oilcolor

lyrics: ja wir gehen uns aus dem weg mir fällt es schwer zu versteh es tut weh, ja es tut weh wenn ich sehe wie du gehst langsam geht es zu ende mit mir dein geschenk hab ich noch bei mir oh shit, du bist jetzt weg oh shit, ich steh wieder alleine da doch ich hab keine angst mehr weil das leben ist wie sand am meer es gibt so viel ich will so viel 3x ich bau ein schloss aus sand das zebricht wenns ichs anfass schaff ichs raus aus dem hass schaff ichs zu meinem platz

gefängnis aus gefühlen by oilcolor

rosa herz by oilcolor

trash fuck shit music

seekrank by oilcolor

oilcolor - seekrank sped up (mix+master) by oilcolor

vocal & production by oilcolor part: yellow stars on a dark night im on the ground but i feel alright strange days on a cold night im on the ground and i can see the light ref 2x at this time i need a place to hide i see the space in your eyes there’s something on my mind bridge: the space in your eyes yellow stars in the sky ref 2x at this time i need a place to hide i see the space in your eyes there’s something on my mind end: i see the space in your eyes

prod. recyclebin & shinju lyrics: #HOOK Wache auf und ich dachte ich bin ein star Zeit für Frühling in mein herz war mal Wir gehen dumm ja der Sommer ist da Ganze gang kackt ab an der bar Du kannst uns suchen findest uns aber nicht Zaubertrick Zaubertrick Zaubertrick Sie fragt warum sind deine Songs so traurig? Und es geht nur um Rauschgift #VERSE Babe, deine Gefühle ziehen an mir vorbei Ich find mein handy nicht, weil alles voller lines Wir sind nicht eingeladen aber kommen vorbei Und du rufst: Polizei Polizei 6 Uhr früh und wir gehen nicht nach haus Dreh den song nochmal ganz laut auf Alles was morgen kommt interessiert mich nicht Du bist mein Sonnen-Sonnen-Sonnenlicht Babe #HOOK Wache auf und ich dachte ich bin ein star Zeit für Frühling in mein herz war mal Wir gehen dumm ja der Sommer ist da Ganze gang kackt ab an der bar Du kannst uns suchen findest uns aber nicht Zaubertrick Zaubertrick Zaubertrick Sie fragt warum sind deine Songs so traurig? Und es geht nur um Rauschgift

prod. recyclbin & shinju lyrics #HOOK Wache auf und ich dachte ich bin ein star Zeit für Frühling in mein herz war mal Wir gehen dumm ja der Sommer ist da Ganze gang kackt ab an der bar Du kannst uns suchen findest uns aber nicht Zaubertrick Zaubertrick Zaubertrick Sie fragt warum sind deine Songs so traurig? Und es geht nur um Rauschgift #VERSE Babe, deine Gefühle ziehen an mir vorbei Ich find mein handy nicht, weil alles voller lines Wir sind nicht eingeladen aber kommen vorbei Und du rufst: Polizei Polizei 6 Uhr früh und wir gehen nicht nach haus Dreh den song nochmal ganz laut auf Alles was morgen kommt interessiert mich nicht Du bist mein Sonnen-Sonnen-Sonnenlicht Babe #HOOK Wache auf und ich dachte ich bin ein star Zeit für Frühling in mein herz war mal Wir gehen dumm ja der Sommer ist da Ganze gang kackt ab an der bar Du kannst uns suchen findest uns aber nicht Zaubertrick Zaubertrick Zaubertrick Sie fragt warum sind deine Songs so traurig? Und es geht nur um Rauschgift

sped up version prod. @yoscha-gasch lyrics: ich geb alles doch es reicht nicht mein Verlangen nach Reichtum zerbricht Gestern vor der Tür heute nur von der Ferne sehen ich will dich sehen wie im Fernsehen ay bist wie Blütenstaub überall wo ich hinseh fühl mich überflutet wie ein See ganze Truppe geht dumm auf 2cb langer talk bevor ich heimgehe 2x Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ich geb garnichts und das reicht nicht du nennst mich einen scherz und mein herz zerbricht gestern uber fahren heute in der U4 gesehen du willst mich sehen in deinem Bildschirm ay bist wie Blütenstaub überall wo ich hinseh fühl mich überflutet wie ein See ganze Truppe geht dumm auf 2cb ewig lange Gespräche bevor ich heimgehe 2x Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay

