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mirror monologues
by Angelu Kristel
i like talking... but i'm also anxious enough to not be able to do that with actual people. have an adventure in my mind (and heart)! here are the most randomly necessary things i passionately talk about with the stranger in the mirror — all raw and honest. if you want to have a deep chika session with an internet friend, welcome! :D alsooo, you may visit mirrormonologues.tumblr.com for the links of the apps, sites, songs, movies, and shows mentioned in the podcast and to keep in touch <33 ily all! | this is a taglish podcast.
Episodes
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fun fun quarter life crisis!
december 1, 2025 ◡̈ hello, dear friends. happy last month of the year! hope you guys are safe and well and having fun with the festivities :') i've been having existential crises since i was 13 haha! but having turned 25 this year, this is the first valid quarter life crisis i've had since…
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freaking love
april 4, 2025 ◡̈ please forgive me for my never-ending thoughts about love grr from the movie, the life list is he the one checklist: is he kind? can you tell him everything in your heart? does he help you become the best version of yourself? can you imagine him as the father of your children?…
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love, they say
february 16, 2025 ◡̈ it was just after valentine's day... who could stop a girl from sharing her thoughts about love? jk i forgot most of what i said here. all i know is just i'm a sucker for real, genuine love, that's all. oa-ly belated happy valentine's day, human beings! ⋆˙⟡♡ intro/outro…
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2024 thoughts supercut!
december 1, 2024 ◡̈ welcome to the audio version of my notes app drafts! here are some thoughts (ie. episode ideas) that didn't make it into full episodes, so we talked about them efficiently in this episode instead! the silence is screaming / when silence screams life is arbitrary indecisiveness...
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embrace your pace | latecast
latecast | october 23, 2024 ◡̈ hi, friends. i missed you! how's life been lately? sorry for being mia. these past few months, i have been reverting to different outlets for my thoughts & feelings; hence the lack of episodes. i would try to record then fall asleep, get lost in my train of thought,...
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mental stability is a privilege | latecast
latecast • july 10, 2024 ◡̈ i forgot i had this recording! let the title speak for itself na lang haha sorry. i think this is v important though! the conclusion is basically… it all boils down to family :”) i hope that we don't let our traumas define us, and for the people who are privileged…
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to new beginnings :’) | latecast
latecast • june 28, 2024 ◡̈ a few ganaps that reminded me that life is still so vast and there are still many people to meet (and have crush on EME)! i’m a small fish in an endless, still unexplored ocean. i’m a small dust in a massive universe. it’s okay to let go of grief; it doesn’t negate…
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life, death, and everything in between | latecast
latecast • june 19, 2024 ◡̈ as vague as it sounds, this episode talks about the supercut of of the reality of it all — life, death, and everything in between. what’s out of our hands? what’s in our control? how do we deal with either? both? life is so complex, and that’s what makes it interesting…
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your honor, okay na po ako | latecast
latecast • may 22, 24 ◡̈ [uploaded this last may but unpublished din kasi the day after, hindi na ulit ako okay haha!] note: this is a share ko lang episode guys so para lang ‘to sa gusto chumismis sa buhay ko hahaha. promise, useful episodes na next time ^.^ when all is said and done, there’s...
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who am i without the people i love?
if i don’t mean anything to you, bat pa ‘ko andito? ems! hi, friends. firstlyyyy, this episode is very personal, so please don’t listen if kailangan nyo ng life lessons from this girlypop. wala tayo nyan ngayon haha. anyway, losing someone who occupies a huge part of your heart is so hard kasi…
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one way or another, you’ll get there
from the shallowest goals to the most massive dreams — one way or another, you’ll get there. so live through everything and try to survive for the hope of it all :’) ps. i’m so sorry this episode ended a little blue. i really wanted this to be hopeful (and i did my very best to make it one). but…
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i’d die for stability
just as i was staring to make peace with the possibility that i may really deserve the little stability i had, life reminds me that i really don’t :’) it was all too much that i just really wanted to vent about my chaotic life lately. this episode is chaotic itself haha feel very very free to…
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fragile human beings | vaultcast ‘23
#1 08-10-23 happy december, dear friends! hope you all had a great great year :’) i still haven’t had the chance to record something to celebrate, but i saw on the podcast wrapped that three of you gave mirror monologues a 5-star rating aaaa thank you so so so so much ♥️ to bawi for my 2023 tipid...
