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IF THIS IS IT podcast

by Hidayat Nordin

A podcast that discusses the 2 common things between every human; life and death. Come and join Erwin Shah Dawson as he has a conversation with guests from all walks of life and talk about the journey of life, regrets and atonements. Business Enquiries: [email protected]

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  1. S2 #4: Encik Mahmud, a care giver under the care giver programme from club heal shares his journey taking care of his mother

    S2 #4: Encik Mahmud, a care giver under the care giver programme from club heal shares his journey taking care of his mother This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram...

  2. S2 #3: Zainal, ClubHEAL Senior Manager, shares how he got into ClubHEAL and the backstory of his journey as a caregiver himself

    Zainal, ClubHEAL Senior Manager, shares how he got into ClubHEAL and the backstory of his journey as a caregiver himself. This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram…

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  3. S2 #2: Siddiq opens up about the his lows, sharing his journey through recovery and how helping others has become a vital part of his healing process.

    Siddiq opens up about the his lows, sharing his journey through recovery and how helping others has become a vital part of his healing process. This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on…

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  4. S2 #1: Lino Opens up about the darkest periods of his life, his journey through recovery and how helping others helps him too

    Lino Opens up about the darkest periods of his life, his journey through recovery and how helping others helps him too This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and...

  5. FINALE EPISODE!! #42: Ryan Sufiyan opens up about his regrets over being involved in a gang, his struggles with mental health, and his darkest moments.

    #42: Ryan Sufiyan Opens Up About His Regrets, Mental Health, and Darkest Moments This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg In this…

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  6. #41: Hisyam Opens Up About the Mental Distress of Being Falsely Accused as a Pre-School Educator

    #41: Hisyam Opens Up About the Mental Distress of Being Falsely Accused as a Pre-School Educator This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg...

  7. #40: Raja Zulfikaar, opens up about the challenges he went through to provide for his family and how he now prioritizes his family above all.

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #40: Raja Zulfikaar, opens up about the challenges he went through to provide for his family and...

  8. #39: Amyn Othman, Mr Congeniality 2024, opens up about his mental state, the time he attempted suicide and the devastating loss of his mother.

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #39: Amyn Othman, Mr Congeniality 2024, opens up about his mental state, the time he attempted...

  9. #38: Imran Mean, shares what it was like from growing up with no food on the table and a victim of bully to now spearheading a youth volunteer network.

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #38: Imran Mean, shares what it was like from growing up with no food on the table and a victim…

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  10. #37: Zam0deen opens up about his traumatic childhood, his bullied experiences, his stutters and the unfortunate suicide of his friends

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #37: Zam0deen opens up about his traumatic childhood, his bullied experiences, his stutters and…

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  11. #36: Fadhlur Rahman, from unknowingly running drugs at age 6 on a Bedok playground, to witnessing his disabled cousin’s suffering, and coping with the loss of his father and a close friend

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #36: Fadhlur Rahman, from unknowingly running drugs at age 6 on a Bedok playground, to witnessing...

  12. #35: Erwin Shares about his “Hijrah” journey, the search for his long lost father and why he is no longer attached to worldly success

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #34: Erwin Shares about his “Hijrah” journey, the search for his long lost father and why he is…

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  13. #34: Aidil Muhamin, talks about growing up as a rebel in a strict family, his anxiety when he first witness death and how his firstborn softened his heart

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #34: Aidil Muhamin, talks about growing up as a rebel in a strict family, his anxiety when he…

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  14. #33: Firdaus (FID), shares about growing up, being homeless in his teens, the drive to succeed and how he found faith through an unlikely incident

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #33: Firdaus (FID), shares about growing up, being homeless in his teens, the drive to succeed…

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  15. #32: Affandy, shares on how he overcame the divorce of his parents, his plight of being born with 1 kidney and his hustle to success.

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #32: Affandy, shares on how he overcame the divorce of his parents, living with 1 kidney and his...

