Emeee's Podcast

Something has changed within and outside me.... something is not the same! Gurl, here are my musings on how my fashion choices for the past three years evolved into what I am now as a woman right? AHAHAHHA

HAHAAHAHAHHA 10 MONTHS SINCE I LAST UPDATED SORRY NA GURLS

Year ender recap! Thanks 2024, hello 2025!

Yes the title says it all! Listen as I reveal something, although this is my thought process splurt out in podcast form, you better get me!!!

Makinig kayo pramis its very informative and life changing (for the speaker and maybe sa inyo na rin), to be honest.

Listen to the whirlwind that is the second and third quarter of this year....

IM BAAAAACKKKKKK Now listen to me againnnn

Amp pakinggan niyo, dami ko utang sa inyong episode. Last Feb pa last ep ko so ayon. Not so good quality sound... pero quality conversation kemi AHAHAHAHAHHA

Unang episode na nangiyak ngiyak ako magrecord and most vulnerable one for me.... sana mapakinggan ng maraming tao tho. CHarot KEMI...

One of my key takeaways last year ay di ko na kaya na di ako maganda pag lalabas ng bahay and thanks to my good friend ABCD ayan alam ko na magmake-up AHAHAHAHAHAHHA Life is never the same without make upppppp

HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM MEEEEE ANG GANDA KO AHAHAHAHAH makinig kayo kasi di ko rin alam AHAHAHAHAHAH

Its my annual finale episode of the rundown of the year. (oo na grammatically incorrect na pake niyo ba). Listen to the final episode of this season kasi ikukuwento ng isang bading ang mga realizations, mga pinapasalamatan niya, at mga nilulook forward niya this year of 2023.

Malalaman niyo naman in this late posted podcast kung anong wala sa Bingo Card ko this year. Keep safe y'all!

Wala lang life update lang pero a lot of lessons unpacked and I think this month I saw my growth in terms of being an adult just don't make me fall in love yet or not or whatever basta so messed up anyways listen to my podcast

Andaming changes in my life especially home life. Andami kong realizations, she's back in Cagayan, but is she really back?

Grabe, I am speechless all throughout this episode kasi grateful ako very grateful. If not for the people who were kind to me, I wouldn't have been to the events that I've been to. Listen to this episode as I compute, literally, my saved gastos, and how I plan to pay it forward (well nagstart na ako), manifesting works and putting it out there works so I think I am putting things out there, grabe good things happen to good people talaga.

I am back to the school life! And I think alam ni Lord bat niya ako nilagay here, to reconcile my personality, beliefs, and what do I fight for, not kidding. I am happy to share my initial thoughts, hopes and dreams in this episode regarding my degree on MA Women and Development at UP Diliman. May the good almighty, universe, and other spirits out there uplift me always and keep me with this degree jusq. AHAHAHHAHAHA

ANG TANONG NG MADLA: BAKIT NGA BA AHAHAHA.... MAHAL KITA KAHIT DI PINAPANSIN ANG DAMDAMIN KO KEMEEEE CHAROT Pero real bakit nga ba ako NBSB, listen as I dissect, enumerate, emphasize, relate, and tell my story CHAROT again here in this episode.

yimsi yimsi keme AHAHAHAHAHAHAH Ayon so I finally went to a Fanmeet for the very first time this year! I am so thankful for those who donated to make it possible for me to attend the said event. At least diba complete sila and andito sa Pinas. For more kuwento and all, listen to this episode. (ngayon lang nagdawn into me, august pa lang and andaming episodes na this season!!! Beating Season 2 already sa next ep!)

Andaming nagtatanong, di mamamatay matay na topic, minsan phobia na rin siya sa akin, and most of the time bombastic side eye na ang impact niya sa akin KAYA why not pursue med nga ba sa accling na podcaster na ito. AHAHHAHAHA Listen to this new ep brought by me walang sponsors saka na

First ever podcast recorded outside. First ever podcast with a gues in 2 seasons. First ever podcast this month. Andaming First nung episode na to bored lang ako kaya ko ginawa to.

Filler Ep, just need to let my thoughts out. Thanks! Magiisip pa ako content ulet kaloka.

Vodcast again!!!! AHAHAHAH kasi I'm so happy na I got to record myself with a microphone HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUUHUHUH ansaya huhuhuhuh im so happy HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHHUHUUHHUUH wins this month

Tada second straight ep today! Yaz madami tayong time, and maulan na kasi and nagaanticipate nung effects nung bagyo so, ayan magrecord na tayo habang may kuryente pa, andami kong nasabi in this ep, pakinggan niyo na lang pero one thing is for sure di ako perfect, so you better listen to this episode para umabot kayo sa affirmations part. (tbh gusto ko lang ito ilet out and realizashyuns ito no podcast ko to baket ba). Ayun hope you all listen to the next ep! xx E

A VIDEO PODCAST WOW! Ganda ka, well on her most daring choice yet this season na magvideopodcast kasi gusto ko makita niyo yung mukha ko and confident ako na ganto ako kaganda kahit may semi-breakout sa mukha. Wala pa naman akong boyfriend pero trial na ata tong pagiging patient ko sa mukha ko. So to know more, please watch and or listen! <3 xx, Erwin

Episode cut short, kasi dumating yung nanay ko sa kuwarto na nagiisa dito sa Manila, yes pahirapan magrecord dito with my own and sa privacy kasi nga the explanation is all in this episode. You better knowwwwwwww!~~~~~

Its all that there is. Sorry for being IA in the last month, ito na babawi na at may stable net naman na kami until friday so. Please listen and share me your thoughts kemi

Growth pains.  Yes, I have a new episode. Yes, its all about me. And yes, wala siyang structure. So if you wanna be updated, just putting up this episode here for myself and myself alone to remind me na, Yes, Malayo pa pero malayo na. 