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self-harm
hello friends! i recently learned that self-harm is not limited to entailing physical pain. in this episode, i talked about the many many ways one may be doing self-harm subconsciously. don’t worry, this episode is not *that* dark para ‘di mahirap pakinggan. take care of yourselves, oki? (this...
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coming of age movies 4 lyf
ha, you guessed it! here are my inevitable thoughts after watching life-changing movies :”) question life with me or simply enjoy in my despair, depends wherever you are in life right now haha.
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first 2023 vent :’)
my year started chaotically woohoo! so this is just an episode of a messy soul opening up to you, my internet bff(s). walang key messages today guys, sorry. also, just a little warning: i CRIED. that’s allz i missed you all! LOVE U FOREVER!
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time.
hi, friends! this mirror monologue contains my thoughts (that may or may not make sense) about time. we appreciate it or we hate it — there's no in between. char! yun lang, warning on medyo lutang moments hehe. missed this and you so much! take care :')
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graduation thoughts of an infp
aha, clickbait! i'm far from graduating huhu. but char aside, this is not a mirror monologue. my youngest brother graduated from high school today. only one guardian was allowed to sit, so i sat somewhere alone & these thoughts came rushing in. so i recorded them right at the moment YAY. these…
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nasad lang ako bigla
hi, friends! wala lang, nasad lang ako bigla tapos nagka-epiphany, "hala, ganto pala talaga 'pag mentally unstable!" ayun, idk where this was going pero it led to deeper sadness + tears ahu. pero it ended naman na oki and may random chika hahaha u can skip naman as u wish :> that's all. sana okay...
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morning stroll & a few thoughts on humankind
hi! this is not a mirror monologue :') i walked with my dog this morning & had a few things on my mind regarding humankind. you can hear external noises here, but most of them are serene <3 aaa i used too many senses and imagery here & kinda lost my thoughts over and over, but i hope you still…
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down the memory lane #2
[reposted bc i impulsively unpublished this series // 03-15-22] hey, friends! this is part two of a mini personal nostalgia series called ‘down the memory lane’ :) for this second episode, it's the notes app's time to shine! it's been my friend ever since, and so almost all these came from my…
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down the memory lane #1
[reposted bc i impulsively unpublished this series // 02-12-22] hey, friends! this is part one of a mini personal nostalgia series called ‘down the memory lane’ first up, i dug into my old clear book. laugh, cringe, and reflect with me as i go through my hs + summ elem projects :D really enjoyed...
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overthinking little things
hello, friends! these are three random kwentos lang ng mga sinusupress kong little things pero paulit ulit ko na nao-overthink kaya labas ko na rin hmp. as in smol things, super babaw lang :< anyway, i've been trying to shrug these off, rationalize things para 'di ako masyado mabother, pero…
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love & other things
hi! ofc, i'm not a love expert... i'm way too far from that aaaa. i just feel (and cry!) so much whenever i watch a movie but could never properly record a podcast ep on one. this one's finally a success yay! i just watched on your wedding day, and this is pretty much a reflection on love & a...
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pain.
hi. sharing my pain (and guilt) here just because i have no one. i'm sorry i can't give an advice bc i'm pretty shitty at this as well, but i hope you feel less alone.
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u can only be a 100%
you cannot be everything all at once for everyone — that's what i learned from my breakdown session today. you can only give according to your capacity, and that's okay! with my love language being acts of service, this is a hard pill to swallow. but also, let's acknowledge people who were…
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life is so f*cking precious
it took me so many good days, bad events, lingering thoughts, and lives lost just to realize ~truly~ how big of a blessing life is. at this point, it's not a right anymore; it's a privilege. come listen to this episode to delve deeper into this thought, and i hope for you to live your life more....
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still sexist, huh
hey hey, it's a super short and random episode. just a mind dump from the observations i've been seeing in the media lately. there's still a loooong way to go before the world becomes the best place for women, no? still got so much to say about this topic but this'll do for now. anyway, hope…
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after three months
aaaa finally, i missed you so much, friends :( eto na yata longest gap between episodes huhu sooo this ep's just a supercut of the past three months aka since the sem started era hahaha. super chill chika lang neto on the various aspects of my life: acads, the tv and pop culture enthusiast in me,...
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new perspectives
imy guys :( it's been a long long time, i think i forgot how to talk... char 1/2! recorded some eps before this but didn't think they're upload-worthy. anyway, this episode's very laidback that u might fall asleep. pero wag pls! hahaha. here, i shared new perspectives and learnings i gained in…
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college pressure, life balance, a better society + fakecation supercut
hello! tbh, idk what to write here 'cause this is kinda all over the place XD i guess this episode's a fraction of my accumulated thoughts for the past rollercoaster weeks. i shared some vAcaTioN ganaps first. it ended so quickly i cri. you can skip that and proceed to the more meaningful part ^^...
