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I'M NOT* SUPPOSED TO BE HERE.

by Matt Holguin

“I’M NOT* SUPPOSED TO BE HERE” IS THE INTERSECTION OF SELF-ACCEPTANCE AND SELF-REALIZATION. A SAFE SPACE TO HAVE HONEST, MEANINGFUL, AUTHENTIC, CRUCIAL CONVERSATIONS AROUND DIVERSITY, MENTAL HEALTH, REPRESENTATION, SELF-EXPRESSION, AND PERSEVERANCE.

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  1. LESSONS IN MOTION - SEASON 3.14: DELA YADOR

    What does it mean to hold onto your joy no matter where life takes you? This week, I sit down with my friend Dela Yado, a creative strategist and storyteller who has lived many lives and learned to embrace every twist and turn along the way. From navigating career shifts to overcoming personal...

  2. BOOT SCOOTIN' TOOTSIE - SEASON 3.13: DELLA ATHERTON

    In this episode of I'm Not Supposed To Be Here, I sit down with my friend Della Atherton, an actress whose journey is a testament to resilience, reinvention, and embracing the unexpected. Growing up on a horse ranch in a tiny town, Della always had her sights set on Hollywood, but the path to...

  3. LEGACY IN MOTION - SEASON 3.12: YVETTE HOLLINGSWORTH

    In this episode of I’m Not Supposed To Be Here, I sit down with someone whose story truly left me in awe, Yvette Hollingsworth. If her last name sounds familiar, that’s because she’s married to Tony Hollingsworth, one of my first-ever guests who shared his incredible journey early on this…

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  4. WHEN YOU WISH UPON A STAR - SEASON 3.11: PAIGE DESJARDINS

    Happy New Year! Welcome back to I’m Not Supposed To Be Here, the podcast that dives into those “wait, how did I get here?” moments and shows how they can lead to incredible growth. In this episode, I’m joined by the inspiring Paige Desjardins. We dig into Paige’s bold move to Los Angeles, her…

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  5. FOOTBALL BARBIE - SEASON 3.10: ROB LAVIN

    In this episode of I'm Not Supposed To Be Here, I get to hang out with my good friend Rob Lavin, and trust me, you’re in for a treat! Rob's story is all about embracing the unexpected, taking big leaps, and figuring things out along the way. From moving across the country with no real plan to...

  6. MANY MANATEES - SEASON 3.9: ROBERT KELLNER

    In this episode of I'm Not Supposed To Be Here, I’m catching up with my good friend Robert Kellner—an absolute pro at jumping into new challenges headfirst. Growing up in a small town in Florida, Robert was that guy who was always up to something, whether it was on the baseball field, the theater...

  7. MANY MANATEES - SEASON 3.9: ROBERT KELLNER

    In this episode of I'm Not Supposed To Be Here, I’m catching up with my good friend Robert Kellner—an absolute pro at jumping into new challenges headfirst. Growing up in a small town in Florida, Robert was that guy who was always up to something, whether it was on the baseball field, the theater...

  8. JAB, CROSS, JAB - SEASON 3.8: AIKO DIMAYUGA

    On this episode of I’m Not Supposed To Be Here, I’m joined by the fearless and intuitive Aiko, who’s built her life on following her instincts and taking bold chances. Aiko shares what it’s been like to redefine her path in ways she never expected, from stepping away from academia to embracing…

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  9. HAIL MARY - SEASON 3.7: MARY NOELLE LYNCH

    In this episode of I’m Not Supposed To Be Here, I sit down with my close friend, Mary Lynch, for an incredibly heartfelt and raw conversation about chasing her dreams while navigating life’s toughest challenges. Born and raised in a small rural village in Ireland, Mary made the bold decision to...

  10. RAINBOW ON 3 - SEASON 3.6: TYLER DIMICH

    On this episode of I’m Not Supposed To Be Here, I sit down with my good friend Tyler Dimich, a guy who’s as genuine as they come. We met through football a few years back, and it’s been nothing but good vibes ever since. Tyler has a knack for bringing positive energy to every room, but in this...

  11. POBRESITO JUNIOR - SEASON 3.5: TERESA CONRAD

    In this episode of I'm Not Supposed To Be Here, I sit down with Teresa Conrad—an ex-college athlete turned personal trainer, and one of the most down-to-earth people you’ll ever meet. Teresa’s journey didn’t exactly follow the traditional playbook, and that’s what makes it so relatable. We get…

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  12. THEY SEE ME TROLLIN' - SEASON 3.4: DEVON PRICE

    In this episode of I'm Not Supposed To Be Here, I sit down with my dear friend Devon Price to talk about a pivotal moment in his life—leaving North Carolina with just $500 in his pocket and a one-way ticket to Los Angeles. It was a huge leap of faith, full of uncertainty, but also the start of...