  16. #31: Lezan, got into drugs from a young age shares his recovering journey and how he has decided to give back to the community as an anti-drug advocate

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #31: Lezan, got into drugs from a young age shares his recovering journey and how he has decided…

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  17. #30: Hydil, who grew up with a single parent recalls his last moment with his grandmother and the various health challenges he overcame for his family

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #30: Hydil, who grew up with a single parent recalls his last moment with his grandmother and the...

  18. #29: Faiz, talks about his regrets of his past marriage where he let stress took over and ending up hurting his ex-wife physically.

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #29: Faiz, talks about his regrets of his past marriage where he let stress took over and ending…

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  19. #28: Syafiq, talks about living one year away from his family as a teen, the sudden tragic loss of his beloved brother and how he moved on from his grudges against his parents.

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #28: Syafiq, talks about living one year away from his family as a teen, the sudden tragic loss…

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  20. #27:Alfian, talks about his last moments with his father, his divorce and the challenges of raising up a child with special needs.

    This podcast is brought to you by Ace Realtor SG, your trusted partner for all property needs. Reach out to them at 88779923 or connect with them on social media: Instagram and TikTok @acerealtors.sg #27:Alfian, talks about his last moments with his father, his divorce and the challenges of…

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  21. #26: Adi Satria, “Aku Rasa aku abang yang tak guna”, Adi shares his regrets, bad decisions with drugs and the traumatic impact of growing up in a broken home

    #26: Adi Satria, “Aku Rasa aku abang yang tak guna”, Adi shares his regrets, bad decisions with drugs and the traumatic impact of growing up in a broken home Episode 26 In this raw and emotional episode, Adi Satria opens up about his tumultuous past, sharing candidly about the regrets and bad...

  22. #25: Wan Ishak,‘Aku belum baik, tapi aku cuba’. Wan shares his run with the law, drugs and why he decided enough is enough after being caught twice!

    Episode #25: Wan Ishak, ‘Aku belum baik, tapi aku cuba’. Wan shares his run with the law, drugs and why he decided enough is enough after being caught twice! From Darkness to Redemption - Wan Ishak's Journey In this raw and riveting episode, Wan Ishak bravely shares his harrowing story of...

  23. #24: Faizal, MD of Tuscani Italy Pte Ltd, talks about the connection of sustenance and spirituality, his humble beginnings and how every success he has belongs to God.

    #24: Faizal, MD of Tuscani Italy Pte Ltd, talks about the connection of sustenance and spirituality, his humble beginnings and how every success he has belongs to God. Join us for a heartfelt conversation with Faizal of Tuscani Italy Pte Ltd, as he shares his inspiring journey of connecting...

  24. #23: Maman(Sulaiman), recollect the fateful day he lost his father, the grieving process and his wishes to constantly better his self for the afterlife.

    #23: Maman(Sulaiman), recollect the fateful day he lost his father, the grieving process and his wishes to constantly better his self for the afterlife. A Heartfelt Tribute Join us as Maman (Sulaiman) shares a poignant and personal story of loss and resilience. He recounts the fateful day he lost...

  25. #22: Hyder (Hydbanger), shares his life story, understanding God's plan and seeing the silver lining in everything.

    #22: Hyder (Hydbanger), shares his life story, understanding God's plan and seeing the silver lining in everything. "Finding the Silver Lining with Hyder (Hydbanger)" Join us for an inspiring conversation with Hyder, also known as Hydbanger, as he shares his life story and his journey of...

  26. #21: Izzat Yusoff shares about his family upbringing, heartbreaks and the depression he went through.

    Episode 21: Uncovering Resilience with Izzat Yusoff Izzat Yusoff shares about his family upbringing, heartbreaks and the depression he went through. Join us for a heart-wrenching conversation with Izzat Yusoff as he bravely shares his personal story of: · Coping with heartbreaks and grief/ the...

  27. #20: Izwan's Heartfelt Conversation, about his journey as a father, his passion for fitness, and his concerns about raising two daughters in today's world.

