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Holy Unapologetic
by Holy Unapologetic
When all of you can exist, everything changes, everything! In Holy Unapologetic Ayce & Marq share their raw, real, and relatable journeys from religion and into living wholly expressed lives as trans men in America. Expand your understanding of what it looks like to live in this world today as a trans man. We will go there unapologetically!Find us on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@HolyUnapologeticand Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/holyunapologeticCoaching with Ayce: www.aycekyptyn.com
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S02E09: Navigating Transitions as a Family
Marq and Ayce sat down with Avi and his mom, Laura, this week!Avi's a trans man living in Dublin who shares his experience of transition during the pandemic with his family.Laura is an author in the Embracing your Eros book and shares how years of inner work helped her show up for Avi during his transition and beyond.It's a beautiful conversation about growth and allyship.Please, consider donating to Avi's top surgery, link below!Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/OEFtnRMsTBAResources:-https://www.gofundme.com/f/top-surgery-costs-for-avi-https://pflag.org/resource/trans-nonbinary-ally-guide/-https://www.thesacredmandala.com/-https://www.aycekyptyn.com/
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S02E08: Stories of Deconstruction
Ayce and Marq revisit topics of deconstructing from religion and beyond. They introduce themselves, talk about their journeys, the cost of leaving and what's found on the other side.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/AQfS3LRq-zEWork with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/
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S02E07: Trans Day of Visibility!
In honor of Trans Day of Visibility, Ayce and Marq talk about their transitions and how important it is to save some time for joy!Work with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/
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S02E06: Embracing Your Eros Book Celebration!
Marq interviews four authors of the newly released book, "Embracing Your Eros," from Heart Open Publishing Enterprise (from Melissa Keenan, a Season 1 Guest!). Ayce, Kristin Warnaca, GG and Ephraim all share a bit about their writing process and the conversation blossoms from there!Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/KSb7zGYy3GMResources:Embracing Your Eros Book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GRJ4GZZ6?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1&ref_=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cp_ud_dp_9SK330HCJNFZHZE2X8D3&bestFormat=trueGG: https://linktr.ee/gg.ginagarrisEphraim: https://linktr.ee/everydayecstasyKristin Warnaca: https://linktr.ee/wilderintimacyAyce: www.AyceKyptyn.comSaints and Sinners Event:https://www.facebook.com/share/1CWUTLrkMy/?mibextid=wwXIfrThe Lord's House: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/thelordshouseRecapture the Rapture Book: https://www.recapturetherapture.com/
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S02E05: Deepening Eros with Darshana Avila
Sexological bodyworker, Darshana, sits down with Marq and Ayce to share their story. They also introduce us to their upcoming couples event with Ayce called Deepening Eros!Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/BZqK4vdRuLwLinks:Deepening Eros: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/deepeningerosWatch Darshana on Sex, Love and Goop on Netflix: https://www.netflix.com/title/81459349The episode of the Goop Lab with Betty Dodson: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt11575924/
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S02E04: "The Lord's House" with Kristin Warnaca
Holy Unapologetic welcomes back Kristin Warnaca! She shares with us the content of her upcoming chapter in the book, "Embracing your Eros," about escaping the 2x2 cult and finding healing through kink!She's also collaborating with Ayce on upcoming events, "The Lord's House" and Kinkbound Pro!Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/AD3ZN5mpiwoLinks:Kristin's Website: https://wilderintimacy.com/Ayce's upcoming events: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/eventsThe Lord's House: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/thelordshouseUpdates for the book: https://www.melisakeenan.com/embracing-your-eros
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S02E03 - It's all connected! With Devin Atticus
Devin Atticus, queer mystic and seeker, sits down with Marqus to discuss topics of deconstruction, identity and the realities of colonialism, privilege and intersectionality.Watch on YouTube:https://youtu.be/xQMhuYC8O-gFind Devin Atticus at the links below:instagram.com/devinatticustiktok.com/@devin_atticusyoutube.com/@devinatticusthreads.com/@devinatticusReferences/Links from the conversation:Fearing the Black Body: The Racial Origins of Fat Phobia - https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/42129163A People’s History of the United States: 1492 - Present - https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/2767Gay Voice Video - https://youtube.com/shorts/yMZkRy1_Pq0?si=w1-MfUepLuNbwyI_Homoerotic Straight Men Quote - https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/11261802-to-say-that-straight-men-are-heterosexual-is-only-to
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S02E02 - Feeling Safe in our Emotions with Divine Rebel Rising
Ayce and Marqus sit down with Ariele Lanning @DivineRebelRising to discuss healing from religious trauma, learning to trust our bodies again and feeling safe in our emotions.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/EqOrx9mvGuM1:1 Coaching with Ariele: https://divinerebelrising.com/coaching.htmlCoach with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com
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S02E01 - Everyday Ecstasy with Ephraim!
