Shameful Nature

This episode I finally dive into my conversion therapy story. Then, we do a heavy hitter, Jeffrey Dahmer. Sources: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exodus_International https://murderpedia.org/male.D/d/dahmer-jeffrey.htm#google_vignette https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jeffrey_Dahmer https://www.britannica.com/biography/Jeffrey-Dahmer https://www.crimemuseum.org/crime-library/serial-killers/jeffrey-dahmer/ Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

Allergies, California Politics and Income Inequality, Oh My! Then a dive into a recently solved cold case from the 1990's. The Yogurt Shop Murders. Four young girls taken with so few answers available. Sources: https://www.cnn.com/2026/04/10/us/eric-swalwell-sexual-misconduct-allegations-invs https://www.npr.org/2018/06/05/617250124/how-californias-jungle-primary-system-works https://www.ppic.org/publication/california-voter-and-party-profiles/ https://www.ziprecruiter.com/Salaries/Kimberly-Clark-Entry-Level-Salary https://www.salary.com/tools/executive-compensation-calculator/michael-d-hsu-salary-bonus-stock-options-for-kimberly-clark-corp https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Yogurt_Shop_Murders https://www.aetv.com/articles/dna-solved-yogurt-shop-murders https://www.austintexas.gov/police/news/significant-breakthrough-made-1991-i-cant-believe-its-yogurt-murders https://www.ksat.com/news/texas/2026/02/19/men-once-wrongfully-accused-of-austin-yogurt-shop-murders-seek-formal-exoneration/ https://abcnews.com/US/girls-austin-yogurt-shop-murder-victims-remembered-after/story?id=129992790 https://www.gosanangelo.com/story/news/2020/02/10/dna-discovery-austin-yogurt-shop-murders-sparks-fbi-standoff/4713168002/ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_Eugene_Brashers Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

I begin by talking about the war in Iran, my dad's PTSD and my struggles with self forgiveness. Then I dive into the murders of Roxanne Ellis and Michelle Abdill, a lesbian couple active in social justice and their small business, taken too soon because of homophobia. Sources: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murders_of_Roxanne_Ellis_and_Michelle_Abdill https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1992_Oregon_Ballot_Measure_9 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1994_Oregon_Ballot_Measure_19 https://web.archive.org/web/20030619074908/https://www.skepticfiles.org/aclu/or_19.htm https://www.ebsco.com/research-starters/social-sciences-and-humanities/lesbian-couple-murdered-oregon https://www.cdcr.ca.gov/news/2018/10/26/condemned-inmate-robert-acremant-dies-of-natural-causes/ https://www.glapn.org/6339RoxanneEllisMichelleAbdil.html Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

I begin by talking about my week. The joys of customer service, fulfilling every middle aged man's dream by saving a random object and then finding a use for it months later, and medical updates. Then I dive into the case of Gary Ridgway, a case that was more gruesome than I originally believed. Sources: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gary_Ridgway https://www.thenewstribune.com/news/special-reports/article25855150.html https://www.ebsco.com/research-starters/biography/gary-ridgway https://www.britannica.com/biography/Gary-Ridgway Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

More details about the trip to LA and Palm Springs. And the depression that sets in when the trip is over and the real world comes crashing in. Then we dive into the case of the I5 killer. A twisted tale that occurs along a highway that I've traveled many times. Sources: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Randall_Woodfield https://www.oregonlive.com/portland/2012/05/serial_killer_randy_woodfields.html https://murderpedia.org/male.W/w/woodfield-randall.htm#google_vignette https://www.oshkoshhistory.com/pdf/remember_when_i5_killer.pdf https://prezi.com/p/l0sy8ol7az42/randall-woodfield-the-i-5-killer/ Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

Yogi and Krieger's trip to Disneyland and Universal Studios Hollywood

Getting ready for my trip to Disneyland with Yogi Husbear. That means packing suitcases, cleaning house for the dog sitter, and hoping my kidney stone comes before the 7 hour drive starts. Then I dive into some deaths that happened at the happiest place on earth. Cause nothing says fun vacation like thinking about how many people have died there. Sources: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/America_Sings# https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/deborah-gail-stone-disneyland/ https://youtu.be/Fdv9dbTsCyY https://www.damfirm.com/disney-deaths/ Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

