Studio Diaries

It's 2026 !Despite it all, we somehow made it. As I watched my heart this week, a pattern kept popping up. It definitely intrigued me.

This short life is not easy to live because the ease is coming in eternity. I pray I don't miss the link up.

It has been a packed few months. Life sped up and bumped me back to living on the fast track. Here is my first step to slow back down.

I went back to my old journals and saw why my soul was so scarred and now I am sitting in a kinder more loving spirit

I've been exploring the impacts of shame on myself and my community. It revealed to me some really sad truths but it is only in recognizing the problem that we can begin to fix it.

So 2025 is here. I have been kinda too shy to post for the end of 2024. Here is a rant to make sure I get it in before the deadline. I loved growing this year.

I noticed that whenever I’m close to the finish line, I have this innate feeling to stop myself, even when the task isn’t overwhelming. It’s as if progressing to the end becomes something I don’t want.

SYRIA IS FREEE!! No matter how impossible victory might look, Allah has guaranteed the victory of those who are on the right Path. May Allah keep us steadfast!

I have always prided myself on being at peace in chaos. I am also uncovering that being at peace in peace is a surprising challenge. There is an incessant need to go back to the chaos.

"To Allah ˹alone˺ belongs whatever is in the heavens and whatever is on the earth. And Allah is sufficient as a Trustee of Affairs."Quran 4:132

An audio journal from my visit to the talented Mohamed Hersi’s exhibition, Tides of Tribulations. Art is my favorite language.Instagram Page: https://www.instagram.com/originalroyalrefugee/

When you feel fear, anxiety, and uncertainty, it is an avenue to Allah's Love. "It is out of Allah’s mercy that you ˹O Prophet˺ have been lenient with them. Had you been cruel or hard-hearted, they would have certainly abandoned you. So pardon them, ask Allah’s forgiveness for them, and consult with them in ˹conducting˺ matters. Once you make a decision, put your trust in Allah. Surely Allah loves those who trust in Him."Quran 3:159

I had the pleasure of interviewing Fran the French Teacher, and he graciously shared a glimpse into his world. With openness and warmth, he talks about his passion for teaching, the beauty of language, and what keeps him inspired.

Diligence felt exhausting to me until I changed my perspective

As the sun rose over the riverbank, I lounged next to one of my favorite souls, watching birds migrate across the sky.Then she turned to me with a smile and said, “Muna, you are a movie friend.” Her words lingered; it wasn't the first time she had said it. I couldn’t help but ask, “What do you mean by ‘movie friend’?”Cover Photo - Kaamil A. Haider Produced by - Muna Scekomar

Through a random workshop, I gained access to a new magical world called printmaking. This is us going through the gallery itself. A collection of submissions from all over the world. this is definitely not the first time I will be talking about this. I am mind-blown.Check it out at Highpoint Center for printmaking on Lake St.

Ran into some fishers and had to stop. One day, I will get my license and be a part of this lifestyle. Tiger taught me to fish.

I realized I broke my own heart by constantly breaking promises to myself. Forgiving myself is a must to move on. Holding on to Laa Hawla wa laa qwwata illa billaah.

my brain throws a million thoughts at me the minute I wake up. Just making sure the bad ones get sorted out before they plant their seeds in my day.

I promise you the joy at the end of this journey is not a lie. It is not a figment of your imagination. It is very much real. and you have every chance to get there.Host: Muna ScekomarProduced by Muna ScekomarCover Photo: Kaamil Haider

Why does it feel cringe when people believe in us? Studio conversations with a fellow artist prepping for my first exhibition. Enjoy!Host: Muna ScekomarProduced by Muna ScekomarCover Photo: Kaamil Haider

Feeling a little air fill my lunges. Every step forward won't be suffocating forever. You will feel better. That's just the law of Allah. No one who runs towards Allah is ever disappointed.Host: Muna ScekomarProduced by Muna ScekomarCover Photo: Kaamil Haider

I've been observing myself and my behaviors with a telescope these days. Most days, it feels like I am making no progress, other days it's easier to see the bigger picture. The itch to take everything I said in this episode and craft it into separate stories is killing me. I really didn't want to post this episode but in honor of the mission of the podcast, I must push through. Enjoy!Host: Muna ScekomarProduced by Muna ScekomarCover Photo: Kaamil Haider

To do List: Build a filteration systemMaintain a Quran systemDon't live in a colonial ProjectLifetime Task: Don't live with a brick for a heartHost: Muna ScekomarProduced by Muna ScekomarCover Photo: Kaamil Haider

A tough week derailed my plans but Allah is the best of planners. Welcome to a rollercoaster of my thoughts on a sick day. A little reflection and a lil QuranHost: Muna ScekomarProduced by Muna ScekomarCover Photo: Kaamil Haider

If love came in the form of a person, it would be the Prophet Mohamed peace be upon him.Host: Muna ScekomarProduced by: Muna ScekomarCover Image: Kaamil Haider

As Americans, we are the bank accounts for the genocide. Our money is funneled by systems the rich has built. We fight each other over who should be the love island winner while someone makes decisions for us. We can't change the whole world but we can start with ourselves. So I invite you to pick up "The Hundred years' war on Palestine" by Rashid Khalidi and read a chapter with me every Thursday. Reading is the key to knowledge and freedom. Let's free ourselves and use the power the lays with in us to change the world for the better. https://us.macmillan.com/books/9781627798556/thehundredyearswaronpalestineHost: Muna ScekomarProduced by: Muna ScekomarCover Image: Kaamil Haider

Coming back, easing in, and learning to love the way of Allah. What are you working through? Let me know in the comments. CC available on YT @MUNAPRODUCTIONSBest Candle Company in the World. https://www.nabadcandles.com/ Host: Muna Scekomar Produced by Muna Scekomar Cover Image by Kaamil Haider

Change feels so overwhelming sometimes that I fear I might drown. It reminds me of swimming against a rip current.Donate to Support families in Sudan: https://araha.org/donate/CC: On YoutubeCover Photo - Kaamil A. HaiderProduced by - Muna ScekomarVoice - Muna Scekomar

I found true love hidden in plain sight. CC: on Youtube. Cover Photo- Kaamil A. HaiderVoice - Muna Scekomar Produced by - Muna Scekomar

Ramadan Mubarak!Shaytaan is in chains so it's time to purge his disgusting and limiting views. Time to start fresh and new with the Quran as our center. And always keep making duaa for our brothers and sisters around the world Especially in GazaCC: On YoutubeCover Photo - Kaamil A. Haider Produced by - Muna Scekomar Voice - Muna Scekomar

Anyone feel like the year is still starting even though we are in March? Here is the crazy plan for this year. Let's see how much we can accomplish. CC: on YoutubeCover Photo - Kaamil A. Haider Produced by - Muna Scekomar Voice - Muna Scekomar

Do you have a demon called procrastination too? CC on YoutubeCover Photo - Kaamil A. Haider Produced by - Muna Scekomar Voice - Muna Scekomar

Why do our shackles feel more attractive than freedom?CC: On YoutubeCover Photo - Kaamil A. Haider Produced by - Muna Scekomar Voice - Muna Scekomar

et's get naked about all the things we hide. This series is as chaotic as life and as real as it gets. Welcome to Studio diaries. Captions: Available on YT Cover Photo - Kaamil A. Haider Produced by - Muna Scekomar Voice - Muna Scekomar