Marq and Ayce sit down with Ephraim, the Joy Specialist! They discuss erotic personas and the power of transmuting pain into pleasure...Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/mVrnUe_2GLsWork with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Ephraim's Linktree: https://linktr.ee/everydayecstasy
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S02E00 - Kicking off Season 2 of Holy Unapologetic!
Ayce and Marq reflect on Season 1 of Holy Unapologetic and share what they're excited for in Season 2!Work with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/wUJHJzyPigM
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S01E19: Drag Kings, Representation, and ENM with Ezra
Marqus and Ayce sit down with Ezra, who just had their first show as a drag king! Ezra talks about what it's like to find community as a trans man in Connecticut and we discuss the benefits and challenges of polyamory.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/1lPn7TeieIEWork with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Resources/Links:-Ezra's drag mom @drolopezfierce-Polyamory Podcast - https://www.multiamory.com/-The Ethical Slut: https://www.amazon.com/Ethical-Slut-Third-Practical-Relationships/dp/0399579664-Back from the Borderline Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/1woEZZf9vqRufdPbUBFtuo-Elliot Page's book: https://a.co/d/8qgbyhT
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S01E18: Podcast crossover with RJ from the Trans Embodiment Podcast!
Marq and Ayce sit down with RJ, the host of the Trans Embodiment Podcast! They discuss life updates, ancestry work, reclaiming slurs, trauma and sexuality, rituals and as always, healing!Watch on Youtube!Work with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Links/Resources:Trans Embodiment Podcasthttps://www.lamarod.com/https://deepcanvass.org/https://ifs-institute.com/nobadpartsJesus And John WayneJess Britvich on instagramNo Bad Parts BookWe reference our episodes with Melisa Keenan and Shelby Avann so check those out as well!
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S01E17: Healing and Honing your Story through Comedy with Nina Dicker
Marqus and Ayce sit down with the hilarious Nina Dicker to talk about her journey into comedy and what it's like to process our most painful moments into stories we can share with others.Stay tuned for Nina's forthcoming special and buy a copy of her book!Watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/Iu5SzlNCreEWork with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Join the Waitlist for Ayce's event: https://connieeberhart.myflodesk.com/kinkboundFind Nina @NinaDickerHer Director: @LiamTully
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S01E16: Parenting queer kids and maintaining a sense of wonder with Photographer, Erin Burk
Marq and Ayce sit down with photographer, Erin Burk and discuss how she helps people capture their true selves in an experience that is "disarming" and even leaves some in cathartic tears!She also describes her allyship journey as a mother of trans, nonbinary, and cishet children.We discuss how important it is to always be learning and maintaining a sense of wonder.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/s5fRJDVz7FUWork with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Find Erin @BeSeenAsYouAreBeSeenAsYouAre.combeautifullyqueer.comResources:Transfamilies.orgTransfamilysos.org
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S01E15: Neurodivergence and Nice Girl Detoxing with Main Character Coach, Mo Holloman
Marqus and Ayce Kyptyn sit down with Mo Holloman, a coach specializing in helping women with ADHD. The conversation explores Mo's personal journey with neurodivergence and the unique challenges faced by women. They discuss the Nice Girl Detox podcast, the significance of energy management, coming to terms with your sexuality and finding healing and safety in yourself.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/W1FIRi6MXpsWork with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/All things Main Character Coach: https://linktr.ee/maincharactercoachLinks:The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck by Mark Manson: https://a.co/d/fHlYGKi
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S01E14: From Leaving the Mormon Church to Helping Others Share their Stories with Melisa Keenan
Marqus and Ayce sit down with multiple time best selling author and publisher Melisa Keenan. She talks about what it took for her family to leave the Mormon church and what her life is like now as an intimacy coach and publisher!Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/wM9cCB_jCiIHow to find/contact Melisa:Email: [email protected]: https://www.linkedin.com/in/melisa-keenan-intimacy/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/melisa.keenan.35Website: https://www.melisakeenan.com/Work with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Links:Did you know YOUR story contains healing codes? Download the free Story Code Activation Workbook: www.heartopenpublishing.comThe Gap and the Gain: https://www.amazon.com/Gap-Gain-Achievers-Happiness-Confidence/dp/1401964362
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S01E13: Real, Raw, and Relatable Convos with Marqus and Ayce