This episode I talk about upcoming trip to Disneyland and an episode that will be recorded while there. I give a review of the Scream 7 podcast. Then I transition into the tragic death of Jason Fox. Sources: https://www.krem.com/article/news/crime/four-people-arrested-jason-fox-death/293-93edcc2d-ba73-4ae8-8649-9a9959434ca2 https://www.krem.com/article/news/crime/human-remains-identified-missing-newport-man-jason-fox/293-212f29f0-16d1-45a8-9873-17994e188463 https://www.krem.com/article/news/crime/ryan-hillestad-18-years-sentenced/293-858f45c4-b052-43e3-bf4a-e058e1e179a8 https://www.inlander.com/news/a-family-searches-for-answers-after-a-gay-teen-in-a-small-town-is-beaten/article_42ad49d3-0d21-57e7-8f9a-df6868e52147.html https://www.spokesman.com/stories/2022/jan/14/man-convicted-of-murdering-jason-fox-station-repor/ https://law.justia.com/cases/washington/court-of-appeals-division-iii/2024/39084-5.html https://www.khq.com/news/memorial-for-jason-fox-vandalized-family-wants-fbi-brought-onto-the-case/article_78f468fc-1003-11eb-a56b-aff174bdf0bf.html https://www.krem.com/article/news/crime/riley-hillestad-verdict-newport/293-68c9eaf4-98a0-4430-a096-056d293fca83 https://www.spokesman.com/stories/2020/dec/06/i-cant-tell-you-everything-as-investigation-of-new/ https://www.khq.com/news/court-docs-reveal-details-in-the-murder-of-19-year-old-jason-fox/article_406efcf4-239a-11eb-be5f-b3b3a303c939.html Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

I chat about my week where I talk with my sister about plans for my parents housing situation. And wondering if my brain is even more off than I previously thought. Most likely. Then I dig in to the previously cold case of the murders of Lloyd Duane Bogle and Patricia Kalitzke. Sources: https://www.cnn.com/2021/06/10/us/montana-1956-double-murder-solved-dna https://www.cbsnews.com/news/montana-1956-killings-patricia-kalitzke-duane-bogle-solved-dna/ https://www.npr.org/2021/06/12/1005690930/detectives-just-used-dna-to-solve-a-1956-double-homicide-they-may-have-made-hist https://www.greatfallstribune.com/story/news/2021/06/08/cascade-county-montana-sheriffs-office-closes-books-65-year-old-double-homicide/7606617002/ https://www.greatfallshistorymuseum.org/blog/the-1956-kalitzke-bogle-double-murder-case https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/murder-two-montana-teens-1956-finally-closed-using-forensic-genealogy-n1270453 https://www.nytimes.com/2021/06/11/us/great-falls-montana-2007-homicide-dna.html Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

First I talk about upcoming plans for vacations and trying to get into better shape. Then I dive into the history of Gaétan Dugas and his mislabeling as Patient Zero. Sources: https://whyy.org/segments/how-the-myth-of-patient-zero-was-made/# https://youtu.be/JamdVea2_wE?si=Y3jXBrQ8HOSPy0wq https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaëtan_Dugas https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Randy_Shilts# https://xtramagazine.com/power/gaetan-dugas-and-the-aids-mary-myth-17259# https://hivinfo.nih.gov/understanding-hiv/fact-sheets/stages-hiv-infection https://www.npr.org/transcripts/498876985# https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_HIV/AIDS https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Randy_Shilts Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

First I talk about my recent week and how it was full of some interesting events. And then on how growing older never fails to have its ups and downs. Then I move into the case of Robert Hansen the Butcher Baker and how he got away with so many crimes. Sources: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_Hansen https://www.ebsco.com/research-starters/biography/robert-hansen-serial-killer https://dps.alaska.gov/AST/PIO/PressReleases/Victim-of-Serial-Killer-Robert-Hansen-Identified-3 https://people.com/how-serial-killer-robert-hansen-was-caught-11793985 https://www.aetv.com/articles/alaska-serial-killer-robert-hansen https://allthatsinteresting.com/robert-hansen Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

First I talk about the political chaos going on right now and how it's still ok to enjoy yourself. Then I dive into the unsolved case of The Doodler. Sources: https://encyclopedia.ushmm.org/content/en/article/martin-niemoeller-first-they-came-for-the-socialists   https://www.cbsnews.com/news/trump-administration-investigates-5-democratic-lawmakers-over-their-video-message-to-troops/   https://www.cbsnews.com/news/trump-democrats-seditious-behavior/   https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cx2p2dz9zk2o   https://www.pogo.org/analyses/military-oaths-and-unlawful-orders   https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doodler   https://www.intomore.com/impact/the-doodler-is-the-gay-serial-killer-youve-never-heard-about/   https://www.theawl.com/2014/12/the-untold-story-of-the-doodler-murders/   https://abc7news.com/post/the-doodler-sf-serial-killer-san-francisco-targeting-gay-community/11514910/?userab=abcn_du_cat_topic_feature_holdout-474*variant_b_redesign-1939,abcn_popular_reads_exp-497*variant_b_7days_filter-2077,abcn_ad_cadence-481*control-a-1962,abcn_news_for_you_exp-496*variant_b_test-2075,otv_web_content_rec-445*variant_b_less_popular_bias-1850   https://www.sfchronicle.com/projects/doodler-true-crime-podcast/chapter-one   https://medium.com/the-awl/the-untold-story-of-the-doodler-murders-6efbb99f4a24 Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

