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Midlife Misery: the Journals
by Launa Hernandez-Sjongstan
My name is Launa and I am a Survivor of Narcissitic Abuse, discovering herself through divorce, mental health, and female friendships. I am a 47 year old GenXer Born and raised on the West Coast. After "barely" surviving a Traumatic Event - in an Emergency Room - in February 2024 - when my Narcissit - Ex Husband - lied to the Emergency Room Staff while I was unconscious. My Abusive Ex Husband's actions that day in February 2024 - caused the ER staff to hold me on an Involuntary Psychiatric Hold, instead of treating me for my physical ailments. My EX Husband provided 5 FALSE Psychiatric Diagnoses to the ER staff that day and if they were true, I wouldn't be able to funciton out in society AT ALL. I certainly wouldn't be here today, able to tell my story in any type of rational, comprehensible manner. I suffered another - equally traumatic event - by way of Spousal Abandonment one month later, in March 2024. When
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BONUS - Update Episode- The Judge Pled Guilty. The Eviction Is Real. I’m Still Here
Midlife Misery Bonus Episode Webpage After more than a year away from recording I’m returning with a long-overdue bonus update episode What was supposed to be a six-month break from the Midlife Misery podcast - became something far longer — and far more serious — than anticipated.In this episode…
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Season 1 Episode 22 - 5150 February: Chapter 4 - The Tech F&^% February Rampage - Goes Full On
Midlife Misery: The Journals - A Podcast - 5150 February - Chapter 4: The Tech F&^% of February- Goes Full On In this episode I wrap up the timeline details of February 3, 2024 Another day full of tech foolery that began overnight in the early morning hours when most people are sleeping. I…
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Season 1 Episode 21: 5150 February - Chapter 3: VPN’s are BAD MMMMMMkayyyyy
In this episode I wrap up the timeline details of February 2, 2024 Which was a day full of tech foolery that began with a tv streaming app malfunction. As the day went on there was the purchase of a VPN. In the evening I received a weird reaction from my EX when I mentioned a conversation about...
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Season 1 Episode 20: 5150 February - Chapter 2: The Tech F&*% Muckraker Scapegoat
Season 1 Episode 20 5150 February - Chapter 2: The Tech F&*% Muckraker Scapegoat In this episode I give a brief historical recap of all of the technological incidents that my Abusive, Narcissistic Ex Husband created and used to claim that I suffered from severe mental illness and commit me into…
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Season 1 Episode 19: 5150 February - Chapter 1: The Calm Before the Atmospheric River of Deceit
Season 1 Episode 19 5150 February - Chapter 1: The Calm Before the Atmospheric River of Deceit I am FINALLY at the point of the story where I am FINALLY going to get into all of the gory details of February 2024 February 2024 is the month of the infamous 5150 hold - The infamous 5150 hold that my...
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Season 1 Episode 18: The Mysterious Motive
Season 1 Episode 17: The Mysterious Motive In this episode I take another break from the timeline details to explore MOTIVE and EFFORT Motive is the elusive WHY - the question I keep getting asked, ad nauseam, by the royal EVERYONE Why did my ExHusband go through so much effort to make me appear…
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Season 1 Episode 17: New Year, New..........Husband????
Season 1 Episode 17 New Year, New…………..Husband???? In this episode I jump back into the timeline details for the remainder of January 2024 Before I do that I briefly discuss the images on last week’s episode webpage - Season 1 Episode 16 - The Foundation of Fuckery - Many of the images I posted…
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Season 1 Episode 16: The Foundation of F#@&ery
Season 1 Episode 16 The Foundation of F@$#ery I take a break from the timeline details of January 2024 to incorporate many of the details and characters I have presented in the story so far. I take a break from the timeline details of January 2024 to build the very malevolent foundation of my…
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Season 1 Episode 15: New Year, New Signs
Season 1 Episode 15 In this episode I examine the evidence of tampering - much like the broken glass coffee mugs I mentioned in last week's episode The tampering that could be evidence of potential longterm poisoning. This evidence existed in the old apartment inside the tea kettle I used daily…
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Season 1 Episode 14: New Year, New Former Colleagues
Episode Webpage Podcast Website Spreaker Supporter's Club Link BlueSky Profile TikTok Profile Season 1 Episode 13 I begin this weeks episode with a brief rundown of all of the signs my EX displayed that are indicative of his propensity for Narcissistic Personality Disorder and the wide variety of...
