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A Life Lived Trans

A Life Lived Trans is a podcast hosted by Mardi P. and Lenny Z., two trans elders who have been transitioning collectively for close to 100 years (yes, that is one whole-ass century)! Each week, they are bringing you their stories of what it was like transitioning in the 70s, 80s, 90s, and 00s. For full episodes and to support our hosts, please visit our Patreon page.

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    ALLT: S03E11 Passports, Patriarchy & Genital Operators

    Mardi and Lenny open the episode with their signature irreverent energy, welcoming new Patreon supporters and giving a shoutout to their editor "Sparkly Fairy" for elevating the show's production quality.  They reflect on why they started the podcast — to counter the false narrative that trans people are a recent phenomenon — sharing how both men and women transitioned in the 1970s and have watched representation slowly trickle into mainstream culture, from Christine Jorgensen to the award winning series Transparent.  Mardi recalls the latest huge increase in Trans Visibility during the Pandemic and the early days of uncensored TikTok when she found a huge audience of young trans people hungry for elder representation, a pipeline that has since been algorithmically throttled. The hosts dive into a lively, frank discussion about the distinction between gender identity and gender expression. Drawing on Mardi's colorful past as a "professional gennytill operator," they discuss the world of bimbification and cross-dressing fetish culture — not to shame it, but to clearly separate it from the transgender experience. They frame both as products of a patriarchal society that punishes gender nonconformity, making compassionate space for the kink world while pushing back against conflation with trans identity. The episode wraps into a segment on Caitlyn Jenner's passport woes, a broader conversation about trans rights, legal battles, and municipal representation through the lens of New York City's new LGBTQ appointee. – This is a Life Lived Trans

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    Beyond Borders: One Trans Man's Journey to Safety, Self, and Belonging

    In this deeply moving episode, hosts MahD and Lenny Z sit down with guest Justin A. for an intimate and wide-ranging conversation about life, identity, and resilience. Justin opens up about his personal journey of self-discovery and acceptance — a path marked by courage, reflection, and an unwavering sense of self. The conversation takes an honest look at the realities many trans individuals face in today's political landscape, including Justin's decision to relocate to Mexico in search of safety and community. Far from a story of defeat, it's one of agency and intentional living. Throughout the episode, all three voices weave together themes of community, solidarity, and hope — reminding listeners that shared stories have the power to shift perspectives and build bridges. The hosts and Justin also reflect on how far trans rights have come, while acknowledging the very real work that remains. Thoughtful, warm, and inspiring, this episode is an invitation to listen, learn, and celebrate the strength found in living authentically. – This is a Life Lived Trans.

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    ALLT S03E09: Our Trans Boots On The Ground Capital Hill Report, Threads "Final Boss of Trans People" Contest and Trans Elder Babble

    Honey, pull up a chair — this one has got everything: psychiatry, policy and community celebration. Between them, Mardi and Lenny carry nearly a hundred years of a life lived trans – through the decades when there were no words for it and no roadmaps. Just persistence, instinct and an absolute refusal to disappear. This episode opens with a listener message from a mother navigating her four-year-old's emerging gender identity. Drawing on decades of personal experience, they offer guidance rooted in one simple principle — when a child expresses who they are consistently, persistently and without wavering, that is not a phase. That is self-knowledge. Dr. Terra Cody Weston ( @terra_forme on Threads & IG ) child and adolescent psychiatrist, joins from Capitol Hill where she is working on a psychiatric fellowship inside Congress. Quietly and magnificently, she is making noise in all the right places — sharing what remains very much alive in the fight for trans rights, from legal pathways and state-level protections to a psychiatric community finding its courage. And because joy is its own kind of resistance, she tells us about the Final Boss of Trans People, a bracket-style community contest running on Threads @terra_forme , now in its second year. The contest spotlights activists, pioneers, artists and icons from across trans life — building visibility, community traditions and a sense of collective pride. Honest, warm and politically engaged. This is A Life Lived Trans.

