Black & A Half

Silas and Samantha take a surprisingly honest dive into self-doubt, creativity, aging, acting, confidence, and the strange things we discover about ourselves later in life. From audition disappointments and comedy anxiety to AI as a learning tool, the conversation explores what happens when talented people still feel like they have no idea what they're doing. Along the way they discuss stand-up comedy, theater, solo shows, artistic freedom, and why getting older sometimes means finally accepting who you are.

Silas and Samantha reunite in person for an adventure into the wild world of pickleball… and immediately encounter unexpected coaching, questionable sports etiquette, and a live demonstration of mansplaining in the wild.Along the way: Silas nearly burns his leg off with a rogue 9-volt battery, Samantha reflects on awkward public moments involving kids, and the conversation spirals into stand-up comedy philosophy, storytelling, romance novels, and whether “smut” is just a misogynistic label for books women enjoy.Also: Silas announces his upcoming rap song Call Me a Nerd. Because of course he does.

Silas buys what he thinks is the perfect black T-shirt… only to discover that not all “identical” shirts are actually identical. From there, things spiral beautifully into conversations about body image, shopping ethics, local monopolies, flirting confusion, compliments, aging bodies, negotiation tactics, yoga squats, and somehow Mike’s Hard Lemonade.Classic Black & A Half chaos.

In Episode 252, Silas and Samantha dive into a wide-ranging conversation that somehow includes Shakespeare debates, acting challenges, confidence, and what it really means to pursue big goals.Along the way, they explore creativity, expectations, parenting, performance anxiety, and the process of getting better at something—even when it’s uncomfortable.Also… there may or may not be a heated discussion about vegetables.

In this episode of Black & A Half, Silas sits down with musician and singer Stefan Mahendra, who recently opened for Joss Stone and is releasing new music.They talk about the long journey from self-doubt to confidence, what it’s like to perform stripped down versus with a full band, and why many artists today are choosing to release EPs instead of full albums.Stefan shares how he discovered soul music, how long it took to feel comfortable hearing his own voice, and what it really takes to grow as an artist.It’s a thoughtful, funny, and honest conversation about creativity, vulnerability, and the process of getting better at something that matters to you.

Episode 250 is here! 🎉 Silas and Samantha sit down with filmmaker Paul Boyd, director of Scared to Death, to talk about horror comedy, the realities of indie filmmaking, and what it really takes to bring a movie to life over ten years.They dive into creativity, storytelling, collaboration, and why sometimes you just have to trust the process (and your actors). Plus: chess, the cosmos, and some classic Black & A Half tangents.

Silas and Samantha dive into the art of getting organized—both in life and in the digital world. From messy hard drives and production setups to the psychology of perfectionism, they explore how reducing friction can help you actually get things done. Along the way, the conversation drifts into singing, creativity, performance anxiety, and why sometimes the best way forward is simply progress over perfection. It’s a thoughtful, funny, and occasionally chaotic episode about the systems we build and the excuses we make. 

Sometimes trying to save a little money ends up costing you way more.In this episode of Black & A Half, Silas shares a cautionary tale about what happens when a deal seems just a little too good to be true. What started as a simple attempt to save money on a small business decision turns into a story involving questionable choices, unexpected twists, and a lesson in gullibility.Along the way, Silas and Samantha also talk about the ever-changing world of podcasting, the rise of celebrity podcasts, and why independent creators might still have an edge.It’s funny, honest, and a reminder that sometimes the cheapest option is the most expensive one.

In Episode 247 of Black & A Half, Silas Lindenstein and Samantha Rund explore the intersection of comedy, improv, theater directing, skincare routines, and creative identity.The episode covers: The psychology of improv vs. stand-up comedy Directing actors and coaching performers Men’s skincare and makeup routines Artistic vulnerability on social media Parenting humor and cultural commentary This episode blends comedy, discussion of the performing arts, and personal storytelling. Perfect for fans of improv theater, stand-up comedy, and behind-the-scenes creative conversations.