prod. @yoscha-gasch lyrics: ich geb alles doch es reicht nicht mein Verlangen nach Reichtum zerbricht Gestern vor der Tür heute nur von der Ferne sehen ich will dich sehen wie im Fernsehen ay bist wie Blütenstaub überall wo ich hinseh fühl mich überflutet wie ein See ganze Truppe geht dumm auf 2cb langer talk bevor ich heimgehe 2x Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ich geb garnichts und das reicht nicht du nennst mich einen scherz und mein herz zerbricht gestern uber fahren heute in der U4 gesehen du willst mich sehen in deinem Bildschirm ay bist wie Blütenstaub überall wo ich hinseh fühl mich überflutet wie ein See ganze Truppe geht dumm auf 2cb ewig lange Gespräche bevor ich heimgehe 2x Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay ay Zeit für Frühling in mein Herz ay

you follow me ever since i met you when you change your mind i will loose myself just don’t tell your friends im on ketamin again i need time alone but you say you need me you have feelings but girl you can’t believe it I can’t feel shit i feel different (i feel different) this time you need to fight the pain this time i can’t complain this time you need to fight the pain this time i can’t complain (i can’t complain)

You saw me at the club I was just a shell without feelings I'm sure I am going to hell Where I will be alone Like I've been all my life You'll never understand But I hope you're doing well and everyone around me knows what to do but I feel funny Like I'm a fucking clown that everybody wants to try out (yea, yea…) I'm really on these drugs How can I give up? What weighs me down Before I drown 2x and right now I'm crying cause I see how worthless I am tell me that you want me after these 2 lines im coming

lyrics: i keep pushing myself but in the end im all alone here with this pain im taking pills non-stop and you will never feel the same you can punch me in my fucking face i won’t feel a thing i keep pushing myself but in the end im all alone here with this pain im taking pills non-stop and you will never feel the same you can punch me in my fucking face i won’t feel a thing

du-spielst+monopoly+mit-mir by oilcolor

gefangen+in-einer+zelle by oilcolor

so-schön+wie+du by oilcolor

falsche-leute+um+mich by oilcolor

dein-duft+in-mein+kopf by oilcolor

du-gehst+ich-steh by oilcolor

miles away (sped up) by oilcolor

vergiss immer wieder wo du herkommst mit den blauen Pillen fühl ich mich wertlos paracodin in mein coke ich trink es weil es einfach sein muss du dachtest du wärst wertlos aber ich begehe die gleichen Fehler wieder von vorne tränen fallen jetzt auf den Boden ich versteh nicht was passiert du blockierst mich und ich auf allen vieren es ergibt keinen sinn du bist lieber mit ihm du bist lieber mit ihm 😔 ich hab keine liebe verdient es ist Wochenende und ich zieh ich kann es nicht mehr spüren es ist für eine Zeit aber es wird nicht heilen ich hab keine liebe verdient es ist Wochenende und ich zieh ich kann es nicht mehr spüren es ist für eine Zeit aber es wird nicht heilen

CHORUS the story starts with an end she wants me again stop falling for me come grab my hand i know it baby you wanna control me baby my mind on drugs she fell in love PRE PART spend my money on meds im fucking up my health i got a feeling it will end and i hope you will regret that you never called me back no you’ll never see me again no you’ll never see me again PART i think we made sense but you always complain while i was in pieces at least i was feeling something real now it seems unreal but i choose this way i miss your skin CHORUS the story starts with an end she wants me again stop falling for me come grab my hand i know it baby you wanna control me baby my mind on drugs she fell in love

@flanne_ll

production, vocals, lyrics by oilcolor #INTRO ah you know it’s like, I can’t describe it but all the years are worthless to me #VERSE wake up new day, take a walk with me nobody of my old friends stayed with me do you, do you feel special? I recognized they used me as a vessel my dream of life (life, life) walking through the light (light, light) as it seems to rise (rise) I’m not alright #BRIDGE I’m not alright my heart is frozen ice I’m not alright #HOOK I know you will catch feelings for me Everyday I’m in pain lately Destiny of life is crazy Can I make it through the night? maybe nothing you should worry about nothing you should worry about nothing you should worry about nothing you should worry about

production, vocals, lyrics by oilcolor #VERSE Push me away So I finally see if I should stay If I would stay I really can't believe what happened today It doesn't matter where I go I look around and can't find a home It's so hard to move on When your whole life is beating you down #BRIDGE And everybody listening to this song I swear my heart is what you all own #HOOK All the plays I make Keep me motivated and able to stay Like miles away These songs mean the world to me and I pray I pray that I'm safe and my grandpa counts a million every day a million every day I would give it all to you cause you’re the only one who never let’s me down