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    ALLT S03E08: "Glitter, Guts & Grey Hair: 50 Years of Not Shutting Up”

    In this provocative episode, Mardi and Lenny peel back the layers of the current political landscape, from Minnesota’s legal battles to global efforts to erase trans identities.  They share candid stories from recent activist efforts in Kelowna and reflect on their decades of experience living through transformative times in the trans community.  Discover how undercover agendas, media manipulation, and political tactics threaten our rights—and more importantly, how we can fight back with truth, humor, and resilience.We break down some jaw-dropping revelations: why controversial figures like Pink News are losing support, how mainstream platforms like Pornhub reveal the true desires of the masses, and why trans joy and visibility threaten the status quo.  You'll discover the deep connection between shame and oppression—and how genuine acceptance and self-love can dismantle it. Our hosts delve into the significance of trans athletes breaking barriers, the intersection of gender expression and societal expectations, and the importance of non-binary identities pushing for authentic representation. This isn’t just a rant—it's a call to action. If you’re tired of being misunderstood or marginalized, if you’re ready to see the bigger picture and stand up for your right to be proud, this episode is essential listening. The stakes are high: our rights, our safety, our very existence depend on it. But hope remains. Through storytelling, expert insights, and unapologetic honesty, Marty and Lenny inspire you to reclaim your narrative and challenge the system.Perfect for allies, activists, and anyone questioning the narratives fed by media and politics—this conversation will empower you to think critically, laugh loud, and act boldly.  Tune in now to hear the truth about the confluence of politics, culture, and community, and learn how to turn awareness into resistance. Guest credentials:  Mardi and Lenny are 'seasoned' trans elders, sharing insights from almost 100 years in the movement. With lived experience and activist spirit, they illuminate the path toward genuine liberation and self-acceptance.

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    ALLT S03E07 - Honey, We Need to Talk — And Then Transition

    In this episode of A Life Lived Trans, hosts Mardi P. and Lenny Z. welcome internet sensations Shay and Amanda Scott — a couple whose love story began in a tight-knit Mormon community, wound through decades of friendship and faith, and ultimately blossomed into something beautifully unexpected. Shay came out to Amanda as transgender about seven years ago, and the two navigated that journey together with remarkable patience, collaboration, and a commitment to keeping their relationship and their three children at the center of every decision. The conversation covers their Mormon upbringing and how Shay's transition cracked open a deep faith deconstruction for both of them, their experience raising openly queer-positive kids in a conservative Utah community, and how Shay's film production background gave them the tools — and the courage — to start sharing their story online. The episode also digs into bigger themes around palatability, representation, and who gets to be the "face" of the trans movement. Amanda reflects thoughtfully on her own evolving sense of identity and sexuality, pushing back gently on the idea that their more conventional presentation is the goal — rather, they see themselves as one voice among many in a movement that needs all kinds. Lenny and Mardi share their own parallel experiences of praying away their gender, deconstructing religion, and finding freedom in authenticity, making for a conversation that is equal parts personal testimony, philosophical musing, and warm mutual appreciation. The Scotts also reveal that a vow renewal is in the works for their 20th anniversary, and that Amanda is deep in the process of finding a publisher for her memoir. Shay Scott Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shayescott/ Amanda Scott Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dramandascott/

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    ALLT S03E06: "Who's Afraid of the Gender Spectrum? (Spoiler: People With the Most to Lose)”

    In this episode we dive into the complexities of gender identity and the freedom that comes with embracing fluidity over binary thinking. Drawing on candid personal stories and sharp cultural commentary, we explore how fear of losing privilege drives societal backlash against inclusion — and why the push for acceptance is inseparable from the pursuit of authenticity. We talk about the recent groundbreaking runway show of fashion house Matieres Fecales titled "The One Percent” who's dark wit smashes gender stereotypes, framing creative expression as a form of resistance, mocking greed in top shelf couture. We also get into Mardi’s theory of the "privilege pyramid" — a framework for understanding how hidden trauma layers sustain inequality, and how healing requires recognizing the full spectrum of human experience. From reflections on recovery and aging as trans people to observations about global climate chaos and cultural rebellion, the episode ultimately lands as a call to action urging listeners toward greater compassion, community, and unapologetic self-expression. Moons Lane F*ck Off Spray - - The Spray Of Banishing https://www.moonslane.com.au/

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    ALLT S03E05: Love First Not Fear First — A Conversation About What It Really Means to Support a Trans Child

    In this episode Mardi and Lenny explore the trans experience from a parental perspective with Joy and Diana from the Transparently Speaking podcast. These parents stories are filled with strength, unconditional love and the lengths we have to go through in today’s America. This generational discussion of trans childhood history is a required listen. Links: Transparently Speaking podcast: https://transparentlyspeakingpodcast.buzzsprout.com/ Plume Clinic: https://getplume.co/ The Trevor Project: https://thetrevorproject.org Trans LifeLine: https://translifeline.org/

