Mosaic In Progress

Thank you all so much for sticking with me for 100 episodes! This week I’m giving you a look into what my beliefs have evolved into, post-deconstruction.

This week’s episode is a discussion on how viewing things through the lens of your own trauma can cause harm, and how I was one of the hurt people who hurt people.

This week we’re discussing the patience needed for healing from trauma. Episode also features an original poem by me entitled “Wounded Animal.”

This week’s episode is a discussion about the balance of perspective and the importance of understanding that wherever you’re standing, you’re not seeing the whole picture.

April was sexual assault awareness month. This episode is being published a little late, but the topic is still important. Obvious content warning for this one with discussions surrounding SA, etc.

This week’s episode dives into the roots of patriarchy (which is ego), how women are just as responsible for patriarchy as men, and why that is unlikely to change.

Today’s episode is talking about the health implications of and social failures surrounding PTSD.

This week we’re discussing what patriarchy really is, what matriarchy really is, and how we may unknowingly be contributing to upholding a system we don’t want.

This week’s episode is a little break from the heaviness.

Calling out my fellow alabaster disasters on this episode. We gotta step up and we gotta do better.

Today’s topic is about the need for safety in a system you were built to disrupt.

CW/TW at the beginning of this episode. Delving into some heavy themes around abusive dynamics and why they work.

With many *recent events* I want to talk about the part of nursing that no one sees who does not work in healthcare.

Today we’re talking about getting older, bodies, and life reflections.

In this episode we talk about how those who insist abuse victims should get along with their abusers or try to make the relationship work are just as abusive as the abusers. And of course, this is an allegory.

We’re taking another deep dive into discussing misogyny and how it is destroying our society.

Today’s episode dives into the problematic way that technology has changed society and how it has eroded community care and mutual aid.

Reading about Hypatia sparked a lot of thoughts

Today we’re talking about how to balance your shadow work and manifesting your new life. Hint: the secret is love!

Today’s episode gets a little witchy and a little dirty, as we talk about the process of letting go to allow in your manifestations…and there’s a lot of double entendres and allegories. (*NSFW* not appropriate for children)

Today I’m talking about my views on the afterlife. Prompted by the amazingly researched latest episode of the podcast “What Magic is This?,” Douglas Bachelor does an incredible job of discussing reincarnation from a scholarly and academic standpoint. I humbly offer my views in relation to the topic.

I had too much to talk about this week, so I let perimenopause take the lead.

In this episode I discuss the abusive relationship that is working in healthcare and why healthcare workers are reluctant to organize.

Today we’re talking about what you know in your gut vs what you know in your mind.

This episode is diving into the actual meaning behind the symbolism in Revelation, and how it applies to today’s economy. We’re also going to discuss the abusive nature of “right to work” states and other things related to employment.

Feel like this one started out as a bit of a sermon. We’re going to talk about what Jesus really said about political involvement. And then I’m going to tell you about how I got bullied into unemployment.

On this week’s Sunday Sermon we’re getting raw and uncomfortable with the reality of where our society is.

I don’t know that I can give a description. Just listen.

I invite my first ever guest (my husband) on the show with me to talk about the rise of AI, his thoughts as a musician, and the spiritual implications and ecological impact of using AI.

This week we’re examining the law of attraction and the correction with algorithms. And how to stay positive during a societal collapse. Join me on this journey, won’t you?

Today we’re talking about the process of healing emotional wounds.

Today’s episode talks about dealing with the trauma of being silenced and how other people can be mirrors to our own wounds.

Today we’re going to talk about politics related to my solar plexus chakra wound and how the whole country needs to do some adolescent shadow work.

Continuing last week’s discussion of the current climate and how it is not in alignment with conservative values.

In a weird twist of events, today (and next week) I’m talking about how anti-conservative the current political events are and how simultaneously baffled and not surprised I am by them.

This one is heavy. Today we’re talking about the actual impact of patriarchy on women and society. We’re talking about how society deals with abusers, and a call to action. Especially to the men.

Today we’re diving into the background of fiscal conservatism and why Christian Nationalists are so wed to the Republican Party.

Today’s episode is a twofer. First part of the episode is a discussion on the political climate and what to do about it. Second part of the episode is all about solar plexus wounds as it relates to adolescent trauma.

Talking about my faith now and how I arrived there

Today’s topic is the Christian definition of love and hate, and it gets a little dicey.

Today we’re talking about the pro-life belief system, why I’m no longer pro-life, and the reason this remains such a big issue.

Today’s episode dives into the idea of persecution and why it’s so important to the church.

We’re taking a break from Sunday Bible Study to take a look, through a similar lens, at Southern Nationalism.

Today we dive into the root of the word “evangelical” and what it means for those that fall under that umbrella of belief.

Today’s Sunday study delves into the topic of creationism.

In our second installment of this series on evangelical beliefs, we’re diving a little deeper into why they believe The Bible and an overview of the denominational disagreements on what it teaches.

We’re diving into evangelical beliefs. All of these episodes are going to have a trigger/content warning for religious and child abuse. Today we’re diving into the core of the beliefs: The Bible.

Time to take a good, hard look at WTF we are doing. It’s too serious for anyone to be playing games right now. Be effective or get out of the way and work on yourself.

Time to talk about what to do going forward.

*CW/TW for discussions of rape and child abuse*The title name is taken from a quote from my psychiatrist after I was raped 7 years ago. Today we’re going to talk about how to move forward against all odds.