homesick

production & vocals / lyrics by oilcolor lyrics: i don’t wanna see you i don’t wanna be with you all my time is wasted now and i always trusted you you're a fake friend since the fucking highschool now they switched up on me this is all they can do i need a new heart i need a new brain too homesick bitch, i don’t where my home is all these girls on my mind day by day night by night can you please go away but please stay for the night? (but please stay for the night) 3x im a mess all these people make me anxious only run away, to rest (yea) 1x all they tryna do, is test me all these lies (lies lies) on my mind (mind mind) i can’t believe what you did im not fine (fine fine) every time i try to be so kind it all falls apart i am doomed for life where’s the way out of this? yea i feel blind be my guide your skin feels fine teach me right you look so nice you give me vibes BUT IT IS ALL A DREAM 2x im a mess all these people make me anxious only run away, to rest (yea)