Bad Blood

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Bad Blood

Receiving a cancer diagnosis is a life changing moment. Starting one year after my Leukemia diagnosis, this podcast will follow the experiences of one year ago alongside family, work, health, hobbies, faith and the journey through hope, despair and every other emotion along the way.

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    Dan Clark:Leukaemia

    Dan Clark has leukemia. Not the same as me, but similar. We talk through his experience, what’s hard about it and how it feels. It’s a heavy one!

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    Brett James: Testicular Cancer

    In this episode, we have our first interview! When Brett woke up one morning with pain in his groin, he knew something wasn’t right. In this heart wrenching story, hear the low points and high moments of Brett’s journey through testicular cancer, You can find Brett on LinkedIn here: https://www.linkedin.com/in/brett-james1?utm_source=share&utm_campaign=share_via&utm_content=profile&utm_medium=ios_app On Instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/brettjames07?igsh=ZmdkNzB1Y2xjb2ZxMacMillan cancer forums: https://community.macmillan.org.uk/?infinity=ict2~net~gaw~cmp~~ag~~ar~670204021147~kw~macmillan%20forum~mt~e&gclsrc=aw.ds&&infinity=ict2~net~gaw~ar~670204021147~kw~macmillan%20forum~mt~e~cmp~G_PS_COM_BND~ag~Community&gad_source=1&gclid=CjwKCAjwp8--BhBREiwAj7og1w1KKgb9EqmEAC9hnVaAQzKx1F0MLWXNAHqCBIQilXrcpfA0KAzGhRoCQmYQAvD_BwE

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    1st March: 50th Episode!

    Most podcasts don’t make it past 7 episodes. This is our 50th!

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    15th February: Second Cycle

    One year ago today I was smack bang in the middle of week one of my second cycle of chemotherapy.

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    8th February: Remission

    What does remission mean? Not always what you think it does. Is cancer gone? No. But yes. But depends who is measuring it. And why. Oh, and I had another eye operation. Enjoy!

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    1st February: Health Visitors and Eye Surgery part 2

    Health visitors were always a lottery. And I’m having eye surgery again. Enjoy!

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    25th January: End of first cycle

    One year ago today, I finished my first cycle of chemotherapy.

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    18th January: Outpaitent

    11 days post hospital exist. Discussion on treatment, home life and what health looks like today!

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    11th January: Diabetes

    22 years ago today, I was diagnosed with type 1 Diabetes. This is that story.

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    7th January: Home

    In the season one finale, I make it home from Hosptial. After 41 days, six gruelling weeks, I get to go home. And I didn’t even tell Maddi I was coming.

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    6th January: Hospital Date Night

    Maddi visited me one year ago today with a Five Guys Burgers and Fries in hand for a date night. So felt like a good time to bring her on the pod to share some thoughts!

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    5th January: A Good Day

    What does a good day look like at hospital?

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    4th January: Back to my own room

    One year ago today, I was moved back to my own room. My mental health had a boost, as did my confidence level that I was progressing. Enjoy!

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    3rd January: Work

    One year ago today I had my first conversation about work since my diagnosis. Today, I am having my first day back at work since Christmas!

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    2nd January: 2025 Goals

    Another night in hospital. Another day in paradise. What’s the plan for 2025 I hear you ask? Have a listen, find out!

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    1st January: New Years Day

    New Year’s Day sets the tone for the year. Doesn’t it? 2025 is so different to 2024. Both in terms of the tone of the beginning and the experiences I am going to have.

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    31st December: New Years Eve

    End of the year. Moving from a side room to a bay room. Highlights and excitement. Happy new year!!

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    30th December: Reflections on 2024

    You will see why this was todays episode when you hear tomorrows… but as 2024 draws to a close I wanted to share some thoughts that have been going through my head recently, Hope it’s enjoyable!

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    29th December: Callum

    My brother Callum dropped everything when I was diagnosed, and was an amazing support through my cancer journey. In this episode I discuss the experience and what he felt and saw throughout.

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    28th December: Symptoms

    What were my symptoms before diagnosis? Not medical advice. But also ask your doctor more questions. They might need prompting.

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    27th December: Passenger Princess

    Not driving anymore means I am a passenger princess. In this concept episode, all recorded while in the car, passenger princessing, (is that a verb?) I discuss a life of no more driving. One month of episodes deep, and one year on from a whole month in hospital,

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    26th December: Boxing Day

    One year ago, Boxing Day with the Kings had to come to me. Today we could go to the Kings! Featuring a returning guest Paul, we discuss the differences between a year ago and today!

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    25th December: Christmas Day Special

    Christmas Day in hospital. Christmas Day at home. What a difference a year makes. Listen to the end, you are in for a treat.

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    24th December: Christmas Eve

    What do croissants, Camembert, a Christmas carol and Chinese food have in common? They are all in this episode! Featuring Maddi, Quinn and Orla too!

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    23rd December: Neutropenic

    Neutropenia. What is it. Why is it. What does it mean. I also talk about blood transfusions.