I used to be in love with you... you used to be the first thing that's on my mind... Eme lang. May crush nga ako ngayon pero I am just constantly streaming the same playlist all over again and what is a playlist without Miss Jepsen in it? To learn more about my love for this woman and her gift of writing what my heart always wanted to scream in a poetic manner... listen to this podcast ep. 

Feel ko di ko pa to nakukuwento here at all pero now is the right time to do it. CHAREZ. If people would describe me, isa ang word na ito sa feel kong sasabihin nila. And with that let me explain. What if we wrap this topic in one whole almost an hour episode? TADA! 

Happy February (For me, relatively)! I have recorded a podcast episode when I was in Manila, but unfortunately, di ko naupload kasi feel ko magulo and di intimate like this yung pagkakarecord, anyways, ang ganda talaga ng thoughts ko lately, I think I'm on my live laugh love era na talaga charot. This episode is how  my february went so far... and it so good. Thank heavens. Also, magcacatch up ako and maguupload ako often in the next few days (sana mapanindigan) kasi feel ko need ko na rumami ang episodes nito. xx

Nagresign kasi si Jacinda Ardern, kaya gusto ko tong gawin as an honor to her leadership and how it impacted my point of view in life regarding my womanhood. 

Birthday ep? Pakinggan niyo na lang. Random musings yan and reflections. AHAHAHHAHAHAHA Send birthday gifts to my gcash :) 

Welcome to my second episode pa rin, eniweiz, 2022 Recap is here ngayon lang ako magrecap and magkuwento and imagine kaya ko pala mag monologue ng 30+ minutes like I used to, kasi akala ko dati di ko kaya. AHAHAHAHHAHA emedu. Anyways, listen to this episode for this. 

Yay! Welcome to season 4, ito yung episode na di ko marecord record kasi nga hinahanap ko what this episode should be about. And tada, I learned it. So yeah, if you want to know more how I managed to have this glowing skin, aba mga te listen up y'all! 

This podcast episode's topic is from the Notes (charot AHAHAHAH). Napaisip ako and recorded this episode dahil I'm on the middle of writing things again and pff! Ideas came out again. So ayun, as a maraming alam and maraming kayang gawin, please try to be with me and understand my solo rant, not a general rant magkaiba kasi yon, about me, and what are its repercussions about my current and future states. So ayun lang shelemet emiiii

Hi, its me, I'm the problem, its me. AHAHAHAHHA FLSSSSS Yes kala ko dati problema ko yung environment and the contexts, ngayon bhie ako na yung problema. Imagine being unable to know what do I really want and pursue, I'm just so torn. To know more about this crisis, please listen. 

Daming endings recently this libra season in my life. As I approach Scorpio season, I look back sa mga nabasag, natigil, at humintong streaks I have been working on or knew the past few months/years. 12th Episode na omg. Shet. Happy listening! Minadali ko tapusin kasi may umiiyak na bata shuta. 

Sawasdeekha! Anong oras na ngayon pa ako nagupload well we have time for idea spurts for our podcasts no! Kakanood ko kasi ng Ep 11 ng isang BL, eh infamous ang mga episode 11 or the penultimate episodes of the series ng Thai to have a climax before the Ep 12 na Denouement charot. So In this episode of my only and the best personal podcast out there, naisip kong idiscuss my love and reasons for Romcoms huhuhu. Sana makinig kayo kasi ewan maganda naman tong idea ko na to. ahahahhaha Kasi madami talagang impact ang romcom sa life ko for real, listen to find out! 

Bienvenue à Emeee's Podcast! This episode is brought to you by my ever changing and undecided diverging and converging career paths. In this episode, you will be able to be updated kung ano nga ba ang gusto ko talaga mangyari sa buhay ko, nagtataka kayo bakit ako Funemployed? Well here's the reason. I'm currently taking my time and be my self along the process. This is indeed a waiting season, na maraming revisions kasi nga retrograde season na naman. Random bursts of idea again deposited here in my podcast also brought to you by my adviser who asked how am I doing #emotionalgirl #missedumaamdoms #dikorinalamsis #anuna #takingmytime whatever it takes. Ewan pakinggan niyo na lang. 

Sponsored by first emotional breakdown this year, yesterday. A one hour long episode with a trip down the memory lane and reflections as you go through this episode. Feel ko ito yung pinakavulnerable kong episode yet. Also, please please if you are my personal friend please pay it forward the kindness you show me and I show you. Let's spread kindness like a confetti ika nga nila. Sabi nga ng isang famous philosopher na itago natin sa pangalang Catriona Gray, "You are never rejected, only redirected.". That's the theme for this episode na hiningal ako chariz. 