Today we discuss how we would change the past if we could. But also how some people can change their own future by just being better people in the present. Then we dive into the life and crimes of Jerry Brudos. Sources: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jerry_Brudos   https://oakscounselingassociates.com/understanding-the-difference-between-a-kink-and-a-fetish-exploring-therapy-options/   https://theworldlink.com/news/local/oregons-longest-held-prisoner-dies-of-natural-causes/article_26c6c3f3-e598-534a-a758-d04209751869.html   https://maamodt.asp.radford.edu/psyc 405/serial killers/brudos, jerome.htm   https://criminalminds.fandom.com/wiki/Jerry_Brudos   https://www.biography.com/crime/jerome-brudos   Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

This episode I discuss self acceptance. Learning my limits on how wild I want to be in life and accepting that. Then I dive into the murder of Arlis Perry. A case that went unsolved for far too long. And while it was eventually solved, the conclusion isn't very satisfying. Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Sources https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Arlis_Perry   https://www.paloaltoonline.com/news/2018/06/28/suspect-in-grisly-stanford-memorial-church-murder-kills-self/   https://www.paloaltoonline.com/news/2018/06/29/sheriff-suicide-note-serial-killer-book-jacket-at-murder-suspects-home/   https://sites.psu.edu/passionblogeliot/2021/11/09/arlis-perry/

This episode discusses the hit show Heated Rivalry and the difficulties those in the LGBTQ community face with coming out. Then we will discuss the disappearance of Kristen Modafferi. Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Sources Ep 4 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disappearance_of_Kristen_Modafferi   https://unsolved.com/gallery/kristen-modafferi/   https://oag.ca.gov/missing/person/kristen-deborah-modafferi   https://abc7news.com/post/kristen-modafferi-mystery-private-investigators-shed-light-on-cold-case/2134466/?userab=abc_web_player-460*variant_b_abc_dmp-1901,otv_web_player-461*variant_b_otv_dmp-1903,otv_web_content_rec-445*variant_b_less_popular_bias-1850,hp_banner-426*variant_e__tall_white-1781   https://www.sfgate.com/bayarea/article/san-francisco-missing-person-kristen-modafferi-18415384.php   https://www.findkristen.com/

Episode 3 is about some recent family medical updates. And then the unsettling case of Westley Allan Dodd. Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/   Sources Ep 3 https://web.archive.org/web/20131114094923/http://www.nytimes.com/1992/12/29/us/illusions-are-also-left-dead-as-child-killer-awaits-noose.html?pagewanted=all&src=pm https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Westley_Allan_Dodd https://time.com/5062940/westley-allan-dodd-execution-history/

This weeks episode is about the differences between me and my family and how hard that can be. Especially around the holidays. FYI, this episode was recorded shortly before Christmas 2025. Then we dive into the case of Donna Perry, another Spokane Serial Killer. Music Attribution: "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/   Sources: https://abcnews.go.com/Health/transgender-woman-male-persona-serial-killer/story?id=22959423 https://www.spokesman.com/stories/2017/jul/24/transgender-serial-killer-donna-perry-sentenced-to/ https://www.courts.wa.gov/opinions/pdf/354768_unp.pdf

The premier episode of Shameful Nature. Today we discuss the origins of my name before talking about the Serial Killer Robert Lee Yates. Music Attribution "Tyrant" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Sources https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_Lee_Yates https://www.newspapers.com/article/the-news-tribune-spokane-shooting-victim/114758300/ https://www.newspapers.com/article/the-news-tribune-dead-at-16-short-life/114758471/ https://www.newspapers.com/article/the-spokesman-review-police-prove-mother/114758967/ https://www.newspapers.com/article/tri-city-herald-autopsy-indicates-tri-ci/114759006/ https://archive.seattletimes.com/archive/20000421/4016730/despite-troubles-victims-also-had-families https://murderpedia.org/male.Y/y/yates-robert-lee.htm