Chaos and Clarity

Sometimes being left hanging by someone cuts deeper than it should. And if you've ever felt that, that feeling that goes way further back and deeper than whoever just left you on read, this episode is for you.Last week, I got left hanging. I did something completely out of character and drove by his house. I got a milkshake. And then the day after, something in me said, " Call your dad"... the original guy that disappoints. The first person who taught me what being left hanging actually feels like.We're talking about the patterns we don't even realize we're in, why silence is always an answer, and what happens when one person's absence reopens something you thought was already healed.Silence is loud. And sometimes it says everything. 🖤

I'm an avoidant, he's an avoidant, time's flying by, my needs are changing, and somehow this situationship has turned into a beautiful disaster. Here we are babyyy. Buckle up. 🖤Join us this week as I bring my therapist on to help me make sense of a situationship that has absolutely no business still living rent-free in my head — or at least try to navigate through my thoughts. We get into attachment styles, the types of chemistry, what happens when two avoidants end up in the same orbit, and why something can feel so real even as it leaves you confused.Join us while I try to find clarity in a situation that somehow keeps getting messier... because if you've ever been stuck between "I should let this go" and "but what if..." then this one's for you. 🖤

This week I hit a wall. The AC died, it’s 96 degrees, everything piled up and I just lost my faith a little so we’re talking about what that actually looks like. And yeah, I got a little mad at the man upstairs. I’m in the middle of chaos and I’m trying to cool off. Maybe you might relate. 🔥🏠🌴☀️

Welcome to Chaos & Clarity with Rose. Where we talk about life, the real version of it, and not the one you're trying to show online. ✨ Episode 1 is an introduction to what we're diving into. Talking about why we pretend we're okay when we're not and what it actually costs us. 🖤