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What Does My Worship Cost Me?John 12:1–19What does true worship actually look like—and what does it cost?In this episode, we step into a powerful moment in Bethany where Mary pours out an extravagant offering at the feet of Jesus. While her act of devotion is deeply personal and sacrificial, it also exposes a tension in the room—revealing contrasting heart postures through the responses of Judas and the surrounding crowd.We explore how worship is not just about what we give, but how we respond. From Mary’s surrender, to Judas’ critique, to the crowd’s expectations of Jesus as King, this passage invites us to examine our own posture and ask an honest question:How am I responding to Jesus?✨ In This EpisodeThe significance of Mary’s act of costly worshipThe contrast between devotion and criticism (Mary vs. Judas)How worship reveals what’s happening in our heartsLazarus as a living testimony of transformationThe crowd’s expectations of Jesus—and how they differ from His true mission📖 ScriptureJohn 12:1–19How am I responding to Jesus?✨ In This EpisodeThe significance of Mary’s act of costly worshipThe contrast between devotion and criticism (Mary vs. Judas)How worship reveals what’s happening in our heartsLazarus as a living testimony of transformationThe crowd’s expectations of Jesus—and how they differ from His true mission📖 ScriptureJohn 12:1–19💭 Reflection QuestionsWhat stands out to you about Mary’s act of worship?Where might you be holding back in your devotion to Jesus?Do you find yourself responding more like Mary, Judas, or the crowd?What might it cost you to respond more fully to Jesus this week?🤍 Key TakeawayWorship isn’t just about what we offer—it reveals our heart.Mary surrendered.Judas calculated.The crowd expected.How are you responding to Jesus?🌿 Stay ConnectedJoin us as we continue walking through the Gospel of John together in SALT and DAWN. Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

When the Miracle Creates DivisionJohn 11:45–57What happens after the miracle?In this episode, we move beyond the raising of Lazarus and into the response it provoked. While some believed, others resisted—and the same moment that revealed Jesus’ power also exposed the condition of the human heart.We take a closer look at Caiaphas, the high priest, and the striking reality that God used him to speak a prophetic truth he didn’t fully understand. His words pointed directly to the sacrifice of Jesus—reminding us that God’s purposes are unfolding even through opposition.We also see Jesus withdraw—not out of fear, but with intention. He moves according to divine timing, not pressure. As the tension builds and people begin to wonder if He will show up for Passover, we’re invited to wrestle with our own trust in God’s timing.✨ In This EpisodeWhy the same miracle led to belief in some and resistance in othersThe role of fear, control, and self-preservation in spiritual blindnessThe significance of Caiaphas’ statement—and how God used him propheticallyWhat this passage reveals about God’s sovereigntyWhy Jesus withdrew and what it teaches us about timing and obedience📖 ScriptureJohn 11:45–57💭 Reflection QuestionsHow do you typically respond when God moves in unexpected ways?Where might fear or control be shaping your response to Jesus?What does this passage teach you about God’s sovereignty—even through opposition?Where do you need to trust God’s timing right now?🤍 Key TakeawayThe same Jesus…the same miracle…but different responses.God’s work not only reveals His power—it reveals our hearts.🌿 Stay ConnectedJoin us as we continue walking through the Gospel of John together in SALT and DAWN.Deeper Church Women's Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

Roll the Stone AwayJohn 11:38–44What do you do when something in your life feels too far gone?In this week’s devotional, we move from the waiting into the moment at the tomb—where Jesus doesn’t just feel deeply… He acts.In John 11:38–44, Jesus invites those around Him to participate in the miracle before it happens. Before Lazarus is called out, the stone has to be moved. Before freedom is complete, someone has to help unbind him.This passage reminds us that God is always at work—even in what feels final—and sometimes He invites us to trust Him through simple acts of obedience.✨ In This Episode Why Jesus was “deeply moved” again at the tomb The significance of the command: “Take away the stone” How we may unintentionally interfere with what God is doing Obedience as part of the miracle Why Lazarus still needed help being “unbound”📖 ScriptureJohn 11:38–44💭 Reflection Questions What stands out to you most in this moment at the tomb? Where have you felt like something was “too far gone”? What “stone” might God be asking you to move? How might you be unintentionally interfering with what God wants to do? What does it mean to you that Lazarus needed help being “unbound”?🤍 Closing ThoughtBefore the miracle, there was movement.Before resurrection, there was obedience.What might God be asking you to move…so you can see what He’s about to do?🌿 Stay ConnectedJoin us for our weekly DAWN & SALT sessions in-person or online, and on Substack as we continue walking through the Gospel of John together. Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

