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I Talk To Myself Sometimes
by Antoinette Arrington
Sometimes, the only way to see it is to say it. Follow along as Antoinette Arrington engages in the greatest, most enlightening, conversations sparked by 90’s RnB she’s ever had…with herself. This podcast is dedicated to everyone that finds themselves lost in thought while rambling and musing their way through life’s ups, downs and in-betweens…one single-sided conversation at a time.
Episodes
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Next’s “Too Close”: When Your Body Says Yes But Your Mouth Says Maybe
Next’s “Too Close” dropped in 1997, and if you’ve ever been caught between desire and boundaries on a dance floor, you know this song. This playful R&B hit captured the friction between physical arousal and public appropriateness—but it also revealed something deeper about mixed signals, unclear...
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Heavy D’s “Is It Good to You”: When Asking Becomes the Power Move
Heavy D & The Boyz’s “Is It Good to You” dropped in 1991, and if you’ve ever realized that the best intimacy happens when someone actually cares enough to ask if you’re enjoying it, you know this song. This confident new jack swing classic captured something we don’t talk about enough: that…
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Donell Jones’s “Where I Wanna Be”: When Leaving Isn’t the Same as Loving
Donell Jones’s “Where I Wanna Be” dropped in 1999, and if you’ve ever been left by someone who said they loved you too much to cheat on you, you know this song. This confessional R&B hit captured something we don’t talk about enough: how self-awareness can be weaponized, how leaving someone “to...
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Carl Thomas’s “Emotional”: When Vulnerability Sounds Like Strength
Carl Thomas’s “Emotional” dropped in 2000, and if you’ve ever had to walk away from something you still loved because staying was costing you too much, you know this song. This raw R&B ballad captured something rare: a man admitting he’s breaking, feeling everything, and still making the hard...
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Aaliyah’s “Rock The Boat”: When Desire Sounds Like Trust
Aaliyah’s “Rock The Boat” dropped in 2001, and if you’ve ever experienced intimacy where you felt safe enough to ask for exactly what you wanted, you know this song. This sensual R&B classic captured something rare: desire without urgency, pleasure as collaboration, and the kind of trust that...
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Case & Joe’s “Faded Pictures”: When You’re Loved But Never Chosen
Case & Joe’s “Faded Pictures” dropped in 1998, and if you’ve ever loved someone who was still mourning someone else, you know this song. This bittersweet R&B ballad captured the unique heartbreak of being present with someone who’s emotionally absent—watching them flip through old memories…
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Boyz II Men’s “Never Go Away”: When Intensity Isn’t the Same as Devotion
Boyz II Men’s “Never Go Away” dropped in 2000, and if you’ve ever been someone’s whole world—or tried to be—you know this song. This tender R&B ballad captured the kind of intensity we thought was devotion: the breathless declarations, the promises of forever, the feeling that love means needing...
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Erykah Badu’s “Next Lifetime”: When Right Person, Wrong Time Wasn’t Just an Excuse
Erykah Badu’s “Next Lifetime” dropped in 1997, and if you’ve ever felt something real and had to walk away because the timing wasn’t right, you know this song. This wistful neo-soul classic captured the emotional maturity it takes to honor connection without acting on it, the clarity that comes...
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Jodeci’s “Forever My Lady”: When Wanting Someone Felt Like Knowing Them
Jodeci’s “Forever My Lady” dropped in 1991, and if you’ve ever mistaken intensity for permanence, you know this song. This intimate 90s R&B classic captured the kind of desire that feels all-consuming—the pull toward someone so strong it seems like it has to mean forever. In this episode of *I…
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Intro’s “Come Inside”: When Lust Grew Up and Asked for More
Intro’s “Come Inside” dropped in 1993, and if you’ve ever confused intensity with intimacy, you know this song. This intimate 90s R&B classic captured the kind of desire that feels all-consuming… the electric pull of teenage lust versus the complex reality of adult arousal that asks whether good...
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Ideal’s “Get Gone”: The Power of Saying Enough
Ideal’s “Get Gone” dropped in 1999, and if you’ve ever reached the point where enough was finally enough, you know this song. This bold 90s R&B hit captured the kind of clarity it takes to walk away without apology—the moment when self-preservation becomes non-negotiable. In this episode of *I…
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TLC’s “Red Light Special”: When Chemistry Was Never the Problem
TLC’s “Red Light Special” dropped in 1995, and if you’ve ever been drawn to someone who wasn’t meant to stay, you know this song. This sensual 90s R&B classic captured the kind of chemistry that feels magnetic—the pull toward someone that’s undeniable, even when everything else isn’t quite right....
