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That Infernal Noise
by That Infernal Noise
We discuss those thoughts in the back of your head that most people don't talk about, in an effort to help others and grow ourselves.
Episodes
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That Infernal Noise - Monday Sermon 10/19/2026
Monday Sermon is a new weekly idea I had for a homily of sorts about things of religious/spiritual nature. Join me in my ramblings as I look to build a community of like minded folks. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or...
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That Infernal Noise - Monday Sermons 09/28/2026
Monday Sermon is a new weekly idea I had for a homily of sorts about things of religious/spiritual nature. Join me in my ramblings as I look to build a community of like minded folks. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or...
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That Infernal Noise - Monday Sermon 07/13/2026
Monday Sermon is new weekly idea I had for a homily of sorts about things of religious/spirtual nature. Join me in my ramblings as I look to build a community of like minded folks. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or...
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That Infernal Noise - Monday Sermon 07/06/2026
Monday Sermon is new weekly idea I had for a homily of sorts about things of religious/spirtual nature. Join me in my ramblings as I look to build a community of like minded folks. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 72 - Back at It/The World of Our Relationship
In this episode Neish and I get back to business as usual. Please bear with us as we get back up and running and work out the kinks with our setup and what not, the audio quality is off on this one, fair warning. We talk about the various stages of a relationship and give some tips and tricks on...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 71 - Just Trying to Be Better
In this episode Neish and I get back to business as usual. We talk about our struggles and our triumphs in our journey to grow as people and as a couple. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 70 - What We Learned from Mom’s Death
In this episode Neish and I get raw and emotional discussing the lessons we have learned in the year and a half since we lost my Mom. I go through a lot of emotions in this one, and probably get the most heated I have on the podcast talking about things I have experienced since her passing. Happy...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 69 - Trying to Like Me
In this episode Neish and I talk about our journey to liking ourselves, the obstacles, the fears and how we plan to like ourselves even more. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 68 - You Deserve It
In this episode Neish and I talk about a dream I had of guilt and the past biting me in the a** and how we have felt we deserved all the BS that has gone on in our lives. We have a frank and honest conversation and explain how we have changed and now know we deserve better. Follow us on facebook,...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 67 - The Two to Talk
In this episode Neish and I talk about what ended up saving our relationship: talking to each other with the intent to understand. It is definitely easier said than done but we have taken the time to focus on our relationship and have some really difficult conversations at times. Follow us on...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 66 - This is 40… One
In this episode Neish and I talk about my 41st birthday, our oldest son turning 21, dealing with our kids growing up and the current state of the world. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 65 - Just Doing Us
In this episode Neish and I talk about walking our own path and leaving things where they lay instead of picking them up and making them our responsibility. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 64 - Creating Our Own Path Pt. 2
This episode is a continuation of last week's, Neish and I talk about walking the path of sobriety, our stance on equal rights and being allies for the LGBTQIA+ community. This is a side quest heavy episode. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky and Instagram...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 63 - Creating Our Own Path Pt.1
In this episode Neish and I talk about how we are trying to have all that we have been through, the good and bad, help forge our own path forward and change the narrative that we have been conditioned to believe about ourselves and the world. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok,...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 62 - Getting to Know Yourself
In this episode Neish and I talk about our revelations as of late and finally at around 40 understanding ourselves as well as what we want, need and deserve. It is never too late to be happy and accept the things you cannot change. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads, bluesky...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 61 - We’re Workin on It
In this episode Neish and I talk about our sabbatical and how busy our last few months have been, as well as her current struggles in her quest for growth and understanding. It is a frank and honest conversation between a husband and his wife. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok,...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 60 - Deathiversary
In this episode I roll solo and talk about the past year since losing my Mom and how things have changed since as well as the struggles I have had. Things have gotten better but I am still working on it. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 59 - Holi-Daze 2024
In this episode Neish and I talk about her struggles with seasonal depression and how it is already setting in this year for a myriad of reasons. Please excuse the abrupt ending of the episode we had some technical defaults because I forgot to plug the laptop in lol. Follow us on facebook…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 58 - Maybe Momma Trauma II: Wrath of Mom
In this episode Neish and I talk about a subject all too familiar to us, our self doubt. She is very open and honest about her struggles as a Mom of 2 adult kids and 2 middle school aged ones and has a revelation or two about her relationship with her own mother as we are going through our...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 57 - …3 Weeks Later…
In this episode Neish and I talk about how life keeps lifing, our daughter ended up in the hospital due to her diabetes and we discuss our perception of the events of that week and the subsequent week in which I had a break with reality and spun out on Neish. Now I have gotten to a point where I...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 56 - Maybe Momma Trauma
In this episode Neish and I talk about our Momma Trauma. How people like us weren’t done any favors by our mothers and how we were treated by them at times by having to be more responsible than even they were and how that has perpetuated itself throughout the course of our lives. Follow us on...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 55 - Carry on with Clarity
In this episode I talk about the recent insight and clarity I am gaining and it ends up being a love letter of appreciation for my partner in life. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 54 - Frustration in Growth
In this episode Neish and I have a candid discussion about our constant growth and the frustration we feel in that with others and “why don’t they get it.” We get kind of heated in talking about her mom and things that happened that neither of us agreed with. Follow us on facebook, twitter,...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 53 - I Got The Message Ma
In this episode I get super honest and vulnerable about how I have been struggling since my Mom’s death especially with clearing out her house the past two weekends. I also describe the experience I had on Saturday night when I was having a particularly hard time and how good it help to feel that...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 52 - Bearlee Hanging On
In this episode Neish and I sit down and talk with our daughter Kaylee. We discuss where she is in life right now, the various traumas that we dealt her and how we have all grown since then. This is one of my favorite episodes that we have ever recorded and a great insight to what the…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 51 - The Sex Episode
