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Bipolar trip
by Kawika
Who better to teach you how to ride a bike, then someone riding by. Join me in my journey through bipolarness... bipolarism... bipolar
Episodes
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One way to help a depressive state FOR ME is to get in the moment
I make a mental note to list my blessings instead of think of sad ass thoughts. Depression. Low bipolar manic mania.
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Starting a low low depression. Bipolar
I find normal everyday thing sad.
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Manic depressive. Mania and depression in one
I have a mixed episode where it feels like a weeks worth of emotion in one day. I dive down into a cry then shoot up, into euphoria. And taxing ride both physically and mentally. 14 days till next doctors appointment and therapist session. Working on cbt cognitive behavioral therapy. Thoughts...
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Down then up headed back down. Blood work working on it
I go from down to up. Still waiting to do my blood work. Doctors appointment in 2 weeks. Just holding on till then
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Was back on meds for 2 months then had to come off and had a bad episode of aggression tonight.
I jump back on Buspirone.5 mg then 7.5 mg till my back hurt. It’s been one week off meds and have plummeted into a low. Over reacting. Blowing things out of proportion. Expectationizing everyone. Bipolar disorder depression manic mania episode medication
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Adding the micro to the dose. Bipolar mental health medication
I try a low dose of mushrooms. Seem to work for the last two months.
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Buspirone 5 months
Modern love S1E3 Annie Hathaways. My Buspirone symptoms (T.D.) Tardive Dyskinesia symptoms vs side effects balance oculus go and wander app
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A bad week of low ness. Med adjustment needed. Though I cry I still take steps forward.
Buspirone 10mg isn’t doing much. This week was a low depression where I cried a lot but also found some strength through it. Depression mania bipolar
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From cutting to black magic attacks we double down
Buspirone 10mg I level out at an 8. Mania. Depression. I find a more manageable level of meds that help
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Bipolar park analogy
Bipolar mania sets in after a round of depression. Low to a high. We think this dosage is too weak. It’s a longer than usual episode.
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Fight between daughter and father
I yell at Jellybean” and she yelled back. Which sent me over the edge further. Meds doing little. Buspirone 5mg. Mania depression bipolar
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Buspirone 5 mg two weeks
This time I’m at an 8 on the way up. This med didn’t fully stop this manic episode. No sleep. Lots of thoughts. Consuming knowledge
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Nightmares are bs
I’ve been on cbd for almost six months. The mood swings are less serious and more manageable than on pharmaceuticals. BUT due to consistency and availability I’m looking back at pharmaceuticals. Kidneys permitting
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Communication with verbal skills and cbd jelly jam
Today I take control of a pushy phone call and use verbal judo to deescalate an attitude. Bipolar. Manic. Mania. Depression medication
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Back after testing cbd
If you needed a break from the hard drugs like Vraylar etc then you might try cbd. It has worked for me for almost six months. (Kinda)
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Cbd to the rescue
I head for a low but take oil to bring me up. It seemed to work. For today
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I enter a low at a 3
Bring on the sleep. No energy. Nothing is good( in my mind) my friends tighten our circle and check in with me daily.
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The bechdel test and arguing with Alexa
At a 5. No meds. No complaints. I watch Next Gen made with Blender. I head into depression next week or tomorrow
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I level out and stop cursing. For today
Back down from a high into middle ground. Bipolar isn’t an exact science. Sometimes higher or not.
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4 up 4 down
I read somewhere that Davinci kept strange sleep patterns. I’m at an 8 on my way down. Prediction for the future is low by the 25th (in 8 days). Just a guess. Lucky 2-22
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Language warning
I find out the meds need at least a week to take full effect. At an 8. Blow up with daughter. She shares some tools that work with me
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Maybe 7 is my peak this time around. We will see...
I violently fall asleep for four hours. Sitting in a chair. Still trying to find out what my GFR is. No meds. No pain in kidney. Well.
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Timeouts
An anxiety attack hit me for good reason. I took a time out and breathed. Then meds
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In decisive ness
At a 7. No meds today. Lazy Sunday. Indecisiveness sets in on a small scale
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Manic or caffeine
I jump from depression to mania. Kinda feel like I went from a 4 to a 7 real quick skipping the normal days of 4,5&6 1.5 mg Vraylar
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Redneck drive by
Self knowledge is the key to my happiness. That and joe dart bass
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Love and mental health
Know yourself then you can know another
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What’s good happens
I come out of a depression. At a three going up. Was productive today. Pro tip. Finish things in a low
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Crying like rose royce
I hit the low. It will pass. It hit me hard. And my kidneys are stressed
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Bucket of shite
I’m in a low. Don’t know don’t care. Meds will level me out. SLEEPY
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Down and out
I’m low. Used my untrained dog to get thru the down times of today
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Mixed episode minor
Ups and downs in the same day. I’m crying one min then I’m euphoric the next. And no med until tomorrow
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Tomatoes are our friends
Found a laugh today. At a 3 or 4 1.5 mg of vraylar.
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Misplaced anger
Lighter blow up and crying. I hit a mixed episode
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No med mania
The dangers of not taking meds because of a euphoric feeling
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Day drinking hard alcohol and beer
Sobriety is my number one tool I use today ( or not use ). I’m thankful that this level of insanity isn’t the norm anymore
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7 ways to combat symptoms
Stay sober. Don’t gamble. Therapy. Know cycle. Know symptoms and terminology. Sleep. Journal and medication
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Crazy genius
Intellect has nothing to do with this. Ca warm line 1(855)845-7415 and two duis from my past
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Ketogenic diet and hypoglycemia
Bipolar meds and diet. Talk to a doctor before changing your diet. I did. California help line 1 855 845-7415 just in case.
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Impulsive behavior and relationships
I stole a car once. And I met a girl,,, 20 years ago. Relationships and bipolar.
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Still manic. Still no meds still no mic
DSM Mania. Inflated self-esteem and grandiose feelings.I give examples of my mania. And the tools I use to deal. Even without meds
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Ender of season 1
Thanks so much for listening. In the Next season we will have more personal stories from my past how I deal with different symptoms and the tools and treatments
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Hyper sexual
I am not an expert on this as you can tell but it is a symptom of mental illness. Bipolar trip. Depression. Mania. Sex
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Explain mania
I try to explain a manic episode. Depression. Manic. Mania bipolar
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Cat bowl blow up
I pass mania and start my descent into normality. Still a medication struggle. And setting goals small ones for myself. Bipolar trip. Depression manic mania
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Bipolar trip. Car breaks
Bipolar trip. A lil medication helps me thru a potential disaster. 15mg of abilify. Depression and maniac mania. Mixed episode. I think)
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Manic beach
kawikazablan78 at gmail if I can help or you want me to talk about a subject.
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Meds as needed for mania
Not by doctors orders but on my own accord I stop my meds. Mania is coming on. I’m at a 7. Bipolar. Mania. Manic. kawikazablan78@gmail. Anytime you need me
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Normality sets in
Normal at a five. No tear backs. No mania. Just a calm collective feeling of being. I add homemade music from my depression kawikazablan78@gmail if you need help dealing.
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Tear back
Tearback is the act of holding back tears. Bi polar depression strengths are finishing what I start when I’m manic
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
Who better to teach you how to ride a bike, then someone riding by. Join me in my journey through bipolarness... bipolarism... bipolar
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Kawika
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