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Anti Nihilist

by Zach Rudolph

Society

Can emptiness be unlearned?I was raised in a Christian home. And no, I’m not about to tell you how I “outgrew” it or “evolved” past it. But I went through a season of depression that exposed the truth. Deep down I thought God hated me. This podcast is a documentation of the years I’ve spent unlearning half truths and digging for deeper ones. It’s a podcast about the journey out of Victimhood, Cowardice & Self Obsession and into; The Good, The True, & The Beautiful.

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Episodes

  1. Why Sabotage Is Appealing | Commentary On Peter Boghossian x Africa Brooke

    Hey everyone! Today I wanted to bring you a short episode on self sabotage and why it appeals to us. There actually is a kind of logic to it. For more on sabotage: https://open.substack.com/pub/zachrudolph/p/unholy-agreements?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

  2. Thursday Cigars #02 | Bringing Up the Bottom, Bringing Down the Top

    Today my dad and discuss weed, the interplay between Christianity and politics, hierarchy vs. acceptance, and how resentment undoes it all. Link to Ben & Marc podcast mentioned: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-future-of-the-american-dream/id1713388101?i=1000656137765

  3. Thursday Cigars #01 | The Goal & The Journey

    Today my dad and friend Kevin join me for an informal chat on “success”, goals, and how to live the journey well.

  4. Embarrassment Before Growth

    Today my dad joins me to discuss the ever present cloud of insignificance, and a few thoughts on how to kill it.

  5. NO PODCAST THIS WEEK

    Here’s a quick overview of what I’ve been working on! Excited to be back with you all soon!

  6. SUBSTACK

    Trying something new… https://zachrudolph.substack.com/p/megachurch?r=rep67&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&utm_source=copy

  7. Welcome to Not A Victim

    Fear, it's always been my scapegoat to hide from my reality... cynicism has been my go to friend, he keeps me from having to change... but recently i got to a place where i've spent long enough afraid, long enough waiting for someone else to fix things, long enough to be done wishing it were...

About this show

Can emptiness be unlearned?I was raised in a Christian home. And no, I’m not about to tell you how I “outgrew” it or “evolved” past it. But I went through a season of depression that exposed the truth. Deep down I thought God hated me. This podcast is a documentation of the years I’ve spent unlearning half truths and digging for deeper ones. It’s a podcast about the journey out of Victimhood, Cowardice & Self Obsession and into; The Good, The True, & The Beautiful.

Hosted by

Zach Rudolph

Produced by Anti Nihilist Podcast

Categories

Society Culture

Frequently asked questions

How many episodes does Anti Nihilist have?

Anti Nihilist has 7 episodes on PodParley. The most recent episode was published on October 27, 2024.

What is Anti Nihilist about?

Can emptiness be unlearned?I was raised in a Christian home. And no, I’m not about to tell you how I “outgrew” it or “evolved” past it. But I went through a season of depression that exposed the truth. Deep down I thought God hated me. This podcast is a documentation of the years I’ve spent...

How often does Anti Nihilist release new episodes?

Anti Nihilist publishes irregularly, based on its 7 episodes since February 2016.

Who hosts Anti Nihilist?

Anti Nihilist is created and hosted by Zach Rudolph.
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