Sit, Share & Sabscribe
by Sab
Sab-baidee, Nyob zoo, Sabscribers!We all know the healing experience and journey are not linear for anyone, but what better place to start than with your own natural abilities?My love and passion for storytelling and journaling have driven me to create a space to find other like-minded individuals. My vision to encapsulate those experiences is what I hope to be timeless. Not every part of a story is beautiful, but let's talk about it!Creating a healing and loving space that motivates authenticity takes a village! Be a part of this village!So, Sit, Share, and Sabscribe!
Episodes
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Special Guest: Lazo Schemes!!!
Hey Sabscribers!It's been a long time since I've given a guest appearance. There would be no better than to have my amazing homie and fellow creative @lazoschemesofficial to join me on a special episode.Tune in for a fun-filled episode as we catch up on Lazo's recent EP Whispers Before Dawn (on...
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Can You Love Me Naked?
Hey Sabscribers! In honor of National Suicide Awareness Month, I wanted to bare my 'naked' self and share my experiences with suicide and how it has affected me and those around me. In this episode, you will learn of my longing desire to belong somewhere with JUST SOMEONE. That burning desire led...
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30 Something Sab
Hey Sabscribers! It's been too long since I've last posted a full episode. Nothing better than posting one when I am officially 30 years old. Haha. I've missed the feeling of accomplishment when posting a full episode. There's a few new projects I've been working toward and I can't wait to share…
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Dissociative Amnesia
Hey Sabscribers! Have you ever heard of dissociative amnesia? Have you ever wondered why you walked into a room and completely forgot why? It could obvs be from a number of things but if you experienced trauma, this type of forgetfulness could be a result of dissociative amnesia. It's all more...
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Crybaby!
Hey Sabscribers! My apologies for slacking on episodes lately. Life has been hectic and I just haven't felt confident in posting any of the episodes I have recorded. I realized recently that I'm probably just being a crybaby. I almost chose to give up! I had to find a way to pick myself back up…
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All Set Backs = Bigger Comebacks (PT. 1)
Hey Sabscribers! This was clearly an old episode that I vaulted from months ago (you can tell based off my hair color LOL). I lost the other half of this episode, including the mic audio, but this was important for me to share the experience of domestic violence from a man's perspective. If yall...
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All the Things That We Accept, be the Things That We Regret
Hey Sabscribers! Today’s episode will focus on how we can better protect ourselves from perpetrators who are only interested in getting what they want. Some may disguise themselves as “good people” but pay attention to their actions because they will not match their words. We have to be less...
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Generational Burdens
Hey Sabscribers! Another short episode because I got two new port-a-pod episodes on the way! Join me on this episode to discuss deeper and darker parts of my experiences as an Asian American. I reflect on how the challenges of having immigrant parents and generational burdens that you so dearly...
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I'm a Trash A$$ Friend
Hey Sabscribers! R.I.P. to another important relationship in my life. I hope that letting go of these various people, friends, my career and more will lead me exactly where I’ve been working hard to get to. I AM CURRENTLY SEARCHING FOR A NEW CAMERA PERSON LOCATED IN THE MILWAUKEE AREA. I’m…
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365 Days of Suffering of Silence
Hey Sabscribers! March 15th officially marked one year since I released the very first episode of Suffering of Silence. Although, I feel like there are so many goals I have yet to reach, I still feel honored that I can even celebrate one whole year. So much has changed since the first episode....
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My Toxic Relationship with My Femininity
Hey Sabscribers! *ADVISORY* This episode does discuss topics such as domestic violence and sexual assault In honor of Women's History Month, I wanted to give you insight into a part of my connection to my femininity and womanhood. I wanted to share parts of my cultural history and background. I...
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International Women's Day
Hey Sabscribers! *ADVISORY* This episode does discuss topics such as domestic violence and sexual assault In honor of International Women's Day, I went back and forth on whether I wanted to give you guys structured facts in a well articulated format or if I just wanted to freely talk to you guys.…
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Projections & Living in Fear
Hey Sabscribers! I knew I lived with some level of fear, but I didn't realize until recently how much my fear was controlling me. My fear was getting in the way of how I love people and most importantly, how I love myself. I feel like I've unlocked a new level of consciousness. The real test is,...
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Getting Comfortable with the Discomfort
Hey Sabscribers! First of all, shout out y'all for loving me and supporting me through some of my most difficult times. I genuinely am so grateful and beyond blessed to have each of you apart of my life. I've seen all the messages and comments and those are what keep me going! Your girl found...
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I Lost My Job!!
Hey Sabscribers! Major life update for everyone! I lost my full time corporate job this past week and I wanted to share the raw emotional crash out I'm currently going through. More time on my hands equates to weekly episodes and more content on TikTok! Follow along my day-to-day journey as I...
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Hmoob New Year 2024!
Hey Sabscribers! This episode I wanted to give you guys some of my real and raw thoughts on how I feel celebrating Hmoob New Year. Essentially, I’ll be sharing thoughts of insecurity and feelings of imposter syndrome. Hope you guys enjoy this brief check in before the year ends. As always, thank...
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Shedding Parts of My Past Versions
Hey Sabscribers! I was sitting at a cafe recently and started yapping about how sad I am about ending my life long friendships and even parts of my professional life. I tend to build sentimental attachment to many things and people in my life. So many of these things and people aren't exactly...