Title: When God Doesn’t HurryDescription:What do you do when God doesn’t move the way you hoped?In this devotional from John 11, we explore the tension of delay, grief, and faith—and discover a Jesus who meets us not just in miracles, but in the waiting.Scripture: John 11:1–44Key Themes: Trusting God in delay Grief and faith coexisting Jesus’ compassion and power Hope beyond what we see Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

Title:From Blindness to Belonging | John 9–10 DevotionalEpisode SummaryIn this deeply personal and reflective episode, we walk through John chapters 9 and 10, exploring the tension between healing, suffering, and trust in God.Through the story of the man born blind and Jesus’ declaration as the Good Shepherd, we are invited to move beyond easy answers and into deeper relationship—learning to see spiritually, hear His voice, and rest securely in His care.This episode also holds space for honest grief, asking difficult questions like:Why do some receive healing while others don’t?Rather than offering simple explanations, we’re reminded that God’s work is often revealed in ways we don’t expect—but we are never outside of His reach.Key Themes Spiritual blindness vs. true sight Suffering without blame Trusting God without having all the answers Jesus as the Good Shepherd who calls us by name Being known, held, and secure in Him Moving from rejection to belongingKey Scriptures John 9:1–3 – “That the works of God might be displayed…” John 9:25 – “I was blind but now I see.” John 10:3 – “He calls his own sheep by name…” John 10:27–29 – “No one can snatch them out of my hand.”Key TakeawayYou are safest not in explanations… but in His hands.Reflection Questions Where am I struggling to understand what God is doing? What voices am I listening to—and are they leading me toward or away from Jesus? What might it look like for me to trust the Good Shepherd more deeply this week?For SALT & DAWN Groups📖 Read: John 9–10💬 Come prepared to discuss spiritual sight, hearing God’s voice, and trusting Him in uncertain seasons.Closing EncouragementJesus is still opening eyes.Still calling names.Still seeking those who feel cast out.And even now…He is moving us from blindness to belonging.Connect / ShareIf this episode encouraged you, share it with someone who may need it this week 💛 Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

🎙️ Episode Notes — John 8 Devotional: Caught in the ActTitle: John 8 — Caught in the Act Series: Gospel of John | DAWN DevotionalsEpisode SummaryThis episode explores John 8 — the moment a woman is dragged before Jesus, “caught in the act,” and used as bait in a trap meant to accuse Him. Instead of condemning her, Jesus dismantles the accusations, exposes the hypocrisy of the crowd, and reveals the heart of God: restoration over humiliation, freedom over shame, truth over performance.We also look at Jesus’ declaration, “I am the light of the world,” and how true discipleship is marked by abiding in His word, walking in the light, and receiving the freedom only He can give.What You’ll HearA devotional reflection on the woman caught in adulteryHow Jesus responds to accusation, shame, and religious pressureWhy Jesus’ words, “Neither do I condemn you,” still matter todayThe meaning of Jesus as the Light of the WorldThe difference between ritual and relationshipA call to abide, believe, and walk in freedomGuided reflection questions for personal or group studyKey ThemesGrace over accusation: Jesus frees rather than traps.Light that restores: His light reveals truth and shows the way out.True discipleship: Abiding in His word leads to freedom.Shaken foundations: Jesus confronts false security in tradition and performance.Identity in Christ: Freedom comes from relationship, not rituals.Quotes“Let him who is without sin be the first to throw a stone.” — John 8:7 “Neither do I condemn you. Go, and sin no more.” “I am the light of the world.” — John 8:12 “If you abide in My word… the truth will set you free.” — John 8:31–32 “Jesus does everything to justify us, not trap us.” “When you’re caught — what will you be caught doing?”Reflection QuestionsWhen I feel “caught,” where do I run — to Jesus or to shame?What stones am I still holding toward others… or toward myself?Where is Jesus inviting me to “go and sin no more” — not in fear, but in freedom?Am I walking in the Light, or still hiding in shadows?Do I want relationship with Jesus, or just the benefits of being near Him?What foundation is God shaking in my life so I can see Him more clearly?ScriptureJohn 8:1–59Key verses: John 8:7, 11, 12, 31–32ThemeJesus does not condemn — He restores, frees, and leads us into the light.Affirmation“I walk in the light of Jesus. I am not condemned. I am free.” Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