Streaks!!!!! Learn how I literally am keeping myself busy at home while I am Funemployed, palamunin ako recently but with a purpose and less stressed compared before. From Candy Crush to Gforest to Reading and my new found love again with Duolingo. If you will ask me how I am all I can say is: Ca va bien! Listen in with extra content sa ending chariz. A bientot! 

Hi mga beh! Emmeeeeeeee! Spur of the moment episode and as I talk about why I love the color yellow, tingnan niyo yung cover art netong season 3 ko. AHAHAHAHHA This proves I can monologue about things about myself, yes me myself and I episode ito AHAHAHHA ulet. And I feel happy to share this with all of you like for real, sa mga nagtatanong kung bakit ba ako mahilig sa kulay dilaw ayan makinig kayo! So I hope after this ep, enlightened na kayo pls AHAHAHHA See you next ep! Sana may spur of the moments pa rin na episodes like this and feel ko mas maganda magkuwento pag ganto ano. 

Filler episode! Wala lang bored lang ako and feel ko kasipagan naman tong dumapo sa akin why I recorded this. If you want to learn more about why I got in to this sector, listen up to the end. Parang awa na. Flop era ko ata. AHHAHAHAHA charot 

Diba dapat maguupdate ako ng buhay ko after the elex based on my previous ep? Ayan na okay na yan na yun. AHAHAHAHAHA Well if you want to listen about all how I felt, eh try to finish this whole episode mem! Better yet, try niyo na rin ako kamustahin as a stressed independent girl about life. Ika nga nila'y if life gave you lemons, gawa ka na lang ng lemonade and yung buto magpatubo ka na lang ng lemon tree. Chareng. In this episode you'll learn about my post election 2022 feels, my NCR+ travels, the was supposed to be feelings, and my resignation. Yes, this is it, I'm really on to a new chapter and I know na kaya naman to. So stay tuned! 

Ayon, so pagoda na ang ate mo kakakampanya pero wala te laban lang, dirediretso lang last 2 weeks. Final Stretch. Power of the Long Game. Momentum. Etc daming jargons pero laban lang. Ipapanalo natin ‘to but wait, I have reflections and kuwentos about our campaign, curious? Listen to this episode. Powered by Hope.

TADA!!!! Back to back episode yarn???? Anyways, dapat reflections to pero it turned out to be rants on how difficult it is campaigning here in a regionalistic North na some says Diasporic North na daw dahil sa ilocano settlers. Well, 44 days before election day, judgment day, or a holiday eme. I promise to dump updates here (*fingers crossed*) up until Election Day itself. Mahirap pala magkampanya and mas triple ang hirap neto kung alam mong default na lahat eh ayaw sa kulay mong maminkmink. Wanna know more about my rants, listen to this episode... and anticipate coming eps, too. 

AHAHHAHAHAHAHA Late upload because life happened. Dapat February pa to but it isn't like that mabilis iupload. Ang haba neto dahil may visual guide dapat siya so if you want to know who they are, please send me a message AHAHAHHAHA pero kung hindi you can skip it. Been a nice conversation with Ei again on how things happened from the past and how it affects me today, for real! Ngayon kung may dadating pera na lang wag na lalaki. Periodt. AHAHAHAHHA Listen to this podcast to know more about how I have a type of guy that either gave butterflies in my stomach or kabag. So enjoy!  Will upload more podcasts soon! Pramis, may naiisip akong content bawal lang tamarin. Dami lang work. 

HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR! Napusit na ako yes, kakatapos ko pa lang isulat yung resolution ko na walang macocovid sksksks. Do not worry boostered si bakla. Anyways, this retrograde got me feeling things na tinabunan ko na, na limot ko na, na things I long for. Confusing and dizziying and drowsy season for me. In fair ha, this ep screams “im a baby too but not that baby”. GRABE DAMING FEELINGS!!!! Listen to find out more, infair rin ulet ganda ng sound ko, HAHAHAH thanks to ipad.

Dear God, If you're here God, make the fire disappear when they stare God. Take away my fear when they interfere God. Do you fear God? 'Cause I fear God and in my backyard, that's a deer, God. - Nicki Minaj, Girl on Fire Inferno Remix. Bilang eldest asian daughter in our household of three, only na nga eldest pa eh bakit ba? Ba't parang kasalanan ko? Charot. All of our sentiments as eldest asian daughters cannot be encapsulated with one episode! Nafeel mo na ba maging plastic bag drifting to the wind wanting to start again? CHAROT AGAIN. Anyways, fave episode so far in this season kasi grabe felt like I was saying Hi to myself right after coz grabe, hirap maging panganay at magisang babaeng anak. I do not have to look up to other women because they inspire me, I look up to them coz I am them. Listen now to this ep kasi malalaman mo ang rants ko and its all rooted in poverty. Makakaahon rin, aangat rin. Joining me today is my dearest friend, the queen of molbio herself, Amy Cabuloy!