    Episode 20: Izwan's Heartfelt Conversation Join us as Izwan opens up about his journey as a father, his passion for fitness, and his concerns about raising two daughters in today's world. Tune in to hear his honest thoughts on parenting, self-care, and the importance of being a positive role…

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  28. #19: Rafaat Haji Hamzah, talks about his passionate journey in the arts, his childhood and the lost year spent in prison

    Episode 19: Rafaat Haji Hamzah - From Adversity to Artistry: A Journey of Passion, Redemption, and Inspiration Join us on an inspiring journey with Rafaat Haji Hamzah, a talented artist and performer, as he shares his transformative story of turning adversity into artistry. From his childhood...

  29. #18: Jufri Salim talks about heartfelt losses, his family upbringing and his interest in politics and arts

    #18: Jufri Salim - Navigating Loss, Family, Politics, and Art Join us as Jufri Salim shares his poignant story of coping with heartfelt losses, his unique family upbringing, and his passion for politics and arts. In this episode, Jufri opens up about: · Overcoming grief and finding resilience ·…

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  30. #17: Al-Matin shares about his growing up stories ; the shortlived experience of going to a Tahfiz School, his coping mechanisms and his believe in 'Sabr’

    #17: Al-Matin shares about his growing up stories ; the shortlived experience of going to a Tahfiz School, his coping mechanisms and his believe in 'Sabr’ Finding Strength in Sabr: Al-Matin's Journey of Resilience Description: "Join us as Al-Matin shares his inspiring story of growing up and...

  31. #16:'Papa Pacheco’ shares about his addiction to gambling, the implications and his hope for his family to rekindle.

    #16:'Papa Pacheco’ shares about his addiction to gambling, the implications and his hope for his family to rekindle. "From Bet to Worse: Papa Pacheco's Journey to Redemption" Description: "Join us on a heart-wrenching and inspiring episode as Papa Pacheto shares his story of addiction to…

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  32. #15:Daniel, talks about his conversion out of Islam for his wife's family, his trouble with the family and his journey back into Islam.

    #15:Daniel, talks about his conversion out of Islam for his wife's family, his trouble with the family and his journey back into Islam. This episode is brought to you by Ace Realtors. Contact them at 88779923 for all of your real estate needs! Untuk Masyarakat, Demi Masyarakat Don’t forget to...

  33. #14: Najib Soiman shares his powerful story of resilience and truth-seeking! From his upbringing to stress management and standing up against religious misinformation

    Episode #13: Najib Soiman shares his powerful story of resilience and truth-seeking! From his upbringing to stress management and standing up against religious misinformation, Najib's insights will inspire and empower you. Tune in now and join the conversation! #NajibSoiman #StressManagement...

  34. #13: Hakim, shares about his life experiences of being homeless, colourful past and his regrets in making bad decisions.

    #13: Hakim, shares about his life experiences of being homeless, colourful past and his regrets in making bad decisions. This episode is brought to you by Ace Realtors. Contact them at 88779923 for all of your real estate needs! Untuk Masyarakat, Demi Masyarakat Don’t forget to follow them on:...

  35. #12: ADAM, shares about his traumatic experience when he was s*domised as an 8 year old boy because of his father's debt

    #12: ADAM, shares about his traumatic experience when he was s*domised as an 8 year old boy because of his father's debt This episode is brought to you by Ace Realtors. Contact them at 88779923 for all of your real estate needs! Untuk Masyarakat, Demi Masyarakat Don’t forget to follow them on:...

  36. #11: Aqmal N shares about his newfound advocacy for special needs education, “toughlove” upbringing and his tearful last message.

    #11: Aqmal N shares about his newfound advocacy for special needs education, “tough love” upbringing and his tearful last message. This episode is brought to you by Ace Realtors. Contact them at 88779923 for all of your real estate needs! Untuk Masyarakat, Demi Masyarakat Don’t forget to follow...

  37. #10 : Maza shares about his suicidal attempt, extreme bullying and newfound love for life

    #10 : Maza shares about his suicidal attempt, extreme bullying and newfound love for life. This episode is brought to you by Ace Realtors. Contact them at 88779923 for all of your real estate needs! Untuk Masyarakat, Demi Masyarakat Don’t forget to follow them on: Instagram [email protected]…

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  38. #9: Hafiz Aziz UXM, talks about experiencing a friend’s suicide, being cheated on and the nasty untrue rumours people have been spreading about him.