Ayce and Marq dive into about everything from family dynamics and going viral to medical transition and reclaiming your pleasure.Disclaimer: This episode is based on our personal experience and what we have found right for us in this present moment… We are not medical professionals!Watch on YouTube:https://youtu.be/lHYYkHCcX7kWork with Ayce:https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Resources:Top surgeryhttps://youtu.be/PR2sdpmMOEA?si=0KtIfcVqPUcDmsCG Painful orgasm & hysterectomyhttps://youtu.be/3QMaJdXSmHg?si=bCWq284piaPCOXM_Pussy by Regena Thomashauerhttps://a.co/d/aLsT9OJCome As You Are by Emily Nagoskihttps://a.co/d/96fQBtSThe Dilemma of Desirehttps://dilemmaofdesiredoc.com/Nikki Glaser's Bangin'https://www.netflix.com/title/81002876Sex, Love, and Goophttps://www.netflix.com/title/81459349Adult Survivors of Toxic Family Members by Sherrie Campbell, PhDhttps://www.amazon.com/Adult-Survivors-Toxic-Family-Members/dp/1684039282
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S01E12: Poetry with Ally Ang
Ayce and Marqus sit down with accomplished poet, Ally Ang to discuss living a creative and authentic life. Ally is a gaysian poet & editor based in Seattle. Their work has been published by The Rumpus, Muzzle Magazine, Poets.org and elsewhere. Ally has received fellowships and support from the National Endowment for the Arts, MacDowell, and Artist Trust. Their debut poetry collection Let the Moon Wobble is forthcoming from Alice James Books in November 2025.Watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/sRh6XOWgJGIFollow Ally on InstagramPreorder Let the Moon WobbleWork with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Resources:https://brooklynpoets.org/https://tinhouse.com/https://hugohouse.org/Amateur by Thomas Page McBeeMastery by Robert GreeneEthan Hawke on creativity
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S01E11: Guru Orpheus Black
In this episode of Holy Unapologetic, Marqus and Ayce engage with Guru Orpheus Black to explore the multifaceted world of kink, emphasizing its therapeutic potential. They discuss the importance of intention in kink practices, the necessity of aftercare, and the complexities of power dynamics within BDSM relationships. They explore the intricate relationship between confidence, shame, and embodiment and they delve into the complexities of masculinity, societal pressures, and the need for compassion towards those struggling with their identities. Work with Orpheus https://orpheusblack.com/Contact: [email protected]@orpheus.black.12Work with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/PiGLIkO_P7k
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S01E10: Sexploration
Ayce and Fawn dive into conversation around intersex and transgender topics facing Americans today.Fawn has a background in psychology and now owns/operates an educational center housing a sex museum, plus classes and workshops for teachers and the public in Denver. CO. Go check out the Sexploratorium next time you're in the area!https://www.sexploratoriumdenver.comWork with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/zvST37c1848
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S01E09: Pole, Reiki, Animals & Intuition with Shelby Avann
After an update on current events (specifically the new executive orders against the trans community), Ayce and Marq, sit down with Shelby Avann. She's a coach and dancer who empowers women to connect to their bodies through pole dancing, Reiki healings, kink and beyond. Learn how to regulate your nervous system and trust your intuition by working with Shelby @TheIntimacyAngel or check out her pole classes @IntimacyMistress.https://www.shelbyavann.ca/Work with Ayce: Work with Ayce: Ayce Kyptyn | Erotic BlueprintWatch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/GidESxoJc9UResources:https://www.amazon.com/Your-Blueprint-Pleasure-Awaken_and-Fulfill_Your/dp/145495003Xhttps://beducated.com/https://www.omgyes.com/joinhttps://www.goddessfreyafae.com/https://ladypim.com/https://www.thekneelingroom.com/
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S01E08: Navigating Uncertain Times
In this episode of Holy Unapologetic, Marqus and Ayce discuss the current chaotic political climate and its impact on emotional well-being, particularly for the transgender community. They explore coping mechanisms, the importance of community support, and the gradual erosion of rights, drawing historical parallels. The conversation emphasizes the need for resilience, planning for uncertainty, and the significance of allyship in navigating these challenging times.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/KhJBEef7OpUWork with Ayce: Work with Ayce: Ayce Kyptyn | Erotic Blueprint
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S01E07: Psychedelics, Christianity, and healing through difficult times with Leo Acosta
In this episode of Holy Unapologetic, Marq and Ayce engage in a deep conversation with guest Leo Acosta about religion, spirituality, psychedelics and personal growth.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/1Zr286rJNh0Work with Ayce: Ayce Kyptyn | Erotic BlueprintReferences/Links:Richard Rohr, Becoming Stillness - https://youtu.be/9TGS-JD80nEMark Passio, Natural Law - https://youtu.be/qcrhxOjvYfoWhole Brain LivingThe Immortality KeyKnow Thyself
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S01E06: 'Cult to Kink' with Kristin Warnaca
