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Still Searching
by Joshua Trujillo
Quadruple conscious musings of Josh Trujillo and friends on life, family, mental health, spirituality, OG Bubba Kush and the like.
Episodes
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Beef Rap, Mindfulness and Impending DOOM
The homie Ralph Bravo comes through to set our intentions for 2026 and geek out about hip-hop, mindfulness and the take over of ai.
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Unplugging from the Algorithm (Live at Mission Hills Church)
A live follow-up to Unplugging from the Algorithm, recorded at Mission Hills Church. An open conversation on mindfulness, shadow work, digital distraction, and reclaiming presence in a noisy world.
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Unplugging From the Algorithm (And Yes, Take a Shit Without Your Phone)
This episode goes way deeper than the title suggests. I explore mindfulness, shadow work, digital addiction, and what happens when you unplug long enough to hear your own mind again. From bathroom breaks without your phone to confronting the parts of yourself you’ve been avoiding, this is a raw,...
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Embracing the Unseen: A Journey into the Shadow
On this episode of "Still Searching," we're diving into the concept of the shadow self, inspired by Carl Jung's teachings. Think of it like Kendrick Lamar's "Mr. Morale and the Big Steppers" – it's about facing our true selves, even the parts we hide. We'll also explore how living in the present,...
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Smokin' On Top 5's!
Hey UMG, don't come for our headtop! We're just sharing love for music with our 53 loyal listeners. We promise, no copyright infringement. Just a few music lovers recapping our favorite songs and albums that got us through 2024. “Play that opp sh—t around me, I’ma tell you, ‘Turn it off’/Heard…
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Merry Christmas, God is dead
Questioning your faith? Feeling spiritually lost? You're not alone. Ryan Pryor and I tackle radical theology in this 90-minute episode, exploring a faith that prioritizes authenticity, human experience, and fighting for a better world. Prepare to have your beliefs challenged.
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Go And Up Your Rank
Two Paths to Power One: insecure, wounded, ego-driven—flexing wealth, chasing validation. Two: secure, grounded—moving in silence, creating value. Some build empires privately; others boast purchases publicly. Some face the mirror; others blame the world. In a fake world, anyone can claim power....
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The Mark of The Beast-The Source of my Childhood Trauma
Will my head get chopped off? Are my parents gone? I found the source of my childhood trauma and anxiety on world mental health day.
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Can Christians Say F*ck?
Buckle up for a wild ride of a variety of topics with the one and only Bobby Torres. Yes that Bobby Torres from Teen Reach!
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Tripping Through Music and Mental Health with Mizter Bonezz
Welcome back to another mind-bending episode of the Still Searching podcast! This week, I'm beyond stoked to have the one and only Mizter Bonezz join us. He's not just a dope musician, but also someone who's been through the wringer with mental health and come out the other side with some...
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Forged Family with T.C. Moore
"Full body or neck down?" Belonging, brotherhood, family. T.C. talks about his new book, Forged, following Jesus into a new kind of family. Order at https://linktr.ee/forgedfamilybook
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You Do Not Have to Be New
I'm back! With the dichotomy of me being me. Enjoy.
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How Did we Get Here and What's Next?
Been a minute, here's how I became a full time real estate professional and what's next for Still Searching.
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Letting Go of Guilt
Charles aka Carlos Delacuesta comes in the studio to talk about his mother and aunt being murdered at one of the lowest points of his life, to make things even worse, he was charged with their murders.
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I used to Love Her
Are you still there?
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We All Should Renounce the Faith, A Response to Phanatik with T.C. Moore
Does your faith have to be ironclad without any doubt? Josh and T.C. Moore talk about it in the season premiere of season 3 of Still Searching. Unbecoming A Believer: Are the rumors true? T.C. references a Song from Propaganda called "Precious Puritans," you can read more about it here. Puritans...
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Why God (Bonus Video)
Remembering my brother Johnny. (Video)
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Why God?
The worst day of my life. Remembering my brother Johnny. Celebration of Silvano Johnny Maldonado Video.