🎙️ Episode Notes — John 7 Devotional: Come to the WaterTitle: John 7 — Come to the Water Series: Gospel of John | DAWN DevotionalsEpisode SummaryIn this episode, we step into John 7, where Jesus attends the Feast of Tabernacles — a celebration remembering God’s wilderness provision. In the middle of tension, division, and pressure, Jesus stands and cries out an invitation that still echoes today:“If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink.”This devotional explores what spiritual thirst looks like, why Jesus invites it, and how the Holy Spirit becomes rivers of living water flowing from within us. It’s a call to stop surviving dry and to return to the Source.What You’ll HearA devotional reflection on Jesus’ timingThe tension surrounding Jesus at the FeastThe meaning of His invitation to the thirstyA look at the difference between ritual and receivingA gentle call to come to Jesus for living waterGuided pauses for reflection and prayerKey ThemesDivine Timing: Jesus refuses to be rushed or pushed into visibility.Spiritual Thirst: Thirst doesn’t always look desperate — sometimes it looks like irritability, numbness, or exhaustion.The Invitation: Jesus doesn’t shame thirst; He invites it.Living Water: The Holy Spirit as overflow, not scarcity.Courage: Thirst makes us brave enough to come to Jesus openly.Ritual vs. Receiving: Remembering God is not the same as drinking from Him.Quotes“If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink.” — John 7:37 “Thirst is not disqualification. It’s eligibility.” “You can be faithful and thirsty. Visible and dry. Strong and depleted.” “When the Spirit fills you, you don’t have to force impact. It flows.” “Rituals can remember God without receiving from Him.” “Thirst makes you brave.”Reflection QuestionsUse these for journaling, prayer, or your next SALT/DAWN gathering:Where in my life do I feel dryness right now — emotionally, spiritually, or relationally?What have I been drinking from that is not truly satisfying?Am I trying to force something that may not be in God’s timing yet?What would it look like for me to “come to Jesus” practically this week?If living water flowed freely through me, who would be impacted?What fear has kept my faith quiet — and how might thirst make me bold again?ScriptureJohn 7:1–52Key verse: John 7:37–38ThemeJesus is not intimidated by your thirst — He is the answer to it.Affirmation“I come to Jesus with my thirst. I receive His living water. I live from overflow.” Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

🎙️ Episode Notes — John 6 Devotional: Bread for the Hungry SoulTitle: John 6 — Bread for the Hungry SoulSeries: Gospel of John | DAWN Devotionals---Episode SummaryIn this devotional, we step into John 6 — a chapter where Jesus moves from meeting physical hunger to revealing Himself as the Bread of Life. Through the feeding of the five thousand, the storm on the sea, and the hard teachings that follow, Jesus invites us to trust Him not just as Provider, but as the Source.This episode also connects to our Deeper Church series, “When God Asks Questions,” reminding us that when Jesus asks Philip, “Where shall we buy bread?” He isn’t seeking information — He’s seeking transformation.---What You’ll Hear• A devotional reading of John 6• Reflections on dependence, belief, and spiritual hunger• An exploration of why Jesus asks questions• A look at the difference between seeking the bread and seeking the Baker• Encouragement to trust Jesus as the One who satisfies the soul---Key Themes• God’s Questions Reveal Our Hearts• Jesus Multiplies What We Surrender• Seeking the Giver Over the Gift• Hearing His Voice in the Storm• Belief as the Work of God• Jesus as the Bread of Life---Pull Quotes“He Himself knew what He would do.” — John 6:6“When God asks a question, He’s not seeking information — He’s seeking transformation.”“What Jesus can multiply is what you can manage.”“Do not work for the food that perishes.” — John 6:27“I am the Bread of Life.” — John 6:35“The work of God is this: to believe.” — John 6:29“Look to Him and live.” — John 6:40“His voice is enough to calm your fear.”---Reflection QuestionsUse these for journaling, prayer, or group discussion:1. What question is Jesus asking you right now that is really an invitation to trust?2. What small thing is He asking you to place in His hands?3. Are you seeking Jesus for what He does or for who He is?4. Where do you need to hear His voice again?5. What does it look like for you to “look to Him and live” this week?6. Where is Jesus inviting you to stop striving and start believing?---ScriptureJohn 6:1–71Key verses: John 6:6, 27, 29, 35, 40---ThemeJesus is not just the One who fills your hands — He is the One who fills your soul.---Affirmation“I seek not just the bread, but the Bread of Life. Jesus satisfies my soul.” Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

