The Mind of Sai Marie

They want the loyalty of your silence to keep the peace, but they can't tolerate your truth. This episode of The Mind of Sai Marie dives into the strategic weaponization of the trauma response, the cultural engineering designed to make women small, and the fierce, justified anger of generations refusing to back down. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In an era where our lives are increasingly mediated by sterile screens and virtual spaces, we easily drift away from true physical presence. On this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, we dive deep into the invisible canvas of human experience with Tiffany Rose Goodyear, the visionary founder of Scentex.Scent possesses a direct, unmediated line to the brain’s emotional center—shaping our memories, triggering deep-seated associations, and holding the power to instantly alter our internal state. Together, we explore the profound science and artistry behind olfactory branding, how intentional fragrance design creates a “sticky,” unforgettable community foundation, and how everyday people can use the power of scent to find clarity, reclaim empowerment, and protect their personal peace amid a chaotic world.Discover how to engage your senses and design your own unforgettable environments at the Scentex Website Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.The Capital of Coalition cuts through abstract theory to expose the hard economic realities of modern activism. In a hyper-inflated economy, capacity is a class issue—yet the digital landscape consistently rewards established infrastructure while cutting hyper-local, BIPOC, disabled, and smaller creators at the knees. This space is dedicated to challenging white saviorism, decolonizing activism spaces, and exploring how we can intentionally redistribute visibility and capital to sustain real grassroots resistance. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

For weeks, social media has been buzzing with promos for a massive public showdown in Washington, D.C. this Independence Day with Dave the Viking.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.But an investigative look at the paperwork reveals a crumbling foundation. From unviable six-week timelines to Jake Lang’s sudden landing in a Texas jail on a $1 million bond, we deconstruct the difference between digital bravado and operational reality. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.What happens when who you are doesn’t match how the world sees you? This episode dives deep into the complex intersections of lineage, genetics, and culture. From navigating the exhausting hyper-vigilance of proving your ancestry to dismantling colonial traps like blood quantum, we explore the language of belonging. This is a sanctuary for nuanced conversations about heritage, the burden of uninvited privilege, and the fierce, quiet acts of sovereignty it takes to stand firmly in your truth—no matter how the world perceives you. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Breaking free from an addiction requires far more than just willpower—it takes a profound commitment to your own well-being. On this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, we are honored to welcome author and advocate Jessi Hartnett for an essential, deeply empowering conversation about her life-changing book, Honor Your Heart: Your Path to Stop Smoking And Stay Stopped! Jessi joins the show to share her expert insights, practical strategies, and the heartfelt philosophy behind reclaiming your health and mastering long-term recovery. Together, we unpack what it truly means to listen to your body, navigate the mental hurdles of quitting, and use self-love as a catalyst for permanent transformation. Tune in for a discussion-packed show with grit, grace, and the actionable inspiration you need to choose yourself every single day.Choose Health, Choose You: Ready to take control of your well-being, uncover the physical triumph of recovery, and learn how to truly listen to your body? 👉 Start your transformation today. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

What happens when a private corporation gets a $1 billion check from the federal government? Apparently, they think it buys them an extra-constitutional colony on American soil.In today’s episode, we are pulling back the curtain on the explosive crisis unfolding right now at Delaney Hall in Newark, New Jersey. What began on May 22nd as a desperate, courageous hunger and labor strike by over 300 civil detainees has exposed the raw, rotten core of the for-profit prison pipeline. We are talking about human beings being fed maggot-infested food, a dangerous tuberculosis outbreak met with severe medical neglect, and an ICE “Voluntary Work Program” that functions as modern-day corporate enslavement—forcing civil detainees to run the facility for as little as $1 a day so GEO Group can protect