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In My Becoming
by Sia Jaya
A sacred space for soul-led women navigating the in-between. Healing, reclaiming their voice and remembering their truth.
Episodes
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Who Are You Without the Story?
For years, I introduced myself through the roles I played. The strong one. The achiever. The caretaker. The rescuer. The one who always figured it out. But what happens when the identities that once helped us survive no longer fit the person we’re becoming? In this deeply personal episode, I...
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The Winter Season of Becoming | Permission, Healing & Expansion at Midlife—Season 2, Episode 1
After six months of silence, Sia Jaya returns to the microphone to share what she calls her “winter season”; a quiet period of reflection, healing, and deep personal integration. Turning fifty invited a different rhythm of living. Instead of chasing another breakthrough, Sia allowed herself to...
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Episode 10–Surrender, Support, and the Tools That Carry Us
In this episode of In My Becoming I share some of the vivid dreams that have been speaking to me lately. Dreams are not literal. They are symbolic messages from the subconscious about surrender, strength, and support. Through the images of a farm, a store of shovels, and babies not yet ready to…
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Celebrating turning 50…and still becoming
This episode is a love letter to every woman who has ever held her breath waiting to be enough, waiting to be seen, waiting to finally live for herself. On my 50th birthday, I reflect on the moment that changed everything: the night I nearly lost my life to a pulmonary embolism. I share the…
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Overcoming Betrayal
Episode 8 — Overcoming Betrayal Betrayal doesn’t just break your heart, it can fracture your sense of self. In this honest reflection, I explore the many layers of betrayal: from the pain others cause to the quiet ways we abandon ourselves trying to be loved. This episode is for the woman who...
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Episode 7: I Walked as Prayer
In this sacred reflection, Sia Jaya takes you on a soul-stirring journey through the ancient city of Ephesus, walking the paths of Mary, Artemis, and the mystics whose wisdom still lives in stone. This isn’t just a travel story. It’s a remembering. You’ll hear stories of sacred symbols tucked...
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Episode 6: Fear Is Not the Truth
What if fear wasn’t the truth? What if the thing you’re afraid of is actually the path to your freedom? In this episode, I reflect on ten days of solo travel through Greece and Turkey. From sacred ruins to island coastlines and how choosing myself over fear has shaped my becoming. I share…
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Episode 5: I Didn’t Escape. I Returned.
People see my life now and think I’m lucky. That I had the freedom to walk away from an unhealthy marriage, to live on the road, to rebuild through yoga and sound healing. But what they don’t always see is what I had to give up to reclaim myself. This episode is a deeper look at the cost of...
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Episode 4: She No Longer Lives There
In this deeply personal and powerful episode, Sia Jaya reflects on the versions of herself she’s outgrown: the pleaser, the over-giver, the woman who once believed she had to earn love by abandoning her truth. From the quiet ache of people-pleasing in childhood to the exhaustion of…
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Episode 3: From Hiding to Becoming
Content Note: This episode contains reflections on emotional abuse, psychological control, and trauma recovery. Please take care while listening. This isn’t just a story about van life. It’s a story about reclaiming my life. In this episode, I share what really led me to leave my marriage, move...
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Episode 2: The Sacred Rage Beneath My Silence
What if your silence wasn’t peace—but protection? What if the parts of you that carry rage, grief, and truth aren’t shameful—but sacred? In this episode of In My Becoming, I speak honestly about what it’s cost me to stay small and quiet for the sake of keeping others comfortable. I share the…
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Episode 1: Unmuted: From Silence to Power
In this first episode of In My Becoming, Sia Jaya reflects on what it means to reclaim her voice after years of being quieted—by others, and by herself. With honesty and softness, she shares the tender truth of why speaking still feels vulnerable… and why she’s doing it anyway. This is a sacred...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
A sacred space for soul-led women navigating the in-between. Healing, reclaiming their voice and remembering their truth.
HOSTED BY
Sia Jaya
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How many episodes does In My Becoming have?
In My Becoming currently has 12 episodes available on PodParley. New episodes are automatically indexed when they're published to the podcast feed.
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A sacred space for soul-led women navigating the in-between. Healing, reclaiming their voice and remembering their truth.
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In My Becoming is created and hosted by Sia Jaya.
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