Episodes
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Favs From The Archives: My Relationship With A Paedophile
As a 12 year old, Ruth loved to chat with her friends online but it wasn't long before a predator found and groomed her. This very quickly became a real life, sexually abusive relationship between a child and a full grown adult paedophile. We have spoken to a few chid abuse victims on this…
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Favs From The Archives: The Child Of Kings Cross
Glen grew up on the streets of Sydney. What he has survived is absolutely incredible, homelessness, drug addiction, crime and the absurdity of our judicial system. He's lived through the worst aspects of humanity and has wise words for the rest of us. Content warning: This episode discusses child...
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Favs From The Archives: The Port Arthur Massacre - The Daughter
The Port Arthur massacre. It's common knowledge in the minds of Australians but it's not often we hear the story of a family who lived through this first hand. Sue's mother was shot and killed during the massacre and her whole family feels the effects of it, even today. Join the community and go...
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Favs From The Archives: Pussy Power with Kellie
I have spent the past few months doing womb spiral. It's a journey to awaken the feminine, investigate trauma and listen to your body and yoni. There are 7 gates moving through the female organs which each cover a different element of your life. I went through this with Kellie from Soul Healing…
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Favs From The Archives: The Cuckold - The Wife
If you haven't heard of cuckolds, they are people who enjoy seeing their partner get intimate with someone else. Today we speak to Ciren whose husband is one such person. He'll even jump on the security camera to catch a glimpse. And this is what gets him off. Content warning: this episode…
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Favs From The Archives: I Married A Gay Man
You've never met a woman like Karly. We spoke to her husband Steven in this season. He came out as gay, leaving his young family and starting a new life. So many of you wanted to hear her perspective so we got her on the show. Honestly this woman is incredible. Follow Karly on Instagram...
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Favs From The Archives: The Dad Who Came Out
Steve was happily married with his wife and two young kids. But he was also living a lie. You see, Steve is gay. And he tried to suppress it for a long time but eventually the truth came out. We explore how Steve was able to mask this for so long and perform with women, how he discovered his...
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Favs From The Archives: Manifesting Money
Who wants more money? We all do right. This is epic. How to manifest more money, more wealth, more abundance... You deserve this! We've asked Kat Dawes to come back. If you heard her episode with her story you'll know she manifested a juicy abundant life for herself and she's going to reveal the...
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Favs From The Archives: The Woman Who Remembers Everything
Imagine being able to remember every moment of your life. Even when you were a baby. Today's guest Rebecca has a condition called HSAM, Highly Superior Autobiographical Memory. She can re-live the best moments of her life, like blowing out the candles on her childhood birthday cakes but also the...
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Favs From The Archives: The Cheater
Today we delve into the mind of a cheater, an adulterer. Danielle betrayed her husband by having an affair for 12 months. This is a surprising tale about relationships, polyamory, and perceptions. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to...
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Favs From The Archives: Exploring BDSM
Today we discuss all things BDSM. Everything you wanted to know about the kinky stuff others get up to in their bedrooms and how beginners can dabble in BDSM to spice up your life. Content warning: This episode is very sexually explicit. Follow Cindra on Instagram @cindrabanks Join the community...
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The Queer Family
Today's guest went through such a different journey to parenthood and it's such a beautiful one. Sean and his partner both loved the way they were raised and wanted to emulate that. They are queer parents and are doing so many great things. We really hope this is an enlightening chat and shows…
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The Anxious Entrepreneur
Ethan went from failing university to now touring some of the biggest names in self development like Gary Vee, and he's only 29. This is an incredible story about coming back from failure to create the life of your dreams. And if you have a child in this situation, how you can help them turn it...
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An Unconventional Mother
Today I'm joined by the most amazing human. Millie lives off grid with her little family, which she created using a family friend as a sperm donor. Her son has a disability but is in the best possible hands - you'll hear why. Millie is such a breath of fresh air on this topic and I hope you love...
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A Conversation On Grief
Since we often discuss trauma and loss on this podcast, I really wanted to spend some time unpacking grief in a helpful way. Sal and Im from the Good Mourning podcast are joining me today to chat through some helpful ways to process grief, including loss of a parent, loss of a child, and how...
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Ariise - A New Chapter
It's time to Ariise. Some changes are coming to The Deep and we hope you love what we have planned. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy...
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Favs From The Archives: ICU For Kids
Danielle is a paediatric intensive care nurse. That means she cares for children and their families at their worst point. Children who are sick, children who are abused, children who are dying. I think anyone who's able to take on this role deserves a medal. Danielle has seen the worst things...