its corporate profit margins.But the horror doesn’t stop inside the walls. When the community, local labor unions, and advocacy groups gathered at the gates in solidarity, they were met with tear gas, pepper balls, and brutal physical retaliation from masked federal agents. And when New Jersey state health inspectors and the Governor showed up to enforce basic health codes, GEO Group literally barred the doors and locked the state out.We are unpacking exactly how this shadow state operates, the toxic revolving door between ICE leadership and corporate boardrooms, the tech companies like Amazon Web Services (AWS) providing the digital backbone for this cruelty, and—most importantly—the concrete blueprint the strikers have given us to hit this machine exactly where it hurts and tear it down.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.✊ MUTUAL AID & ADVOCACY: SUPPORT THE STRIKERSThe individuals inside Delaney Hall are risking solitary confinement, physical beatings, and immediate deportation to expose this machine. They cannot fight a multi-billion-dollar corporation alone. Here is exactly where you can put your money, your time, and your voice to support the mutual aid funds, legal defenses, and grassroots advocacy teams on the ground:1. Direct Legal Action & AdvocacyThe groups listed below are actively coordinating legal defense teams, fighting retaliatory transfers, and working directly with the strikers inside Delaney Hall to amplify their demands:* New Jersey Alliance for Immigrant Justice (NJAIJ): Driving the rapid response and advocacy campaigns demanding accountability from state leadership and the immediate closure of the facility. Learn more and support their campaign at the NJAIJ Delaney Hall Hunger Strike Hub.* American Friends Service Committee (AFSC) - NJ Immigrant Rights Program: AFSC’s legal fellows and organizers are on the ground working directly with clients inside Delaney Hall, documenting the abuses, and providing critical legal defense. Support their direct representation efforts via the AFSC New Jersey Immigrant Rights Program.2. Grassroots Solidarity & On-Site Mutual AidVolunteers and grassroots coalitions have maintained a continuous presence outside the facility, providing an essential lifeline for family members and recently released detainees:* Movimiento Cosecha & Labor Eyes on ICE: These grassroots, immigrant-led movements are leading the physical solidarity rallies, organizing the overnight vigils, and providing direct mutual aid—including clothing, shoelaces, food, and emergency funds for families navigating the sudden, retaliatory transfer of their loved ones. Keep up with rapid-response needs and find their direct mutual aid donation links on Instagram via @cosecha_nj and @laboreyesonice. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.When you survive the trenches, raise a family through adversity, and build an independent empire from scratch, your strength isn’t a preference—it’s iron. A raw reflection on the exhausting patriarchal demand to smile, soften, and shrink for a world that loves your labor but fears your power. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Support the Mission & Back Dave the VikingJake Lang may be weaving a chaotic web of legal stunts to avoid the ring, but Dave the Viking is 100% all-in. Dave has committed to his end of the bargain; he is training, and he is ready to step up.But this event is about something much bigger than a personal feud. Dave is turning this platform into a force for real-world impact: all event proceeds will be donated directly to mutual aid support and human rights organizations working to close detention camps and uplift BIPOC and marginalized communities.Show your support, wear the message, or contribute directly to the cause through the official channels below:👕 Get some Dave The Viking Gear:* Dave TheViking T-Shirts: Get your shirts right here! — Wear your support for accountability and stand with Dave the Viking!💳 Direct DonationsHelp support Dave The Viking ’s prep, logistics, and the push to make this massive charitable event happen:* Venmo: @DaveTheViking* CashApp: $Mathefiken* GoFundMe: Support Dave TheViking’s Frontline Community Defense & Documentation📢 Call for Episode & Event SponsorsAre you a brand, creator, or organization that stands for justice, human rights, and calling out the grift?We are actively seeking sponsors to help back this event and maximize our financial impact for frontline mutual aid groups and BIPOC communities. Even if Jake cowers behind his pattern of self-imposed legal trouble, the platform we are building on this is focused, growing, and dedicated to a greater cause.If you are interested in episode shoutouts, newsletter banners, or event sponsorship opportunities, reach out directly to Sai, Dave’s manager, by emailing [email protected] Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.What happens when