This week on Black & A Half, we’re joined by director and world-renowned violinist Lara St. John to talk about her documentary Dear Lara.The film examines abuse, power, and institutional silence within the classical music world. It’s a heavier conversation than usual for a comedy podcast, and we name that upfront. We talk about how abuse hides in places that are assumed to be “safe,” why parents struggle to know who to trust, and how entire systems protect reputation and talent at the expense of children and students.We also talk about art, parenting, fear, responsibility, and what it means to keep loving music when the industry surrounding it has caused harm. And yes, after the interview, we do what we always do: process, reflect, deflect, and occasionally use humor as a survival tool.This episode includes discussion of sexual abuse (not graphic), power dynamics, and institutional failure. Listener discretion advised.Dear Lara premieres in the United States at the Santa Barbara International Film Festival, with international screenings to follow.

In Episode 245 of Black & A Half, Silas and Samantha spiral (lovingly) through the idea of consistency — what it actually looks like, why it’s harder than people admit, and how it applies to creativity, fitness, social media, and life in general. From rants about grocery bags with no handles, to algorithms, burnout, branding, and showing up imperfectly, this episode is equal parts funny, thoughtful, and extremely relatable. Come for the laughs, stay for the motivation (and the mild existential dread).

Episode 244 is a classic Black & A Half “episode about everything and nothing.” Silas and Samantha talk about the debut new hype music for the show last week, debate whether everyone deserves their own theme song, and spiral (politely) into conversations about AI creativity, cello energy, fox symbolism, gray hair, artistry, and why the best ideas sometimes come from just doing the thing instead of overthinking it. Funny and thoughtful.

It’s a New Year episode… but not the loud, “new year new me” kind.In Episode 243, Silas and Samantha talk honestly about endings, beginnings, and what it actually feels like to move from a heavy year into a hopeful one. They unpack New Year’s resolutions, Chinese zodiac misunderstandings, creativity, work cycles, comedy, parenting, yoga, showing up imperfectly, and the strange pressure to have everything figured out by January 1st.This one is thoughtful, funny, occasionally feisty, and very human. If you’ve ever felt the weight of a year and the relief of surviving it, this episode will feel like a deep exhale.

Life is busy. Loud. Exhausting. And somehow we’re still supposed to be creative inside of it.In Episode 242, Silas and Samantha talk honestly about what creativity looks like when life is laughing you straight in the face. From parenting and exhaustion to guitars, Halloween theatrics, perfectionism, and letting go of the idea that creativity has to be “big” to count, this episode is part therapy session, part philosophical ramble, and part classic Black & A Half chaos.If you’ve ever felt like you used to be creative and aren’t sure where that version of you went...this one’s for you.

Silas’ daughter is officially off to college, and he’s having a lot of feelings about it. Is college still a no-brainer, or a massive financial gamble you should only take when you’re truly ready? He and Samantha talk through parenting a new college student, the realities of campus party culture, and what it means when your kid proudly shows your old comedy sets to her roommates.They also get into the kinds of compliments that really land: being told you’re funny or talented versus just “hot,” why recognition for your work hits different, and how our dreams about teaching, MFAs, and creative careers evolve over time.Plus: hotel etiquette wars, cleaning services as mental health, water bottle obsessions, sugar panic, and why we’re always one step away from writing a Black & A Half cookbook.

Episode #240 - Actors Therapy.

ilas and Samantha dive into cuddle therapy lawsuits, the surprising future of A.I., and why massages in theater school were the best free perk. They also tackle parenting humor (including fart jokes), Juneteenth reflections, the economics of physical touch, and Silas’s “Mildly Obese Cookbook.” Plus, music talk: Jelly Roll, Tracy Chapman, and why guitars are the most abandoned instrument on Facebook Marketplace.

Silas and Samantha sit down with former NBA player and current international basketball star Jeremy Pargo, who’s now making his mark as a filmmaker and actor. Jeremy stars in and co-wrote The Final Play, a romantic comedy about a retired pro athlete finding purpose, love, and fulfillment beyond the court. They discuss his transition from sports to acting, creative inspiration, and the real-life emotions behind the film. Plus, Silas and Samantha reflect on chasing dreams, evolving as artists, and the power of telling your own story.

Comedian, writer, and founder of Gold Comedy, Lynn Harris, joins Silas and Samantha for a deep dive into building inclusive comedy communities, how Gold Comedy supports women and nonbinary creators, and why killing the term “comedienne” might just change the world. Plus, discover her truffle chip addiction, her revolutionary knowledge, and her favorite Zoom-based comedy tricks.

