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Fixate Today, Gone Tomorrow
by Fixate Today, Gone Tomorrow
We are Joy and Nikki, and we are two neurodivergent ladies who obsess about various topics. Joy is autistic and Nikki has ADHD, and we are letting our hyperfixations fly.Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters! [https://www.youtube.com/@fixatetoday]Produced and edited by our third cohort Evelyn.
Episodes
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 24 - Ted Kennedy: Awful husband, decent father and uncle, stellar senator
Thank you for letting us take a week off! Life kept life-ing last week for both of our families, but we're back with part two of Ted Kennedy. On today's episode, we talk about Ted Jr's cancer battle, Ted's position in the US Senate, Kara's death, and the tragic life Joan Bennett Kennedy found...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 23 - Ted Kennedy: Another plane crash and the tragedy on Chappaquiddick
New episode, new Kennedy! Today we talk about the baby of the family, Ted Kennedy. Months after the death of his brother, Ted nearly died in a plane crash. And then, we talk about Chappaquiddick and the tragic death of Mary Jo Kopechne.
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 22 - Robert F. Kennedy: Let's talk about the polka dot dress
Let's wrap up our discussion about the conspiracy theories around the assassination of Robert F. Kennedy. Watch The Death of the Pastor's Wife on Netflix. #justiceformica Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein,...
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Kennedy Curse Bonus: The Kennedy Center Takeover
B-b-b-b-breaking news! We had planned on deep-diving The Kennedy Center later in the episode, but with all of the news about the center happening right now, we thought we'd give you a rundown in real time. Watch The Death of the Pastor's Wife on Netflix. #justiceformica Check out our YouTube...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 21 - Robert F. Kennedy: Fewer conspiracies... but still, conspiracies.
On today's episode, we talk about some of the conspiracies around the murder of Robert F. Kennedy. Not as many as JFK's assassination, but we definitely have some wild rabbit holes. Watch The Death of the Pastor's Wife on Netflix. #justiceformica Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 20 - Robert F. Kennedy: That's a lotta kids
Today, we deep dive Bobby's family: his eleven children and his widow, Ethel Kennedy. We talk about Ethel's life after losing her husband, the arrests of two seventeen-year-olds, a kidnapping attempt, a break-in, the Hyannis Port Terrors, and the tragic loss of three lives. Watch The Death of the...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 19 - Robert F. Kennedy: Wait, more plane crashes?
New week, new Kennedy! We talk about the third oldest brother, Robert F. Kennedy. We talk about the multiple losses Ethel suffered, Bobby's political missteps, and, of course, more affairs! Watch The Death of the Pastor's Wife on Netflix. #justiceformica Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate…
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 18 - This is for sure what happened to JFK, yup.
We have finally gotten to the end of our series-within-a-series about the assassination of JFK. We close out with Nikki's favorite theory (shout out to The Last Podcast on the Left) and Joy's final thoughts on if we will ever really know the truth. Watch The Death of the Pastor's Wife on Netflix....
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 17 - Joy went to college to solve the JFK assassination!
Joy accidentally binged an entire semester worth of classes from a college course about the JFK assassination. She breaks it down for us this week. To learn more, check out these links from civil rights attorney and professor Daniel P. Sheehan:...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 16 - Shadow Government? Secret Service? George H.W. Bush? OH MY!
We wrap up talking through the many conspiracy theories around the assassination of JFK. Let us know if you've heard of a conspiracy that we missed! Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden...