your first language isn’t spoken, but signed? Today on The Mind of Sai Marie, we welcome multi-award-winning real estate professional, advocate, and proud CODA (Child of Deaf Adults) Maria Gallucci for a raw, deeply moving conversation about her debut book, Raised in Silence.Maria opens up about the unique brilliance and hidden hurdles of growing up as one of six hearing children in a signing household—from interpreting complex medical diagnoses at a young age to helping her parents buy a home at just 12 years old. We dive into the vibrant heart of Deaf culture, the healing power of humor during family grief, and how deep listening serves as the ultimate foundation for trust in business and leadership. Whether you are looking to foster true inclusion in your professional field or searching for the courage to step into life’s uncomfortable spaces, Maria’s universal motto to “Just Try” will leave you inspired to break down your own barriers and choose connection across differences.Get Maria’s Book Now!Bring Empathy into Action! Ready to dive deeper into Maria’s extraordinary journey of family, resilience, and bicultural identity? You can grab your copy of Raised in Silence: Lessons on Listening, Love, and Loud Family Dinners From a Child of Deaf Adults today. The book is available worldwide in print, e-book, and audiobook formats.👉 Click Here to Get Your Copy of Raised in Silence Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.A front-line breakdown of the state-sponsored violence outside Newark’s Delaney Hall. Dissecting the brutal hypocrisy of an administration that preaches sanctuary while deploying militarized police forces, threatening the independent press, and using tactical asymmetry to silence a community standing in solidarity with hunger-striking human beings.✊ Action Alert: Support the Front LinesThe violence on Doremus Avenue is an attempt to isolate the strike inside and starve out the resistance outside. We cannot let that happen. True solidarity means backing up our rage with resources. Use the vetted channels below to direct emergency funds exactly where they are needed right now.⛓️ 1. Free the Detainees: The Delaney Hall Bond FundPrivate immigration detention relies on astronomical, predatory bonds to keep people trapped behind bars without due process. Securing their release cuts directly into GEO Group’s profit margins and reunites families.* Where to Donate: First Friends of New Jersey & New York (pioneering the local bond fund efforts) or the National Bail Fund Network (Immigrant Bail Fund split).* What it covers: Direct cash bonds to secure immediate freedom for the striking detainees at Delaney Hall, prioritizing the medically vulnerable, pregnant individuals, and youth.🛡️ 2. Protect the Streets: Mutual Aid for Newark ProtestorsWith tactical units deploying tear gas, rubber bullets, and enforcing snap curfews, the grassroots organizers keeping the 24-hour vigil alive need immediate material support to survive state repression.* Where to Donate: Movimiento Cosecha (New Jersey Chapter) or Make the Road New Jersey.* What it covers: Emergency medical supplies for chemical weapon exposure, legal defense funds for protesters targeted and arrested by state and federal forces, respirators/protective gear, and daily sustenance to maintain the blockade on Doremus Avenue. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode discover how Ann Charles’ latest installment in the Dig Site Mystery series explores resilience amidst chaos. Learn how Ann’s characters, Angélica and Quint, navigate unexpected challenges and what readers can take away from their journey.In a world filled with unexpected disruptions and challenges, how do we find resilience? This question resonates deeply, especially in times of uncertainty. In this conversation, we delve into Ann Charles’ thrilling novel Chewed Up by the Jungle, where the protagonist, Doctor Angélica Garcia, faces the chaos of a jungle expedition gone awry. Join Sai and Ann as they explore the key themes of resilience, teamwork, and personal growth that emerge from this captivating narrative.Pick up Ann Charles’ book, Chewed Up by the Jungle, now! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.May is Mental Health Awareness Month, and we are marking the occasion with a major milestone for The Mind of Sai Marie. Doug Lawrence joins Sai for a raw, heartfelt, and eye-opening conversation centered around his profound book, Grief: The Silent Pandemic. Together, they dive deep into the often-overlooked emotional hurdles we all face, pulling back the layers on how we process loss, navigate the heavy seasons of life, and ultimately find a pathway toward true healing.Whether you are currently walking through a valley of your own or looking to better support those you love, Doug’s perspective offers a vital roadmap for the soul. This is a powerful, necessary dialogue you won’t want to miss.