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Favs From The Archives: The Lactating Porn Star
Ali Kali is famous as the lactating porn star. Yep, she's known for squirting dudes in the face with her milk. But that's only a tiny part of why I wanted to talk to her. Her story is a wild ride involving addiction, sex work, child loss, and... meditation masturbation? Content warning: this...
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Favs From The Archives: The Son Of A Murderer - Part 2
This is part 2 of my interview with Collier - who lost everything when his father murdered his mother. Today we discuss what it's like to grow up with everyone knowing your sad story and what happens when he confronts his father in prison. Content warning: This episode discusses domestic violence...
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Favs From The Archives: The Son Of A Murderer - Part 1
Collier was just an 11 year old boy when his father killed his mother. And Collier was not going to let him get away with it. This is part 1 of the incredible story of a newly orphaned child's relentless pursuit of justice and growing up being famous for all the wrong reasons. Content warning…
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The Child Of Kings Cross
Glen grew up on the streets of Sydney. What he has survived is absolutely incredible, homelessness, drug addiction, crime and the absurdity of our judicial system. He's lived through the worst aspects of humanity and has wise words for the rest of us. Content warning: This episode discusses child...
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Gender Disappointment
Jordana longed for a baby girl, but instead she was blessed with three boys in a row. To some it may be trivial but to others gender disappointment is heart-breaking. The grief of the loss of the child you had imagined, and the guilt that follows is what we discuss openly today. Join the…
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The Truth About Meshel Laurie
This is such a special episode. Comedian, media personality, and fellow podcaster Meshel Laurie joins me and we get real deep into her personal life. From her relationship with her father to how she deals with trauma to raising her kids. You probably haven't seen this side of Meshel and I'm so…
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Grief And Intimacy
We deal with a lot of grief on the podcast and I think we have all been through it in some way. Today I really wanted to explore intimacy during, and after grief. It's not something that a lot of people talk about so I'm starting the conversation now. I'm navigating all of this with Rachel from...
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The Gambling Addict's Wife
Last week we spoke to Elliott. It was actually his wife who reached out to us about his story and I feel it's really important to share both sides of this one. Tamara shares what it has been like living with a gambling addict for so long, hoping things would change. Join the community and go...
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The Gambling Addict
Today we speak to a gambling addict. Elliott was introduced to sports betting at an impressionable age and became a full blown addict for 10 years. As someone who doesn't fully understand the pull of gambling, I really wanted to know where the high comes from and what makes them keep going back....
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Honouring The Bleed
Today I want to start a conversation about periods. I want there to be no shame, no self consciousness, just freedom. I want to know how we can honour our bleed and what it does for us, and undo the decades of negativity that we have been fed. So today I speak to Zoe Butler, a body whisperer, and...
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My Relationship With A Paedophile
As a 12 year old, Ruth loved to chat with her friends online but it wasn't long before a predator found and groomed her. This very quickly became a real life, sexually abusive relationship between a child and a full grown adult paedophile. We have spoken to a few chid abuse victims on this…
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Beyond the Surface: Zoe Marshall's Journey Through Life's Depths Straight Talk with Mark Bouris
From the podcast Straight Talk with Mark Bouris. Zoe Marshall: a wife, mother, media personality, and the host of the thought-provoking podcast, 'The Deep.' Mark and Zoe unravel the layers of her life – from her role as an unconventional wife to Benji Marshall, her insights into relationships and...
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Favs From The Archives: The Pussy Whisperer
Rosie Rees is a pussy whisperer, crystal sex toy entrepreneur, and nude yoga founder. She's all about connection to the vulva. Pop in some headphones 'cause this one is going to get juicy and isn’t for little ears. Content warning: this episode is sexually explicit. Follow Rosie on Instagram...
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Do you ever feel like it's groundhog day too? w Zoe Marshall
From the podcast Parenthood. This week I chat to one of my fabulous mentors, Zoe Marshall (@zoebmarshall). We discuss her existential crisis in May and how that has changed her forever. We delve into: 🎙 Feeling ‘meh’ about life and not knowing if we can go on 🎙 Being obsessed with the ‘doing’…
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Favs From The Archives: The Open Relationship
Do you think you could watch your lover get dolled up for an evening, putting on perfume and their sexiest undies... knowing they were about to sleep with someone else? So many of us couldn't even imagine, but many people can - and do. Being in an open relationship or living in "the lifestyle"…
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Surviving Domestic Violence with Zoe Marshall - Untidy
From the podcast Untidy. In this episode of Untidy we talk to Zoe Marshall, media personality, creator of ‘The Deep’ podcast, and self-described over-sharer. Our conversation with Zoe is about her experience of surviving domestic violence. We talk about what made her a target for getting drawn…
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Favs From The Archives: The (middle of the) Human Centipede
Everyone has heard of the 2010 cult horror film "The Human Centipede" and if you haven't, I’m sure you are googling it now. I remember hearing how it had been banned in some countries and that people were passing out in the cinemas watching it! I was fascinated, over the years I had watched the...