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Deborah Cox & R.L.‘s “We Can’t Be Friends”: When Honesty Means Letting Go
Deborah Cox and R.L.‘s “We Can’t Be Friends” dropped in 1998, and if you’ve ever had to let someone go—not out of anger, but out of honesty—you know this song. This unflinching 90s R&B duet captures the kind of emotional clarity it takes to admit that some connections can’t exist in the gray area...
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Monica’s “Why I Love You So Much”: How Teenage Devotion Sounds 20 Years Later
Monica’s “Why I Love You So Much” dropped in 1995, and if you were there, you remember. This tender 90s R&B ballad captured the kind of devotion that felt absolute—unguarded, all-encompassing, innocent. In this episode of *I Talk To Myself Sometimes*, Antoinette Arrington explores how this...
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Dru Hill’s “Tell Me”: Honesty, Desire, and the Performance of Vulnerability
In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, we revisit Dru Hill’s debut single “Tell Me” (1996) — a soulful plea that blurs the line between desire and vulnerability. Through a modern lens, this episode unpacks how 90s R&B men often used sensuality as their safest language for expressing...
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Tony! Toni! Toné!’s “Anniversary”: Devotion, Discipline, and the Art of Sustained Love
In this reflective episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, we revisit Tony! Toni! Toné!’s timeless classic “Anniversary” (1993) — a slow, soulful celebration of commitment and emotional maturity. Through themes of devotion, intention, and partnership, this episode explores what it truly takes to...
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SWV’s “Rain”: Emotional Intimacy and the Courage to Receive
In this introspective episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, we revisit SWV’s “Rain” (1997) — a slow, soulful classic that redefined emotional vulnerability in 90s R&B. Through themes of trust, openness, and feminine resilience, this reflection explores how love and healing often arrive when we...
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Faith Evans’ “Soon As I Get Home”: The Weight of Waiting and the Cost of Devotion
In this reflective episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, we revisit Faith Evans’ “Soon As I Get Home” (1995) — a timeless R&B ballad that explores loyalty, longing, and the emotional toll of waiting for reciprocity in love. Through the lens of emotional healing and Black women’s experiences with...
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Bell Biv DeVoe — “Poison” : The Fear Behind the Swagger
In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, we revisit Bell Biv DeVoe’s 1990 hit “Poison” — a masterclass in swagger that masked a deeper cultural unease. Through a reflective lens, we explore how early ’90s R&B turned masculine insecurity into rhythm, redefining attraction, control, and fear…
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Hi-Five — “I Like the Way (The Kissing Game)” (1990): The First Language of Affection
In this nostalgic episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, we revisit Hi-Five’s 1990 hit “I Like the Way (The Kissing Game)” — a sweet reminder of when love was simple, tender, and uncalculated. Through a reflective lens, we explore how early ‘90s R&B taught a generation of Black youth the language...
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Case ft. Foxy Brown & Mary J. Blige — “Touch Me, Tease Me”: The Power of Surrender and Control
In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, we revisit Case, Foxy Brown, and Mary J. Blige’s 1996 R&B classic, “Touch Me, Tease Me.” Through the lens of sensual power and emotional autonomy, this reflection explores how Black women in the mid-’90s redefined desire — not as submission, but as...
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Mary J. Blige’s “My Life”: Healing, Honesty, and the Labor of Becoming Whole
In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette reflects on Mary J. Blige’s 1994 album My Life — an anthem of healing, honesty, and self-restoration. Through a deeply personal lens, she explores how Mary gave a generation of Black women permission to be transparent in their struggle…
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Boyz II Men’s “End of the Road”: Closure, Surrender, and the Sound of Letting Go
In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette revisits Boyz II Men’s 1992 ballad “End of the Road” — a defining R&B anthem about heartbreak, closure, and emotional release. Through intimate storytelling, she unpacks how the song taught an entire generation to process endings, mourn…
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Janet Jackson’s “Any Time, Any Place”: Desire, Autonomy, and the Freedom to Feel
In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette explores Janet Jackson’s 1994 classic “Any Time, Any Place” — a song that redefined sensuality through self-possession and emotional depth. This reflection dives into how Janet used softness as power, transformed vulnerability into agency,...
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Jodeci’s “Cry For You”: Masculinity, Heartbreak, and Emotional Unraveling
In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette revisits Jodeci’s 1993 classic “Cry For You” — a seminal track that normalized masculine vulnerability in R&B. Through reflective and confessional storytelling, she explores how openly expressed heartbreak shaped the way men and women...