📘 Get Your Copy of ‘You Are Not Alone’Doug’s insights are just the beginning. If you’re ready to dive deeper into his life-changing work on healing and resilience, you can grab your own copy of You Are Not Alone today.Click Here to Purchase “You Are Not Alone” Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.What happens when the private sanctuary of childhood writing meets the sweeping scale of an epic, fracturing realm? In today’s episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sit down with the brilliant J.M. Shaw to discuss the highly anticipated relaunch of her critically acclaimed supernatural series, The Convergence.We dive deep into how her 2019 autism and ADHD diagnosis completely reframed her creative process, turning intense focus into a literary superpower. From creating flawed, deeply human characters to balancing a hidden war where “steel alone cannot win,” J.M. shares what it truly takes for a reluctant hero to face the unknown. Whether you are an aspiring creator looking for the courage to share your own hidden worlds or a fantasy lover ready for your next high-stakes adventure, this conversation is your compass through the chaos.Claim Your DestinyReady to lose yourself in an expanding epic where a dark queen rises and ancient powers awaken? Don’t wait for the veil to thin. Grab your copy of The Convergence (Book Two of the Callum Walker series), published worldwide in print and digital formats by Maverick First Press.Get Your Copy of The Convergence Here Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.What happens when you mix a hopeless romantic, a total cynic, and a writer with a completely broken edit button? You get the brilliant, laugh-out-loud, and deliciously spicy worlds of urban fantasy author Deborah Wilde.In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, Deborah pulls up a chair around the table to discuss her hit series, including Magic After Midlife and Bedeviled AF. We dive deep into why midlife shouldn’t be a crisis, but a magical awakening, and what it takes to craft high-octane, slow-burn romances where the heroines maintain absolute personal sovereignty. From screenwriting secrets to building an indie publishing empire directly for her fans, Deborah shares what it truly means to be a creator who refuses to apologize for taking up space.Grab your favorite drink, leave your filters at the door, and join us for an unforgettable conversation about resilience, wit, and the power of owning your narrative.👉 Pick up your Copy of Deborah’s Book, Ace of Shades here! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I’m joined by the powerhouse producer and author Jennifer Lieberman. We’re stripping away the glamour and getting into the grit of what it actually takes to be an independent creator in the 21st century.Jennifer shares the roadmap from her essential guide, Independent Theatre Production for the 21st Century, explaining why making your own break is the only sustainable path for modern artists. Whether you’re a writer with a dusty manuscript or an actor tired of waiting for the phone to ring, this conversation is your blueprint for taking back your power.Ready to stop waiting and start creating? Don’t let your project stay a someday dream. Grab your copy of Jennifer’s step-by-step guide and start building your own stage today.Independent Theatre Production for the 21st Century Here! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, we go behind the scenes with critically acclaimed children’s author S.A. Schneider to discuss his latest release, The Bigfoot Case. From living with a real-life wolf to teaching the next generation about the mechanics of video game storytelling, Schneider brings a unique, non-linear perspective to middle-grade fantasy. We explore the Arcane Expeditions saga, the thrill of the hunt, and what happens when young heroes come face-to-face with the impossible. Whether you’re a fan of pulse-pounding adventure or the deep lore of the unknown, this conversation reveals the heart of a storyteller who has been crafting worlds since his Lego and action figure days.Get the Book: The Bigfoot Case is available worldwide in print and e-book format. Order The Bigfoot Case here! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.On this episode of the Mind of Sai Marie, I am joined by Eric Fisher, the insightful author behind the powerful book Buried Alive: Four Ways to Free Yourself from the Dirt. We dig into the raw, true-to-life inspiration behind Eric’s work.Eric shares his perspective on overcoming life’s heaviest obstacles and the practical steps required to reclaim your own narrative when you feel overwhelmed by the “dirt” of circumstance. We explore the landscape of personal liberation, the strength found in vulnerability, and the intricate journey of turning a true story into a guide for anyone seeking to break free and move forward.Pick up Eric Fisher’s work, The Martial Art of Self Recovery, here! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