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Zoe Marshall Uninterrupted
From the podcast The Girls Uninterrupted. We are so excited to have Zoe Marshall on the podcast this week, this is an episode you will NOT want to miss. Zoe has been a broadcaster for over 12 years, and is the host and creator of the hugely successful podcast The Deep. From diving into…
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The Satanic Cult - Part 2
We spoke to Serena last week about her life growing up in a Satanic cult. But after leaving, her life didn't get any simpler. The man she married turned out to be a narcissistic cheater, and the story of their relationship is just so bizarre. Content warning: this episode discusses self harm and...
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The Satanic Cult - Part 1
Growing up in a satanic cult, Serena was being abused before she was even 5 years old. Her father, the leader of the cult, committed all sorts of abuses in the name of ritual and sacrifice. Serena is now able to tell her story with a level of self awareness and empathy that is just so impressive....
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Pussy Power with Kellie
I have spent the past few months doing womb spiral. It's a journey to awaken the feminine, investigate trauma and listen to your body and yoni. There are 7 gates moving through the female organs which each cover a different element of your life. I went through this with Kellie from Soul Healing…
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The Port Arthur Massacre - The Daughter
The Port Arthur massacre. It's common knowledge in the minds of Australians but it's not often we hear the story of a family who lived through this first hand. Sue's mother was shot and killed during the massacre and her whole family feels the effects of it, even today. Join the community and go...
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Intersex
Intersex, lots of us have never heard of the term. We did do an episode with a mother of an intersex child. You can go back into the archives to hear that one. Today we're talking to someone who is intersex. Blume is an incredible human and this is their story. Follow Blume on Instagram…
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The Cuckold - The Wife
If you haven't heard of cuckolds, they are people who enjoy seeing their partner get intimate with someone else. Today we speak to Ciren whose husband is one such person. He'll even jump on the security camera to catch a glimpse. And this is what gets him off. Content warning: this episode…
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Childhood Dementia
Renee's story is one of pain that is yet to come. She's discovered that her children have a terminal genetic disorder, a type of childhood dementia. As young children they appear perfectly normal but the disease progresses fast, and there is no cure. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by...
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The Journal
Today I want to share with you my greatest friend in life Nina and the power of journaling. This isn't a fluffy 'dear diary' either. This is raw. This is without expectation of outcome. Today I am sharing a lot about myself. I hope you enjoy and take something with you from this chat. Join the...
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Mirror Syndrome
I had never heard of mirror syndrome before recording this interview. An unborn baby with a terrible diagnosis which is also passed on to the pregnant mother. It sounds like science fiction but this is what happened to Sophie. Content warning: this episode discusses child loss. For support…
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The Yes Vote
This Saturday, if you are Australian you'll be asked to vote either yes or no for First Nations and Torres Strait Islander People to have a voice in parliament. This referendum can be confusing so we've called in Millie Telford to explain how it all works. Links: Here you can pledge to talk to 3...
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Favs From The Archives: The 14 Year Old's Daughter
Isla is Frankie's daughter. I wanted to speak to someone who's parent survived deep trauma. I wanted to hear what it was like to witness your mother become an addict, what impact this has on a child and who they become because of it. Content warning: this episode discusses drug abuse. If you are...
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Favs From The Archives: The 14 Year Old
As a 14 year old girl Frankie was kidnapped and gang raped for hours and hours. This is her incredible story of survival. It's a story of abuse, addiction, domestic violence, a mother's love and forgiveness. Content warning: this episode discusses rape, abuse, domestic violence, addiction and...
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Zoe Goes Deep On The Deep - Interviewed by Jaclyn from The Betrayed
Today is a really special episode. I've been interviewed on the Jaclyn Shaw Show. The very same Jaclyn from the episode The Betrayed. I really wanted to share the episode with you as well. We talk about why I started The Deep, how I'm able to hold space as a reflector, which episodes have had the...
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The Terminal Parent- The News We Didn't Want
It's been 3 years since I spoke to my first ever podcast guest, Kate. If you haven't heard her episode go back to the first ever episode of The Deep, The Terminal Parent and have a listen first. Now Kate is back, and so is her cancer. But she's more confident than ever that she can heal herself…
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About Time For Justice
As a child, Jacob's life was on the wrong track. Following in his fathers footsteps he joined a bikie gang and found himself in trouble with the law before even turning 18. After being sexually abused in custody, he made it his mission to find justice for survivors of institutional abuse. Content...