Not Made to Fit

Sometimes life does not wait for you to catch your breath. For anyone wrestling with grief and the nearness of God.💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

Not every chapter announces itself with pain or triumph.Some arrive quietly and before you realize it you are no longer bracing.💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

There are seasons where you’re carrying more than you realize pain, grief, questions, and emotions you don’t yet have language for.For anyone learning that healing often begins with understanding.💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com/

Sometimes the hardest battles aren’t loud. They’re the quiet ones happening inside of us.For anyone trying to grow, to guard their heart, to walk closely with God… and still finding themselves slipping in places they thought were healed, this one is for you.A reminder that even when your heart wavers, God doesn’t. He uses every stumble to strengthen the parts of you He’s still rebuilding.💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

Some stories never make the news… but they still deserve to be heard. This episode holds the unfiltered truth about what our brothers and sisters in Christ are facing across Nigeria, Sudan, Congo, and Syria.This isn’t political. It’s a call to awareness. A call to prayer. These are the voices the world won’t hear, but we will.💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through tmadetofitpod.com

Some weeks don’t need a celebration. They just need honesty. This is a quiet space for the hearts doing their best to make it through the holidays.💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

Not every miracle looks like a moment… sometimes it looks like a person.This episode is a tribute to the quiet kind of love that shapes you, protects you, and points you back to the Father who never stopped seeing you.💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com

Kool-Aid summers, Hot Cheetos recesses, and a whole lot of accidental healing. God used laughter to rebuild what pain once tore down, proving that even joy can be holy.💌If you'd like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com/

What Happened after the miracle? When the prayers are answered and you step into a whole new world that feels nothing like the one you left behind. This is a story about firsts, about learning, about the quiet ways God turns unfamiliar places into home. 💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through ⁠https://notmadetofitpod.com

Sometimes the biggest leap of faith isn’t walking into your purpose, it’s leaving everything familiar behind. A story about change, courage, and the unexpected beauty waiting on the other side of goodbye.💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com🎶 CreditsBackground music: In the Forest by music_for_video — available on Pixabay (pixabay.com).

Sometimes life feels messy, unpredictable, and nothing like what you prayed for, but there’s still beauty in it. Today, I’m slowing down, taking a little breather to reflect on that. 💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through ⁠https://notmadetofitpod.com/⁠ 🎶 CreditsBackground music: In the Forest by music_for_video — available on Pixabay (pixabay.com).

Journey with me back to Burma, where disability wasn't the problem....the world's definition of ability was. It's a glimpse into the reality so many still live today, and a reminder that even in broken systems, God is still building something greater. 💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com/🎶 CreditsBackground music: In the Forest by music_for_video — available on Pixabay (pixabay.com).

For the first time, I’m opening up about how I got polio, the moment that changed everything before I even knew what life was. It’s a truth I’ve carried quietly my whole life, but one that taught me what forgiveness really looks like when it doesn’t make sense.I pray my story helps anyone who’s still healing from past hurt to see that peace doesn’t always come from understanding why, but from trusting the One who makes all things right in His time.💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com🎶 CreditsBackground music: In the Forest by music_for_video — available on Pixabay (pixabay.com).

As a baby in Burma, I was paralyzed by polio and told I wouldn’t survive. Yet God carried me through every surgery, setback, and moment of rejection. This is more than my story, it’s a reminder that His hope shows up in impossible places.If you’ve ever felt overlooked, rejected, or like your story was already written in pain, I want you to know God is still writing. And what the enemy meant for harm, He will use for good.💌 If you’d like me to pray for you, you can send your requests through https://notmadetofitpod.com🎶 CreditsBackground music: In the Forest by music_for_video — available on Pixabay (pixabay.com).

In this very first episode of Not Made to Fit, I open up about the darkness I walked through over the past five years. Depression, addiction, loss, and fading dreams marked that season, but Jesus pulled me out of it. More than just my story, this is the gospel in action: His power to take what feels broken and use it to bring freedom and hope to others.This is just the introduction. In upcoming episodes, I will share more of my journey. From surviving polio as a child and living with its effects, to childhood experiences, and the story behind my voice.If you are feeling broken, ashamed, or like you do not belong, I want you to know this: you are not alone. God’s grace is big enough for your story too.💌 If you would like me to pray for you, you can send them through https://notmadetofitpod.comThis podcast is not about perfection. It is about faith, healing, and finding purpose when life does not go the way we imagined. Welcome to Not Made to Fit.🎶 CreditsBackground music: In the Forest by music_for_video — available on Pixabay (pixabay.com).

This short visual prologue is the heart behind Not Made to Fit. Inspired by a dream where Jesus placed sandals in my hands, it's a reminder that we are equipped to walk in His calling (Ephesians 6:15).This podcast was never in my plans. But after walking through loss, depression, addiction, and the silence of losing my voice, Jesus rewrote my story. For five long years, I battled a drinking problem and carried a crushing weight that I thought would kill me. I truly believed I'd never come back from it. But in the middle of that darkness, Jesus pulled me out and gave me new life.Before the episodes begin, I want you to see where this journey truly starts. This intro is more than a beginning. It's the testimony of how Jesus has carried me, not only through those five years of refining, but through my whole life since saving me from polio. The animated prologue itself was also a labor of love. I created it entirely from start to finish, writing and designing each scene in LTX Studios. My depiction of Jesus was inspired by Akiane Kramarik’s world-renowned painting Prince of Peace, and bringing Him to life in motion took hours of careful writing, editing, and direction. The audio portion including the FX, layering, and music was also built by me. I gained these skills through my schooling in audio production, and every sound you hear was crafted to carry the heart of the story.This intro is not only my testimony but also my creation, shaped by faith, refined by trial, and offered as the beginning of Not Made to Fit. Thank you for being here. I pray this space reminds you that you're not alone and that His grace is more than enough.