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Life Unwasted

by Caleb/Kyumin

A place to be seen. A place to be heard.A place to be yourself. A place to belong.Home.

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Episodes

  1. Angelie

    In a volcano camp, Angelie remembers grownups praying over her body while nobody asked what a scared middle schooler actually needed.

  2. Avery

    Avery talks about growing up in Indonesia with New Tribes Mission, then returning to the United States with a car, a band, and a life that no longer fit the supporter version of who she was supposed to be. She remembers smoky open mics, private journals, family interrogations, and the fear that...

  3. Marjorie

    In Cameroon, Marjorie sat with online strangers, missionary school rules, and a friend’s pain, wondering who would be harmed if she spoke.

  4. Josh

    A boy on missionary ships keeps Star Wars and superheroes alive, until imagination becomes the door out.

  5. Steve

    Steve remembers the damp leather seats, the climb into the Malaysian highlands, and the rule that good children did not cry. After losing his mother, gaining new siblings, and moving across continents again, he learned how to smile on command while feeling untethered inside. Years later, a small...

  6. Erin

    Erin grew up moving between a Kalinga village, the mission center, Faith Academy dorm life, and later the United States, always trying to choose one place that could claim her. She remembers rice pounding, bamboo trips, lockers that felt almost unreal, and a body that froze when danger arrived....

  7. Alicia

    Alicia grew up in Mexico inside a family that knew how to look composed in public while doors slammed at home. A fall from a backyard swing set, a scorpion filled hotel room, white pants in third grade, two cats left behind when the family did not return. Years later, therapy gives those scenes…

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  8. Beth

    She did everything right—faith, marriage, obedience—and still ended up in an abusive home. That’s when she realized: no one was coming to save her. Not even God.

  9. Jonathan

    Jonathan was seven when his family moved to Madrid and settled in a neighborhood overwhelmed by heroin use. What began as his parents’ calling turned into a growing rehab community, and his childhood unfolded inside it. He built real relationships with people in recovery, many of whom later died...

  10. LIVE SHOW with Holly

    This live conversation returns to Holly several years after her original Life Unwasted interview. In the time since, her book, The Missionary Kids: Unmasking the Myths of White Evangelicalism, has entered the world, and she has a different kind of clarity with her. She talks openly about…

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  11. Terri

    A phone line crackles, and Terri laughs through tears, remembering how goodbye always came before she was ready.

  12. 0: Beginnings

    This was our very first recording. It has been remastered with the help of our MK friend Justin and now it's ready for your listening pleasure.

  13. Mary

    Mary recounts growing up in Kenya, Tanzania and the Philippines—where corporal punishment, neglect, and unsafe dorms shaped her childhood. She speaks about using her body as currency, discovering neurodivergence, and the slow, tenacious work of relearning trust and building a life in Virginia...

  14. Becky

    Go live your life!

  15. Joy (Season 4 Finale)

    We see you. Hope is a beautiful thing.

  16. Josh

    Go live!

  17. Khup

    Home is where our people are / home is where you make it

  18. Claire (feat. Hannah)

    The Ruins. The in-between.

  19. Season 2 Finale

    A big thank you to all of our guests. You make everything possible.

  20. On turning 40

    Birthdays. Heartaches. Tears. Growth. Breakthrough.

  21. Rachel

    You're enough. We love you just as you are.

  22. Anna

    Life is complicated. Embrace the good, the dark, the bad, the hard, the joy. They all mean something. Life is worth living when you're living all of it.

  23. Adam

    Life gets better; it really does.

  24. Season 1 Finale

    You're all phenomenal individuals. Thank you to our guests and also our listeners who've all joined us in this fascinating journey. We will be back in a couple of months.

  25. Meg

    High school crushes. 20 years later. Everything comes back full circle.

  26. Matt

    Forgiveness is mine to give. The journey from 'hurt' to 'heal'. Trigger warning: This episode contains discussions related to sexual assault.

  27. Dan

    adjusting. strategy. seeing life as-is. life is generally beautiful.

  28. Ben

    A rebel at heart. Humanity breaking through. The perpetual outsider.

  29. Ian

    authentic presence sharing traumas You're much better than you think you are. You're a good person.

  30. Jim

    An MK childhood in the Philippines collides with a rough return to Texas. Dorm chaos, depression, and purity rules set the fuse. Years later, working as a bouncer, Jim realizes the anger that kept him safe is costing him peace. He turns toward honesty, community, and a kinder ethic. For MKs who...

  31. Clare

    In this conversation, Caleb and Kyumin sit down with Clare, whose story stretches from Faith Academy in the Philippines to Lancaster, England, where she now serves as a priest and chaplain at a secular university. Clare grew up as a missionary kid in institutional settings where “normal” family...

  32. Micah

    In this episode of Life Unwasted, Kyumin and Caleb talk with Micah, a Brazilian missionary kid who grew up between West Africa and South America, in dangerous neighborhoods and strict boarding schools. Micah shares what it meant to live between cultures, lose a close friend in high school, and...

  33. Josh

    In Season 8, Episode 2 of Life Unwasted, Kyumin and Caleb talk with Josh about the long, messy work of making sense of your story when faith, family, and “calling” were all tangled together. Together, we explore what it’s like to carry experiences you were never given language for, how shame and...

  34. What We Pass On: An Interview with Ben Between Africa’s Ari Ali

    Summary Caleb and Kyumin, both former missionary kids, sit down with filmmaker Ari Ali, creator of Ben Between Africa. Ari tells the story of trying to understand her mother’s MK experience and what that journey opened up inside their family. We talk about love, calling, silence, and what it…

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  35. Rachel

    This episode centers on Rachel’s deeply personal story of survival, recovery, and breaking generational cycles of abuse within a fundamentalist missionary family. Rachel recounts growing up in a controlling religious environment, being sexually abused by her brother, and later manipulated by her...

  36. Joel

    Durian!

  37. Ian

    Toss salad!

  38. Karli

    You're welcome here!

  39. Claire 2.0

    Cool Nerds!

  40. Geoff

    Go MKs!

  41. Amy

    I'm free to be me!

  42. Sherilyn

    The venture continues!

  43. Nadyia

    I am proud

  44. Chloe

    Cry more

  45. Tracey

    Blaze

  46. Matt 2.0

    We can grow Trigger Warning: Episode contains mention of sexual assault and suicide/self harm.

  47. Sofia

    Sleeping on the library roof

  48. Joseph

    Go be!

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A place to be seen. A place to be heard.A place to be yourself. A place to belong.Home.

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Caleb/Kyumin

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A place to be seen. A place to be heard.A place to be yourself. A place to belong.Home.

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