I Love You Anyway (formerly Outspoken)

The world has lost one of the all-time greats. Rich was one of the kindest and most inspiring people I’ve ever known. He lived in perpetual creative expression and encouraged everyone he met to do the same, both with his words and through constant demonstration. In addition to his continual art-making(no matter the time or place or circumstances), his curation of countless shows supporting other artists, his love of music(making, listening, sharing), and a host of other great qualities, his very essence carried a creative element that you couldn’t help but be moved by. It was always a joy to talk to Rich, and he had a way of leaving you feeling better than you had before, about yourself, the world, and life in general. A truly special being with an enormous capacity for love and light. I feel honored to have known him, and his impact will be everlasting. With love and gratitude, JW The above conversation took place at his home in Oakland, CA, in March of 2018.   © 2025   Justin White   All rights reserved

Facing death, living with cancer, benefits of fear, being an instrument, alternative healing, intuition, synchronicity, divine order, hospice, what happens after we die?, and much more…   • Here you can purchase Jan’s memoir; Coloring Outside The Lines: Surviving And Thriving With Cancer For 30+ Years • Healing Journeys has ended as a nonprofit organization, but you can still link to other resources and read Jan’s blog • Here you can purchase audio recordings from Cancer As A Turning Point: From Surviving To Thriving  

Hello, Friends Here’s a short explanation for why I haven’t been recording or posting many episodes lately, and a piano improvisation at the end as an offering of gratitude and love. Thanks for listening, feel free to share, and please consider joining my Patreon as a way of supporting the show { www.patreon.com/iloveyouanyway } and in return you’ll receive rewards like original artwork, original music, a little bit of merch, and various content just for patrons. You can pledge at any dollar amount, and every pledge is greatly appreciated! If you can’t or don’t want to support the show financially I still love you anyway, and perhaps you’d be so kind as to spread the word about the podcast and the Patreon to anyone you think might be interested in either or both. Thank you! With love, Justin   © 2023  Justin White  All rights reserved.

People used to be interesting, propaganda, guerilla shooting, actual conspiracies, scams within scams, video game bandits, memory loss, tough guys, and much more…   © 2022  Justin White  All rights reserved.   Find Damon here: https://www.youtube.com/user/pookie67 https://www.facebook.com/PackardFilm

Clairvoyance, ending the age of the individual, what is God?, wish vs. want, changing everything, freedom in childhood, adopting family, photography, menopause, and much more…   ©2022  Justin White  All rights reserved.   www.aliceshawphoto.com Pivot Workshops: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1fORrnz9YDLrIkaN4lt_TQ

Love of water, encyclopedia vs. internet, art and photography, end of life doula, intuition, hedonism, an unprescribed life, love is the glue, and much more…   www.marnelucas.com   © 2022  Justin White  All rights reserved.

Love of sound, drumless drumming, heavy music, horror films with dad, paper routes, hyper tapes, befriending Bruce Bickford, creating the longest concept album of all time, and much more… www.giveitalisten.com     © 2022   Justin White  All rights reserved

Hard to kill, Texas, dilapidated housing, RV living, non-attachment, drugs, camping, advances in parenting, and much more…   ©2021 Justin White  All rights reserved.

Things not done, otherness, worthiness, love of writing, homework sucks, competition averse, trusting perception, solitude, helping others, berries, and much more…     © 2021  Justin White  All rights reserved

Fighting youth obsession, negotiating with cancer, wildfires in Australia, extraordinary parents, New Mexico, landscape architecture, martial arts, toxic ambition, flirting with Jesus, and much more…   Katya’s TedX Talk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nsEOpzmavI         © 2021 Justin White   All rights reserved

Annoyance-free living, love of records, Pittsburgh punk scene, rational thinking, Gearhead Magazine/Records, The Park Bowl, Thrasher, Robert Williams, small town life, and much more…

First impressions, surviving middle school, workaholism, saying “no”, teaching through the pandemic, the academia trap, is ignorance blissful?, creating suffering, the myth of control, and much more…     www.patreon.com/iloveyouanyway   © 2021  Justin White   All rights reserved.