History isn’t a collection of static dates—it is an active blueprint for control. From the shifting party loyalties of the elite to the systematic infiltration of our legal institutions, we explore how the status quo is maintained at any cost. We bridge the gap between historical patterns and modern headlines—connecting the dots between the Tennessee statehouse, the tactical maneuvers of The 48 Laws of Power, and the looming shadow of Project 2025.Inspired by investigative works like The Family and the cautionary tales of The Order, this Substack is for those who refuse to look at politics through a binary lens. We analyze the intersection of capitalism, white supremacy, and the rising Christofascist movement to understand not just what is happening, but why it is happening and who it truly serves.Stop watching the actors. Start studying the script. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

“They call it Southern Hospitality. I call it white supremacy with a smile.”Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Tennessee doesn’t just participate in the rollback of civil rights; it engineers it. While the nation looks at Alabama and Mississippi as the faces of the Old South, Tennessee has spent 160 years as the quiet laboratory for legalizing exclusion.The Blueprint is an investigative deep-dive into the Polished Pivot of the Volunteer State. We track a direct line from the 1865 founding of the KKK in a Pulaski law office to the cracking of Memphis voters in 2026. We expose how Andrew Jackson’s ideology of removal is being digitally remastered through surgical redistricting and the erasure of transgender existence.This isn’t just about history—it’s about the Standing Record. We refuse to withdraw the complaints. We refuse to let the Music City spell hide the truth. If you want to understand how the architecture of Jim Crow is being rebuilt for the 21st century, you have to look at the heartbeat state.Welcome to the resistance. Stay loud. Stay informed. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sit down with #1 National Bestselling Author William Bernhardt to dive into his latest non-fiction masterpiece, The Superman Wars: A Battle for Truth, Justice, and an American Icon.We explore the fascinating, high-stakes history behind the world’s most famous superhero—a story of legal battles, creative legacy, and the fight for the soul of a cultural phenomenon. Whether you’re a comic book aficionado, a history buff, or a fellow writer looking to understand the intersection of law and literature, this conversation is one you won’t want to miss.Master Your Craft at WriterCon 2026 Are you ready to take your writing career to the next level? Join William Bernhardt and over 60 industry experts this Labor Day Weekend in Oklahoma City for WriterCon. From private consultations to manuscript reviews, it is the premier event for writers of all genres. 👉 Sign up for WriterCon 2026 hereGet Your Copy of The Superman WarsThe battle for the Man of Steel is officially on shelves! Pick up your copy of William Bernhardt’s gripping new book to uncover the truth behind the legend. 👉 The Superman Wars Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.This space serves as a permanent record of events that institutional narratives often attempt to erase or sanitize. It pertains to the critical intersection of independent investigative journalism, land defense, and the protection of Indigenous and marginalized voices. The importance of this archive lies in its refusal to withdraw: it provides an uncompromising look at the front lines of social justice and the essential documentation required to hold power accountable.Visit Simona Bearcub’s Instagram here!REVIEW EVIDENCE FOLDER COMPILED ON REGISTERED X OFFENDER @UNCAGEDCHRISTY aka DR. Christy Perez. Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sit down with multi-award-winning author S.E. Tschritter to discuss her eye-opening book, The Prodigal’s Son: Crackhead to Jesus Freak. We pull back the curtain on the hidden realities of addiction within the family and the church, exploring what happens when a life built on leadership and faith is met with a backlash of grace. From the sanctuary to the jail cell, S.E. shares how she articulates the heaviest forms of grief to lead others toward healing. We dive into the internal activism of reclaiming one’s identity and the quiet, soul-refreshing wisdom found in a garden.Take a chance on reading this gripping, inspiring story of recovery and relentless love!Pick up The Prodigal’s SonExplore more of S.E.’s work and resources for healing at loveunedited.com Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Welcome to this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, where we discuss The Sideways Lens. This episode is dedicated to exploring the intersection of