🎙️ Episode Notes — John 5: Witness, The Word, and WorshipTitle: John 5 — Witness, The Word, and Worship Series: Gospel of John | DAWN + SALT DevotionalsEpisode Summary: In this episode, we step into John 5 and explore what it truly means to be a witness — not only through our words, but through the works that flow from a life transformed by Jesus. Through guided pauses and reflection moments, this devotional invites you to consider the “bed” you’ve been lying in, the Savior standing right in front of you, and the call to rise, walk, and worship.What You’ll Hear:A devotional reading of John 5Reflections on witness, the Word, and worshipGuided pauses to help you slow down and hear the Holy SpiritAn invitation to examine the works that bear witness of Christ in your lifeEncouragement to rise in faith and walk in newness of lifeKey Themes:The works of Jesus as witness (John 5:31, 36)The danger of searching Scripture yet missing the Savior (John 5:39–40)The healing at Bethesda and the call to “take up your bed and walk” (John 5:8)Becoming a witness through transformation, not performanceGuided Reflection Prompts:Where do you see yourself in John the Baptist, the Samaritan woman, or the man at BethesdaWhat “works” in your life testify that God has done something in youWhat “bed” is Jesus asking you to pick up and walk away fromWhere might you be missing the Savior standing right in front of youHow is the Word leading you into deeper worship this weekScripture: John 5:1–47Theme: Witness that becomes worship Affirmation: “My life bears witness of the One who has made me well.” Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

John 4 has always spoken to me in a personal way. I even wrote a book inspired by this chapter—You Can Begin Again: One Woman’s Journey from the Abyss to the Promise. It’s an allegorical retelling of the Samaritan woman’s story, following a woman named Samaris who searches for love in all the wrong places until she discovers that only Jesus can satisfy her deepest longing. (If you want to read it, I’ll happily lend you a copy!)What grips me about John 4 is the depth of Jesus’ love, a love that crosses every barrier—racial, cultural, gender, social, and moral. Nothing about this woman’s story should have made her approachable. Nothing about her past should have made her worthy. And yet Jesus goes out of His way to meet her.The text says Jesus “had to pass through Samaria.” Geographically, He didn’t. But spiritually, He did. He had an appointment at a well with a woman who didn’t even know she was on His schedule.She comes to draw water—an ordinary chore on an ordinary day. But today, she meets a man unlike any she has ever known. A man who sees her fully and still speaks to her. A man who knows her story and still offers her living water. A man who breaks every rule to reach her heart.The disciples are gone. The timing is perfect. And Jesus begins a conversation that could go one of two ways—just like Nicodemus in the previous chapter:* She could stay literal, stay guarded, stay stuck in the familiar.* Or she could open her heart to the spiritual truth Jesus was revealing.And she chooses truth.This woman—rejected by society, weighed down by her past, living with a man who wasn’t her husband—becomes the first person to whom Jesus openly reveals His identity as the Messiah. Not a rabbi. Not a Pharisee. Not a religious leader. A Samaritan woman with a complicated story.Jesus uses what she understands—water—to show her what she truly needs: living water. Water that satisfies. Water that restores. Water that transforms.And she becomes a witness. A preacher. A messenger. A vessel of revival.The very people who once rejected her now listen to her testimony: “Come, see a man who told me all that I ever did.”If Jesus can use her, He can use you. All it takes is one encounter with the Living Water.Later, when the disciples return, Jesus tells them, “My food is to do the will of Him who sent me.” (v. 34)This woman was His assignment. Her healing was His nourishment. Her restoration was His joy.And so is yours.God cares about your story. Your longing. Your daily routines. Your hidden places. Your unmet needs. Your thirst.He meets you at your well—not to expose you, but to transform you.Reflection Questions for SALT* Where do you see yourself in the Samaritan woman’s story* What “wells” do you keep returning to that don’t satisfy* How has Jesus met you in unexpected places or moments* What barriers—cultural, emotional, or personal—has Jesus crossed to reach you* What would it look like for you to worship “in spirit and truth” this week Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

🎙️ Episode Notes — John 3 Devotional: Born From AboveTitle: John 3 — Born From Above Series: Gospel of John | DAWN DevotionalsEpisode Summary: In this devotional, we sit with the nighttime conversation between Jesus and Nicodemus — a moment full of mystery, invitation, and revelation. John 3 draws us into the heart of the gospel: new birth, deep love, and the God who meets us in our questions.What You’ll Hear:A devotional reading of John 3Reflections on new birth and spiritual renewalAn invitation to step out of confusion and into clarityA moment to rest in the love declared in John 3:16Reflection Questions:Where do you see yourself in Nicodemus — curious, cautious, confused, or hungry for more of JesusWhat does “being born again” mean to you personallyAre there areas where you’ve relied on knowledge or works instead of relationship with JesusWhat does John 3:16 reveal to you about the heart of GodScripture: John 3:1–36 Theme: New birth and the love that transforms Affirmation: “I am born from above, loved deeply, and invited into new life.” Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