Infinite love, spirit trap, unity vs. uniqueness, de ja vu, the mulitverse, losing a friend, evolution of consciousness, the ego, vape withdrawal, repeating patterns, subjective reality, and much more…

One more big thing, teaching English in Iran, refusing war, releasing attachment, good in everybody, critical inner voices, connection to jewelry, writing discipline, riding the edge, recovery, and much more…     © 2021 Justin White  All rights reserved. www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast

A continued conversation with John H., including a few reminiscences of his long-time friend, legendary artist and animator, Bruce Bickford.     www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast © 2021 Justin White  All rights reserved.

Early musical impressions, learning history, cultural shifts, good catholic school, seeing The Beatles/Jimi Hendrix/James Brown, etc., dodging the draft, and much more…       www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast © 2021 Justin White  All rights reserved.

Competitive rollerskating, Superdad, family drag racing, discovering photography, Boeing flight tests, airplanes are amazing, pandemic separation, and much more…     www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast   © 2021  Justin White   All rights reserved

Free climbing on acid, L.A. riots, nature communing, rule of 3, learning lessons, losing your parents, self-reflection, labels & cliques, finding authenticity, and much more…     www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast     © 2021  Justin White   All rights reserved

What art is for, maintaining youthful idealism, seeing Kiss at 8, losing your parents, estate sale indignities, talking about death, gross anatomy lab, bona fide weirdos, and much more…   www.paulbrainard.com www.instagram.com/bequeathor   www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast   © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

Ohio, vocational school, martial arts school hauntings, Poekoelan Tjimindie, mobsters in church, the hot sauce biz, and much more…   https://www.instagram.com/binkospeppersauce/   https://www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast     © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

Maintaining health, journal writing, forgiveness, second chance at love, crying is good, ayahuasca, therapy, sleep apnea, and much more…     www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast     © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

Monsters, politicians, channeling anger into art, horror magazines, exposing the ugliness, the cult of Trump, Covid, and much more…   www.mike-gabriel.com   www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast     © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

Born during wartime, Switzerland and WWII, moving away, first impressions of U.S., learning prejudice, avoiding courtship, al-anon, cancer, addiction, mean mothers, and much more…     www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast   © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

Inspired near water, public pools, bullies, drive-in movies, reluctant self-promotion, fame, evolutionary shifts, maintaining hope, and much more…   https://bookshop.org/books/carlton-crumple-creature-catcher-1-catch-the-munchies/9781645950011 David on Instagram: @dafremont   www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast     © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

Hello Friends, My apologies for being away and out of contact. Life is pretty intense sometimes, wouldn’t you agree? In this short episode I try to summarize what this podcast is all about and what it means to me, as well as explain a bit about what has been going on for me personally, and how it could lead to some interesting and exciting changes for this and all the other creative avenues I plan to continue exploring. I hope my explanation serves to elucidate my mission and ambition, and also that it gives you a solid reason to stick around and be a part of whatever comes next. With love and gratitude, Justin   www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast     © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

Social work, acknowledging humanity, Detroit, the ethics of meat, welcoming suffering, socialism, truly listening, reparations, and much more…   www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast     © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

A condensed history of the Oakland, CA rock band, Little My, as told by one of its founding members, with a few examples of some of their amazing music. Many thanks to all past and present members of the band, and to all who helped bring some of the most original songs ever produced to the ears of their adoring fans. https://infromaton.com/   www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast   © 2020   Justin White   All rights reserved

Autobiographical performance, invisibility, accidental careers, waiting tables, visual facilitation, unrequited love, life-altering loss, gold star lesbians, and much more… http://www.juliegieseke.com **All proceeds from sales of my music on bandcamp, through July 21st, will be donated to local and national bail funds. http://www.jvstinwhite.bandcamp.com http://www.modverse.bandcamp.com