creativity, freedom, and the courage to live an un-curated life. Inspired by the thinking sideways philosophy of author Zoey Michaels, we dive deep into the themes of her acclaimed Echoed Mind duology—challenging the hive systems that seek to define us and celebrating the grit it takes to reclaim our own narratives. Whether we are discussing the architecture of dystopian worlds or the internal activism required for personal healing, this is a community for those who choose to fight for the life they deserve.Break Free from the Hive Are you ready to see the world differently? Dive into a gripping journey of rebellion and self-discovery. Grab your copy of Fractured Shadows, the powerful prequel to The Echoed Mind, and join the resistance today.Pick up Zoey’s books on her website here: www.zoeymichaels.com Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Joining me this afternoon, April 20th, is Sandy Malone—the award-winning author behind the Gem of the Golden Isles series—for a powerful new episode of The Mind of Sai Marie.In this interview, we dive into the transition from her real-life career as a high-stakes Caribbean wedding planner to the creation of her romantic suspense series set on Jekyll Island. Sandy shares her deep insights into the absolutely hilarious craziness of the wedding industry and the grit required to rebuild after Hurricane Maria wiped out her company overnight. We’re exploring the heart of personal transformation, the role of internal activism in healing, and the intricate craft of turning raw, real-life adventures into an award-winning narrative that reflects the universal search for purpose and strength.Connect with Sandy Malone: SandyMalone.comEscape to Jekyll Island today!Grab your copies of the Gem of the Golden Isles series, including the award-winning Treasure on Jekyll, available now in paperback and eBook! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Violence has an echo, growing louder with each reverberation.In the far-future world of Ashme’s Song, the society of New Mesopotamia is collapsing into the gritty, action-filled chaos of civil war and rebellion. But for Brad C. Anderson, the story isn’t just about the clash of empires—it’s about the devastating “terrible toll” that resistance takes on the individual and the family unit.Joining me today on The Mind of Sai Marie is Vancouver author and researcher Brad C. Anderson to discuss the intricate worldbuilding of his latest cyberpunk-infused science fiction tale. We dive deep into the impossible choices faced by his protagonist, Ashme—a woman with the AI-modified power to control computer systems, torn between the call to be a hero for her people and the overwhelming needs of her twin brother, Shen.In this episode, we explore:* The tension between the desire to fight for a cause and the primal instinct to flee with your family.* How organizational wisdom and Brad’s background in the biotech sector influence his vision of a modified future.* The concept of internal activism and the resilience required to maintain your values when your society is crumbling.* Why un-curated, messy reality is the most vital element of science fiction in 2026.Brad reminds us that rebellion is never just a political headline; it is a lived experience that ripples through our most sacred bonds.Pick up Brad C. Anderson’s book!Ashme’s Song is a thoroughly engaging and thought-provoking exploration of timeless themes.Get your copy of Ashme’s Song today! Listen, share, and subscribe to The Mind of Sai Marie on Substack to stay caught up on the stories that shape our world. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sit down with author Candace McPhie to discuss the third installment of her Back in a Year series, Hello, I Am Here.We take a trip back to the 1990s for a hilarious and messy backpacking adventure that spans from the cobblestones of Europe to the blistering heat of the Middle East. Candace opens up about the kryptonite that kept her waiting in Prague for a man who didn’t love her, and the strength it took to finally get on a plane and reunite with her friends.From dodging bed bugs and camel spit between Amman and Cairo to navigating the unexpected challenges of a felucca trip down the Nile, Candace shares how the grit of travel serves as a powerful catalyst for self-discovery. We discuss the Architecture of Resilience required to find beauty in the chaos and why, in the end, the thing she was missing wasn’t a peanut butter sandwich—it was herself.Topics discussed in this episode:* The ‘90s Travel Experience: Navigating the world before constant connectivity.* Emotional Kryptonite: The difficulty of leaving behind people who don’t serve our journey.* Middle East Adventures: The reality of haggling, bus hierarchies, and “hairy nemeses” on the Nile.* Finding the “Me”: Why the messiest stories often lead to the most profound healing.Get the BookPick up your copy of Hello, I Am Here to join the journey through the sweaty, dusty, and hilarious reality of the ‘90s.Purchase here: Hello, I Am HerePublished worldwide in print and e-book formats! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

