Episodes
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Suicidal Part 2
In this episode I talk about a time in my life when I was suicidal. I talk about what has happened since revealing this dark time in my life. I talk about how I had this moment thrown in my face as an insult and my thoughts and response to that. #mentalhealth #suicide #suicideprevention #thoughts...
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Story Time: Suicidal
In this episode I talk about Lufuno, a young girl who committed suicide after being attacked by her bully. I talk about my experiences with being really depressed and suicidal
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NO CHURCH IN THE CHURCH (viral tiktok calling churches for formula video)
In this video I talk about a #viral #tiktok about a woman who called churches to ask for help feeding a starving baby and how the vast majority of churches said no. I talk about the reactions of people who’ve seen the videos. I give my reaction. I talk about some of my experiences with church....
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Social Anxiety
On this episode I talk about having social anxiety. I talk about how it has affected my life, I talk about why I believe I have social anxiety. I talk about the steps and progress I’m making dealing with social anxiety. #mentalhealth #journey #healthjourney #menalhealrhjourney #mylife #life...
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“SINNERS”MOVIE REVIEW
In this episode, I talk about the new movie sinners. I give a brief summary of what the movie is about in the main characters. I’ve been go on to talk about some of the themes of the movie. I’ve been go on to talk about the multiple relationships in the movie. I talk about my feelings towards the...
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ANGER
In this episode I share some things that I have learned about anger . I share my experiences and what I’ve learned
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Why Some People Find It Easy to Be Cruel
In this episode I talk about a question I’ve had for years:”why do some people find it easy to be cruel”? I share some of my personal experiences with people being cruel. What I have learned in my quest for the answer to my question.
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New Year, New Me(?)
In this episode I talk about the new year, new me expectations I have. I talk about what I have discovered about myself this year and what I’ve been up to this year.
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The Joy Luck Club
In this episode I talk about one of my favorite movies: The Joy Luck Club. I give a description of the movie. I then talk about why I love this movie, how I identify with some of the characters. #asainmovies #chinesemovies #asain #chinese #movie #moviereview #review #story #life #relate...
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A Song For Momma
A Song For Momma In this episode I talk about the loss of my grandmother/mom death on December 3, 2019. I talk about the good times we shared. I talk about the songs that remind me of us. I share good memories. I describe a dream I had about her after her death and what that made me realize.…
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ANGEL 11/11 In this episode I talk about the birth and 7th birthday of my son.
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POETRY HOUR: I SEE YOU in September
In honor of October being pregnancy loss and miscarriage awareness month; I’m sharing a poem I wrote for the baby I lost due to miscarriage in September of 2019. It’s the most personal poem I’ve ever written. In honor of my baby.
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LIFE CHANGING SURGERY *UPDATE
LIFE CHANGING SURGERY *UPDATE: in this episode I talk about the results nearly a year later after the surgery I had. With the hopes that it would change my life for the better.
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POETRY HOUR
POETRY HOUR: In this episode I share a poem I wrote titled:No Longer. This is the first poem I’ve written that I share on this podcast. It’s the start of many. I also talk about what I was thinking and feeling when I wrote this.
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Things I Wish I Could Tell My Younger Self “You Can’t Fix People”
In this episode I talk about the “myth” of “fixing people”. I describe how at one point in time I thought I could “fix” yin my life and how I thought I could be “fixed”. I share some past experiences and how I came to realize “fixing people” isn’t possible. #fix #fixyou #life #love #mylife #truth...
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Things I Wish I Could Tell My Younger Self:What Seems SoBIG Right Now;Won’t Matter Years From Now
In this episode I talk about how I wish I could tell my younger self that (some things) that seem so important in the moment won’t be when I get older. How relationships aren’t always ment to last (forever). I give examples. I talk about what I’ve discovered about myself. #teen #teenyears #life...
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R.E: Like Water For Chocolate
In this episode I talk about a movie, “Like Water For Chocolate” and how I realized how much my life resembles the main plot of the movie. In this movie the last daughter of her mother has to spend her time in service of the mother until the mother dies. She isn’t allowed to have a life of her…
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R.E: THE COLOR PURPLE
In this episode I talk about the book, the movie (1984), the musical and the new (2023) movie:THE COLOR PURPLE. How this movie impacted my life. How I identified with it. How a song from the soundtrack of the musical helped me in my life. #thecolorpurple #purple #movie #music #musical #life…
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R.E: Finding the Line
In this episode I talk about how over sharing is a trauma response. How I discovered that’s what’s going on with me. How I am finding the line between sharing and over sharing. What that means for my podcast. #sharing #trauma #healing #life #mylife #mylifestory #truth #truthteller
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R.E: I’m a Ricky Too
In this episode I talk about two guys named Ricky. I talk about who they were/are to me and how I profoundly relate to them. I talk about my life experiences that are why I identify with them. #identify #identity #life #truth #truestory #mylife #family #diffrent
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R.E: Life Changing Surgery
In this episode I talk about a surgery I just had. That I’m hoping will change my life for the BETTER. This episode was recorded in “real time” the morning of my surgery (my thoughts getting ready to go to the hospital and emotions) and (almost) 24 hours after my surgery (how I’m feeling, what I...
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Things I Wish I Could Tell My Younger Self: “F*ck Your Feelings”
In this episode I talk about how I learned that “feelings” don’t matter. How people don’t care about being fair and considerate.
