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Recovering Meth
by Kendall Kee
A 17 year addiction with alcohol and meth, finally came an end, August 26, 2019. Homelessness. Defeated, broken and hopeless. Add congestive heart failure from the drugs I had consumed is enough to admit I had hit rock bottom. I had a profound spiritual awakening during that moment in a hospital room. I confessed and accepted everything I had done to myself, and to God. This is my journey of recovery, life, and my walk with God. I share my weaknesses, strengths, experiences, failures and triumphs as I navigate down this road. In hopes that you will relate and find inspiration, encouragement, and hope. facebook.com/kyndol.kee Tiktok @kendallkee Instagram @kyn_kee
Episodes
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Blessings In The Now - Ep. 206
From a trip to Chicago, to moving into a new house, to working on my physical fitness, life has been fast paced. With all that has been going on, it's easy to overlook the blessings each day carries. At times I get caught up in the past or lost in what the future may bring. This episode shares…
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What Closure In Recovery Looks Like - Ep. 205
The previous episode shared about recognizing the need for closure when it comes to several incomplete relationships that I have been consumed by, since the age of 12 years of old. Unknowingly, these have had a negative impact in my life, recovery and spiritual walk. Those chains had been broken...
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Recognizing A Need For Closure - Ep. 204
Emotions are insanely powerful. They are frightening, uncomfortable, likeable and confusing. They are part of the human experience to say the least. How does one come to terms with them, especially while in recovery, and the waves are relentlessly hitting? This episode shares my experience of...
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3:3 Moving Pieces - Ep. 203
Do you accept hardship as a pathway to peace? This past week has been a consuming wave of emotions. Joy, confusion, hurt, proud, worthy, unworthy, lonely, and the list goes on. A recent step out a relationship, 3 years clean and sober, and my actual birthday have revealed some dark emotions that...
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A Season Of Changes - Ep. 202
Changes in life are inevitable. Planned or unplanned. Career changes lead to new responsibilities and new stressors. Relationships open up vulnerability. Quitting smoking, leads to a whirl wind of emotions. All these changes quickly sprung up during this season of my life. This episode shares…
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A Mother's Love - Ep. 201
The premiere episode of season 2, kicks off with an emotional release of anger, hate, and blame. Unknowingly, I've allowed those elements to consume me. To hold me back. It wasn't until a a conversation with a friend, where they posed the question, "has that 13 year old boy, fully forgiven your...
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A Quick Stroll - Ep. 029
Deaths from addiction are nothing but heartbreaking and unnecessary. Especially when help is readily available. Yet, they happen. This episode takes a stroll down 17th Ave and Colter to remind myself of some people I have meet during my active addiction. Regardless of what we may have been doing,...
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Relatable Experiences (feat. Jordan & Justin) - Ep. 028
Jordan and Justin join this episdoe of the podcast. Both on their own recovery journey and both share their experience, strength and hope. Jordan shares his very real and relatable background with addiction and how he is striving to become the best possible version of himself. Justin shares his...
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Self-Condemning - Ep. 027
Self-condemning is one thing that I still struggle with today. My actions, my thoughts, what I've said or didn't, are all very deceiving when it comes to fueling the shame and guilt that lead to my self-condemning. I find comfort in the phrase "progress not perfection". Most of all, I am a Child…
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Love & Lust - Ep. 026
What sins are you holdiing on to that you need to let go of? Isn't it time you let yourself free but giving it over to God? This episode talks about "lust" and how it has been holding me back from the promises of being joyous and free that come along with recovery. If I ain't careful, it could...
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The Bigger Picture - Ep. 025
My will is nothing but selfishness and chaos. I've lived 17 years of my will running wild to know that. Yesterday, I was spiritually weak and found myself fighting for my will to superceed God's will for me. It was nothing but fustration and pure ugliness. Little did I know, there was a bigger...
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A Better View - Ep. 024
In this episode, we get a new perspective about the blessings and struggles that come along with recovery. Javen & Jordan join me in this episode of experience, strength and hope.