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    22nd December: No Day Release

    Why i couldn’t visit home on Christmas Day last year. Adam Thomas’ story: https://newsletters.yorkshireeveningpost.co.uk/a-fight-begins-for-a-man-known-but-not-really-to-50000-plus-leeds-fansHis twitter if you need to cry: https://x.com/walmot_?s=21&t=sVEhXvgmgcjmrAzKQiezPAAnd gofundme: https://www.gofundme.com/f/walmot-let-what-you-love-be-what-you-do?attribution_id=sl:8c262c2e-9b03-4620-b18e-6b84444083b6&utm_campaign=fp_sharesheet&utm_medium=customer&utm_source=copy_link

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    21st December: Journal

    One year ago today, I started keeping a journal. Want to find out what it said? Have a listen!

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    20th December: Habits and Goals

    Creating habits and setting goals helped me last year. Reflecting on it this year at a Christmas party,

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    19th December: Crashing back to Earth

    How do I find out I’m not going home for Christmas? The cycle of knowledge transfer to me was terrible. Why? Who knows.

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    18th December: Move to York

    First - apologies for the late upload! This episode is all about my move from Freeman Hospital in a Newcastle to York Hospital, one year ago today.

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    17th December: Worries

    It’s always darkest before the dawn. The day before I moved to York hospital, one year ago. I had a day full of worries. A time full of worries. Enjoy!

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    16th December: Nurses and Healthcare Assistants

    An episode celebrating the wonderful nurses and healthcare assistants that looked after me in Newcastle. Sponsoring this episode (decided by us, not paid for by them) is Bright Red, a Newcastle based charity that helps provide better support for blood cancer patients through the nurses that care for them. You can support them here: https://www.brightred.org.uk/

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    15th December: Diagnosis (Maddi’s Version)

    The most important person in my life shares her version of events. These are apparently the correct version, as they are unimpeded by the haziness that comes with being the person with Leukemia. Yes, this is a Taylor Swift inspired title. Enjoy, Diagnosis (Maddi’s Version)

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    14th December: Impostor Syndrome

    Is 6 weeks even a long time? Does my cancer even count as ‘real’ cancer? All this and more in today’s episode!

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    13th December: Quinn and Orla

    I can only apologise for the sound levels in this episode. My kids love to shout and can only be restrained somewhat. Enjoy!!

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    12th December: Hope

    Discussions on hope, comparing a lack of it one year ago despite positive signs, and a filling of it today despite difficulty.

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    11th December: Side Room to Bay Room

    The dreaded move from my side room to a bay room was today. Along with a hospital hair cut and recovery from my eye operation, you are in for quite an episode!

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    10th December: Vitrectomy

    First things first, apologies it is a day late! As I wrap up some stories from the last two weeks, follow me to hospital again for a vitrectomy. Be warned, this episode includes some gory details of what they are doing to my eyes.

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    9th December: Kids Visit

    13 days after my diagnosis, and I finally get to see my children. Only for them to be unceremoniously removed after a short visit. Featuring the wonderful aforementioned Maddi for the first time properly on the podcast:

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    Bonus: I am a Disciple

    Bonus Episode where I share a recording of the talk I delivered at church today.

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    8th December: Faith

    As you may have guessed, I’m a believer. In this episode I share some of my beliefs, as a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, but more importantly how those beliefs helped me while going through cancer. All views are my own!

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    7th December: MySalesCoach

    MySalesCoach (MySalesCoach.com) is the business I am a cofounder in with Mark and Kev. It’s truly a wonderful business. But the people are even better. My colleagues, our coaches, our customers. All of them. Wonderful. I talk a little about a blood cancer charity that’s based in Newcastle called Bright Red in this episode. You can learn more about them here: https://www.brightred.org.uk/

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    6th December: Visitors and Injections

    An episode of two very distinct parts. Part one is a tribute to my visitors. Thank you for all of you who visited me in hospital. You meant so much to me! Part two is all about an injection I had in my eye today. Not for the faint of stomach. Or eye. Enjoy!

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    5th December: Mental Health

    Such an important topic. Such a rollercoaster. Being in hospital one year ago was the worst mental health period of my life. In this episode I talk about how that felt, why that was and what helped the most to mitigate it, I also compare it with where I am today, and how I deal with challenges to my mental health now.

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    4th December: Sleep and Surgery

    Short discussion on sleeping, or not in hospital, followed by the story of my laser eye surgery under general anaesthetic a few weeks ago.

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    3rd December: Routine

    What is a day in the life of a hospital inpatient? Obvs after obvs after obvs. Reflections on a daily routine and what happened one year ago today.

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    2nd December: Retinopathy

    With moments shared from one year ago today, I reflect on how I responded to my cancer diagnosis differently to a more recent diabetic retinopathy diagnosis. You also will get to hear all about my laser eye surgeries … and from Shrek.

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    1st December: Maddi

    This was the Friday night of my first weekend in hospital. A shorter episode today, but it would be remiss of me not to talk about Maddi. My wife, my rock, my support, my life. Alongside a sprinkling of Christmas!

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    30th November: Treatment

    Chemotherapy. Kinda. What happens? What do you get told? How does it feel? All this plus some visits from family members alongside,

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

Receiving a cancer diagnosis is a life changing moment. Starting one year after my Leukemia diagnosis, this podcast will follow the experiences of one year ago alongside family, work, health, hobbies, faith and the journey through hope, despair and every other emotion along the way.

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John Richardson

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