In this episode of Black & A Half, Silas and Samantha get deep and playful about positivity, mindset, manifestation, and the joy (and judgment) of believing in a “whole lot of hooey.” From allergy season survival tips and natural remedies to whether thinking good thoughts actually changes our lives, they question, laugh, and affirm what makes reality bend. Plus, a dreamy dive into travel, minimalism, ball gowns, and musical obsessions—bagpipes included.

In Episode 235 of Black & A Half, Silas and Samantha dive deep into gardening as metaphor, ADHD hyperfocus, decluttering struggles, and the unexpected wisdom of insurance companies. They explore the trust we place in strangers, the emotional weight of getting rid of stuff, the unpredictability of parenting, and what “bonsai-ing your life” really means. Come for the laughs, stay for the insights—and find out why you shouldn't transplant a tree in spring… or make too many life changes at once.

In this heartfelt and humorous episode, Silas and Samantha dive into the concept of “recovery”—whether from surgery, pride, or economic hardship. They unpack the emotional impact of community care like meal trains, the stigma surrounding poverty, and how asking for help is an act of strength. Plus, they brainstorm million-dollar ideas and get nostalgic about ice cream cake. A powerful reminder of grace, humor, and human connection.

In Episode 233 of Black & A Half, Silas and Samantha welcome the brilliantly nerdy and hilariously honest Marie Elizabeth. A rising star in Seattle's comedy scene, Marie dives into her journey from film school to the stand-up stage, her deep love of Star Trek, and the vibrant intersection of neurodivergence, kink, and comedy. From Real Nerds of Comedy to her burlesque variety show “Hotties and Bodies,” Marie brings both insight and laughs. This episode is packed with vulnerable, thought-provoking conversation and tons of nerdy joy.

In this episode of Black & A Half, Silas and Samantha take you on a rollercoaster of laughs, dark humor, and deep conversations. They discuss the weird experience of finding stolen comedy material online, the tricky nuances of text message etiquette, and how generational differences affect digital communication. Plus, they dive into the joy (or horror) of being turned into a cartoon, the ethics of creative inspiration vs. theft, and wrap things up with a heartfelt parenting moment that brings it all back to love. 

In this episode of Black & A Half, Silas and Samantha dive into the joys (and struggles) of learning new skills, from playing instruments to navigating life's unexpected detours. They explore the power of persistence, failing forward, and why self-improvement is a lifelong jam session. Plus, thoughts on tipping culture, crowdfunding fatigue, and a few hilarious detours along the way. Tune in for laughter, wisdom, and maybe even some questionable life advice.

This week on Black & A Half, Silas and Samantha welcome back Jason DeLeo from LIT Immersive! We dive into the wild world of immersive theater, where audiences step inside the action instead of just watching it. Jason shares behind-the-scenes stories, the challenges of creating interactive performances, and how Seattle’s theater scene is evolving. Plus, Silas recounts his trip to Nashville, and we debate whether performing for free is worth it. 

In this episode of Black & A Half, Silas and Samantha dive into the world of self-confidence, good lighting, and the unexpected depth of Kendrick Lamar’s Super Bowl halftime show. They break down the art of callbacks, the power of four key questions for stress management, and even debate the hidden dangers of using toilet paper as Kleenex. Thought-provoking, hilarious, and full of surprises—this one’s got it all. Tune in now!

In this episode of Black & A Half, we tackle land acknowledgments—are they meaningful or just performative? Then, we dive into life’s big choice points, parallel universes, and whether we’re all living in a Sliding Doors moment. Finally, we get emotional about food that’s so good it makes you cry (or angry!).🔥 Are land acknowledgments empty gestures?🔥 Do small choices create alternate realities?🔥 What’s the best meal you’ve ever had?Tune in for laughs, deep thoughts, and a serious debate on burritos. 

Episode 227: Yes, And: Building Community One Laugh at a TimeIn this episode of Black and a Half, we dive deep into the power of community, connection, and collaboration. From the quirky camaraderie of improv to the solo grind of stand-up comedy, we explore how different creative spaces foster relationships (or don't!). Along the way, we discuss personal growth, adapting to change, and finding joy in unexpected places—whether it's baking bread during the pandemic or discovering the hidden lessons of "Yes, and."Join us for a hilarious and thoughtful conversation about belonging, building communities, and navigating life's awkward yet meaningful moments. Plus, we share funny anecdotes about Paul Rudd's timelessness, the lifespan of TVs, and the mysterious art of convincing celebrities they know you.Don’t miss this episode packed with laughs, insights, and just the right amount of weirdness!🔔 Subscribe for more episodes of Black and a Half—where comedy meets reflection and community is always key!#Community #Improv #Comedy #Podcast #PaulRudd #BlackAndAHalf

This week, Samantha and Silas discuss Tik Tok, AI in relationships, setting boundaries with partners, and what constitutes cheating in a relationship.