'Cult to Kink' - The unlikely story of a former good girl turned kinky sex coach.Stay tuned for an Exodus healing story and listen in as three ex-evangelicals talk about high-control religion, purity culture, shame, childhood sexual abuse; and discover personal sovereignty, divine remembrance, autonomy and healing through pleasure and exploring the Kinky Energetic Erotic Blueprint stack. Kristin also gives a brief overview of how to practice Devotional Kink: the Art of Spiritual D/s.This is what happens when we reach the end of ourselves, and give ourselves radical permission to be 'Naked and Unashamed' - the real us emerges, free and clear.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/CV-Lww5J240Coach with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Resources & Links: Kristin’s website & podcasts (listen to Juliette Karaman’s interview on The Scrumptious Woman ‘From Good Girl to Pleasure Maven’ for more about the altar building & Marriage 2.0) 2x2 Abuse FBI tip line:https://forms.fbi.gov/2x2 Hulu documentary link: Secrets of the 2x2 Church Beyond Shame: Creating a Healthy Sexy Life on Your Own Terms, Matthias Roberts Shameless: A Sexual Reformation/ACase for Not Feeling Bad About Feeling Good (About Sex) by Nadia Bolz Weber Pure: Inside the Evangelical Movement That Shamed a Generation of Young Women and How I Broke Free by Linda Kay Kline New Topping/Bottoming Books by Dossie Eatons Building the Team: Executive Power Exchange, Raven Kaldera & Joshua Tenpenny Divine Kink: A Consideration of the Evidence for BDSM as Spiritual Ritual by Sam Greenberg, California Institute of Integral Studies Sacred Kink: The Eightfold Paths of BDSM & Beyond by Lee Harrington Urban Tantra, Sacred Sexuality for the 21st Century by Barbara Carellis The Deep Psychology of BDSM & Kink by Douglas Thomas Why Are People Into That? A Cultural Investigation of Kink by Tina Horn When Someone You Love is Kinky by Dossie Eaton The Heart of Dominance by Anton Fulman The Enzo: A Philosophy of Submission by Orpheus Black The Ethical Slut by Dossie Easton and Janet Hardy Open Deeply by Kate Loree Open Monogamy by Tammy Nelson https://www.tonyrobbins.com/podcasts/wired-for-pleasure?srsltid=AfmBOorTlCdTb87wBJY7aLjyzXfxE3fmb5tktAkE2ALNs81QSgBBOp_F
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S01E05: Fitness with Matt Miller
Marq & Ayce sit down with personal trainer, Matt Miller, and discuss physical fitness, working out with trans people, the challenges of being a trans influencer, and tips for starting off the year strong with your new years resolutions.Work with Matt: https://mmiller.fitbudd.com/Work with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/QkdLsHQBgew
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S01E04: The Transformative Journey of Authentic Living with Anya Nyson LMSW
In this episode of the Holy Unapologetic Podcast, Marq, Ayce and therapist, Anya, discuss the transformative journey of authentic living. They cover topics of boundaries in toxic relationships, representation and the real trans experience, religious trauma, and the goal of living life from a place of empathy.Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/v_0RprSJ-uYWork with Ayce: www.aycekyptyn.comConnect with Anya: www.anyanyson.com
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S01E03: Rewrite Your Story
Awakening inner desire and living into authentic expression.Work with Ayce: aycekyptyn.comWatch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/ztqip7xKak4
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S01E02: I could be Santa someday!
A not-so-typical convo - Ayce and Marq casually share their thoughts on productivity, self-care, authenticity, emotional healing, community, trauma, queer spaces, growth through discomfort, and much more!TW: Suicide and Sexual AssaultWatch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/H9n7gcngFIwCoach with Ayce: https://www.aycekyptyn.com/References:Made It Out Podcast
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S01E01: Somatic Sexology for Embodied Authentic Expression with Connie Eberhart
In this episode, Ayce divulges what it was like to awaken his desire through a weekend immersion with professional somatic sexologist, Connie Eberhart.Work with Connie: embodypleasure.orgWork with Ayce: aycekyptyn.comWatch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/_lS04gWJmGwReferences:Sex, Love & Goop on NetflixThe Erotic Blueprint™ by Jaiya
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S01E00: Holy Unapologetic
We all have a unique contribution to bring into this world, and this is a snapshot of our perspectives.Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSh8lmS0CRMCoaching with Ayce: www.aycekyptyn.comBooks referenced:Shameless by Nadia Bolz-WeberPussy A Reclamation by Regena Tomashauer
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
When all of you can exist, everything changes, everything! In Holy Unapologetic Ayce & Marq share their raw, real, and relatable journeys from religion and into living wholly expressed lives as trans men in America. Expand your understanding of what it looks like to live in this world today as a trans man. We will go there unapologetically!Find us on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@HolyUnapologeticand Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/holyunapologeticCoaching with Ayce: www.aycekyptyn.com
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