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Brad Orsted - Take It Outside

by Brad Orsted

After the tragic death of our daughter, Marley, I descended in a looping hell of madness, guilt, grief and addiction. I numbed my heartache and PTSD with prescribed pharmaceuticals, and drowned them with alcohol. Then a twist of fate found me working as a wildlife photographer/filmmaker/guide while living in Yellowstone, and the wild came creeping in...My podcast will cover my journey through immeasurable loss, devastating addiction, and how I found Marley, and my way home to healing and recovery in nature. I'll share my unconventional route, and interview others on their journey

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Episodes

  1. Doc and the Road

    Six weeks after surgery, Doc is ready to run. The hard part is convincing him to wait — and then the Jardine house sells, giving Brad thirty days to find a new home in the middle of a Montana winter. Leaving means more than packing boxes. It means walking away from the writing cabin where Brad…

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  2. Born to Suffer

    Doc bolted after a herd of mule deer into the dark timber and came back not using his right front leg. I made a vet appointment the next morning. She ordered X-rays. When she came back in the room she told me Doc had severe bilateral dysplasia in both elbows and it was starting in both hips. One…

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  3. The Deer Chase

    December 2022. The temperature outside Jardine, Montana dropped to minus sixty. Brad and Doc sealed themselves in with Star Wars, chili, and cheese off the block and waited it out. When the cold broke and the snow settled waist-deep across the landscape, they finally got back outside — and Doc...

  4. Sit Spot

    Before Doc arrived, Brad had a dream. Doc and Brad were in the woods together, and Doc was limping on his right front leg. He filed it away and tried to forget it. Weeks later, he couldn't. This episode: the dream that wouldn't let go, Doc's first night and the lonesome howl that broke Brad's...

  5. Two Broke Things

    Brad's back. He's been at an animal shelter, writing a book, and figuring out what a German Shepherd named Doc has to teach him about healing. Turns out, quite a lot. Season Five is about dogs, recovery, and what happens when two broken things find each other and just decide to keep going.…

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  6. New Frontiers

    Welcome to season 4 episode 1 of Take It Outside! Please join us on this episode to find out about the Through the Wilderness book launch and tour. We've had an amazing journey and met some very kindred spirits along the way. Doc and I are excited to share what we've learned on the road from all…

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  7. Feet Face Forward

    To purchase Through the Wilderness, please visit: https://read.macmillan.com/lp/through-the-wilderness/ This episode wraps up season three with an exclusive reading from Through the Wilderness. Find out how a flock of cedar waxwings flew off with a painful memory, and how we perform emotional...

  8. Orphaned in the Wild

    To preorder Through the Wilderness, please click here: https://read.macmillan.com/lp/through-the-wilderness/ What do late nights, huckleberry scones, and orphaned grizzly bears have in common? My life! Join us on this episode titled, Orphaned in the Wild, where I talk about my time baking and...

  9. Lean on Me

    In this episode of Take It Outside, titled, Lean on Me, I'll talk about my time tracking a mountain lion family with my good friend, Casey Anderson, and how steep climbs and frozen snot were exactly what I needed to start to deal with my trauma. I'll read from my memoir, Through the Wilderness…

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  10. Back in the Saddle

    Take It Outside is BACK with all new episodes! In this episode, I'll explain my radio hiatus, and read to you from my NEW memoir, Through the Wilderness: My Journey of Redemption and Healing in the American Wild due out with St. Martins Press on 6/27/23!!! Join us for how I met one of my heroes,...

  11. Healing in Yellowstone

    Welcome to Season 3 Episode 1 of Take It Outside! On this episode titled, Healing in Yellowstone, I'm finally off the soul-numbing prescriptions and starting to find my wild way to healing in Yellowstone. While days guiding in Yellowstone provided for grizzly bears, marriage proposals and…

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  12. A New Dawn

    Join me on this episode as I recall my battle with prescription medicine and how a good Doctor saw something wild in me early.

