Permission to Suck

ahh just listensongs:rapture - we are all fossilsi surrender - st. finnikinpause breathe reset go - the creation foundry

the flouranteen pieta and more things…songs:all this to live for - emmit fennhighs & lows - hill song young & free/aodhan king

listen if you will, however should God call your name twice in a row get ready lolbooks:the oxford illustrated history of christianity - mcmannersnuclear war - jacobsentheo of golden - levifool’s errand - hobb

meh, just listen…books:the oxford illustrated history of christianity - mcmannersthe liveship traders trilogy - hobbsongs:all this to live for - emmit fenni wouldn’t change a thing - cathartic fallyou - life church switch

random thoughts on the first day of augustbooks:the oxford illustrated history of christianitythe liveship traders - hobbtuesdays with morrie - albomsongs:secrecy - ethan reganhurt me - boundary run

listen and seebooks:this side of paradise - fitzgeraldgreat gatsby - fitzgeraldsword of kaigen - wangfarseer trilogy - hobbsong of achilles - millersongs:whole - jordan hartjesus be the name - tori elliot/engedi musici wouldn’t change a thing - cathartic fall

just listen, or don’t since nothing matters lolbooksalchemized - sen lin yugreat expectations - dickensthe adventures of huckleberry finn - twainthe count of monte cristo - dumassongwild - hailaker/lowswimmer/jemima coulter

a dog, the ritz, emotional responsibility vs intelligence etc…booksthe ocean the bird and the scholar - helen vendlersongsholding on - johnGEtears dry tonight - cyril/james blunt

i like lewis’ book mere christianity and enso and the spirit created within and between people etcbooksmere christianity - cs lewisalchemised - senlinyuparadise lost - miltonsonglove in the dark - 3slow2

marble jars and chaffe and pencils held etc etcbooksold jules - mari sandozsongi miss you - harold melvin and the blue notes

hurt feelings, denial, good and evil, being understood while all 24 hours are not the same etc etc booksparadise lost - miltonfour winds - hannahold jules - sandozmere christianity - lewisthe great divorce - lewissongsGod’s country - ethel cainblue moon revisited - cowboy junkies

ramblings about nothings, my favorite thing to dobooksslouching towards bethlehem - didionthe four winds - hannahparadise lost - miltonsongsdust bowl - ethel cain

a stroll through eden, blame, love, inspiration w a dose of aversion maybe, cupid w two arrowsbooksscrewtape letters - cs lewisabolition of man - cs lewiskite runner - hosseiniparadise lost - miltonsongsthese days - jeremy campout of my hands - jeremy camp

chat about circe, east of eden and other things like “thou mayest”bookseast of eden - steinbeckcirce - millerparadise lost - miltonsongsand it goes - little notes

you can’t cross chasms in two small jumps but here we go …. and morebookseast of eden - steinbeckcirce - millersongsfamous last words - ethel cainmoviesshadowlands - hopkins & winger

one handed egg cracking is derived from ego, look it up and more…booksparadise lost - miltoneast of eden - steinbeckbitter sweet - williamssongscasings - ethel cain

another ramble through time and space, new words like nefarious oh mybooksdog of the south - portissongsburn the ships - king & countrythoroughfare - ethel caine

random book music and assorted thoughtsbooksyours truly - jimenezink blood sister scribe - torzsgreat alone - hannahten thousand doors to january - harrowrose under fire - weinmusicanything ethel caini can and i will - searows

just stuffbookstrue grit - portissongsnot much - hailaker, low swimmer, coulteri don’t need you anymore - haffway (stripped v)counting the days - will taylor, will heggadonlinger - royel otis

loving your pain, God is time and dementia ughmoviethe mountain llsongabout you - reveur voyageurbookwicked lovely book series - marr

a quick dive into turtles, happiness, being vs doing and morebooksthe gang of three - burtonthe language of letting go - beattiesongswe were made for this - CHPTRSshapes - alex baker

do good things for medo things that are good for mejust a ramblesongslike you - meytainterlude - the ends of the earth - luca fogale

the love walk, submission, how do you square that circle, throne of glass and morebooksthe song of rolandthe invisible life of addie larue - schwabthrone of glass - maassongsmotion - sandberglagon - fins ara

all over the map so go listenbooks:chesterton’s gateway - nicollei who have never known men - harpmanthe nicomachean ethics - aristotlesongs:on the avenue - mettshi ren - ren