In this episode Neish and I have a candid conversation about things of a sexual nature and how she is a little spicy in that regard and I am a down right degenerate. We address the stigma’s surrounding sexuality, kinks and sleeping around and explain a little bit of how we are. Follow us on...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 50 - Therapy in a Galaxy Far Far Away
In this episode Neish and I have a bit of a therapy session and the Star Wars analogies are heavy in this episode. This is one of the myriad of reasons I love this woman, only she and I could have a serious in depth conversation about emotions and the things we are going through while comparing…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 49 - Accountabilibuddies
In this episode Neish and I discuss our accountability, while also touching on the state of the world and the lack of accountability within so many different arenas. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 48 - Say It Louder for Those in the Back
In this episode Neish and I discuss communication, it is almost like it is key. We go all over the place as per usual. Guest starring (off camera) my little homie Noey. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 47 - Kings and the Jellyman
In this episode I discuss a couple of my inspirations, David Gunn and Eugene Gill from King 810 and Jellyroll. Coming from what some would call the wrong side of the tracks myself and being told I would never be shit or that I was uppity because of how I would talk, I never felt like I belonged...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 46 - A Smattering of Nonsense
In this episode Neish and I return to our true form and just kind of meander all over the place discussing politics, spirituality, parenting, trying to not be assholes and so much more. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 45 - Silver Tongued Sermon
In this episode I talk about my spirituality, my beginnings with it and religion, my straying for the majority of my adult life and my journey back to a place where I am comfortable with discussing my spirituality and my opinions on religion, God and a lot more. Follow us on facebook, twitter,...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 44 - Graduation Time
In this episode Neish and I talk about our 2nd oldest Kaylee graduating last Saturday and the shit show of emotions that it was. We get emotional, shocker I know, but we speak about having to learn how to be an interested party in her life whenever we have only been full time parents and the...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 43 - That Don’t Work For Me
In this episode Neish and I talk about my career and she expresses her frustration from her point of view. She definitely gets impassioned as we are talking about the issues with society and what we deem as the problems with corporate America. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok,...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 42 - Paradox of Parenting
In this episode Neish and I talk about her injuring herself, some of our upbringing, having to navigate having a daughter dating age and raising a 10/11 year old boy that has too much energy. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 41 - The Bad is Good?
In this episode Neish and I talk about a lot of the negative things we have been through that ultimately led to some of the best things that have happened to us. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 40 - Updating Software
In this episode, Neish and I meander all over the place. We talk about taking accountability, accepting we weren’t always the best people, setting boundaries and learning how to be there for each other. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 39 - Wife of a Grieving Son
In this episode, we don’t really have a conversation, I felt completely lost and uncomfortably numb as we were recording it. To me it sounds like a wife that feels completely helpless and just wants her husband to be alright. Truthfully there was something cathartic about hearing her say…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 38 - This Is MY 40
In this episode, Neish and I discuss my turning 40, spoiler, I am not handling it well. Also we discuss my being selfish about wanting the family that I have lost here with me and had a crazy experience caught on the audio in the process. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok, threads…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 37 - Living in Spite of Fear
In this episode, Neish ended up interviewing me and I didn’t realize until we were pretty deep into it. It was her way of getting me to just talk without thinking about it and I just opened up on how I am dealing with everything. I explain the goals I have and what I want all of the grief to lead...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 36 - Monday Mourning
In this episode, Neish and I discuss what we have been dealing with in the past month; the untimely death of my Mom. This one was kind of all over the place, big surprise I know, but it is a real look into how we have been struggling. Please know that there is no right way to grieve, it differs...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 35 - Holi-Daze
In this episode, Neish and I discuss the holidays and the negative effect it can have on us and people in general. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 34 - 12 Years Deep
In this episode, Neish and I discuss the past 12 years of our relationship from the tumultuous start to its current iteration and everything in between. This was a super fun one for us and it was even fun to listen back to for me. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok and Instagram...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 33 - The Changing of the Seasons
In this episode, Neish and I discuss the way things are changing for us, the new experiences we are having with our kids getting older and trying to make their way in the world, the struggles we have had trying to reconcile our childhoods and traumas while still trying to raise our own kids.…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 32 - The Daemon
It has all come to this, the sharing of my story. So many things had to line up in such a way that the only explanation is that it was meant to be shared. If you feel alone and isolated from the spiritual or you have “that piece of you missing,” please know what I have been there and there is a...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 31 - Prelude to the Shitshow
In this episode, Neish and I talk about her struggle with accepting the things that she has experienced as well as her place in the world. As per usual we kinda go all over the place and talk about her upbringing and some of the inappropriate things she had to deal with. The reason for calling it...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 30 - Coming Undone
In this episode, Neish and I talk about my panic attack/life changing spiritual awakening. It was an unbelievably intense and overwhelming experience that terrified me to my core, not since I was a child have I been scared to that extent. It was so impactful, I still feel changed even over a week...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 29 - Becoming Your Own Advocate
In this episode, my lovely wife Neish and I share with you the most honest and real look into how we communicate. We start with Neish finding the resolve to leave her dead end job and kind of go all over the place from there. She talks about her convictions and finding the strength to stand up…
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 28 - The Road So Far...
In this episode, my lovely wife Neish and I discuss where we are currently in our journey, collectively and individually. How we want to be past the point of growth and how we want to be at the finish line. Finding balance with work & family life while still trying to prioritize our mental and...
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That Infernal Noise Ep. 27 - Communication is Key
In this episode, my lovely wife Neish and I discuss the evolution of our communication, from the early days of just being friends to having a family together like we do now as well as how we almost lost our relationship in the process. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok and Instagram...
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