Samantha Rund returns to co-host Black & A Half. In this episode, they talk about fact-checking on Facebook, grief, and rededication. 

Interview with Writer/Director Zia Mohajerjasbi about his debut film Know Your Place, a Seattle based film. 

Interview with writer/director Nicole Riegel from the film Dandelion. 

In this episode of "Black and A Half," I sit down with the incredible Dr. Erin MacDonald, an astrophysicist, renowned science speaker, and the official science consultant for the Star Trek franchise. Dr. MacDonald also lends her voice to a character on Star Trek: Prodigy.Join us as we dive into the real science behind Star Trek, the distinction between science fiction and fantasy, and how Dr. MacDonald balances authenticity with creativity in her consulting role. She also answers my seven famous questions and some intriguing listener questions, offering a comprehensive look at her work and passions.Key Moments: The science of Star Trek explained by Dr. MacDonald Balancing real science with fictional storytelling in Star Trek Dr. MacDonald's personal favorites, from foods and drinks to hobbies

In this episode of "Black & A Half", I have the pleasure of interviewing Xenia LeBlanc, the talented writer and director of the short film "The Exposed." Xenia and I discuss her fascinating journey from studying acting across the globe to creating a captivating horror short film. She opens up about the dynamics of being in a filmmaking couple with her husband, Nicholas Acosta, and how they navigate their creative collaborations.We dive into the making of "The Exposed," a unique horror film crafted without CGI or visual effects, and the creative challenges that came with it. Xenia also shares how her Russian childhood and a particular episode of "Rescue 911" inspired the film's chilling premise.Tune in for an insightful conversation filled with personal stories, filmmaking advice, and a behind-the-scenes look at Xenia's work. Don't forget to watch "The Exposed" and share your thoughts with us!

Episode 220: Action and Comedy on a Budget with Nicholas AcostaIn this exciting episode of "Black & A Half," Silas Lindenstein sits down with the talented writer-director Nicholas Acosta. Nicholas recently premiered his new short film, "The Pickup," at the Dances With Films Film Festival on June 25th. "The Pickup" is an action-comedy about an Uber driver who inadvertently becomes involved in a secret agent's high-stakes mission. Astonishingly, this high-quality film, filled with car chases, fireballs, and even a helicopter, was made on a shoestring budget of just $6,000!

In episode 219 of "Black & A Half," Silas interviews the creative team behind the new horror film Wild Eyed and Wicked. Join writer/director G.S. Foxworth and cast members Michael Summers and Stephanie Esters as they discuss the making of the film, the allure of the horror genre, and share behind-the-scenes insights. Plus, hear their unique and entertaining answers to Silas's famous "Seven Questions." 

Silas sits down with writer/director Stimson Snead & Actor Samuel Dunning to talk about their new film Tim Travers And The Time Traveler's Paradox.

Emmett Montgomery joined me to answer my world famous 7 Questons. 

Interview with David Lewis, co-writer and director of Fantasy A Gets A Mattress. 

Comedian Kermet Apio joined me for my world-famous seven questions. 

This week we interview the lead actress of the new film Colorblind, Chantel Riley. 

Australian Director Tom Danger joins Silas to talk about his new film, Sweethurt and to answer the world famous 7 Questions.

This week, we have 7 Questions with comedian Jaci Terjeson. 

Comedian Ken Hamlett drops by to answer the seven questions and to learn why Silas may have to move. 

Guest: Comedian and commercial actor Anthony Calderon.

Seattle Theatre Critic Jay Irwin returns to discuss with Silas his latest happenings as a live theatre critic and to listen to Silas' tale of a bad usher ruining his theatre experience at a recent production.

This week Silas got to sit down with the Cast of The Umbrella Man, a new South African action/comedy/heist film, while they were in attendance at the Toronto International Film Festival

Recap and Review of Emerald City Comicon 2022. Silas sat down with a fellow member of the press, Angela Rairden to discuss this years ECCC, the good, the bad, and the ugly. 

Nena Erb was the guest this week. Nena is the Emmy Award winning editor of HBO's Insecure.