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    A Life Lived Trans | S03E04 "Trans Joy: Lions, Bras, and Kansas Laws"

    In this episode Mardi P. and Lenny Z. begin with a guided breathing before diving into current events affecting the trans community. They recommend alternative news sources in light of mainstream media's decline, call out widespread shadow-banning of queer content on social media, and revisit the Kansas driver's license law. They also call out Lyft's "trans joy" discount as performative rainbow capitalism. They reflect on their own history of having no rights as trans women in the 1970s, drawing parallels between today's rollbacks and historical struggles like Jim Crow. Trans tropes of the week include strangers asking invasive questions about trans people's bodies, and "trans pick-me" gatekeeping of those who transition later in life — a bias Mardi admits she once held herself. On a lighter note, Mardi shares her excitement over her new supportive French bra and they tease upcoming guests including a well-known Instagram figure who transitioned after having a family. Buckle up for an episode soaked in some fun crazy wisdom!  Alternatives to mainstream media: I've Had It Podcast (YouTube) - https://www.youtube.com/@ivehaditpodcast AlJazeera News - https://www.aljazeera.com/where/united-states/

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    ALLT S03E03: Dorothy, the Birkin Bag, and the Kansas ID Crisis

    In Episode 3 of Season 3 of A Life Live Trans, we kick things off with Wizard of Oz banter before diving into the big topics of the day. Our main focus is the alarming (but potentially overhyped) news about Kansas attempting to invalidate transgender people's IDs and driver's licenses. Drawing on a community contact in Texas, we find out Kansas has tried and failed to enforce similar legislation before, and question the fear-mongering and clickbait — even from within the trans community — that spreads panic without proper context. We suggest listeners to seek out boots-on-the-ground sources, read full articles, and connect with local human rights organizations rather than reacting to sensational headlines. There's Mardi's near-miss with cartel violence in Puerto Vallarta, Lenny's hot take on drug decriminalization, musings on AI and ChatGPT after a viral TikTok clip of a young trans woman having an emotional breakdown while chatting with the bot about selling her Birkin bag, and a shout-out to their new European collaborator who connected with them through Patreon. Hope you enjoy our humor, and hard-won wisdom. We've survived far scarier times — and our trans community (along with our allies) is stronger than the algorithm wants it to believe.

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    ALLT S03E02 “We’ve Had It: Tropes, Tears & Trans Joy”

    In this lively episode of A Life Lived Trans, Mardi and Lenny—self-declared trans elders with nearly a century of combined wisdom—tackle the “trans tropes” that make their eyeballs roll clear out of their heads. With sharp wit and plenty of sidebars, they call out myths like “trans people are mentally unstable,” the backhanded compliment of “I never would have known,” and the rigid gender rules that shaped their early transitions under old-school medical gatekeeping. They mix social commentary with sass, poking fun at gender reveal parties, binary nonsense, and the political circus surrounding trans lives in the U.S. and Canada—all while reminding listeners that trans people have always existed and aren’t going anywhere. But it’s not all ranting and righteous indignation. The episode meanders delightfully through “Happy Bits Day” celebrations, questionable hospital compliments, crying therapy to Silver Springs, and the spiritual benefits of self-pleasure. Mardi shares heartfelt (and hilarious) reflections on love, loss, and surgeries past, while Lenny offers grounding wisdom and the occasional well-timed reality check. By the end, what started as a trope takedown turns into a warm, funny reminder to protect your peace, call a friend, have a good cry (or other release), and find joy—even when the world feels like it’s being run by the National Enquirer.

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    ALLT - S03E01: Still Standing Still Trans-itioning: Resilience, Rage & Ridiculousness

    Mardi and Lenny open up about their journeys through aging, health scares, and the ongoing fight for visibility, sharing stories that will inspire you to stand tall despite the chaos. Unlock the surprising truth behind how resilience, humor, and authenticity can transform the challenges of the trans community into powerful stories of hope. When facing societal intolerance, personal health crises, and political turmoil, this episode reveals the unexpected ways you can turn adversity into strength — with a little laughter along the way. Crisis hotlines: 🇨🇦 Canada: BC: 1-800-784-2433 Canada: 9-8-8 (text or call) U.S. - https://988lifeline.org/ or dial 988 Alex Verbeek: https://substack.com/home/post/p-187738078 Jan Morris "Conundrum" (Guardian article) - https://www.theguardian.com/books/2024/sep/29/jan-morris-conundrum-memoir-transgender-son Angela Morley (composer/arranger): https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angela_Morley

