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Nephtali
by Heather Marie McGairty
[email protected]Nephtal is Hebrew meaning My Struggle.ImpressumLife Story; Child Abuse; Trauma; Domestic Violence; Sexual/Incest Abuse; Drug Abuse; Siblings; Foster Care; Sibling Death; Occult; Religion; Grand-Parenting; Blended Families; Mixed Heritage Families & Marriages; Teen Pregnancy; As I continue to write, different random memories pop in & out of my mind like shadows. I struggle to find where they belong , to put them in an organized chronological order which is seemingly impossible with scattered ghosts of memory. Some rather innocuous even, I struggle to grasp & retain them before they escape into oblivion once more. Never knowing their validity or importance. Trying to find anything that will explain why my mind chose to bury them in the first place. Like grasping at straws strewn in the winds of a tornado. At the same time I fear them, almost choosing conscientiously to avoid digging them up, for fear that these memories are so painful they may drive me
Episodes
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Identity*
My "racial" Identity in America. 🌎 🇺🇸
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Grayson O'conner
In memory of 5 year old filicide victim Grayson O'conner Kansas City Missouri USA 2023
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I can't believe it's been 2 years?!
Update -Ending 2023
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Fists & stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me.
2014-2015 Wichita, Ks
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Life Expectancy
Bonus-TriggerWarning ~Still Working through grief despite & in addition to dysfunction
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Ch. 12 ~ Moving On
Despite the fact that we were no longer together Anthony continue rely on me for emotional support.
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Memorial Dream: ****⚠️ Severe Trigger Warning ⚠️****
Memorial Dream: ****⚠️ Severe Trigger Warning ⚠️****
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Saying GoodBye
The end of Ch. 11
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Ch 11 PT 4
Wichita, KS
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Ch. 11 pt. 3
Hays, KS Spring 2011
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Ch. 11 pt.2 Fresher Wounds.
Shorter Episodes. Fresher Wounds.
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Ch. 11 pt. 1
My Presence of Calm in the Eye of the Storm.
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Bonus
Google "Research"- Battered Persons Syndrome.
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Points to Ponder
My daughter asked me why I never remember the good times.
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Question & Answer
Why didn't you just leave?
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My Dad died from covid
My dad passed Nov. 17th 2020
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Nephtali Ch. 10 Back to Work
Final Divorce Proceedings. Finally Free at Last after two years of fighting to escape.
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Ch.9 - Kinsley
Trigger Warning. This was the hardest chapter for me to write.
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Ch. 8 -1996 - Kansas
"State Family Re-integration Therapy"
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Ch. 7 ~ Kansas -Edit to Combine with previous chapter fragment.
Trigger Warning ⚠ Racism ⚠ Extreme Violence ⚠ Racial Slurs ⚠
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Wellton,Az
This is a short transition that doesn't even really qualify as a chapter because it's so short I hadn't realized this is the point I stopped writing because the next chapter gets extremely emotional for me and this was the first day of the rest of my life as they say.
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Ch. 6 -Chuy, My First Love
This chapter is pretty much covering my freshman and sophomore year in high school and my relationship with my first love whom I lost my virginity to.
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Bonus
Bonus
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Tacna, Arizona
1988-1990
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Yuma, Arizona 1983-1987
3rd Grade to 8th Grade
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⚠Severe Trigger Warning ⚠
#Trauma #CPTSD #Pedophilia #Incest
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Santee, California
1981-1983
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Birth to 5
The first chapter describes what I remember from the time I was born until the time I was permanently removed from my parents custody shortly after I turn 6 years old.
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Introduction to the FREE e-book/audio book entitled Nephtali
Introducing myself personally before I start publishing my reading of my FREE book Nephtali: Nephtali is Hebrew meaning My Struggle. Impressum Life Story; Child Abuse; Trauma; Domestic Violence; Sexual/Incest Abuse; Drug Abuse; Siblings; Foster Care; Sibling Death; Occult; Religion;...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
[email protected]Nephtal is Hebrew meaning My Struggle.ImpressumLife Story; Child Abuse; Trauma; Domestic Violence; Sexual/Incest Abuse; Drug Abuse; Siblings; Foster Care; Sibling Death; Occult; Religion; Grand-Parenting; Blended Families; Mixed Heritage Families & Marriages; Teen Pregnancy; As I continue to write, different random memories pop in & out of my mind like shadows. I struggle to find where they belong , to put them in an organized chronological order which is seemingly impossible with scattered ghosts of memory. Some rather innocuous even, I struggle to grasp & retain them before they escape into oblivion once more. Never knowing their validity or importance. Trying to find anything that will explain why my mind chose to bury them in the first place. Like grasping at straws strewn in the winds of a tornado. At the same time I fear them, almost choosing conscientiously to avoid digging them up, for fear that these memories are so painful they may drive me
HOSTED BY
Heather Marie McGairty
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