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lyrics: --- But I'm too, too afraid to die So, why can't I look you in the eye I hope that I'll survive But every time I try I leave a piece of me, a piece of me behind And I'm left to wonder why If I've left every piece aside Do I not feel undefined What is left to identify Who am I Who am I Who am I Im trying to decide What is left to prize There is no trail behind For me to track my life I'm scattered in the ice My lungs have frozen twice I feel the heat escaping me And this time I just might ---

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the original version: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZqluDzWxaLolQJo9rx lyrics -------------------------------- im so scared and alone and confused and i just don't know what else I can do so i sing to myself all alone inside my room --- someone else is here and stuck in my head ive forfeited control until im dead but occassionally i can break though to you a momentarily a lapse that ensues my days have been melting together the gloom and the doom and the weather all conspire to take my life i can try to promise you that im truthful but tell me what good that would do, girl cause you misconstrue and rip off the seams im left with mountains of glue and heartstrings --- im so scared and alone and confused and i just don't know what else i can do --- tugging and pulling the shadows are looming i havent found a good scene in this movie but i keep devoting the hours to viewing this endless amount of content to doom me --- im so scared and alone and confused so i sing to myself all alone inside my room

needed to give myself this for a minute lyrics -------------------------------- im so scared and alone and confused and i just don't know what else I can do so i sing to myself all alone inside my room --- someone else is here and stuck inside my head ive forfeited control until im dead but occasionally i can break though to you a momentarily a lapse that ensues my days have been melting together the gloom and the doom and the weather all conspire to take my life i can try to promise you that im truthful but tell me what good that would do, girl cause you misconstrue and rip off the seams im left with mountains of glue and heartstrings --- im so scared and alone and confused and i just don't know what else i can do --- tugging and pulling the shadows are looming i havent found a good scene in this movie but i keep devoting the hours to viewing this endless amount of content to doom me --- im so scared and alone and confused so i sing to myself all alone inside my room

lyrics: Beneath this pile of apathy There's a thread, a path to me It's cold and frozen in a state Constantly exposing fate Torn and broken, fibers tear But keep looking, I'm still there Truth is glaring, ever here Like death is near, death is near He's menacing, got a scythe I know he wants to take my life He's spinning the seat in his office room Will this meeting be my doom? He's spinning the seat in his office room Will this meeting be my doom? Life is no catastrophe Got this blade attached to me This mind is lethal weaponry Embodying the reckoning I been myself but suddenly Something has become of me From lack of trust and subtlety Into someone who looks up and sees Life's a journey not a race We all know today's worst case But somehow, still walk along Maybe, really, nothing's wrong Like maybe, really, nothing's wrong

lyrics: And here we go again, Mad with a pad, mad with a pen Mad in my head Feelin' bad when, I'm lost in the trends A means to an end, I cannot defend Gave it up like I'm ready to spend Watching it crumble and break down again The skyline will fall, there's blood on the wall Stare at the void til I'm nothing at all Oh dear, what big eyes you have Wolf in clothing and a mask You don't think I see through shit But that claim is just a myth Oh dear, what big eyes you have... All the better to see you with Monster? I'm an animal This event is sentinel But I got the antidote, It's bangin' through your stereo As you face the unknown Push outside the envelope That essay that you never wrote Is bustin' throughout your evernote Poetry within the mind Looking deeper so you'll find Beauty in the words of mine Look into the moonlight's shine Transforming into apex design Cause of destruction, no way to rewind Creature that topples the the city beneath You think that I'm nice? Then look at my teeth Oh dear, what big eyes you have Wolf in clothing and a mask Oh dear, what big eyes you have You don't think I see through shit But that claim is just a myth Oh dear, what big eyes you have... All the better to see you with