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    ALLT S02E19: The Long Exhale: Grace Under Trans-ition

    Staying centered isn’t about escaping life—it’s about knowing what to do when one of your wheels comes flying off at 60 miles an hour. It’s about meeting life exactly where you are, breath by breath. This short pre-break episode is a grounded, heartfelt exploration of mindfulness and meditation as lived practices. We try to use humor, honesty, and hard-earned insight as trans elders to demonstrate how returning to the breath, the body, and the present moment can be a radical act of self-care in a loud and often unkind world. Rooted in decades of survival, transition, love, and loss, we hope our conversations -- our testimonies highlight the unique benefits of meditation for trans elders: resilience in the face of change, compassion for aging bodies, and grace for minds that have seen it all. This is a space for slowing down, laughing a little, and remembering that peace isn’t found at the end of the journey—it’s cultivated along the way, one mindful moment at a time. "Our Deepest Fear" - Marianne Williamson poem https://www.appleseeds.org/Deepest-Fear.htm Transparently Speaking podcast https://transparentlyspeakingpodcast.buzzsprout.com/

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    ALLT S02E18: Political Pick-Me’s & Yoga Granny Tata's

    From 70s transitions to "yoga granny tata’s ," trans elders Mardi P. and Lenny Z. have seen it all—and their eyeballs actually ache from the view. This week, the duo tackles "political pick-me's," the anatomy of Quebec’s prison laws, and why you should never get breast implants. It’s raw, it’s radical, and it’s served with a side of Annie Sprinkle-inspired glitter. If you think the world is going to hell in a handbasket, Mardi and Lenny are here to smoke a cigarette and tell you, "We told you so." This episode covers the terrifying reality of SCOTUS, the beauty of Bowie-inspired labradorite, and Annie Sprinkle's legendary performance art piece involving a speculum. It’s peer-reviewed science meets primal cave-woman energy. This week features fantastic, chaotic energy that is both deeply poignant and hilariously unfiltered. https://sprinklestephens.ucsc.edu/

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    ALLT S02E17: Interconnected Healing: Embracing Nature and Community

    Join Lenny Z and MahD as they delve into the profound connections between nature, community, and personal healing. In this episode, they discuss the wisdom of indigenous cultures, the sentience of plants, and the transformative power of meditation. Tune in for a journey through the ancient rainforests of Vancouver Island and discover how embracing interconnectedness can lead to resilience and peace in turbulent times.

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    ALLT - S02E16: Toxic Inclusivity & Glory Hole Tea Room History

    Is Toxic Inclusivity really a thing? Or is it just more "pick me" fodder? Lenny and Mardi go deep into the fear sweeping the trans community triggered by some current viral events caught on tape at several Planet Fitness locations. Digging into LGBT history they discuss how being marginalized has left us to connect in unsafe places. Has this suppression by society continued to stunt us in acting out inappropriately? Community support, mental health, the need for open dialogue and understanding, and the complexities of navigating gender identity in today's society has always been lacking. We are community that has just began to heal. And sometimes it really shows by the way we interact with each other. It's time for some group therapy kittens!!! We also highlight Raquel Willis' expertly hosted and wonderfully produced documentary podcast 'Afterlives' on Marsha P. Johnson. Email us: [email protected] Afterlives podcast - https://www.afterlivespod.com/ CBC Opinion piece: Trans rights? Yes. Toxic, in-your-face activism? No https://www.cbc.ca/news/opinion/opinion-trans-rights-radical-activism-1.6220106

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    ALLT S02E15: Trans Healthcare From Cradle To Grave

    What a journey it has been to navigate healthcare for Lenny and Mardi thru these last, almost 100 collective years! Lenny talks about meeting progressive doctors in the 1970s, while Mardi's shares surviving the more common and dangerous DIY journey of the streets for transition needs. They also discuss ageing and trans healthcare and how they are still teaching the medical establishment because not many of us survived this long. They have a discussion on the importance of gender-affirming care, and the challenges faced by trans youth today. ie., legislative issues in Alberta and the U.S. Thanks for listening to the podcast and please send us you thoughts and questions to [email protected] and we will be sure to read some of them on air. Happy 2026 everyone. Be kind to your mind, stay close to the ones that lift you and hang on, we think it's going to be quite the Year!

