Season 13

This is the last episode – for now maybe and I can’t believe I made it to 5 years. In my first episode I was uncomfortable in front of the camera and now I can’t imagine my life without it. I did so much from writing a book to being in a TV commercial. As […]

No lesson today, just a venting session about what really matters in life, what I’m not getting out of it, what I’m frustrated by, what I’ve loved, and what I’m doing to change. I don’t know where I’m going, but I do know I want to do it with intention. Key Takeaways: [0:00] I’m frustrated […]

At this point, I’m just anticipating whatever traumatic event will happen to me next because some sort of disaster seems to follow me every decade. Sexual abuse, drinking, my life dating life, getting married and divorced twice, losing my career, doomed friendships, brain tumors, and losing kids. Key Takeaways: [0:00] The best part of podcasting […]

After Molly died, I absolutely believed in heaven. If I didn’t then it would mean Molly ended up nowhere and I can’t cope with that possibility. It’s also because I have seen so many amazing mediums who gave me such accurate details I know it couldn’t possibly be fake. Knowing what I know now, I […]

I’ve been thinking about justice – and how Molly will never get it. I settled the lawsuit and took money and I wonder if that’s a mistake. If I hadn’t taken it I could tell so many stories about people’s characters and that’s its own kind of justice. It’s a balancing act: I now have […]

As I contemplate my life, I realize some aspects haven’t really changed at all. That as much as I embrace things like using my phone to schedule things or text, I still cling on to the nostalgia from my childhood. Writing letters, having homemade food, and bopping along to the Styx and ABBA. In this […]

My friend is having to relearn how to walk and it’s frustrating to him, but he’s making little bits of progress every day and he should celebrate that. You should too. So often we only celebrate the big wins, the things that we deem worthy of celebrating. But in reality, everything is worth celebrating because […]

I broke 5 minutes in the mile – and it’s not how I remember it. Memory is such a crazy thing that changes over time. We amplify some parts of our memory and dull others to fit the image we want to see. That’s what I did, but I have it on video to compare […]