PODCAST · health
Living With a schizophrenic addict True stories of mental health and meth
by Frederick John Hernandez
A raw podcast about pressure, pain, ambition, and the moments that shape who we become. Honest conversations, hard truths, and no fake polish.
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The Woodland Warning
woodland southern gateway project and the danger of allowing a construction of a hyperscale data center in our town
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Sarah
Sarah From Sacramento
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The Double Life of a Lunch Lady: Victoria’s Story
In this raw and unflinching episode of Living with a Schizophrenic Addict, host Frederick Hernandez sits down on a cold park bench in downtown Sacramento with 62-year-old Victoria. For twenty-eight years, Victoria maintained the appearance of a dedicated school lunch lady, serving thousands of children while secretly navigating a harrowing dual addiction to heroin and methamphetamine. Her story is a profound exploration of how childhood trauma—rooted in the loss of her father and the abuse of her mother—can echo through decades, eventually leading to a life of homelessness and deep personal betrayal.Victoria shares the chilling details of her "war zone" upbringing, her years of balancing high-functioning addiction with institutional employment, and the heartbreaking moment that permanently severed the bond with her daughter. This conversation serves as a stark reminder of the hidden human struggles within our communities and the devastating cycles that trauma can perpetuate.Resources & Support:If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health or substance abuse, please reach out for help.• Yolo County Mental Health Services: (888) 965-6647 (Business Hours) or (530) 662-1133 (24/7 Crisis Line).• Sacramento County Behavioral Health: (916) 875-1055 or (888) 881-4881 (24/7 Support).• National Crisis Lifeline: Dial 988.Share Your Story:We believe in the power of shared experiences. If you have a story you would like to share on the show, please email us at [email protected] you for listening to Living with a Schizophrenic Addict.
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interview with Melanie
Melanie abused by her father and Uncle as a child is now a 22 year old prostitute addicted to fentanyl and meth and was diagnosed with schizophrenia at age 19.
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Becky (New Hampshire)
In this powerful episode, host Frederick Hernandez shares a listener-submitted story from New Hampshire. "The Shattered Mirror" follows the harrowing yet inspiring journey of Becky, a woman whose life was once a chaotic whirlwind of methamphetamine addiction and the voices of schizophrenia.From the dark streets where she struggled to survive to the sterile walls of a prison cell, Becky’s narrative explores the depths of despair and the pivotal moment that changed everything. Discover how she transformed her prison experience into a sanctuary of self-discovery, finding healing through therapy, sisterhood, and art. This episode is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the belief that no matter how fragmented a life may seem, it can be rebuilt into a beautiful mosaic of strength and empowerment.
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marcus
Marcus emailed the show to share the absolute, raw reality of his seventeen years as a corrupt, addicted officer in the California Highway Patrol. Hosted by Frederick Hernandez, this episode details the "hunter and the fiend" paradox of Marcus’s life. It’s a story of power trips, drug routines, and the eventual collision of a fracturing mind with the laws of the State of California.Note: This episode contains graphic descriptions of drug use and exploitation.if you have a story you would like to share you can email us at [email protected]
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Carmen (story sent in by listener)
if you have a story you would like to share you can email us at [email protected] Frederick Hernandez brings us a listener-submitted story that pulls back the curtain on the reality of living with a dual diagnosis. "Carmen" has spent half her life battling both paranoid schizophrenia and a meth addiction that she used to quiet the voices.This episode explores the human being underneath the labels—the mother, the daughter, and the survivor who is still here, still trying, and still finding things to notice in the quiet of the morning. A raw, honest, and necessary look at addiction and mental health in America's Central Valley.
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The space between the static
a cramped studio unit in Woodland, California, Frederick lives in the quiet tension between love and loss. His partner, Lyla, is fighting a dual battle against methamphetamine addiction and schizophrenia—a journey marked by the voices only she can hear and the children she can no longer hold. This episode is a raw, first-person account of what it means to stay when the silence feels like pressure, and how a single pink baby sock can hold the weight of a shattered life.
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The Dark Maternity
Parasites of the Soul: The Evolutionary Nightmare of Conception
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my journey
what my experience did for me
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why I created this podcast
In this episode of Living with a Schizophrenic Addict, Frederick Hernandez shares why he started telling these true stories. This episode sets the tone for honest conversations about schizophrenia, meth addiction, family trauma, and survival.
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Madison California
the history of Madison California
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small circle in old age
an article I found interesting
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schizophrenia and drug use
deep dive into the science of schizophrenia and what happens when you add methamphetamines to the mix
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barefoot adventure
woke up she was gone
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another story
another one about Her
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policy and perspective
people who use this system by using government funded medical insurance to live in sober living instead of paying rent
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Marrissa Barrera
Marissa Barrera is a Northern California mother who found herself at the center of a constitutional fight after speaking out against the system that failed her family. When her words led to criminal charges, a judge ultimately ruled her speech was protected under the First Amendment—turning her case into a powerful example of where free speech meets the justice system. Her story raises a bigger question: when does speaking out become a crime, and who gets to decide?
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The Kindness Paradox
recent studies showing the kindest people are often the most lonely
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lila
more about her
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worst place to meet your significant other
true story of woman meets bf in rehab they are in love till he murders her
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Woodland PD Corruption
2018 woodland PD officers were caught selling confiscated drugs back to people
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inside county governance
corruption within the yolo county sheriff office
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Esparto explosion
explosion in esparto
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functional users
take a look at what data says about "functional users"
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unconditional love
does it even exist
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epidemics
is today's fentanyl epidemic worse than the 80s crack era
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Do rehabs and AA/NA put to much emphasis on God
with Atheism becoming more and more mainstream and less people believing in an all-powerful God do rehabs and programs such as AA and na make it harder for non-religious people to recover and stay clean
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discussion
discussion on mental health and meth use
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loyalty
most people aren't loyal
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I tried using AI voice this time
A.I voice
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voices underground
she was hearing voices
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heard her kids in a random house
the night I had to pull her out of the house she broke into because she swore she hurt her kids crying
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Thought she had her daughter back
the day I seen she was experiencing a different reality that I am
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background story
break down of who I will talking about in future episodes
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