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    ALLT S02E14: Flooding the Zone to Combat the Flood of Misinformation / An impromptu BTS with Mardi & Lenny

    In this shorter holiday episode Lenny and Mardi discuss the importance of sharing personal stories to combat misinformation and the documented tactics used by anti-trans groups.  Through humor and candid reflections, they highlight the ongoing struggle for acceptance and understanding in society. If you are not a Patreon member watching the video episode, Mardi is giving exhausted Greek tycoon widow, with low grade migraine, from the flooded end zone of it all.   Please help her lol, our testimony and our podcast by rating and reviewing our show wherever you listen to our podcast.  HAPPY 2026 xoxo

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    ALLT S02E12: The Challenges & Joys of the Holiday Season

    Join us this holiday week for some heartfelt stories, insights and knee slapping ha ha that would make any Grinch’s frown turn upside down.  We also talk about how to navigate unsupportive family at this time of year and make a call-out for greater understanding and inclusion of trans voices in the media. Remember you can email us at [email protected] and send us questions, admirations, upcoming tranniversaries or any stories that we have missed that you think we should be taking about. Thank you for supporting us and making this podcast a safe space for us to come together and share each others experience, strength and hope. Have a fabulous New Year! 💜M & L 

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    ALLT S02E11 - Shadow-banned Healthcare & Representation from Cradle to Grave

    Just days out of surgery Lenny still shows up to tape an episode with Mardi for you all. Naturally the conversation veers into the daunting, almost 100 years of navigating, healthcare between us. The last 15 minutes Mardi, who is very disheartened, goes off, like really off, about young Trans creators who are not walking their talk in supporting trans elders and how being shadow banned from social media apps feels one in the same. (I think Mardi could use some cyber hugs folks) They also give a couple hot takes on some current hot topics. Remains of Canadian Indigenous Women Found in Landfill https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cqlyz04q23qo 00:00 Introduction and Welcome 04:27 Lenny's Surgery Experience 09:00 Medical Journeys in the Trans Community 10:48 Healthcare News and Updates 18:20 The Importance of Self-Care 21:39 Cultural Reflections and Reconciliation 27:35 Navigating Political Landscapes 31:11 Canada's Evolving Relationship with Europe 35:58 Understanding Trans Youth and Medical Care 41:40 The Importance of Supporting Trans Voices 46:18 Reflections on Community and Activism    

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    ALLT S02E10 - Beef's & Bouquets, Trans Medicalism & other Hot Topics

    Mardi & Lenny reveal some of the things that has been bothering them, (Beefs). Mardi’s was sparked by a back and forth since deleted post by Indya Moore who Mardi had no idea it was. They did end up finding common ground. Written online discourse is so dicey and lacks nuance for topics that need to be discussed in real time to paraphrase boots the house so you know each other are talking about the same thing!!! They also discuss some things that have inspired them lately (bouquets) and get into some of the Hot Topics. taimi.com getplume.com anne.health

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    ALLT S02E09: Bridging generations even when they tell you to shut up. With our guest The Alexandra Billings!

    On this episode of A Life Lived Trans Alexandra Billings drops by in all her hilarious glory and we discuss the need for connection and understanding between trans generations and the significance of sharing experiences of acceptance and resilience.  Vito Russo - "Why We Fight" (1988) - YouTube https://youtu.be/C0Q8p0HCQEs?si=s4jJCAQbHyXcXYSO STORIES: The AIDS Monument https://aidsmonument.org/

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    ALLT S02e08 - Transphobia’s Silver Lining: The truth and knowledge that comes from dismantling it

    In this episode of "A Life Lived Trans," hosts MahD and Lenny Z delve into the complexities of transphobia while highlighting the silver linings that can be found amidst the challenges. They discuss personal experiences and societal changes, emphasizing the importance of resilience and hope. The conversation touches on the progress made in trans visibility and rights, the role of allies, and the power of community support. The episode concludes with a guided meditation led by MahD, offering listeners a moment of peace and reflection. Join MahD and Lenny as they navigate the intersection of personal growth and societal change, reminding us all to look for the silver linings in every situation. *For paid Patreon members, there is a Bonus Clip about how Mardi learned this mediation practice from a Tibetan Buddhist nun.