lyrics: That's just what they told me That nobody would hold me I don't give you the time of day If you try to control me Over the edge, only Most of you don't know me But you all will soon Know that I'm not the old me That's just what they told me That nobody would hold me Over the edge, only Most of you don't know me I'm in my cage, lonely Tryna find the old me But he's nowhere to be found He's nowhere to be found All I see is horrors Behind the closing doors Feelings hit the floor I wish I gave you more I have no regrets though Nothing here is special Maybe that's why you let go Baby lay down on the pedal All we know is nothing All I know is nothing I don't wanna be here When everybody's suffering I used to say just dance but I see it's more complex now Consuming lights and drinks and smoke Will leave you with a let down That's just what they told me That nobody would hold me I don't give you the time of day If you try to control me Over the edge, only Most of you don't know me But you all will soon Know that I'm not the old me

lyrics: Somewhere, some way You're gonna see me Clearer in the mirror Believe me, believe me I'm always searching Always lurking Through my body, Never emerging I'm not sorry I'm so tired, I wanna sleep But my hearts on fire I feel the treads leaving my tires I know regret is so unadmired But feel the growth that it inspires I can't seem to recognize her Anymore, No, she's so gone I'm still here while you walk along Another day, Another tone Another ring and another note Somewhere, some way You're gonna see me Clearer in the mirror Believe me, believe me Somewhere, some way You're gonna see me Clearer in the mirror Can't unsee the clarity I won't fight the worthless purpose You just see me on the surface But the truth is I ain't worth it I'm just another soul to purchase F.O.M.F., close the curtains I'm alone, of that I'm certain See my lips they speak the words and Not an ear can hear the verdict I don't know who the fuck I am All I got is a dollar and a plan On the road to the tour van Said I couldn't but now I can Man, I can't stand upon the land The sand in my hands Can't cross that line Gotta find a stance Stand my ground, I do the dance My reflection, I understand Every time we catch a glance We affect the circumstance We find a challenge, we advance Every day is a second chance Somewhere, some way You're gonna see me Clearer in the mirror Believe me, believe me Somewhere, some way You're gonna see me Clearer in the mirror Can't unsee the clarity Somewhere, some way You're gonna see me Clearer in the mirror Believe me, believe me Somewhere, some way You're gonna see me Clearer in the mirror Can't unsee the clarity

lyrics: I don't know, man I try to cope and I can't stand to see my reflection close hand The mirror haunts me No one wants me Anything else I just ignore Give me time to Find my mind through Songs that bleed right out my soul Sounds enticing But I'm not invited I've been told to stay the hell at home I've been standing Up on this landing Looking down on the ground below Still I wonder If I stumble Will I get up and achieve my goals My body's tired I feel the fires Nothing grows here, nothing grows Give me time and I will find it Time to let my soul reload I'm gonna get up, get up Cause I'm getting fed up, fed up With the limitations set forth Now it's time to open the doors it's a setup, setup And I'm getting fed up, fed up Blinders on the blinded, there's other ways to find it Ultimately we're moving forward Tired of letting myself get tired, I give up giving my power to liars Ignited the fire, sustaining the pyres I am finally someone that I can admire I will not defect, I will hold the peace, yes I will stand my ground and I will not retreat The places I've been where I've felt defeat, tread them nevermore, together we conquer and seize it I'm gonna get up, get up Cause I'm getting fed up, fed up With the limitations set forth Now it's time to open the doors it's a setup, setup And I'm getting fed up, fed up Blinders on the blinded, there's other ways to find it Ultimately we're moving forward

og track: https://soundcloud.com/astraspire/welcometothedarkness lyrics: Welcome to the darkness Yeah, I'm feeling heartless Killin' opposition I just shred em like guitar picks Eat beef like I'm starving Burning up, it's arson I can't catch a break, Because the demons reach the farthest I'm a fuckin Martian Secretive like Carmen I spy a little kid Fuckin up my garden I don't play, restartin' Imma hit the target Throw you off the boat, And have you swimming with the star fish Feelin' like a star, bitch Here I am to start shit I might be a little manic- ballin' like I'm Harden Drive but got no car, man It's not even startin' You can't get no gas If you can't even put a card in Welcome to the darkness Yeah, I'm feeling heartless Killin' opposition I just shred em like guitar picks Eat beef like I'm starving Burning up, it's arson I can't catch a break, Because the demons reach the farthest Welcome to the darkness Where the world is heartless Playing out the seven trumpets Spittin' out some bars, bitch Welcome to the darkness Where the world is heartless Playing out the seven trumpets Spittin' out some bars, bitch Lonely, got no friends Til I hear that voice again It's nothing I can mend So welcome to the end