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Checking in with Myself
Hey Sabscribers! Just wanted to keep this light this week and offer a quick check-in with myself. November 2023 I was down baddddd. I probably experienced some of the worst depressions in a long time. Although what sent me down this depression might seem minor to most people or in comparison to...
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Creativity and Relationships Are One and the Same
Hey Sabscribers! I'm back to bring another guest on the show--my good friend Carlos AKA Grimace. Tune in while we catch up on our personal lives and even dive into our thoughts on local art/creative spaces in our city. He's one of few friends I feel like I can talk to about clothes, styling and...
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Closing Out Domestic Violence Awareness Month
Hey Sabscribers! For National Domestic Violence Awareness month, I wanted to share a bit more about my experiences and some patterns I could have learned to help prevent myself and others from suffering from domestic violence. We have a special guest on this episode to share some resources and...
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I'm the Prize, Not a Possession, Part 2
Hey Sabscribers! For National Domestic Violence Awareness month, I wanted to share a bit more about my experiences and some patterns I could have learned to help prevent myself and others from suffering from domestic violence. *TRIGGER WARNING* This episode discusses topics of Domestic Violence....
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I'm the Prize, Not a Possession, Part 1
Hey Sabscribers! For National Domestic Violence Awareness month, I wanted to share a bit more about my experiences and some patterns I could have learned to help prevent myself and others from suffering from domestic violence. *TRIGGER WARNING* This episode discusses topics of Domestic Violence....
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Feelings of Isolation
Hey Sabscribers! First off, shout-out to my homie Izzy for coming through and executing on my coverart. This was certainly beyond expectations and I don't think there's a way I can show how appreciative I am for this. In this episode, I wanted to share some feelings of isolation and loneliness…
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90s Babies Talking Life Experiences Part 2
Hey Sabscribers! I am so excited to share this episode with you all! I’ve been waiting so long to bring my special guest—Jesucita on to the pod! Tune in while we talk about life experiences that have led us to our big 29! We’ve split the episode into two parts so here is part 2!💜 As always…
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90s Babies Talking Life Experiences
Hey Sabscribers! *TRIGGER WARNING* This episode discusses topics of domestic violence. Please refrain from listening if this may trigger you. I am so excited to share this episode with you all! I’ve been waiting so long to bring my special guest—Jesucita on to the pod! Tune in while we talk about...
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My 29th Birthday Episode!!
Hey Sabscribers! And Happiest of Birthdays to me! *TRIGGER WARNING* This episode discusses topics of domestic violence. Please refrain from listening if this may trigger you. This such a special episode for me, not only because I'm celebrating my 29th birthday, but I will be showing you all a...
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POV: I'm Your Toxic Ex
Happy Men’s Mental Health Awareness Month! *TRIGGER WARNING* This episode discusses topics of self harm and domestic violence. Hey Sabscribers! For my second (2nd) video episode ever, I wanted to share some additional insight on my POV on Men's Mental Health. This is a complicated topic for me as…
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Loving People at the Cost of Me
What's up Sabscribers! 💜 Happy AAPI Heritage month and Mental Health Awareness month! In honor of AAPI and Mental Health Awareness month, I wanted to share a *BONUS* episode this month. *TRIGGER WARNING* This episode discusses topics such as domestic violence. This episode was put together on…
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A Letter to 25 Year Old Sab
Hey Sabscribers! Welcome to another episode of Suffering of Silence. Thank you for tuning into the last episode. I hope this episode will be more light and positive for you all. In this week's episode, I wanted to share some vulnerable thoughts of discouragement and how I'm still always working…
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If He Couldn't Have Me, No One Could
*TRIGGER WARNING* This episode contains topics such as, stalking, harassment, domestic violence and self harm. Please refrain from listening if these topics will trigger you. Hey Sabscribers! Welcome to another episode of Suffering of Silence. This episode will be a bit more serious and give you...
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Choosing Me
Sabscribers! It's episode 2! Ever feel like you don't belong? Or ever feel like everything around you is rejecting you? Let's talk about it! I have started to view rejection as my own higher self guiding me to what's actually better suited for me. Rejection isn't a reflection of the external…
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Where It All Started
Hey Sabscribers! Here it is, here is episode 1 of many more. Wanna know where or why this all started? I'll share a bit more about some of my history and what triggered this entire podcast. Reminder that this is a space that is built with love, so I ask that it remain that way. XOXO - Sab FULL...
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Introducing...Suffering of Silence
Welcome Sabscribers to my podcast Suffering of Silence. Please understand how tremendously grateful I am to be able to share this with you. I have been battling with myself for the last two years on whether this was worth putting this out in the world. Clearly I got over my fear of being…
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About this show
Sab-baidee, Nyob zoo, Sabscribers!We all know the healing experience and journey are not linear for anyone, but what better place to start than with your own natural abilities?My love and passion for storytelling and journaling have driven me to create a space to find other like-minded individuals. My vision to encapsulate those experiences is what I hope to be timeless. Not every part of a story is beautiful, but let's talk about it!Creating a healing and loving space that motivates authenticity takes a village! Be a part of this village!So, Sit, Share, and Sabscribe!
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