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mental health check on a rainy day
hello! i hope you're okay <33 this episode was recorded on june 2. as usual, a rainy day is a melancholic day :'( in this monologue, i talked about my detailed psych checkup experience, my emotions afterwards, and my meds experience. (please remember than you can always hit me up if you need a...
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gender issues in arts & life in general
hellooo these are my after-arts-class-thoughts on women's rights & sentiments on the lgbtqia+ community issues. we tackled gender issues that are specifically projected towards the arts; as per usual, more social thoughts followed + a little advice from a human being who still has so much to…
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after three weeks
hi! sorry for suddenly being mia for three weeks :( i'm back, yayyy! in this overloaded, kinda sabog yet chill episode: frustration on not knowing our purpose yet, discovering new interests everyday, missing the normal life (hard), mature relationships from kdrama, how to deal with anger, and...
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the impact of our existence
we become too hard on ourselves whenever our tiniest mistakes create the deepest scars. in the same manner, we look down on our poor souls who have too much battles — they start to drown us. other times, our biggest efforts just seem to bear the smallest fruits if not useless at all. are we too...
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chill life chika
this episode doesn't have a theme, friends :-( it's just a random life update after wellness break kasi gusto ko lang ilabas lahat huhu. so if you're listening to the podcast for a new perspective, this ep is sadly not for you. but if you're here to just listen to a friend, play mo na yan hahaha...
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it's okay to not have the will to be productive yet
there are just these times when no matter how much we try, we just can't get ourselves to work. the drive is just not there. so, what do we do now? and what may have been the reasons behind that lack of will? based on my personal experience, this episode may help you too! :')
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really, what should matter?
what must be eliminated in our minds for our well-being? what do we do with our past, present, and future? what will free us from our self-imposed bars and help us grow? in this episode, you will hear my after shower thoughts regarding these life questions that i hope make sense :) ps. this was...
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authentic or aesthetic?
from posting everything we truly loved to having these walls between main and dump accounts — what happened in between? this is my perspective on the instagram world through the years.
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the chains of guilt + my messy relationship with love
"how do you forgive yourself?" sorry, this episode won't give you answers as i'm still trying to find my own. in this monologue, i shared some mistakes that still haunt me every once in a while — from the smallest to ones that deeply cut — and some things i did that really hurt people i love. i...
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women
there's no standard of being a woman. in this episode, i shared the different types of women as perceived from movies, shows, and real life, and why i aspire to be all of them at once.
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finally asked for help
i just filled out a form for a psych checkup. it's not yet confirmed but i'm finally taking the next step! also what was the trigger? (i surprisingly didn't cry in this episode! haha)
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the fangirl world & streaming era
why i said goodbye to my stan account + does the streaming era throw out the purpose of music?
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1 john 2:15-16 (God vs. the world)
the verse of the day today is one of the most helpful ones for me. so here's a life reflection guided by the story feature of the bible app. this episode is from a pov of my rational self who's not forcing anyone to believe in what i believe in! :)
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tv, radio, binge-watching habits
how my love for tv came back, what sparked my love for the radio + shared my binge-watching habits that i think just make sense :D
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yayy for mini microphone!
really loved having my little podcast up for the world to hear... so i invested on a mini microphone! husky voice? don't know her. charot!
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after mass thoughts: acting out of ignorance or care, social media
what i realized after hearing the readings and homily in the 3rd sunday of easter mass (not preachy! :)
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anxieties
from a narcissist to a completely anxious soul — this is my journey.
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
i like talking... but i'm also anxious enough to not be able to do that with actual people. have an adventure in my mind (and heart)! here are the most randomly necessary things i passionately talk about with the stranger in the mirror — all raw and honest. if you want to have a deep chika session with an internet friend, welcome! :D alsooo, you may visit mirrormonologues.tumblr.com for the links of the apps, sites, songs, movies, and shows mentioned in the podcast and to keep in touch <33 ily all! | this is a taglish podcast.
HOSTED BY
Angelu Kristel
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i like talking... but i'm also anxious enough to not be able to do that with actual people. have an adventure in my mind (and heart)! here are the most randomly necessary things i passionately talk about with the stranger in the mirror — all raw and honest. if you want to have a deep chika session...
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