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Season 1 Episode 13: New Year, Old Habits
Season 1 Episode 13 In this episode I go over the timeline details of the 2nd week of January 2024 I speak to the fact that I was waking up to the idea that something was terribly WRONG in my marriage and with my Ex - my gut instinct was screaming out to me but my rational brain was desperately...
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Midlife Misery: The Journals - A Podcast - New Year Last Days- Season 1 Episode 12
Season 1 Episode 12 In the episode I give a little recap of the factual evidence that’s been presented so far in my medical records and text messages - I’ll be presenting new evidence that’s been provided by my close friends and that also appears in public documents and now that we’re finally in...
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Season 1 Episode 11: Duplicitous December and the Calm Before the ISH Storm - Part 2
Season 1 Episode 11 This is part 2 of last week’s episode In this episode I revisit last week’s events where my EX and I had to be in the same room and he was asked to provide truthful answers to some very important questions about February 2024 when he admitted me into an Involuntary Psychiatric...
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Midlife Misery: The Journals – A Podcast Bonus Episode – Supporters Club Preview Ep 5 - The Story of Me & My Journey: From Family History
The content of this Episode is meant for a mature audience and could be triggering for some - this episode discusses and contains depictions on the topics of child abuse and suicide - if you or anyone you know is in crisis - please seek immediate help - text or chat with the Suicide and Crisis...
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Season 1 Episode 10: Duplicitous December and the Calm Before the ISH Storm - Part 1
Season 1 Episode 10 In this episode I give a brief recap of the events in the story so far beginning with September 2023 through November 2023 I talk about this past week’s events where my EX and I had to be in the same room and he was asked to provide truthful answers to some very important...
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Midlife Misery: The Journals – A Podcast Bonus Episode – Supporters Club Preview Ep 4 –A Daughter’s Quest for Recognition: My Dad’s Untold L
Supporter’s Club Preview Ep #4 In this episode I talk about my frustration with the lack of results I received after my years of solid effort to get acknowledgment for MY DAD and his service to the Local Police Department In a city with a hardline MAGA stance and stronghold within its City…
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Season 1 Episode 9: The Mc Pnutz MethsGiving, with Special Guest ALEXA - Season 1 Episode 9
Season 1 Episode 9 In this episode I give a shout out and make a dedication to my #1 FAN an unexpected FAN - but a FAN nonetheless During my dedication speech I try and give my #1 FAN a very important financial lesson about the difference between a Line of Credit and a Deposit Account. My #1 Fan...
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Bonus Supporter's Club Preview Ep 3 - Reflections on Family and Legacy: Confronting Grief
Supporters club preview #3 In this episode I read the other journal entry I made on June 23, 2023 - on the very bad no good day that I had a difficult time grappling with the lack of headway I was making in getting anything on my list of things I was trying to get accomplished with my dad’s…
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Season 1 Episode 8: Soft Landings and Broken Safety Nets
Season 1 Episode 8 In this episode I speak to the fact that its my 1 year anniversary of the involuntary 5150 hold my EX successfully placed me in using only his LIES and FALSIFICATION of MY medical records, he didn’t even need law enforcement or my psychiatrist - he knew the game and played it...
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Bonus Supporters Club Preview Ep 2 - Forgiving Family: Navigating Trauma & Family Dynamics -
Midlife Misery: The Journals - Supporters Club Preview Episode 2 In this episode I talk about my relationship with my Mom and how my years of work in therapy helped me to forgive my Mom and to see how her pain shaped some of the mistakes and her treatment of me I also speak to the forgiveness I...
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Season 1 Episode 7: Narcissistic Abuse in Relationships: Analyzing Texts and Manipulations from My Ex -
Season 1 Episode 7 In this episode I talk about my Ex’s extreme patterns of manipulation and gaslighting I point out the different photos my EX sent out as “proof of the damage” in the apartment that he claims to have found when he went back “the other day” The photos that show ZERO damage are…
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Bonus Supporters Club Preview Ep 1 -Mental Health Matters: Addressing Suicide in Law Enforcement
***This episode discusses and contains depictions on the topic of suicide - if you or anyone you know is in crisis - please seek immediate help - text or chat with the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline by dialing 988 or text TALK to 741741 - and as always, please use discretion when listening***…
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Season 1 Episode 6: Is it ME, Menopause, or Men-O-Poison???