  13. The Crow Sweat Hot: Part 2

    Please join me on Take It Outside for Part 2 of 'The Crow Sweat Hot', where I enter a centuries old purification to try and deal with the loss of our daughter, Marley. In the heat, I hear words of wisdom in an ancient language that guide me through my first sweat lodge. There are visions of…

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  14. The Crow Sweat Hot: Part 1

    Please join me on Season 2 Episode 2 of, Take It Outside! A podcast about healing in nature after tragedy. On this episode, I seek healing in the centuries old ceremony of sweat lodge, and find myself being welcomed by the Crow people of Montana. Things are about to get very real as I see my…

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  15. The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe

    On this episode, Brad reads, The Raven, by Edgar Allan Poe, as his birthday present to Yellowstone. Happy Birthday Yellowstone National Park - you're 149 - and looking fine!

  16. A Seam in the Wild

    Please join me for a brand NEW Season 2 of Take It Outside! A podcast about healing in nature. On this first episode of Season 2, I'll explore one of my first experiences in the wild, where wolves captivated my attention long enough to keep the misery de jour at bay. Sharing the landscape with…

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  17. A Grizzly Conferment - (Part ll)

    Join me on part two of 'A Grizzly Conferment' as a chance encounter with an apex predator has me wondering if maybe I don't want to die at all - I just don't know how to live. #takeitoutsidepodcast #healing #healingjourney #healingenergy #ptsd #ptsdawareness #ptsdrecovery #depression...

  18. A Grizzly Conferment - (Part l)

    Hear how a close encounter in the Wild, helped me realize I didn't want to die - I just didn't know how to live. When face to face with an apex predator that could oblige my suicidal fantasies, how will I act? Join me on another episode of Take IT Outside!

  19. The Wild Came Creeping In

    On this first full episode of, Take It Outside, we arrive at our new home in Yellowstone National Park, with wolves howling somewhere in the distance. While my days are spent tracking and photographing the wolves of Yellowstone, including the infamous '06 female (832f), at night the sadness and...

  20. Segment Three: Descent in Madness

    In this 18 minute episode, I'll complete the 3-part series of how profound tragedy struck our family in the summer of 2010, and how my mom's role in our daughter's death sent me into a very dark place of depression, addiction, and suicidal fantasies. Just as the gathering darkness seemed...

  21. Segment Two: Dark Blue

    Warning: This episode covers very sensitive and emotional subject matter. In this episode of Take It Outside - I'll do my best to remember a time I tried so hard to forget. A falling from grace, as the unthinkable happens, and our world is turned upside and shattered. This episode is about 18...

  22. Segment One: Grass in the Wind

    Take It Outside This is the first 15 minute segment of a 3 part series, laying the groundwork for my healing in nature podcast. In this episode, I'll talk about growing up Hoosier, eating corn on the cob with government cheese, and listening to KISS with a Farrah Fawcett poster watching it all....

  23. Origins of ‘Take It Outside’

    On this episode, I’ll explain how I landed on the name, ‘Take It Outside’ for my podcast on healing and recovery in nature after unfathomable loss. 🙏🏼❤️🏔

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

After the tragic death of our daughter, Marley, I descended in a looping hell of madness, guilt, grief and addiction. I numbed my heartache and PTSD with prescribed pharmaceuticals, and drowned them with alcohol. Then a twist of fate found me working as a wildlife photographer/filmmaker/guide while living in Yellowstone, and the wild came creeping in...My podcast will cover my journey through immeasurable loss, devastating addiction, and how I found Marley, and my way home to healing and recovery in nature. I'll share my unconventional route, and interview others on their journey

HOSTED BY

Brad Orsted

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After the tragic death of our daughter, Marley, I descended in a looping hell of madness, guilt, grief and addiction. I numbed my heartache and PTSD with prescribed pharmaceuticals, and drowned them with alcohol. Then a twist of fate found me working as a wildlife photographer/filmmaker/guide while...

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