og track: https://soundcloud.com/astraspire/killitall lyrics: I got Miserable visuals, toxic residuals Took this from livable, locked it in the liminal torches are pivotal Wind makes it trivial Vox in the box, leave a lock Then we'll kill it all I sit and stare, the blankness stares back Soulless and broken, humanoid rats Nothing I've spoken based inside fact Toll-less, this loan is, more than I have racked Go piss your whole track in the trash Another bit of wasted skin coming in last Another sin to taste the win, but it's too fast Somber kin to face the past but it's too bad A broken limb without a cast Go for him and get the bat Bloody, beaten, nothing lasts People scarred just like a rash gimme the cash nothing else to say, I take my funds and Then I'm on my way With my Miserable visuals, toxic residuals Took this from livable, locked it in the liminal torches are pivotal Wind makes it trivial Vox in the box, leave a lock Then we'll kill it all Bruiser but a loser No one sees the future But I got a feeling My truancy like Bueller Never gonna make it Dancing with the knight You can try and fake it Truth will come to light I been stuck in training, Training for the fight Coming for the title, Champion tonight Don't care what your saying None of it is right Going super saiyan, Enemies in sight Miserable visuals, toxic residuals Took this from livable, locked it in the liminal torches are pivotal Wind makes it trivial Vox in the box, leave a lock Then we'll kill it all

lyrics: Only thing guaranteed in life is death Your life before that day determines your respect Family (family) best protect ya neck Cuz if you don't they'll just cut you out like the rest Feeling pressed, knowing time is of the essence Even though you're gone I can still feel your presence Gearing up. the reaper starts his engine Scythe swipes, tearing up, fightin this depression The exception to the law, perception of my faults All in all, we fall if we never hear our call Even if we do, death can still break the vault Bring that calling to a halt, the reaper what I want Is a full assault Ride along with me And you can still go on Find the song in me Find the right from wrong Take my hand in hell I'm not gonna tell I know you rung the bells, I heard them when you fell from grace Ride along with me, I'm not a zombie Knots in concrete Steering oddly Gnarled snarky, bitches barking Find your parking, Put your print on that guitar pick Find your skill and walk the carpet Practice hard and then restart it You never know what'll bring you out the tar pit But that place will pull you down regardless Find your target, Drill like sergeants Expand the margins Embrace that martian Stay saving up til you buy that starship Don't look down, look forward farthest Embrace the hardships, And heat like carbon Keeps you sharpened You can beat the darkness That ego is heartless Don't let this cage become your carcass Ride along with me And you can still go on Find the song in me Find the right from wrong Take my hand in hell I'm not gonna tell I know you rung the bells, I heard them when you fell from grace

lyrics: I did what I gotta do to make it out the gate I been alone, now I'm alive and right now I'm feelin' great I was feelin' low, feelin' late But I went and changed my fate Now no one else can stop me as I'm carving out my way Gotta lock in like the rate, Moving quickly, never stay Never stale and never wait, Cause I'm on my feet again I'm here, I got my friends No fear, we set the trends The gear that we append Is with us to the end Our tools and skills and faults and flaws Define us as all we are The hate we kill the love we flaunt Proves what we can share So take that wasted chair And stomp out all the air That stops that throne, that's all your own From shining in your lair Royalty, we all can be Nothing like we used to be Full of hate and lies and pain Thankful that I found my way I took the losses, turned them lessons, now they fuel the fire inside Endless pressures made a diamond, now there’s nowhere left to hide I don’t beg, I don’t borrow, I just rise with every stride No surrender, no tomorrow, I’m awake, yea, I survive Every scar’s a story written, proof of battles in demise Every doubt became my witness, now my vision’s amplified I don’t need a trophy to tell me who I’m destined to become I was forged in the struggle, now my reign has just begun Royalty, we all can be Nothing like we used to be Full of hate and lies and pain Thankful that I found my way Stand tall, no chains remain We break the locks, we break the frame Through the storm, we learned to reign Now the world will know your name Royalty, we all can be Nothing like we used to be Full of hate and lies and pain Thankful that I found my way