Season 1 Episode 6 In this Episode, I speak to the text messages and accompanying photos my EX sent to my friend on April 12, 2024 - the day he filed for divorce. In his text messages my EX claims he went back to the apartment and observed “damage in the apartment” and claims that I caused the...
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Season 1 Episode 5: I Love the Smell of Formaldehyde in CRYPTOber
Season 1 Episode 5 I Love the Smell of Formaldehyde in CRYPTOber In this episode I give examples of my spouse’s ongoing “misinformation campaign” he conducted post spousal abandonment and on the day he filed for divorce. During that time my spouse continued to PRETEND to be concerned about me, my...
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Season 1 Episode 4: The DEEPBLOATware of WIFIGATE - Anchor Face of Death
Season 1 Episode 4 In this episode I give a brief description of how I was able to view the MANY rogue devices that connected to our Wifi and interchanged connections between Wifi and Ethernet. I describe the difference between a Therapist/Psychologist and a Psychiatrist and tell a little about...
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Season 1 Episode 3: The WIFIGATE Scandal and the Friday the 13th of Cryptober Massacre
****The content of the following Podcast is meant for a mature audience and could be triggering for some - this episode discusses and contains depictions on the topic of suicide - if you or anyone you know is in crisis - please seek immediate help - text or chat with the Suicide and Crisis…
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Season 1 Episode 2: The Nightmare B4 CRYTOber
Season 1 Episode 2 In this episode I introduce the McPnutz family - who - along with - the Tobias Funke of Therapists, SGT & PPT the nefarious neighbors - round out my Anchor Face of Death/ExHusband's Stalker Death Posse that continues to harass, stalk, and make my life a living hell to this day.…
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BONUS Journal Mini Episode - Malice in WIFILAND 2.0
In Season 1, Episode 1 - titled MALICE IN WIFILAND - I referenced a specific blog post of my journal timeline of the events that occurred in late September 2023 - In this is a mini-sode I will be reading that blog post as it appears on the website for those that choose to listen to the content as...
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Season 1 Episode 1: Malice in WIFILAND
Season 1 Episode 1 In this Episode I give a brief history about how I met my Anchor Face of Death and my ExBFF - The Tobias Funke of Therapists I introduce “THE NEIGHBOR ”my spouse refers to him in my Medical Paperwork. I give a brief background of the YEARS LONG TENSION BETWEEN OUR APARTMENTS...
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Introduction Part 2 - Midlife Misery
Season 1 Episode 2 In this episode I expand more on the intricacies of Involuntary Psychiatric Holds across the US. I speak to the criteria for why a person can be held, who can initiate the hold and what the legal process is. I give more detail on how my life has changed since that fateful day…
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Introduction Part 1 - Midlife Misery
Website Episode Webpage Midlife Misery Supporter's Club Link BlueSky Profile Flashes Profile TikTok Profile My name is Launa This is my story and its a story about: Gaslighting and Manipulation Surviving my marriage to a Narcissist Harassment and Stalking via Flying monkeys and bluetooth Trackers...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
My name is Launa and I am a Survivor of Narcissitic Abuse, discovering herself through divorce, mental health, and female friendships.
I am a 47 year old GenXer Born and raised on the West Coast.
After "barely" surviving a Traumatic Event - in an Emergency Room - in February 2024 - when my Narcissit - Ex Husband - lied to the Emergency Room Staff while I was unconscious.
My Abusive Ex Husband's actions that day in February 2024 - caused the ER staff to hold me on an Involuntary Psychiatric Hold, instead of treating me for my physical ailments. My EX Husband provided 5 FALSE Psychiatric Diagnoses to the ER staff that day and if they were true, I wouldn't be able to funciton out in society AT ALL. I certainly wouldn't be here today, able to tell my story in any type of rational, comprehensible manner.
I suffered another - equally traumatic event - by way of Spousal Abandonment one month later, in March 2024. When
HOSTED BY
Launa Hernandez-Sjongstan
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