Title: John 2 — The God Who Transforms Series: Gospel of John | DAWN DevotionalsEpisode Summary: In this episode, we explore the miracle at Cana — Jesus turning water into wine — and the deeper invitation to trust Him with the places where we feel empty, weary, or in need of renewal. John 2 reveals a Savior who steps into ordinary moments with extraordinary grace.What You’ll Hear:A devotional reading of John 2Reflections on transformation and obedienceEncouragement for the places where you feel like you’ve “run out of wine”A reminder that Jesus saves the best for lastReflection Questions:Where in your life do you feel like you’ve “run out of wine,” and how might Jesus be inviting you to trust HimWhat does the miracle at Cana teach you about Jesus’ heart toward ordinary peopleHave you ever obeyed God in something that didn’t make sense at first What happenedScripture: John 2:1–25Theme: Transformation in ordinary places Affirmation: “Jesus transforms the ordinary places of my life into spaces of glory.” Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

Title: John 1 — Come and See Series: Gospel of John | DAWN DevotionalsEpisode Summary: In this episode, we begin our journey through the Gospel of John with a focus on Light and identity. John 1 invites us to slow down, breathe, and behold Jesus — the Word made flesh, the Light that shines in our darkness, and the One who calls us His own.What You’ll Hear:A devotional reading of John 1Reflections on Jesus as LightAn invitation to “come and see” what God is doingA moment to pause, receive, and rest in His presenceReflection Questions:Where do you need the Light of Jesus to shine this weekWhat does it mean to you personally to be called a child of GodHow is Jesus inviting you to “come and see” in this seasonAdditional Discussion Questions:What part of John 1:1 stirs your heart the mostHow does thinking of Jesus as Light shape the way you see HimWhat stands out to you about John’s humility and purposeWhy do you think Jesus chose to be baptized even though He was sinlessWhere do you see light and darkness contrasted in your own storyHow does it encourage you that Jesus saw Nathanael before Nathanael saw HimWhere do you sense Jesus inviting you to “come and see” right nowScripture: John 1:1–51Theme: Light that cannot be overcome Affirmation: “I walk in the Light that shines in my darkness.” Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe

For the past few weeks, as a women's ministry, we've been studying the book of Ecclesiastes. I woke up this morning with an intensity to encourage you, my sisters (and brothers, if you're reading). God knows your season and He holds you in it. No matter what your time or season is, remember that no time is ever wasted when you live according to His will. "He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also, he has put eternity into man’s heart, yet so that he cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.." (Ecc. 3:11). Listen/watch to the recorded encouragement: Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 (ESV) For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: 2 a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; 3 a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; 4 a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; 5 a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; 6 a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; 7 a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; 8 a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace. Ladies… as we sit with these words, I want to invite you to take a slow breath— Because this is the God who holds every season. Not just the beautiful ones—the confusing ones, the stretching ones, the hidden ones, and the healing ones too. One of the things Ecclesiastes has taught us in this study is this: Life is full of change, but God is full of constancy. Everything under the sun shifts… but the One who stands above the sun never does. Some of us are walking through a season of planting—new dreams, new responsibilities, new courage. Some of us are in a season of uprooting—letting go of what no longer fits the place God is leading us to. Some of us feel like we’re rebuilding from what was broken. And some of us are simply learning how to rest again. Wherever you are today, I want you to hear this: Your season is seen. Your heart is known. Your steps are ordered. Nothing about your life is random to God. He wastes nothing. He rushes nothing. And He forgets nothing you’ve prayed in the quiet. The Teacher in Ecclesiastes often showed us the limits of life—how fragile, how fleeting, how unpredictable it can be. But in showing us the limits, he also pointed us to the Limitless One. Sisters, you are held by a God who is not overwhelmed by your season. You are guided by a God who is not confused by your questions. You are loved by a God who is not disappointed by your pace. So if you are in a season of joy—rejoice deeply. If you are in a season of tears—know that God treasures every one. If you are in a season of waiting—remember that delays are not denials. And if you are in a season of change—God is already in your next chapter, preparing it for you. Let this truth settle into your spirit: Every season you pass through is an invitation to know God more intimately. Not one season is wasted. Not one season is purposeless. Not one season lasts forever—but God’s faithfulness does. So may you walk forward today with peace, with confidence, and with a renewed trust that the God who authors your seasons is also the God who perfects your story. Even when life isn’t well… He is still well. And because He is, you can be also. Amen. Get full access to Deeper Church Women's Newsletter at dawn360.substack.com/subscribe