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Birthday Update
Damn J where the hell you been? @josh_ydd
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Filmmaker Eric Santos
Recently retired from radio, Eric is now directing his attention toward developing and writing movie scripts that have been placed on his heart for many years. Many of the people that he has met, have inspired the true-to-life characters that are in his films. https://santossoulproductions.com/
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Listen to the Kids bro! PT 2
The kids (and a few adults now) are back in the trap house and dish about the terrible 2020 school year, going off to college to get wasted, mental health and finding new friends.
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Snares, Reggae, and Justice with Alex Avila
Alex and Josh have a conversation on spine cracking snare drums, life changing rock shows and justice work in Pattaya Thailand. Support Alex here.
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Tina Torres
The amazingly talented Tina Torres drops by the studio to catch up, dish on her sister and speak life into the universe.
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Compassion
The gang talk about what it means to be compassionate and we interview Noah Trujillo on what he did for his 10th birthday. Noah's birthday giveaway
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The 90's
Gilda and Josh take a trip down memory lane to the 90's of ditching parties, scrambled HBO porn, music, fashion and so much more! (We do not own the rights to any music. Used for entertainment purposes only.)
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Party for Socialism and Liberation with Lina
Josh and Lina have a sit down and talk what Socialism could look like. ——-Links———- www.pslweb.org @pslweb @psl_losangeles www.liberationnews.org www.liberationschool.org CancelTheRents.org Huerta4sd30.org @justiceindenver DenverDefense.org ——-Books——— Washington Bullets by Vijay Prashad (covers...
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What is Love?
The gang try to figure out what the hell love is. Happy Valentines day!
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Brownface
Racial brownface is a variation of blackface in which a person imitates a person of Latin American, Middle Eastern, North African, Polynesian, Native American, and/or South Asian ethnic origin. This can be done using makeup, hair-dye, and/or by wearing traditional ethnic clothing to make a person...
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Tom from L.A. Progressive Shooters
Tom comes in the studio to talk all things guns from a progressive perspective. L.A. Progressive Shooters has classes in the LA and OC area to empower BIPOC and progressives by destigmatizing & demystifying guns. It is a community for people who are curious or passionate about firearms, but tired...
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2021 and the Attack of Vanilla ISIS
Articles on the subject THEY INVADED THE CAPITOL SAYING ‘JESUS IS MY SAVIOR. TRUMP IS MY PRESIDENT’ SEDITION AND SILENCE Jesus Is Not a Republican and Christianity Is Not Nationalism Videos Jordan Klepper Sees It All at The Capitol Insurrection Donkey of the Day Other Podcasts The Attack on the...
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2020 I Never Wanna See You Again!
Josh and Gildy recap 2020 the greatest time we never wanna have again with two special guest. wordsplayed - The 2020 Song Google — Year in Search 2020 People that made 2020 more manageable Lili Hayes Gilly moya
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Season 2 Trailer
The infinite search continues in season 2 with new segments, special guests and a new co host! http://stillsearchingpodcast.com/
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Season 1 Finale with Pops Part 3 of 3
The final episode of our 3 part finale is here with Pastor Rudy Trujillo as he shares his experience returning to Los Angeles to start something new and his current work with Champions in Service. Pastor Rudy can be reached at his website https://pastorrudy.com/ (We do not own the rights to any...
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Season 1 Finale with Pops Part 2
We return to the park to continue our conversation of the San Francisco experience and the lasting impact from the Bay. We do not own the rights to any music. Used for entertainment purposes only.
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Season 1 Finale with Pops Part 1
32 episodes later and I finally get to sit down with the man, the myth, the legend! Pastor Rudy Trujillo Hear my dads story as a youth and what made him decide to change his life and how I almost was half white or Puerto Rican!
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Oasis Mental Health Support Group
Listen in on our weekly mental health support group called, Oasis. Oasis is all about affirming the dignity of all who apart of this group, acknowledging their pain, affirm that they are not alone and are wanted in a judgement free space. Just love and support. In this episode we talk about…
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Weeds and Wheat- A Hip-Hop Story
Recorded for Mission Hills Community Church weekly Podcast. Reading Stories with Intent: A Comprehensive Guide to the Parables of Jesus https://www.amazon.com/Stories-Intent-Comprehensive-Guide-Parables-ebook-dp-B07D18QDXV/dp/B07D18QDXV/ref=mt_other?_encoding=UTF8&me=&qid=1595018429 Hip-Hop...