  13. DOCUMENTARY-IST? - SEASON 3.3: DEREK SULLIVAN SMITH

    In this episode of I'm Not Supposed To Be Here, I’m sitting down with my good friend Derek, a documentary filmmaker who’s mastered the delicate balance of telling powerful, real-life stories. From capturing the experiences of refugees to navigating the ethics of storytelling, Derek shares the...

  14. MY BIC - SEASON 3.2: JON ATWELL

    In this episode of I'm Not Supposed To Be Here, I’m hanging out with one of my closest friends, Jon Atwell. We met totally by chance at a bar in LA when we were both new to the city, and since that night, we’ve been pretty much PIC's. Jon’s journey to LA has been anything but ordinary, and we’re...

  15. HUH DUDE? - SEASON 3.1: APOLLO

    Welcome back to "I'm Not Supposed To Be Here." I'm Matt Holguin, and I'm thrilled to be back with you all after a year and a half away. In this heartfelt episode, I share my journey through grief and healing after losing my beloved dog, Apollo. Apollo was more than just a pet to me; he was my…

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  16. NATE DEVAUGHN - SEASON 2 EPISODE 3

    Back in 2017, I met a young dude with a huge smile and unlimited potential. Now, Nate DeVaughn is a father, a husband, and an entrepreneur making waves with his art.

  17. ALEX DUBOIS - SEASON 2 EPISODE 2

    caught up with the man himself, alex dubois, and had a good chat about self-confidence, remembering your value, and navigating life’s changes at your own pace.

  18. DARA FIROOZI - SEASON 2 EPISODE 1

    this week I spoke to my good friend, Dara Firoozi, about making hard decisions, finding confidence, and being grateful for the journey.

  19. SEASON 2.

    THIS IS CRAZY.

  20. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 16: YELA CAREY

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 16: YELA CAREY

  21. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 15: CARRIE ANN LATIMER

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 15: CARRIE ANN LATIMER

  22. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 13: EMILY STAKER

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 13: EMILY STAKER

  23. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 12: SAMANTHA RIVERA

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 12: SAMANTHA RIVERA

  24. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 11: IAN GOLDIZEN

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 11: IAN GOLDIZEN

  25. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 10: TAYLOR HOM JOHNSON

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 10: TAYLOR HOM JOHNSON

  26. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 9: KAITLYN ZEITLER

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 9: KAITLYN ZEITLER TRIGGER WARNING: TALK OF ILLNESS, DEATH, & DOMESTIC ABUSE.

  27. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 8: MADELEINE DAILY

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 8: MADELEINE DAILY

  28. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 7: KELSEY AMY

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 7: KELSEY AMY

  29. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 6: JAMIE COX

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 6: JAMIE COX

  30. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 5: NATASHA SALTER

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 5: NATASHA SALTER

  31. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 4: GABE OSHIN

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 4: GABE OSHIN

  32. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 3: TONY HOLLINGSWORTH

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 3: TONY HOLLINGSWORTH

  33. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 2: SHEIDA KARAMI

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 2: SHEIDA KARAMI

  34. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 1: MATT HOLGUIN

    I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. EP. 1: MATT HOLGUIN

  35. intro

    THE PHRASE IS "I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE" MIGHT NOT MAKE A LOT OF SENSE TO YOU, OR IT COULD RESONATE WITH YOU COMPLETELY. IT'S THE AMBIGUITY OF THAT PHRASE THAT INTRIGUES ME SO MUCH. IT COULD MEAN A LOT OF DIFFERENT THINGS TO A LOT OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE. IT CAN BE TAKEN AS EITHER GOOD OR BAD.…

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

“I’M NOT* SUPPOSED TO BE HERE” IS THE INTERSECTION OF SELF-ACCEPTANCE AND SELF-REALIZATION. A SAFE SPACE TO HAVE HONEST, MEANINGFUL, AUTHENTIC, CRUCIAL CONVERSATIONS AROUND DIVERSITY, MENTAL HEALTH, REPRESENTATION, SELF-EXPRESSION, AND PERSEVERANCE.

HOSTED BY

Matt Holguin

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