production, vocals, lyrics by oilcolor #VERSE you came up to me and want me to stay it happened once, so what will happen today? you’re so fun babe, don’t mind my way you're next to me now naked okay (okay) #HOOK I’m a fool babe, I can’t trust you babe I’m a fool babe, I can’t love you babe I’m a fool babe, I can’t trust you babe I’m a fool babe, I can’t love you babe #BRIDGE I’m a fool I can never love you, never love you #VERSE lately I been picking up what I can you fooled me once, will it happen again? I’m drinking my cup in a house made out of glass so please break it now and I’m thinking again #HOOK I’m a fool babe, I can’t trust you babe I’m a fool babe, I can’t love you babe I’m a fool babe, I can’t trust you babe I’m a fool babe, I can’t love you babe

production, vocals, lyrics by oilcolor #HOOK don’t bother me they took me away remember me but not in a good way #VERSE it’s clear they don’t feel me always been so silly in a stupid way wrote down in an essay if you need something think about the delay think about the pain #BRIDGE you’re talking to me but I never listen #VERSE because I’m in my brain yeah I go insane act different today put a mask on my face like everyday #HOOK don’t bother me they took me away remember me but not in a good way

production, vocals, mix & master by oilcolor guitar by @remghost lyrics #INTRO you know what i struggle with? people i don’t think we ever really know each other i mean not … not fully and how can you love someone entirely when you can’t know them entirely there might always be something there waiting to break your heart…out of nowhere #HOOK You don't even know what I been through so many meds, I can't feel you so many pills, I don't remember you when will it end is what I asked you #VERSE pills after pills I am restless text on the phone I forgot that you're a fake bitch I don't need that leave me alone I need to heal fast #BRIDGE I try something and get it right back but every time it feels so bad when will it end? 
#VERSE gallery shoes, walking threw the night another fake dream but no closed eyes I don't know what's real anymore i don’t know what you need me for #BRIDGE I try something and get it right back but every time it feels so bad #HOOK You don't even know what I been through so many meds, I can't feel you so many pills, I don't remember you when will it end is what I ask you #OUTRO It’s what I asked you when will it end?

everything produced by oilcolor lyrics: (lets go) i lie at the bottom watch my life devil is watching me now at the same time i lie next to you you know what im feeling and beeing depressed is nothing we worry about its a normal day feeling i looked you in your eyes they shine so bright, you don’t even know what i was seeing you looked me in my eyes and they told you im broken will we ever feel again? i lie at the bottom watch my life devil is watching me now at the same time i lie next to you you know what im feeling and beeing depressed is nothing we worry about its a normal day feeling

wish by oilcolor

produced by oilcolor

production & vocals / lyrics by oilcolor lyrics: i don’t wanna see you i don’t wanna be with you all my time is wasted now and i always trusted you you're a fake friend since the fucking highschool now they switched up on me this is all they can do i need a new heart i need a new brain too homesick bitch, i don’t where my home is all these girls on my mind day by day night by night can you please go away but please stay for the night? (but please stay for the night) 3x im a mess all these people make me anxious only run away, to rest (yea) 1x all they tryna do, is test me all these lies (lies lies) on my mind (mind mind) i can’t believe what you did im not fine (fine fine) every time i try to be so kind it all falls apart i am doomed for life where’s the way out of this? yea i feel blind be my guide your skin feels fine teach me right you look so nice you give me vibes BUT IT IS ALL A DREAM 2x im a mess all these people make me anxious only run away, to rest (yea)

production & vocals / lyrics by oilcolor lyrics: talk to me please talk to me i slowly fall in to pieces and what i said, yea i mean it too many nights where im creeping too many lies that im feeling I don't pick up my phone when it ring you use me to pass the time but i will pick up my phone when it ring and you use me to be alive its cold outside tonight & i don't know where to go from here its like the same night tonight when you left me (all alone) and what you said to me you said you will be here for me it don’t matter what time (it don’t matter what time) i slowly fall in to pieces and what i said, yea i mean it too many nights where im creeping too many lies that im feeling I don't pick up my phone when it ring you use me to pass the time but i will pick up my phone when it ring and you use me to be alive talk to me please talk to me talk to me and say you will wait here for me

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TOXIC WASTE EP vocals and production by oilcolor lyrics: life is pain life is gray love is pain love is gray everyday no days in front of my face get out my way 2x drive slowly get away 2022 in can’t relate alone all day depressed all day depressed always depressed since days (since days…since days…since days) another night on my own im fucking sad but your a clone what is life when you at home u feel alone (all day) and it feels wrong (all day) i see your face and i feel hate (all day) no way (all day) that i can stay i rather be alone all day than to stay and say: hey (hey…and say hey…and say hey…fuck you)