lyrics: Only the real one's up at three am That's what they all say, that's what we all pretend But the clock is just ticking, a bomb, an old friend We wait patiently preparing for the end Only the real one's up at three am That's what they all say, that's what we all pretend But the clock is just ticking, a bomb, an old friend We wait patiently preparing for the end .. I can't be the only one Out here slipping, I'm on the run Knot unties quickly as a loaded gun See the bang flash, then we hold and we stun The end has just begun Living just for fun I feel like I'm a lunatic with spastic bits of lunar shit Since it's begun I've been Second to none. Speaking tongues that Beckon the one With my back I second the shun See the eclipse and Crescent the sun Only the real one's up at three am That's what they all say, that's what we all pretend But the clock is just ticking, a bomb, an old friend We wait patiently preparing for the end Only the real one's up at three am That's what they all say, that's what we all pretend But the clock is just ticking, a bomb, an old friend We wait patiently preparing for the end Conquer this now, no time to waste I'm on the path of the dream I chase Leave these demons laid in place As I achieve the feet of fame I will not bow to fear or fright Never will I sway my sight In the face of advertisey leave these things that were cursing me Learning to assertively see things not worsening See the bang flash, then we hold and we stun Since it's begun I've been Second to none. Speaking tongues that Beckon the one With my back I second the shun See the eclipse and Crescent the sun Evolved as ever, look what I've become

remix of Redlining by Langis Wolf: https://soundcloud.com/langiswolf/redlining1 lyrics: Focus on the present, always asking questions, my mind is the weapon Scattered into segments, constitute no amendments, getting rid of defendants You can't defend this signal, you better send this master from the apprentice Count me off the census, when I said this, I meant this, can't pay what the rent is So I'm all in the mentions, getting reach extensions, hot through the fader, it's red lit Never forget that I said shit before redlining to headlining, I'm just here set finding a goal that accomplishes more Feet like ten feet off the floor, power is bursting right out of the door Think that my flesh is sore, blood and gore, escape the fate, keeping safe, lock the safe forever, like I'm Drake Living in this weather, dawn of a new age, expressing love with rage, that's why I seem insane Thinking that it's better, battling with my brain, if I make it tame, the shit's lame So I'm hot through the fader, it's red lit Never forget that I said shit before redlining to headlining, I'm just here set finding a goal that accomplishes more What's more important, a moment or a memory? After these words, I hope you will remember me Speaking of you consciously, breaking the monotony, reading out of sonnets, syllables that breathe honesty A new life upon the seeds, plant roots inside the breeze, life's a gift, we're here to seize I tend to believe that feelings are we, and what's in between is everything but a dream Hot through the fader, it's red lit Never forget that I said shit before redlining to headlining, I'm just here set finding a goal that accomplishes more I'll back out before I black out, do some magic before I tap out Showing out just to gain that clout, don't forget about the who, what, when, and how There are answers beyond a crown, finding meaning inside these sounds Lifting people right off the ground, shaking down the entire town I guess this earthquake's what it's all about, reckoning loud, there's a fire, better gather 'round Singing this song until the truth's found, bad shit in the background, that's just who I am now Rising and rising, I think I'm roof bound I'm hot through the fader, it's red lit Never forget that I said shit before redlining to headlining, I'm just here set finding a goal that accomplishes more Overload this war unless you're damn sure, that this endless chore, that has left us sore, has turned a new leaf Contradicting beliefs, no retreat through the streets, just fire the beats Load up the cannon and drop all that bass, a revolution starts with slap in the face Burning bridges that took us from grace, To fuel some rockets that get us to space 'Cause I'm hot through the fader, it's red lit Never forget that I said shit before redlining to headlining, I'm just here set finding a goal that accomplishes more

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