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Pathway To Peace - Ep. 023
"Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace." A beautiful piece of the serenity prayer that tends to be overlooked too often. In this episode, I speak about how a sudden depression has settled in these past few days. Seems fitting because I recently started facilitating "relapse prevention"…
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Sharing Hope (feat. Quincy A.) - Ep. 022
"Two addicts sharing their experience is unparalled to anything else." -NA Literature. Quincy is a young man who I have seen making strides while on his recovery journey. This episode is simply two men on the journey of recovery, sharing experience, strength & hope. visit recoveringmeth.com
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Don't Forget, You Need Some Rest - Ep. 021
Grinding and grinding. Working and working. When was the last time you got some rest? Not sleep, but actual rest. In most cases, it's a lot easier said than done. Personally, God knew what I needed before I even asked. He blessed me with a cold, so I could realize that I too needed rest. I have…
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Out The Window - Ep. 020
In this episode, 2 guests join to share their relapse experience. We are bombarded with relapse prevention information and techniques to help handle those situations. Yet, chances for relapse are shockingly high for anyone on the road to recorvery. Our 2 guests, had 3 months of clean time between...
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This Is Dedicated To You - Ep. 019
Life is truly precious. Tell the ones you love, exactly how much you appreciate them. Be thankful for you have in your life. This episode is dedicated to everyone who has lost a loved one, due to addiction. It's heartbreaking. Know that resources are available. Share those resources. I pray this...
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Inspiration Lives - Ep. 018
It's a blessing to know that inspiration lives within us all. We have that power to inspire and be inspired. Hardships and triumphs, who do you share those with? The nay-sayers? Or those that will elevate you into greatness? Visit recoveringmeth.com
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Life After Drugs - Ep. 017
Life after drugs was unimaginable early in my recovery. It scared more than anyone will ever know. Only because it was so foreign. After months of investing into myself, I realize life happened before addiction. Life happened during addiction. Yes, life will happen after drugs. It's a life that I...
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Slow Down & Recognize - Ep. 016
During my addiction, I know I wasn't living life, but moreso, just going through the motions. I wasn't able to recognize the blessings I had. I powerlessness I still have. When I take a few moments and slow things down, I am able to recognize the smallest things I tend to over look. I am able to...
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Your Episode - Ep. 015
Some people want recovery. Others don't. It's going to be like that in any situation. What it comes down to is who is willing to do the work? This episode took the topic from one Facebook comment, via the Recovering Meth podcast. Great things are coming to help you be empowered and inspired....
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Blessing In Disguise - Ep. 014
The situations in life that baffle us, could either break, or determine what we are made of. Fortunately on my journey, I have my trust in my Higher Power. I have the support of so many. I may not have a job, but my biggest problem is the fact that I don't have any cigarettes at the moment. I am...
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Looking Down On Me - Ep. 013
Difficulties from the new tranisiton of life. Instead of coping, I share how I overcame the struggles of the past week. An old friend reached out and shared a very heartwarming message. I finally uncover some intimate past events and definitely share my experience, strength and hope. This is...
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Turn The Page - Ep. 012
The unknown is like picking out a book blindly while hoping you pick that one mystery book out of the bunch. Why pick an entire new book, when you can easily create a new chapter? I have turned the page and begun a new chapter in my life. The struggle was not knowing if it was possible. I am here...
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Out Of The Box - Ep. 011
At times in life, we are confined to a box. Running & running with absolutely nowhere to go. That box may even become a coffin for some. Fortunately, I escaped that route. In 2 days, I will be discharging from the Richlin program and venturing into my own apartment. I have a lot to be thankful…
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Incomplete Relationship - Ep. 010
Incomplete relationships can consume us from the inside, out. An incomplete relationship are those that carry an emotional tie that effects us when we speak on it. Today, I have completed one relationship that consumed me at the very core. This "must listen" episode shares my expeience, hope and...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
A 17 year addiction with alcohol and meth, finally came an end, August 26, 2019. Homelessness. Defeated, broken and hopeless. Add congestive heart failure from the drugs I had consumed is enough to admit I had hit rock bottom. I had a profound spiritual awakening during that moment in a hospital room. I confessed and accepted everything I had done to myself, and to God. This is my journey of recovery, life, and my walk with God. I share my weaknesses, strengths, experiences, failures and triumphs as I navigate down this road. In hopes that you will relate and find inspiration, encouragement, and hope.
facebook.com/kyndol.kee Tiktok @kendallkee Instagram @kyn_kee
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Kendall Kee
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