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    ALLT S02E07 - Intergenerational trans experiences with guest Vivian Wilson

    On this week’s episode Mardi and Lenny are thrilled to be joined by the rising supermodel and youthful trans-advocate Vivian Jenna Wilson. They all share their stories of lives lived trans, and Vivian details her egg being cracked (beginning of her trans journey), what it was like to transition as a freshman in high school, peer support, as well as her takes on toxic masculinity, Zhoran Mamdani, the right’s fixation and targeted campaign against trans people especially youth, her hair care routine, changes in support for trans folk within the queer community over the years and a poignant message to trans youth just beginning to experience a gender expansive journey and what to do when it’s right for them.

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    ALLT S02E06 - Transitioning in later life. The suffering and transphobia around it. With guest Regina Weldert

    In this episode of the Life Lived Trans podcast, hosts Mardi and Lenny welcome Regina, who shares her brave journey of transitioning the day she retired at 65, 10 years ago.  Living in a very conservative rural community Regina recounts her experiences of acceptance in her community, the significance of being true to oneself and the importance of queer community support and networking. We discuss the differences and similarities between early and late transitions, emphasizing the shared struggles within the transgender community. Greater awareness and respect for trans persons transitioning later in life is unfortunately.  The significance of storytelling and sharing of our differing trans experiences within the trans community can not be stressed enough. Reference: transrurallives.org

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    ALLT S02E05 - Halloween. The Trans Gateway & Superpower

    In this episode, we explore the significance of Halloween as a time for self-expression and authenticity, particularly within the transgender community. We discuss our first experiences dressing up, the evolution of gender expression, and the societal norms that impact identity.  The conversation highlights the importance of visibility and representation for trans individuals, as well as the ongoing fight against discrimination and authoritarianism.  We end with a teaser for upcoming guests and a call to action for listeners to support the trans community.  

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    ALLT S02E04 - The Awkward Beginner Trans Phase - We All get one

    The hard truths and surprising joys about our awkward baby tra**y phase — while diving into what it really means to live authentically in a world that loves us to live in a box. Expect laughter, honesty, a few rants, and plenty of love as we explore the mess, magic, and milestones of being trans. Whether you're deep in your own journey or just trying to understand someone else's, this episode is here to make you feel seen — and maybe even chuckle through the chaos.

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    ALLT S02E03: Digging into our DMs - The Good, The Bad and The Ugly

    We go deep into the DM’s and discuss handling trolls, being spooked and ashamed when clocked with other trans friends and those nasty hormones when they’re not moaning and a whole lot of other things!

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    ALLT S02E02 - Addressing your inner child

    "My Inner child"was a cockroach" (Mah D) -On today's episode your buoyant hosts discuss inner child work, childhood memories, and healing those parts of oneself that often remain unaddressed. Let us know in the chat how you nurture and support your inner child.

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    ALLT S02E01 Where is the Trans Community? Parasocial vs IRL

    On this week’s episode, Mardi and Lenny discuss the challenges of finding trans community in real life and is it as rich to have parasocial connections via the space machines

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    ALLT 15: [Minisode] Summer Holidays

    Hello and THANK YOU for joining us over the last 14 episodes! We have paused billing on here and will be taking a little break before we return in September with Season 2! Listen to our little check in, explaining our thoughts, and letting you know when you can expect us back! All our love, and see you in the fall! 💕 Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! 

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    ALLT 14: "The reason we're sitting here is because we were damn lucky" w/ Alexandra Billings

    This weeks free episode has us joined in the studio by Actress, Singer, Teacher, and Transsexual ICON Alexandra Billings! We get stuck into the journeys we all took in our life lived trans experiences, explore how the world has changed, get a whole load of wisdom and express gratitude for the luck we were afforded to be sat here recording this podcast for you today. Expect a bold insight into the life and mind of Alexandra, the usual knowledge and humour of your favourite old tr*nnies, and perhaps a few truly touching and wonderful moments from three trans elders who have truly, seen it all before. Thank you Alexandra for joining us! Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! 

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    P* ALLT 13: Aging Whilst Trans

    Put the coffee on and grab yourselves a cookie cause our hosts with the most are talking all about their old aged pensioner tea being valid, and diving into everything that comes with aging whilst trans!  This is a free preview, if you want to hear the full episode then you'll want to head over to our Patreon! From changing your hormone regime, to dilating that neo puzzaayy in retirement, this week we're talking all about the changes that happen to your body as you age, and the fun quirks that come from aging whilst a woman or man of a life lived trans experience (do you see what I did there?!).  Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! 