TOXIC WASTE EP guitar and production by oilcolor https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1iCqFeNb3A why you tried to do this? could you tell us how you did it? i took a hundred of those pills a hundred? a hundred, yea and why did you want to commit suicide? because i didn’t want to face anything what's the use of getting up? what's the use of eating? I’m only gonna die someday, anyway. What's the use of doing anything? Because it's pointless

production by oilcolor lyrics: waste away my feelings (my feelings) and i waste away all day (day) it will end soon believe me finally no more pain (no pain) tell me what you need from me i can’t hold on to it, yeah its too much for me, yeah i start to loose my face (my face) 2x like bladee smoking (smoking) im smoking toxic waste (toxic waste) and my heart starts beating (fuck) it start beating so fast (so fast) i think i’ll die tonight (ok) all my memories won’t last

TOXIC WASTE EP production, lyrics, filming and editing by oilcolor lyrics: walk away you don’t listen what i say miles away miles away from what i say everyday feels the same i have to face my tears to stay stay here stay near everyday i feel so sick running away im running away do you see what i did can you believe me now? i can’t see what i did i can’t believe it now

production, vocals, mix by oilcolor 2x baby what u seek for tell me what u bleed for don’t really need more i need more 2x i want to show you something i want to show you something so take me home tonight im not feeling alright im not feeling alright freezing cold winter in my hometown i don’t know where to go now please stop talking i need 4 hours to escape you wake me up and i hope im not awake baby what u seek for tell me what u bleed for don’t really need more i need more … i want to show you something i want to show you something

probably the end of this trash guitar by oilcolor NOT MIXED & MASTERED

full song produced by oilcolor im working on myself & my music to get better... lyrics: another weekend i’m feeling sick how can i change something, that dont exist? i see you talking talking nonsense how can u sleep at night? i dont pretend politics news break politics news fake

2x im awake imma hide my feelings again just in case imma start feeling again two times on a monday maybe i get happy someday all i want is one place on this earth baby give me some space yes i started to believe what i really see bad people around me started to surrounding im awake imma hide my feelings again just in case im start feeling again

production, vocals, lyrics & art by oilcolor https://oilcolor.webnode.at video filmed by: alina ( instagram.com/letsbeking ) edited by: oilcolor lyrics: its been so long i still remember them days that we fade away we fade away and i can’t carry much more tonight im lost i think it’s blood in my cup blood in my cup have you seen someone i don’t remember its been so long yea its been so long since september but im fine i loose my mind yea i loose my mind

produced by oilcolor picture by oilcolor

artwork by oilcolor production, guitar, mix/master, vocals by oilcolor lyrics: so you’re speechless about this world and the habits so you wanna change something about this crazy world and the habits and the habits baby we gonna change your mind baby we gonna change your mind baby we gonna change your mind baby we gonna change your mind

vocals, mixing & production by oilcolor www.oilcolor.webnode.at traktrain.com/oilcolor lyrics: and again i see what’s worse than me i was so blind i think that you cursed me and far away i could stay safe delete anything so i will stay safe delete anything so i will stay safe and again i see what’s worse than me i was so blind i think that you cursed me and again i see what’s worse than me i was so blind i think that you cursed me oh why oh my

7 of my fav tracks / beats from feb <3 some of them available on my traktrain. traktrain.com/oilcolor @garden_avenue 0:00-0:45 lights prod. oilcolor 0:45-1:25 w/ @satorigold 1:25-2:12 co2 prod. oilcolor 2:12-3:00 w/ @harvest 3:00-3:45 xc prod. oilcolor 3:45-4:30 w/ @lukas-daxacher-1 4:30-5:31 fluuu prod. oilcolor

original song Gucci Mane - Lemonade remix produced by @lukas-daxacher-1 & @oilcolor (me) soon on all streaming platforms @lukas-daxacher-1 https://www.instagram.com/_dont_give_a_damn__/

production & vocals by oilcolor https://oilcolor.webnode.at/ lyrics: blue sky wake up in the morning lay back in my chair and i am soaring can you go away i don’t want you here i will waste my time I don’t wanna fail im a waster im a waster i just waste time i just waste life 2x im a waster im a waster all these conversations turned into hating why am i steady wasting why am i steady wasting lies what its raining but i never passed the blame man 2x im a waster im a waster i just waste time i just waste life 2x im a waster im a waster