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Total ft. The Notorious B.I.G.’s “Can’t You See”: The Power of Self-Assurance
This episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes reflects on Total ft. The Notorious B.I.G.’s “Can’t You See” (1995) — a timeless R&B anthem of feminine strength, allure, and emotional agency. Through reflective storytelling, we explore how this mid-’90s hit became a soundtrack for Black women claiming...
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Joe’s “All The Things (Your Man Won’t Do)” (1996): Seduction Disguised as Sensitivity
This reflective episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes revisits Joe’s “All The Things (Your Man Won’t Do)” (1996) — a sensual 90s R&B classic that blurred the line between emotional availability and performance. Through an intimate lens, we explore how young Black men of that era often expressed...
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Janet Jackson’s “That’s the Way Love Goes”: Presence & the Art of Soft Seduction
In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette revisits Janet Jackson’s 1993 masterpiece “That’s the Way Love Goes.” Through a soft, confessional lens, she explores how Janet redefined sensuality for an entire generation — shifting it from performance to presence, from spectacle to…
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Brandy’s “I Wanna Be Down”: Emotional Labor and the (true) Cost of Caring Too Much
Released in 1994, “I Wanna Be Down” by Brandy carried the sweetness of young affection — that earnest desire to connect, to care, and to be seen as enough. But listening now, there’s something deeper beneath the smooth rhythm and calm confidence: the quiet emotional labor of wanting to support...
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Shai’s “If I Ever Fall in Love”: The Sound of Pure Intention
Released in 1992, “If I Ever Fall in Love” by Shai captured the simplicity and sincerity of early ‘90s R&B — when harmony and honesty were enough to make a song unforgettable. In this episode of I Talk to Myself Sometimes, we revisit what made this song so timeless: its pure expression of desire...
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Soul For Real’s “Candy Rain” : Nostalgia, Innocence and the Sweetness of Young Love
When “Candy Rain” by Soul For Real dropped in 1994, it felt like sunlight in sound—pure, tender, and full of promise. It was a time when love still felt simple, when admiration didn’t need to be analyzed, and when innocence made us bold enough to sing our feelings out loud. In this episode of I...
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TLC’s “Creep”: Liberation, Desire, and Emotional Intelligence
When TLC dropped “Creep” in 1994, the world heard silk pajamas, brass horns, and quiet rebellion. But underneath the beat was something deeper — a story about agency, emotional neglect, and the complicated ways women respond when love stops feeling safe. In this episode of I Talk To Myself...
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Usher’s “Nice & Slow”: Lessons We Took Too Literally
1998. Usher’s “Nice & Slow” taught teenage boys about charm, flirtation, and the language of desire. In this episode, Antoinette Arrington revisits the song with a confessional lens, reflecting on how early ideas about love and intimacy have shaped men and women differently into their 40s. This...
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Maxwell’s “Ascension”: Adoration, Presence, and Emotional Depth
1996. Maxwell’s “Ascension” gave listeners a masterclass in reverence, presence, and emotional care. In this episode, Antoinette Arrington reflects on how Maxwell exhibited the ability to cherish and honor a woman — and how that mindfulness shaped his own mind, body, and spirit. She also explores...
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Mary J. Blige’s “Real Love”: The Freedom We Were Searching For
1992. Mary J. Blige gave us “Real Love” — an anthem that felt like power but carried a quiet plea for peace. In this episode, Antoinette Arrington reflects on the layers beneath the beat: the longing to be set free through love, and the realization that freedom is something only we can give...
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“You Make Me Wanna” — Usher (1997): The Gray Area Between Desire and Truth
When Usher dropped “You Make Me Wanna” in 1997, it felt like a smooth confession — a man caught between two loves. But years later, it reads like a deeper story about temptation, self-awareness, and the moments when curiosity exposes what comfort conceals. In this episode of I Talk To Myself...
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“Don’t Walk Away” — Jade (1992): When Letting Go Sounds Like Love
When Jade released “Don’t Walk Away” in 1992, it sounded like heartbreak. But years later, it feels like clarity — a woman finding her voice between connection and self-worth. In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette Arrington reflects on the moment between asking someone to stay...
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“Come & Talk to Me” — Jodeci (Remix): The Courage to Be Seen
There was a time when asking someone to talk felt like the most intimate act of all. Jodeci’s “Come & Talk to Me (Remix)” captured that moment — when interest met intention, and connection felt both tender and bold. In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette Arrington unpacks the...