    #9: Hafiz Aziz UXM, talks about experiencing a friend’s suicide, being cheated on and the nasty untrue rumours people have been spreading about him. This episode is brought to you by Ace Realtors. Contact them at 88779923 for all of your real estate needs! LIKE, SHARE, FOLLOW!!

  39. #8: Azizi, a survivor of a tragic accident talks about losing his arm, his life journey and his discovery of being an adopted child.

    #8: Azizi, a survivor of a tragic accident talks about losing his arm, his life journey and his discovery of being an adopted child. This episode is brought to you by Ace Realtors. Contact them at 88779923 for all of your real estate needs! LIKE, SHARE, FOLLOW!!

  40. #7 : Remy, a gay muslim man shares about his upbringing, a mother’s love and his journey into being a better person.

    #7 : Remy, a gay muslim man shares about his upbringing, a mother’s love and his journey into being a better person. Listen on to this anonymous conversation of a Gay Muslim Man with Hidayat Nordin as he shares about his undying love for his mother and his journey into becoming a better person of...

  41. #6 : Ezam, a radio dj shares about his tough upbringing, struggles and the point in his life where he questions fate

    Episode 6 : Ezam Ernady, a radio dj shares about his tough upbringing, struggles and the point in his life where he questions fate Listen on to SUARA JUARA WINNER, Ezam's sit-down conversation with Hidayat Nordin as he shares about his challenging times and his beliefs in family unity. Stay Blessed

  42. #5 : RUSSELL , a bipolar recovery shares about his relapses , suicidal thoughts and his movement to create awareness about bipolar and it's stigma.

    #5 : RUSSELL, a bipolar recovery shares about his relapses, suicidal thoughts and his movement to create awareness about bipolar and its stigma. Listen on to Russell, a successful F&B entrepreneur, conversation with Hidayat Nordin, as he shares about his discovery and recovery dealing with…

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  43. #4 : Haziq Halim, business of death, POWER of regrets & forgiveness and why Men should be allowed to cry.

    Episode 4 : Haziq Halim talks about working in the business of death, the power of forgiveness and why Men should be allowed to cry. Listen on to ELIT SURIA's runner-up Haziq's sit-down conversation with Hidayat Nordin as he shares about his career change from an air steward to a cemetery…

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  44. #3: Lee Rocka, "My Bestfriend Committed suicide and I flamed the religion", a Muslim revert's rough childhood ,incarceration and turning point.

    Ep 3: "My Bestfriend Committed suicide and I flamed the religion", a Muslim revert's rough childhood ,incarceration and turning point. Listen on to Lee Rocka's sit down conversation as he share his rough upbringing from Indonesia to Singapore and his escape through drugs until he found solace in...

  45. #2 : Azahari talks about why he chooses to be a stay home father, his turning point and the importance of Family Support as his strength and priority

    Episode 2 : Azahari talks about being a Digital Nomad, a stay home father, a mother's love, his turning point and the importance of Family Support as his strength and priority. Catch this sit-down conversation with Hidayat Nordin as we embark on a journey to learn about people from all walks of...

  46. #1 : Danish Ashraf talk about his Mental Health, Growth and Maturity.

    Danish Ashraf talks about his life struggles growing up and his aspirations. Catch this sit-down session with Hidayat Nordin, as we start on a journey of looking inwards.

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

A podcast that discusses the 2 common things between every human; life and death. Come and join Erwin Shah Dawson as he has a conversation with guests from all walks of life and talk about the journey of life, regrets and atonements. Business Enquiries: [email protected]

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Hidayat Nordin

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A podcast that discusses the 2 common things between every human; life and death. Come and join Erwin Shah Dawson as he has a conversation with guests from all walks of life and talk about the journey of life, regrets and atonements. Business Enquiries: [email protected]

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