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Crash Test Dummy and the Good Samaritan
Here's my face to asphalt story. Enjoy. Music by Peace 586 Luke 10:25 A Samaritan traveling the road came on him. When he saw the man’s condition, his heart went out to him. He gave him first aid, disinfecting and bandaging his wounds. Then he lifted him onto his donkey, led him to an inn, and…
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Good Crack with Dr. Sharese Torres
My personal chiropractor comes by the house to adjust the whole family and we chat in the trap house about the importance of listening to and caring for your body. Sharese is currently practicing out of Pure Wellness Center in Valencia California, call to make an appointment. You won't regret it!
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PTSD with Extended Family
Mook Star from Extended Family comes to the Matrix Trap House to chop it up about the Put the Stress Down Podcast, music, marriage and life. Be sure to follow EF and the PTSD Podcast today!
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Shrek, Tupac and Quadruple Consciousness
"What the hell is quadruple consciousness Josh, and why does it matter?" Maybe an ogre and Pac can help me explain it.
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LGBTQ+, Black Lives Matter and Sitting in the Pit of Despair with Kelly Ravenscraft
Kelly Ravenscraft worship arts director at Mission Hills Community Church comes into the trap house to tell us her story of coming out in a Christian home and her journey into becoming a Chaplain resident at Sharp Hospital in San Diego Ca. Affirming Worship
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MHCC Peaceful Protest
God of Grief We weep with all those who have lost too much lately. We acknowledge our brothers and sister that were taken by the evils of whiteness, racism, and violence. Ahmaud Breonna George Three names in a list too long to mourn. We pray for mercy. We pray for compassion. We pray for justice....
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Doing Theology in a Pandemic and in "Empire"
Our resident Theologian T.C. Moore calls in to the Matrix Turtle Trap house along with my friend Alex Martinez and we talk about a wide range of Theological topics including practicing Theology in the middle of pandemic and how the future of how we worship is currently being shaped right now in...
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Hyphy Culture with Goldie Gold of The Federation
Dave from The Tax Shack and the homie Ray from the Bay have a conversation with Goldie Gold of The Federation and we get a Bay area rap history lesson, learn some Bay lingo and Hyphy culture and also find out how shady the recording industry really is. Be sure to listen to Goldie's latest project...
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Mental Health Talk with a Psych Nurse
My good friend Shelly who is very shy comes on the show to talk about what she's seeing in the psychiatric unit as a RN at Northridge hospital. Why is there an increase in 11-16 year old admittances? A jump in suicide attempts and depression, impulsive actions the youth are taking and overall…
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Quarantine and chill!
This week I'm a guest on the Source Podcast with Clemente De La Torre and we discuss our three favorite films and three favorite rock bands of all time. You'll hear what we are doing to pass the time during our quarantine time at home how we are maintaining our sanity and you will hear why I cant...
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In Times Like These- A Centering Practice for Us in these Anxious Times
Breath Prayers for Anxious Times By Sarah Bessey (From Matthew 11:28-30) Inhale: Humble and gentle One, Exhale: you are rest for my soul. (From John 15) Inhale: True Vine and Gardener, Exhale: I abide in You. (From Romans 8:38-39) Inhale: Nothing can separate me, Exhale: from the love of God.…
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Listen to the kids bro! Pt1
The matrix turtle trap house gets taken over by a bunch of dorks from Cesar Chavez High School- Academy of Scientific Exploration and the show goes off the rails talking about bullying, parent pressure and that one time one of the guys shat himself in class! Buckle up and enjoy the ride and…
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Hustle King- Eddie Gonzalez
Los Angeles based taco entrepreneur Eddie Gonzalez comes to the trap house to talk being the taco catering king of the 818 and beyond. The many businesses and organizations he is involved with-to the Chamber of Commerce, Odd Fellows, Business Networking Alliance and the iDek Kiosk and having…
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Quadruple conscious musings of Josh Trujillo and friends on life, family, mental health, spirituality, OG Bubba Kush and the like.
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Still Searching is created and hosted by Joshua Trujillo.
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