the best book i’ve read in a long while, a poem, lives lived in a day, the masters and morebooksthe thorn birds - mcculloughwe who wrestle w God - petersonplato’s apology - jowettanthony & cleopatra - mcculloughsongssong on the beach/photograph - el-atwion the avenue - metts

we scratch around the bible a bit without being preachy, the ark, jonah, and the assasination of caligulabooksi, claudius - gravesbiblesongsmoves - suki waterhousegod help me now - elluv

the berlin olympics and camus was mad while our world becomes too much to bear lolbooksthe language of letting go - beattiethe rebel - camusthe boys in the boat - brownsongsa life - christian loffler and para for cuvathe elevator - lizzy mcalpine

a ramble, the problem and solution gap, 3/22/76, not owning things that are not yours, connection vs independence etc etcbookscaesar - goldsworthythe rebel - camussongslung - vancouver sleep clinicautumn tree - milo greene

camus is pronounced camoooooo like a cow and i ask why why why, pebbles vs boulders and life is mostly our imagination in case you didn’t knowbooksthe rebel - camuscaesar - goldsworthysongsveins - palaceopera house - cigarettes after sex

dumb thoughts mashed into a pod, take what you like and discard the restbookscaesar - goldsworthya short stay in hell - pecksongsa different age - current joysilysb - lany

a lot of nothings about somethingsbooksevery man’s bible - nlvnormal people - rooneythe remains of the day - ishigurothe year of magical thinking - didioncaesar - goldsworthythe language of letting go - beattiesongssweet serenity - pixie mccannone more minute - ben barnes/monica martin

skirt some thoughts, momento mori, we are all hypocrites, our soul bubble, and other thingsbooksmini philosophy - jonny thomsonyou could make this place beautiful - maggie smithsongssleeping with the lights on - searowswherever i may go - etheridge/scott

does God change His mind, are we the only creation, do we deserve comfort, simple things like thatbooksintermezzo - rooneycaesar - goldsworthysongsabout you - reveur voyagera house in nebraska - ethel cain

new year here we go sharing things i see or read, realizing everyone matters in their own way, recognized or notbooksthe king must die - renaultmini big ideas - jonny thompsonsongbest day of my life - tom odell

a friend joins me to discuss music, poetry, their impact, mental health, people as delicate ecosystems, and a book by sally rooneybookbeautiful world, where are you - sally rooneysongsjump - van halenabout you - 1975

rambles about montaigne, lincoln and thinkingbooklincoln in the bardo - saunderssongssomething about her - sanchezfolding - abimaro

some decent thoughts, still reading Montaigne which has been fun, poetry is a trap the complete essays - Montaignesongsinto the ether - vollebekkeasy on the eyes - stephen sanchez

oh idk, things about time and discipline and guiltbooksthe essays - montaignesaving time - jenny odellthe wager - david grannthe orange girl - jostein gaardersongstheater - etta marcusyou - valleysadness - platon davydovwordslacrimairerelentique

a ramble including oliver burkemans new bookbookmeditations for mortals - burkemansongfall in - humbear

thinking our way into trouble, love without a place to land, a phone callbookthe sparrow - mary doria russellsonglover, please stay - nothing but thieves

dumb thoughts shared, is it really stress, waning enthusiasm, golf omgbooka time travelers wife - audrey niffeneggersongsswimmers - andrew bellelast chance - chptrs

a ramble, pick great friends, find deeper meaning in the things you have, haigs book is ohhhkBookhow to stop time - Matt HaigsongsHearing - sleeping at lastPetals fall - parijat

goddesses being goddesses, matt haig has a new book, imagine a better outcomebooksThe god & goddesses & hero’s handbook by liv albertThe house across the lake - riley sagerThe life impossible - matt haigsongsThe mountain is you - chance penafloorboards - noah henderson

mental health should be priority number one, the view is biased lol, I love you has different meanings, gym memberships are a cult haha and other dumb opinions…Books - the winter people - mcmahon - liked enough to rec itThe house across the lake - sager - good so farSongs - a little more time - role modeland quietly yours - carol thorns

dumb thoughts with a headachepandoras jar, women of greek myths, inspection by malerman, eternity by david tolk

quick chat about “the one”, saying no, and turning 62

a few thoughts about suffering, experience and diax’s rake

a chat about digging up the past, the soul and where it is, and the benefit of boring

a ramble, the expectation effect, snow crash, shaking the can

a few simple thoughts regarding collective brainwash and the new religion of feelings