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Bonus Episode: A Toxic Love Story & Mica's List
On this bonus episode, Nikki discusses the similarities in the abuse Michelle Hadley, whose story is featured in Netflix's A Toxic Love Story, experienced with her ex-fiancee Ian Diaz, and what Mica Miller recounted in her journals and to friends and family about her marriage and the abuse that…
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 15 - Allen Dulles is Pure Evil? A "Homosexual Thrill Killing?" You Be the Judge
We talk about some specific conspiracy theories about the assassination of JFK, including a bank robbery, earlier plans, multiple gunmen, a decoy hearse, CIA involvement, and the theory that is the basis of the Oliver Stone film JFK. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters…
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 14 - The Weird Things That Created Conspiracies
Let's talk about the incredible amount of reasons JFK's murder has so many conspiracy theories. What is the truth? Can we ever know? Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy Daughter…
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 13 - Lee Harvey Oswald, Jack Ruby, and Why It All Happened
Who has two thumbs, three kids home on summer break, a job, a mother recovering after knee replacement surgery, two cars that need repairs, and forgot to upload the episode? (Nikki gestures to herself using her thumbs) THIS GUY. We wrap up our side quest about Lee Harvey Oswald with discussing…
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 12 - Lee Harvey Oswald & the Assassination of JFK
We talk about Lee Harvey Oswald's movements in the days, hours, and minutes before the assassination of JFK and after, up to his arrest. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary: The Hidden Kennedy…
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 11 - Lee Harvey Oswald
On today's episode, we're taking a side quest into the life of Lee Harvey Oswald. Elements of his life seamlessly into conspiracies surrounding JFK's assassination. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein…
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 10 - The Bay of Pigs, the Cuban Missile Crisis, and the Assassination of JFK
Holy moly, it's episode 100! Wowzah! On today's episode, we explore the Bay of Pigs disaster, the Cuban Missile Crisis. Then, we walk through the facts of the assassinations of John F. Kennedy. Don't worry, we'll get conspiracy-y soon! Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 9 - JFK, Marilyn Monroe, & Mary Pinchot Meyers
Today, we are continue talking about Jack's philandering during his time in the White House. We talk about the deaths of both Marilyn Monroe and Mary Pinchot Meyers, and how those deaths are linked to the Kennedy curse. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 8 - John F. Kennedy
We are getting into the JFK of it all. When Nikki wrote the scripts for the JFK episodes, she planned on four episodes. Welp, we already had to make the first episode into a part one and part two. Sure, there's a ton of info and theories and whatever, but the length is more likely because JOY'S...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 7 - Joe Kennedy Jr.
On today's episode, we look at the life and death of Joe Kennedy Jr. The loss of Joe Jr. directly led to Joe Sr. putting all of his own hopes for political domination on his second eldest son, John F. Kennedy. Joe Jr.'s death encapsulates how the Kennedy family's trait of thrill-seeking, even…
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 6 - Kick Kennedy
Let's talk about Nikki's favorite Kennedy: Kathleen "Kick" Kennedy. She was a badass who blazed her own trail. But was her untimely death due to a curse or family hubris? Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein,...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 5 - Rosemary Kennedy's Lobotomy
We are diving into the lobotomy of Rosemary Kennedy, the tragedy of the belief that she needed to be "fixed" in the first place, and her life post-lobotomy. Thankfully, she found peace and joy toward the end of her life. Keep a critical ear out for threads of where we are today with Rosemary's...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 4 - Rosemary Kennedy, the "Lost Kennedy"
We are back with a new episode and a format change! Joy and I are reworking how we create and present the pod. You'll hear Nikki's voice more and Joy is doing the heavy lifting behind the scenes, but both of our opinions and ideas will still be heard. In today's episode, we dive into the "lost...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 3 - Joe & Rose Kennedy
Welcome back to the Kennedy Curse. Today, we talk about how the Kennedy family ended up in Boston from Ireland and the first generation born in the United States. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary:...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 2 - The Generation from Ireland
Welcome back to the Kennedy Curse. Today, we talk about how the Kennedy family ended up in Boston from Ireland and the first generation born in the United States. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources (there's a lot): Books: The Kennedy Curse by Edward Klein, Rosemary:...
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The Kennedy Curse, Part 1 - What is the Curse?
Welcome to episode one of our new series: The Kennedy Curse. This is going to be a billion part series. No really. Nikki has been researching and writing since September. In this episode, we define "the curse," talking about the patterns of behavior we are going to see from the first Kennedy to...
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Minisode: Joseph Duggar's Arrest
We didn't want to do more episodes on the Duggars. Truly. It would mean they've just faded away. But, here we are. Joseph Duggar was arrested. Let's talk about what happened and what's next. Please note: Of course, more things happened between recording and posting. I'll do my best to record a...
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Murdaugh Bonus: Epstein and South Carolina 2
We continue walking through Joy's research into possible links between the crimes of Alex Murdaugh and Jeffrey Epstein. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources:...
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Murdaugh Bonus: Epstein and South Carolina 1
Joy did some research into a few specific documents from the Epstein files. Did Epstein recognize the value of South Carolina as a key part of trafficking routes? Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters Sources:...
