for Valentine’s Day for y’all this year! It’s another solitude one so I decided to make this! 🤙🏽 I had asked Sheldvn if I can remix this and he said to go ahead! I took a dark trap approach to this remix. I don’t listen to rap or trap but I’ve came...
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Esphyxia - Somnium (Sound Design) [2018]
A little sound design track I made that reminded me of Somnium Sound (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
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Esphyxia - DB11
Random tracks I've been meaning to put out there that's just showcasing my random sound designs.. usually not actual official releases
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Cymatics - Chicken Dance (Esphyxia Mess Up)
Random tracks I've been meaning to put out there that's just showcasing my random sound designs.. usually not actual official releases
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BUNDA - SPACE REGGAE DUB (ESPHYXIA 'GANYMEDE' SPESH) [FREE DOWNLOAD]
Made this last night. Happy 2024 🌝🥳🙌🏽 SURPRISE! First track of 2024 is UP! & it's RIDDIM?! Spent a lot of time making this last night for you all! I hope you enjoy it and Happy 2024! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ and did I mention it’s FREE?! 🥳🫶🏽😷✨ Easily maybe one of the prettiest tracks I've made?! 😌...
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FIVE NIGHTS AT TEAROUT EP WIP PREVIEW [Read Desc.]
Happy FNAF movie release day! As a special treat for you guys, contemporaneously with the movie's release I am releasing a demo showcase of my upcoming "Five Nights at Tearout EP" featuring 9 tracks (so, the basis of some of these tracks may change as it's released since these are work in...
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Trey Verkuilen. 28. Dubstep/Tearout producer on FL 25Mental Health Advocate 🥀🔄🌹 COLLABS OPENIt's your fav masked vigilante, ‘𝓔𝓼𝓹𝓱𝔂𝔁𝓲𝓪, 😷 Links: https://linktr.ee/esphyxiaPATREON: https://patreon.com/esphyxiaMy tracks are usually downloadableMusic is the eye to the soul[MALADJUSTED] 👽🌎 ✝️•John 8:23-24• NOTWThe world is so loud and harsh. These are the trials I must face Don’t mind the skeletons and ghosts and what not you may see along the way…The reason I write big, scary music about Death is because it scares me the most... hence why I picked up the name “Esphyxia” from Asphyxia (to be deprived of oxygen; suffocate)I almost drowned and Asphyxiated in a pool as a kid, so living to see the blessings life gives after is why I make music... to give back. Without music… I suffocateUntil my last dying breath, I will share my love for the world and music 😷❤️•’The story of Esphyxia is that he is someone who lives in a world that he is too familiar with.. but not a part of… ma
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