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R.E:”Why Can’t You Just Get Over It”
In this episode I talk about how life shattering events and experiences can change your life FOREVER. How it’s not something that you can “just get over”. I share some life altering experiences that I now know will stay with me FOREVER. #life #journey #mystory
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Things I Wish I Could Tell My Younger Self: No Matter What You Do People Are Going To Talk
In this episode I talk about how no matter what you do (NEGATIVE) people will always have something to say about it. I give examples from my own life experiences that prove my point. How I realize that what other people say is irrelevant. #young #life #live #learn
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Thing I Wish I Could Tell My Younger Self: Want To Know How Someone Feels About You? Make Them Mad
In this episode I talk about how I wish I could tell my younger self that when someone is mad they will tell you how they truly feel about you. I give examples of how I discovered that anger is a truth serum. #anger #truth #life #young
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Thing That I Wish I Could Tell My Younger Self: What They Do With You, They’ll Do Behind Your Back
In this first episode of season 5 I talk about how people will do the exact same thing they did with you behind your back. I give examples of this from my life experience with this very subject. #talk #gossip #betrayal #life #lessons #learn
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SEASON 5 IS COMING!!!
Gearing up for season 5. I let you know what to expect. #new #season #teen #teenager #life #truthfully
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R.E:Funerals Are for the Living
In this episode I talk about how (some) families only want to show up to the funeral;without having been in that person’s life. I share personal experiences with this happening. #reallife #life #truthfully
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For the First Time in Forever:I Am the DRAMA(?)
In this episode I talk about if I attract the drama. I give real life examples. I share what I learned about myself when reflecting on this. At the end of this episode, I give a MAJOR EXCLUSIVE about this channel, talk about future episodes, and what changes are coming. #exclusive #selfhelp #life...
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For the First Time in Forever: I HOLD GRUDGES
In this episode I talk about how I now hold grudges against people. I talk about what that means to me. I give examples (from my life) of what happened when I didn’t hold grudges. #life #truth #truthteller #mylife #grudges
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For the First Time in Forever: I Share My “Roster”
I’m this episode I talk about my dating history. I clear up a misconception that I “went behind a “certain” someone”. I discuss the difference in a sexual encounter, dating and a relationship.
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For the First Time in Forever: I Am a Failure (?)
In this episode I talk about how “some people” have spoken negatively about my life. I talk about what failure means to me and if I consider myself a failure. I offer advice about not being where you want to be in life.
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For the First Time in Forever: What Happens in This House Doesn’t Stay in This House
In this episode I discuss the saying “what happens in this house stays in this house”. How impactful going by this can affect your life. How and why I overcame believing in this.
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For the First Time in Forever: I Am “SOFT”(?)
In this episode I give three definitions of the word soft. I talk about how I have been accused of being “soft” in a derogatory way. I talk about what being “soft” means to me and if I would describe myself as soft.
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For the First Time in Forever: I DONT NEED YOUR VALIDATION
In this episode, I discuss validation. It’s meaning and what it meant to me. How craving validation impacted my life. How I got over craving validation. #mylife #mylifestory #reallife #truth
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For the First Time in Forever: I STAND ALONE
In this episode I talk about standing on my own. Being an army of one. How I got to this point and what it’s taught my about life. #armyofone #healing #learning #life #mystory #mylife
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FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER “I’m INDEPENDENT/FREE
In this episode I discuss how I’m independent and free. How I became this way and what that means to me.
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FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER “I’m NOT Nice”
In this episode I talk about how FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER I’m NOT a nice person anymore. I explain the difference(to me) between being nice and kind. I talk about why I’m ecstatic about not being nice anymore. How I came to be this way and what I’ve learned.
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FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER “I Want Revenge”
In this episode I talk about how for the first time in my life I’m not forgiving and forgetting. I talk about my eagerness for KARMA to affect those who’ve wronged me.
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FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER: I’m a MOM
In the first episode of the new season, I talk about my first time experience as a mom. I share about my journey and what it’s taught me.
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“FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER”
For The First Time In Forever, I’ve got a BIG ANNOUNCEMENT to make and I’m telling it ALL…
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Life Lessons #11 LEARN FROM THE PAST
In this episode I talk about the importance of “the past” when it comes to personal growth. I discuss how talking about “the past” on this podcast and therapy has helped me understand things about myself and how it’s helped me grow.
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Life Lessons #10 STRONGER THAN YESTERDAY
In this episode I talk about what I’ve recently discovered about myself in the past couple of days after the drama. STAY TUNED UNTIL THE END: I ADDRESS SOMETHING THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID
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Life Lessons #9: Healing/Therapy
In this episode I talk about my journey in trying to heal from past trauma and deciding to get therapy. I talk about some of the thing I’m trying to heal from. I talk about my feelings and experience with therapy so far. I talk about the steps I’m taking towards the “me” I want to be.
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Life Lessons #8: Speaking Up For Yourself
In this episode I talk about how being a shy introvert caused me to not speak up for myself. I share some life experiences that changed my perspective on speaking up for myself.
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Life Lessons #7: Judgement
In this episode I talk about how others judgement/ perception of you can have a lasting effect. I share my biggest experience in people judging me and what it costed me. I also share how my opinion of being judged has changed.
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Life Lessons #6 Forgiveness
In this episode I talk about forgiveness. Why everyone insists you forgive those who’ve wronged you. I talk about seeing my grandmother/mother forgive countless people and how that affected me. I also share what happened the last time I forgave someone who didn’t deserve it. The lessons it taught...
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Life Lessons:#5 Outsider
In this episode I talk about being an outsider, not following the norms. I share experiences in my life about being an outsider and how I realized that being an outsider is okay.
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Life Lessons:#4 Strength
In this episode I talk about strength and what it means to me, what I’ve learned about (inner) strength. I share some life experiences and what those experiences taught me about strength.
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Lessons Learned: #3 BULLIES
This episode is about the lessons I’ve learned about bullying. I also share a memory of being bullied and a memory of the one time I bullied someone. I also give advice on when you get bullied.
About this show
My personal life experiences. One story, memory, event at a time. The highs the lows but most importantly my truth.
Hosted by
Alise Fisher
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