Not RUSHING To Growth

Isaiah 55:8; Ephesians 3:20; 2 Kings 2:9Recap on life and a blessing that occurred.

Recorded this then was lead to a Bible study, “Therapy Thursday,” talking about Matt. 6:24-34……where I need to grow up.

I see a lot when I’m out. This dynamic was by far the wildest. Parent vs child when the child isn’t fighting.Was a good watch before and after.https://youtu.be/MGq_nTDUkMk?si=eGCBbpz5uuwpa6m_

Need to step out on faith and start walking in my purpose.

Uncomfortable but safe I could stay. Uncomfortable and uncertain on safety, I will walk away.

Clear the air, my mind, and my chest. Time to move on.

If there’s a better way to move will you assist or hinder the changes? Borrowing electricity/gas from Consumers Energy. They give it to us then we pay them back for loaning it out. Having questions for Michigan Public Service Commission. Just need an explanation if possible.

31 days of Proverbs helps. Sometimes I learn in the 31 month and sometimes it’s the next one. Learning is key though.

When does the wilderness begin…need to be more like the lord and not the children of Israel.

Can’t end up like Samson (Judges 16). I gotta stay prayed up.

More talk about my siblings. Love y’all

Studying Isaiah. Admitting the problem (self).

Better days are coming for certain. This wasn’t one but they’re coming.

Heart check with the Lord our God. Doing better is the goal; along with chilling.

Being friend zoned. Learning new jokes. Last entry of the season.

Archived work from a video in 2022. Funny enough, another Scream movie is being made.

Always choose obedience

Clearing my mind.

Who took the money and what reason did you have because I know the why, when, and where?

Water, a freshly squeezed lemon, & Jäegermeister on Jaz Beach in Europe. Message to the brothers, my brothers ✊🏾, at the shop.

I was asked: How will you be obedient to what God says? Then told I needed to be on medication hahahahaha.

God is good. Needed to vent. Sounded very disrespectful BUT NO disrespect. Heart heavy; needed to LET sentence enhances RAIN so he can CLEAR IT OUT.

Stepping out on FAITH is hard but LAMENT makes it a step towards Jesus Christ.

Have to stay vigilant about my mental health. Always important.

Summer camp and a few of the cool children that attended.

Can you walk this lonely road; the only road that y’all have ever known?

Random Run/ Rushing Thoughts. Tired of hiding me to fit in because I still don’t. To different.

Have to keep saying yes. Scary and hard but yes Lord.

Although his own man, sometimes when watching DC Young Fly, I see Jamie Foxx and hear Chris Tucker.

“If you need me, call me. No matter where you are. No matter how far….” Make sure your mental is good and keep living.

Falling asleep but have to share what the Lord my God gave me. Psalm 51:10, 1 Samuel 24 (Superbook)

Holy Spirit shows up and out when he comes. Getting hit by the Lord is a lesson. Genesis 32; Acts 12.

I can see my actions in a lot of characters and people when I’m watching but it be hard to see and stop it in myself when it happens. Prayer works and obedience matters.

Admitting who I am to myself is probably why I cry…I don’t do it.

My logo needs to be drawn. Saying I can’t do stuff. Signs and ways I see I need to get back to Jesus Christ.

V cards, polygamy situations, life the last few years.

Recorded a while ago and finally understanding to just trust His plan.

Blessed with my thought patterns. It’s awesome. God made me special.

How I get scared from movie lines and not the film. The way I associate things that reminds me of other things. Check out entry: With My Scary Self for more context.

Studying Job and it’s helping with my current situation.

I usually delete these because no one needs to know what happens behind the scenes but eh. This is why my episodes take so long; I forget haha.

Change has to start somewhere and sometime…it is now. God is setting me up for success. It’s on me to utilize the Holy Trinity, His messengers, and the tools He’s presented to me. I got this because Gods got me.

Peaches says “affair of the heart.” Apparently I just wanted to say that. Talk to me about this over Sodom and Gomorrah, maxed out but same page lmao.

How many signs do I need to make sure I’m better as a person. Levels to this.

Saw life with Gods hands off my life and I’m not having that.

Jonah 3:10, 4:2

If you knew you weren’t gonna make it to the promised land, would you usher in the generation that will with no complaints so they can make it there?

Truth Teller vs Tattletale vs Snitch. Some are one, others are all. Only you know.

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I love the way my mind operates. God made me unique for certain.