They expect silence; we give them a record.This is an episode on Sovereign Truth: a raw, independent look into the systems that think they are above the law. Born from the front lines of the MDC in Los Angeles and the No Kings 3 movement, this interview is dedicated to the kind of investigative journalism that doesn’t ask for permission.Here, we are interested solely in transparency and revelation of the facts they try to bury. From the chaos in the streets of LA to the courtroom process following, we discuss the struggle for documentarians, the First Amendment, and the people brave enough to stand for it. Support and subscribe if you’re done with sanitized versions of the truth.Support Dave’s MissionJustice isn’t free, and the fight to hold these systems accountable is a heavy lift. To keep Dave in the fight and support the legal advocacy required to challenge the status quo, please contribute to the fundraiser below.Support Dave’s GFM – Stand for the First Amendment Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In today’s episode, I sit down with Peter Gribble, the creative mind behind the richly imagined City of the Magicians trilogy. We dive deep into a conversation that feels especially relevant to our current cultural and political climate, asking the hard question: what happens when a society built on high ideals and pacifism begins to drift into complacency? Peter shares his insights on the Architecture of Authority, the necessity of integrity, and the journey of reclaiming strength before a culture loses its way. It is a powerful exploration of leadership, resilience, and the quiet awakening required to navigate the tensions of our modern world.Don’t miss out on this stunning historical epic that serves as a mirror to our own times. Experience the journey of renewal and the struggle for truth by picking up your copy of The City of the Magicians today.Find book one, Threat, and start the trilogy now at: petergribble.com Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this profound episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sit down with Ben Leman—the compelling voice behind Between the Tines. Together, we peel back the layers of the human experience to discuss the intricate balance of navigating life’s most difficult moments and the transformative nature of narrative.We dive deep into the heart of creative resilience and the nuance of the written word, exploring how complex emotions translate into stories that resonate with the collective soul. Whether you are a writer, a reader, or someone navigating your own “shadow and light,” this conversation offers a raw look at what it means to build a world through storytelling.After you listen to the episode, be sure to check out Ben Leman’s incredible work. You can pick up your copy of Between the Tines at BenLemanAuthor.com or wherever books are sold! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I am joined by Lee Baucom—a visionary who has spent the last 25 years transforming a single, powerful idea into a global community of over 12,000 members.Most creators focus on the “what” of their message, but Lee focuses on the “how” of its survival. We dive into his concept of the Architecture of Authority, exploring the delicate balance between holding a massive vision and protecting the person responsible for carrying it.We’re getting honest about the realities of authentic stewardship, including:* The Blueprint for Legacy: Why building a movement requires more than inspiration—it requires structure.* Energy Management: Navigating the “energy vampires” that inevitably appear as your leadership grows.* Sustainable Scaling: The transition from creator to leader while maintaining personal peace.This conversation is a masterclass for any author-preneur or visionary ready to turn their message into a sustainable, thriving business.Support the Work You can find Lee’s celebrated collection of books and resources at the link below: Shop Lee Baucom’s Books & Resources Here Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

For the description notes here, I’m not going to sit here and tell you that “self-love” is a perfect replacement for romantic love. It absolutely is not.I miss intimacy. I miss the romance. I miss the sexual encounter that is actually connected to a soul. But I refuse to settle for the “messy, toxic, superficial” scraps that are currently being served.Hyper-independence is my fortress. I am the only source of my own joy. And while the fortress can be quiet, it is clean. There is no limerence here. There is no “processing” of someone else’s obsession with a third party. There is just my work, my children, and my peace.If the cards say I am destined never to be romantically loved, then I will be the most sovereign, most intellectual, most “Heroic” unloved woman you’ve ever seen.Because at the end of the day, I’d rather be alone in my integrity than be “important” to a man who only sees me as an agent or an ally.As always, thank you for listening to the Mind of Sai Marie. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