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 12
Our final episode (for now) on the Murdaugh Murders. We walk through the most recent appeal that Alex's team brought to the South Carolina Supreme Court. If he is granted a new trial, we will be back with more on this case. Until then, onto a new series next week! Check out our YouTube Channel!...
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 11
On today's episode, we keep talking through the appeals process and what we think will come next for Alex Murdaugh. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 10
Welcome back! Today, we talk about Alex Murdaugh's appeals and what the future may hold. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 10
Welcome back! Today, we talk about Alex Murdaugh's appeals and what the future may hold. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 9
On today's episode, we talk about Alex Murdaugh's murder trial, and start to explore the depths of his financial crimes. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 8
We are back to our coverage on the Murdaugh Murders. We are continuing through the timeline of the days, weeks, and months after the deaths of Maggie and Paul. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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The Death of Mica Acacia Francis, Part 29
We continue walking through the indictment of JP Miller and discuss what we think he will plea. Note: This episode was recorded before the arraignment. Check out episode 79 to hear Nikki discuss the outcome of the hearing. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters…
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The Death of Mica Acacia Francis, Part 28
We walk through the indictment of John Paul Miller, and discuss the arraignment. Is justice coming? Note: This episode was recorded before the arraignment. Check out episode 79 to hear Nikki discuss the outcome of the hearing. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters...
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The Death of Mica Acacia Francis, Part 27
We've got a minisode today to give you an update about JP Miller's January 12, 2026 arraignment. We will be back soon with our regular release schedule, and a deep-dive into the contents of the indictment. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters justiceformica.com Mica's Law and...
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 7
Happy New Year! We took last week off for Christmas, but we are back with one more episode in 2025! We continue talking through the events after the night of the murders of Paul and Maggie Murdaugh up to the trial of Alex Murdaugh. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 6
In this episode, we walk through the minutes and hours immediately following the murders of Paul and Maggie Murdaugh. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 5
We have a Joy-solo minisode today! We wanted to give a layout of Moselle, Alex Murdaugh's property, before we walk through the events of the murders and following. Joy is way better at spacial awareness than Nikki, so she took the wheel! Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 4
On today's episode, we walk through Paul, Maggie, and Alex's movements on the days and minutes leading up to the deaths of Paul and Maggie Murdaugh. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 3
On episode three of our series on the Murdaugh Murders, we talk about the tragic death of Mallory Beach, the immediate attempts at a cover-up, and the culpability of Paul Murdaugh. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 2
On episode two of our series on the Murdaugh Murders, we talk about the mysterious deaths of Stephen Smith and Gloria Satterfield. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Murdaugh Murders, Part 1
Welcome to our new series! We're doing it, we're deep diving the Murdaugh murders. In this episode, we learn about the history of the Murdaugh dynasty in southern South Carolina. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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The Death of Mica Acacia Francis, Part 26
Sorry for the delay! We had some technical difficulties, but we're all good now! We continue talking about updates in the Mica Miller case. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters justiceformica.com Mica's Law and Mica's List - Provided by Luna Shark Media #justiceformica
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The Death of Mica Acacia Francis, Part 25
A grab bag of updates around Mica Miller. JP and Wayne are dealing with lawsuits (not well, mind you), Robbie Harvey is dropping hints that could be explosive, and the FBI is still quiet. Check out our YouTube Channel! Fixate Today: Grey Matters justiceformica.com Mica's Law and Mica's List -...
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Aqua Tofana, Part Two
On today's episode, we talk about the poisoners' ring, and how the women were ultimately discovered and caught. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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Aqua Tofana, Part One
New series alert! We've got another old timey one for you! Let's talk about Aqua Tofana and head of the Italian poisoners' ring, Giulia Tofana. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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The Assassination of James A. Garfield, Part Five
Welcome to the final episode in our series on the assassination of James A. Garfield. We talk about Garfield's prolonged death, the trial and execution of Charles J. Guiteau, and the lasting impact of it all. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters
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We are Joy and Nikki, and we are two neurodivergent ladies who obsess about various topics. Joy is autistic and Nikki has ADHD, and we are letting our hyperfixations fly.Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters! [https://www.youtube.com/@fixatetoday]Produced and edited by our third cohort Evelyn.
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