From now until July 21st, all proceeds from my music on bandcamp and from my shop on Etsy will be donated to the NAACP Legal Defense Fund and to local and national bail funds. On Friday, July 3rd, bandcamp will be waiving their share, so 100% of all revenue will go to the above causes that day. Thanks for helping! Sung Songs       jvstinwhite.bandcamp.com Hip Hop          modverse.bandcamp.com Art & Stuff         etsy.com/shop/crudhutch

From now until July 21st, all proceeds from my music on bandcamp and from my shop on Etsy will be donated to the NAACP Legal Defense Fund and to local and national bail funds. Sung Songs       jvstinwhite.bandcamp.com Hip Hop          modverse.bandcamp.com Art & Stuff         etsy.com/shop/crudhutch

Anxious youth, overcoming regret, Lee Lozano, living displays, white privilege, coronavirus and xenophobia, media literacy, hope amidst chaos, and much more… www.anjalikhosla.com www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast

Inaccurate self-perceptions, accounting for context, fear of alienation, Little My, puritanical parents, self-righteous blaming, Infromaton, sewing, and much more… www.infromaton.com www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast

Previously unreleased material from episodes 46-49.

Driving in reverse, unexplained impulses, the scariest movie villains, David Lynch, ghost encounters, and much more… www.ewhite.com www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast

What we remember, mean teachers, early art influences, Community High School, first exposure to painting, deep impacts of 70’s television, and much more… www.ewhite.com www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast

Teaching resilience, life in quarantine, trauma conditioning, the enneagram, compassion building, walking, learning from our experience, and much more…

Con artists, the power of belief, Dolly Parton, thinking in extremes, room for boredom, mime school, destructive monotheism and much more… www.dollpartsband.com www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast

Surviving cancer, childhood anxiety, eating disorders, achievement culture, the need for love, lust for life, sharing our difficulties, corona virus perspectives, hope, shedding false authenticity, and much more…

Making Monster Road, Bruce Bickford, clay animation, documentary filmmaking, Renaldo Kuhler, Rocaterrania, family psychology, fantasy and metaphor, journalism, the necessity of art, and much more… www.brettingram.org www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast

The importance of humor, political correctness, life as a funeral director, end of life decisions, being of service, Tourette’s syndrome, parenting, being present, and much more…

Early film editing, life reinvention, homesteading, tech too soon, meanness as defense, how we view food, ten year film project, and much more… www.jeremykasten.com www.patreon.com/outspokenpodcast

A brief message of love and hope in these uncertain times, over a piano improvisation that’s more sad than it should be… but also hopeful.

The Amazon, sustainable fruit harvesting, tropical tree diversity, plant communication, wild animal encounters, ecosystems of California, reconnecting with nature, and much more…

Billy’s dream, ayahuasca, crossing the ethereal plane…

Escaping the city, leather working, art without art school, Michigan, contact after death, mourning and grief, dream messages and much more…

Growing up Irish Catholic, having a facial difference, The Church of 80% Sincerity, sobriety for clarity, heart before brain, seminary, masturbation, Communism, alcoholism, Harvey Milk, and much more…

Ithaca, Israel, need for art, living for yourself, master gardeners, raising twins, avoiding the news, family dynamics, when amends work, and much more…

Shakespeare, flow state, neuron mirroring, illusion of self, emotional coding in music, aimless wandering, ayahuasca, William Randolph Hearst, creative androgyny, and much more…

A special edition directed at those who defend monstrous individuals and their unforgivable behavior, plus a goofy one for everyone else.

Impeachment trial, institutionalized cruelty, Trump traits, the trauma of poverty, compromised morality, false flag operations, Bernie, cognitive dissonance, OK boomer, revenge fantasy as catharsis, and much more…