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    P* ALLT 12: TRANScending trauma with healing modalities

    Howdy y'all it's tr**ny tuesday so we're here with another beautiful episode of A Life Lived Trans! The ONLY podcast with two aged transsexuals who have certainly seen it all before!  This is a free preview, if you want to hear the full episode then you'll want to head over to our Patreon! This week we're talking about TRANScending trauma with healing modalities and that extensively ponsy name hopefully goes a way to describe to woowoo we'll be covering today, specifically how we have healed after our lives lived trans with came with their fair share of trauma! To wrap it up, this week, join us in a brief meditation to help you allign your chakras.  Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    P* ALLT 11: Doll My Relations (Action Figures included)

    Hello and WELCOME to A Life Lived Trans! This is a free preview, if you want to hear the full episode then you'll want to head over to our Patreon! Dating can be hard when you're a doll or an action man, from navigating different issues, working with different parts, or just having to content with the complex emotions that often arise, and difficult conversations!  This week we're talking all about relations lovely and not so. From early formational hookups to long term romance, and even the boinking of a celebrity, join your trans elders in exploring the world of love sex and romance whilst trans!  We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon to listen to the whole episode! where you can listen to all our paid episodes! Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    P* ALLT 10: Trans Healthcare Through The Decades

    Happy Tuesday! This week we're talking about healthcare, from Doctor Longjohn, and freezers full of horse piss through to trying to get healthcare as a trans elder and the perpetual cycle of explaining yourself to doctors in a way that a three year old would understand. With healthcare coming under attack from reactionaries at the moment, it's good to remember that trans healthcare is not experimental! For decades we have been taking hormones, going through sex changing / gender affirming surgeries, and living to tell the tale! Anyhoo: enjoy the show! Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    ALLT 9: TRANSferable skills

    Good morning working divas, working dolls, and working action men! This week we're talking about SURVIVAL WORK, that's right expect a no-holds-barred discussion about the not so beautiful world of working the stroll and making your bag, yes gawd. What we have have to do to survive our life lived trans experience, is sometimes not a beautiful and wonderful experience, but it's our history, and for us, there is beauty AND value in remembering what we had to be here today. TLDR Sex work is work, decriminalise sex work now but also OMG IT'S LOWKEY RLLY BAD FOR SOME OF US. Chile anyways, enjoy the show! 💅 Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny!

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    P* ALLT 8: How do you make a hormone?

    You don't pay her! This weeks episode is a PAID episode, meaning unelss you are listening on our Patreon you will only be hearing the first 10 minutes of our 45 minute long conversation! Head over there to get the full tea, or even see our beautiful faces on video! In this episode we're talking about hormones, not the oldest profession, but the things that pump through our bodies and determine everything from how we look to how we smell! From self medicating through to what they change about us and how they interact with our internal processes, they're so fun! And yes, this HAS been your reminder, have you taken your hormones today?!?!?! We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon to listen to the whole episode! where you can listen to all our paid episodes! Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    P* ALLT 7: Y’all better find your Pride (and check your Prejudice)

    Y'all better quiet down!!!! This weeks episode is a PAID episode, meaning unelss you are listening on our Patreon you will only be hearing the first 10 minutes of our 45 minute long conversation! Head over there to get the full tea, or even see our beautiful faces on video! In this episode we're talking Pride and Prejudice, no not the book, but the experience of pride throughout our trans history! From the iconic Sylvia Rivera "Y'all better quiet down" speech at the Christopher Street Liberation Day event, through to the increasingly fractured community of LGBTQIA+ people we live amongst today, join your hosts in exploring everything Pride, and Prejudice!    We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon to listen to the whole episode! where you can listen to all our paid episodes! Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    P* ALLT 6: Transsexuals With Space Machines

    This weeks episode is a PAID episode, meaning unelss you are listening on our Patreon you will only be hearing the first 10 minutes of our 45 minute long conversation! Head over there to get the full tea, or even see our beautiful faces on video! In this episode Mardi brags about her famous friends, Lenny and Mardi discuss what it’s like to exist as a trans elder on social media and how they cope with hate and abuse emenating from the screens on their space machines, and Lenny tries to think of a current trans female pop star that isn’t Kim Petras.   We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon to listen to the whole episode! where you can listen to all our paid episodes! Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    ALLT 5: Her cl1toris just fell off in 1984, right!

    HELLO: and welcome to A Life Lived Trans, with your hosts, Mardi & Lenny!  In this FREE episode (only the first episode of each month is free going forward!) we're slicing AND dicing, and talking all about gender affirming surgeries, or as we called them in our day... SEX CHANGE SURGERIES. From clitoroplasties that don't take, if trans men or trans women have it better, to crusty capsules growing around breast implants, and what it's like to have top surgery as a trans guy! We also dare to dream of a world where neovagina doesn't need to be stretched out all the time! IF ONLY. We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon where you can listen to all our paid episodes! After our first 4 episodes go live, only 1 episode a month is available for free to you'll want to snatch that trophy (subscribe to our Patreon) to get all the goods!  Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    ALLT 4: Old tr@nnies from Davie

    HELLO: and welcome to A Life Lived Trans, with your hosts, Mardi & Lenny!  In this FREE episode we dive into everything mothers (because we recorded this episode on Mother's Day) and the things we do for them, from wearing dresses when you've transitioned into being a man, to balancing books on your head and mincing around the room. We also talk about the emotional response Mardi had after receiving a copy of the 40th Anniversary Blu Ray of Hookers On Davie, and Lenny asks "how can we meet our higher selves?!".  We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon where you can listen to all our paid episodes! After our first 4 episodes go live, only 1 episode a month is available for free to you'll want to snatch that trophy (subscribe to our Patreon) to get all the goods!  Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    ALLT 3: Read about Christine Jorgensen and all that s**t

    HELLO: and welcome to A Life Lived Trans, with your hosts, Mardi & Lenny!  In this FREE episode we dive into how we came to learn we were trans, reading about the magical transition of Christine Jorgensen in gossip magazines! We talk about what binds us together, and how despite growing up in different countries and travelling in different directions our stories are eerily similar! Mardi also talks about her yearning for some jiggle in her youth and Lenny tries to convince Mardi to lift weights! We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon where you can listen to all our paid episodes! After our first 4 episodes go live, only 1 episode a month is available for free to you'll want to snatch that trophy (subscribe to our Patreon) to get all the goods!  Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    ALLT 2: Everybody has their Davie Street

    HELLO: and welcome to A Life Lived Trans, with your hosts, Mardi & Lenny!  In this FREE episode we introduce ourselves and give a little bit of background into our life stories, and what you can expect from A Life Lived Trans! We talk about our journeys, why we are starting this podcast, and touch on the anxiety that comes with being out and trans in 2025.  We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon where you can listen to all our paid episodes! Only 1 episode a month is available for free to you'll want to snatch that trophy (subscribe to our Patreon) to get all the goods!  Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    ALLT 1: The Harry Benjamin Standards Of Crud

    HELLO: and welcome to A Life Lived Trans, with your hosts, Mardi & Lenny!  In this FREE episode we introduce ourselves and give a little bit of background into our life stories, and what you can expect from A Life Lived Trans! We talk about our journeys, why we are starting this podcast, and touch on the anxiety that comes with being out and trans in 2025.  We hope you enjoy this episode, and be sure to support us on our Patreon where you can listen to all our paid episodes! Only 1 episode a month is available for free to you'll want to snatch that trophy (subscribe to our Patreon) to get all the goods!  Follow your hosts Mardi & Lenny! A Life Lived Trans is a Diva Down production, produced by Carmen & Carly.

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    Introducing: A Life Lived Trans podcast

    Coming to you Tuesday 4/29: A Life Lived Trans podcast. Your Hosts Lenny Zenith and Mardi Pantz. Two trans elders in their 60s, bring you decades of wisdom and survival stories for today's trans people. Our first four episodes will be free in full, future episodes will be published in full on our A Life Lived Trans Patreon page. The first episode of each month will be published to our feed in full, for free. Thank you for supporting trans stories.   

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

A Life Lived Trans is a podcast hosted by Mardi P. and Lenny Z., two trans elders who have been transitioning collectively for close to 100 years (yes, that is one whole-ass century)! Each week, they are bringing you their stories of what it was like transitioning in the 70s, 80s, 90s, and 00s. For full episodes and to support our hosts, please visit our Patreon page.

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Zero Stress Productions

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A Life Lived Trans is a podcast hosted by Mardi P. and Lenny Z., two trans elders who have been transitioning collectively for close to 100 years (yes, that is one whole-ass century)! Each week, they are bringing you their stories of what it was like transitioning in the 70s, 80s, 90s, and 00s. For...

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