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“Beauty” — Dru Hill (1998): Admiration, Restraint, and the Evolution of Longing
1998. Dru Hill released “Beauty” — a song that taught us how admiration can be tender, restrained, and profoundly intimate. In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette Arrington dissects the emotions behind the melody: the quiet recognition of love from afar, the suspended space...
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Lauryn Hill’s “Ex-Factor”: The Love That Was Never Ours to Keep
When Lauryn Hill released “Ex-Factor” in 1998, we thought it was about heartbreak — about loving someone who wouldn’t love you back the same way. But time has shown us the truth beneath the melody: This song wasn’t just about loss, it was about forbidden love. It was the sound of loving someone…
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Mary J. Blige’s “I Can Love You”: When You Stop Competing to Be Chosen
When Mary J. Blige released “I Can Love You” in 1997, it became an anthem for women who loved hard and stood loyal — even when they weren’t the one being chosen. But time changes how we hear things. In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette revisits Mary’s soulful confession and...
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Mint Condition’s “Pretty Brown Eyes”: Lessons in Soft Accountability
Before there was the phrase “soft life,” there was “Pretty Brown Eyes.” Mint Condition didn’t just sing about heartbreak — they gave us a masterclass in emotional honesty and growth through melody. In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette revisits “Breakin’ My Heart (Pretty Brown...
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Groove Theory’s “Tell Me”: When Clarity Becomes Chemistry
Before situationships had a name, Groove Theory gave us “Tell Me.” It was more than a 90s slow jam — it was emotional maturity in disguise. In this episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes, Antoinette revisits “Tell Me” and breaks down how this smooth groove evolved from a song about attraction to a...
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SWV’s “Weak”: When Love Feels Like Surrender
When SWV released “Weak” in 1992, it became the anthem for every girl who ever lost her composure in the presence of someone who made her heart skip. But underneath its sweet harmonies and flawless runs, “Weak” is a confession — an emotional unraveling of what it feels like to give in to love, to...
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112’s “Cupid”: The Difference Between Being Loved and Being Believed
When 112 sang “Cupid”, they gave us a love song wrapped in pleading and promise — a tune about wanting to be believed, wanted, and held accountable to the truth of someone’s words. This episode of I Talk To Myself Sometimes sits with that tension: the place between a declaration and the proof…
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Aaliyah’s One In A Million: The Blueprint for Effortless Confidence and Unspoken Power
When Aaliyah released “One In A Million” in 1996, it didn’t sound like anything else. It was sleek, futuristic, and sensual without ever being loud about it. Timbaland’s beats hit like heartbeats, Missy’s pen told a love story that felt new, and Aaliyah’s voice — soft, assured, untouchable —...
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D’Angelo’s Lady: Soft Love, Safe Love, and the Gaze That Sees You
When D’Angelo released “Lady” in 1995, it felt like an instant classic — smooth, soulful, and intimate in a way that made every woman want to be the one he was singing about. Back then, it was just a vibe — that neo-soul groove that felt like slow dancing under a streetlight. But now, as a...
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Tevin Campbell’s I’m Ready: The Softness, the Surrender, and the Safety We Craved
When Tevin Campbell sang “I’m Ready to love you forever…”, some of us were too young to even know what that kind of readiness meant. It was 1993 — we were teens feeling butterflies, not the weight of real commitment. But now, listening in our 40s, “I’m Ready” sounds like something deeper — an...
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SWV’s Right Here: The Sound of Soft Confidence and Black Girl Freedom
When SWV dropped “Right Here (Human Nature Mix)” in 1993, it was everything — that perfect blend of nostalgia and newness. The Michael Jackson sample wrapped their harmonies in something familiar yet completely their own. Back then, it felt like pure magic — the soundtrack to braids, roller...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
Sometimes, the only way to see it is to say it. Follow along as Antoinette Arrington engages in the greatest, most enlightening, conversations sparked by 90’s RnB she’s ever had…with herself. This podcast is dedicated to everyone that finds themselves lost in thought while rambling and musing their way through life’s ups, downs and in-betweens…one single-sided conversation at a time.
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Antoinette Arrington
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Sometimes, the only way to see it is to say it. Follow along as Antoinette Arrington engages in the greatest, most enlightening, conversations sparked by 90’s RnB she’s ever had…with herself. This podcast is dedicated to everyone that finds themselves lost in thought while rambling and musing their...
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