On March 28th, 2026, the streets of Los Angeles became a frontline for the First Amendment. In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I am laying out the raw, unfiltered truth of what happened at the MDC on Alameda. From being tear-gassed without protection to the three and a half hours I spent in zip-ties, I’m sharing the story of my arrest as an independent journalist.This wasn’t just an arrest; it was a defining moment of honor. I’m breaking down the behavior of the officers on the scene—from the blatant coldness of Officer Villanueva to the transition of command under Captain Ventura—and why being released without charges proves that our right to document the front lines is non-negotiable.But the fight didn’t end when the zip-ties came off. Now, we face the legal aftermath.Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Support the Mission & The MovementThe cost of standing up to tyranny isn’t just physical—it’s financial. We are asking for your help to ensure that the truth isn’t silenced by court costs and travel fees.Help Dave the Viking Fight His CitationDave was there by my side, documenting the truth, and now he has to return to Los Angeles for his court date on April 20, 2026. He needs our help to cover travel expenses and legal costs to fight this citation.Donate to Dave’s GoFundMe for Court Costs and Travel SupportSupport Independent Press (Sai Marie)As an independent journalist, I rely entirely on this community to keep the cameras rolling and the stories moving. If you value boots-on-the-ground reporting that refuses to back down, please consider contributing to the expansion of my work. Every dollar helps me cover the next story that the mainstream media won’t touch.* Venmo* CashApp* BuyMeaCoffeeJoin the Inner CircleDon’t miss an update in the fight against tyranny. Subscribe to the Substack for deep dives, exclusive scripts, and the stories we all need to see to stay free.Thank you for standing with us. We don’t back down, and we don’t forget. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sit down with author Marie Kuipers to pull back the curtain on her provocative new memoir, We’re All Mad Here.We often try to curate a perfect legacy, but Marie argues that our most inelegant moments are where the real transformation happens. We dive deep into the process of turning personal chaos into a written work of art, the weight of public vulnerability, and why “madness” is often just another word for authenticity.Whether you are a writer, a seeker, or someone navigating your own complex story, this episode is a reminder that you have the right to own your truth—no matter how messy it gets.Inside this episode:* The Catalyst: What sparked the journey to write an (in)elegant memoir.* Unmasking: Breaking through the fear of what others think.* The Release: Navigating the emotional landscape of sharing your life with the world.Order the Book:You can find Marie’s memoir, We’re All Mad Here: Right Here We’re All Mad Here” on Amazon Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, Sai sits down with R.L. Malpica, the visionary behind The EAT Coach, to explore the profound intersection of physical health and personal legacy. As a Certified Detox Specialist, R.L. doesn’t just talk about nutrition; he advocates for a complete reclamation of one’s story through the lens of wellness.We dive deep into the courage it takes to confront toxic habits and the resilience required to build a life that honors your true potential. This conversation is for anyone ready to move past social expectations of normal health and step into a life of creative sovereignty and physical vibrancy.eady to transform your lifestyle and reclaim your energy?Dive deeper into R.L. Malpica’s life-changing philosophy. Grab your copy of his latest book to start your own journey toward sustainable health and mental clarity.👉 Purchase the Book Here. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

In this episode, Sai strips back the pretty filters and the vanity tags to look at the hollow core of performative activism. Dive into the “Look at Me” tactics used by privileged creators who treat advocacy like a transaction—dropping donations to mask a pattern of abusive behavior and exclusionary networking.We discuss the “authenticity gap” that exists when someone’s public persona is built on “virtue signaling” while their private actions cause stress, burnout, and a lack of support for the activists actually doing the work. True colors always bleed through the most expensive donations. