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A Monster I'm Up Against

by Faye Glidden

In my podcasts I wish to educate, empower, validate and help open the door to healing from individuals who have been trapped in narcissistic abusive relationships. Never wanting people to play on the victim role but, rather look for ways to grow and heal from hearing my real life experiences, hearing others or sharing their own. I've learned that a lot of healing comes when we start to share in a safe environment with others who have similar wounds, and with others who have overcome. May the seeds be planted and healthy fruit grow! And remember, love should NEVER hurt!

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Episodes

  1. Hatred and Forgiveness

    Here is another recording I did from a couple of years ago. I remember that early morning very clearly. I had just done my quiet time with God and was reflecting while my family slept. I am very emotional as I talk in this recording. None of it was prepared or thought out. It was straight form…

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  2. Dealing with triggers well after you have left the Narcissist

    How do you deal with triggers or PTSD when they pop up?

  3. The aftermath of being with a narcissist

    Learning to cope with the emotional triggers that hit us after we've gotten out of an abusive narcissistic relationship

  4. What It Means When A Narcissist Says "I Love You"

    Here is my voice recording of the letter titled above. When I first read it I had to read it over and over to let it sink in. It was the first time something validated me in such a powerful way.....as if it were written directly to me. I hope this gives you the same validation and empowerment it...

  5. Letting go of unhealthy relationships

    Why are you holding onto the unhealthy relationships in your life? What keeps YOU hostage to them like it did me? I hope you are able to dig deep and find out why so you can start changing that toxic bond!

  6. Wishing the monster dead

    Here is another voice journal from a year and a half ago while I was still in my marriage. In this I talk about the desire for the one abusing me to disappear.... In my research and my own counseling for years I learned this is a very "normal" thought process of the one subjected to the constant...

  7. Hungry to be LOVED part 1 & 2

    While still trapped in my narcissistic abusive marriage I started to become aware of what being treated with respect from other men was. I truly believe God placed these men in my life to show me that men can be kind, genuine and respectful. One day I was shocked at the kindness a male friend...

  8. Financial Abuse

    Financial Abuse/Control are real! It is an action that makes the abusee feel disrespected, controlled, demeaned and pathetic. Money is an easy tool for the Narcissist to control. We are made to feel that if we don't contribute monetarily than we are worthless and therefore do not deserve the hard...

  9. Faith, Marriage and Narcissistic Abuse

    There were 4 words I heard from my counselor several years back, "IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!" They hit me in the heart like a brick. Those were some of the strongest, most validating words I had ever heard. May the resonate with you as much as they did myself. That is where tiny minuscule steps of...

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

In my podcasts I wish to educate, empower, validate and help open the door to healing from individuals who have been trapped in narcissistic abusive relationships. Never wanting people to play on the victim role but, rather look for ways to grow and heal from hearing my real life experiences, hearing others or sharing their own. I've learned that a lot of healing comes when we start to share in a safe environment with others who have similar wounds, and with others who have overcome. May the seeds be planted and healthy fruit grow! And remember, love should NEVER hurt!

HOSTED BY

Faye Glidden

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In my podcasts I wish to educate, empower, validate and help open the door to healing from individuals who have been trapped in narcissistic abusive relationships. Never wanting people to play on the victim role but, rather look for ways to grow and heal from hearing my real life experiences,...

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A Monster I'm Up Against is created and hosted by Faye Glidden.
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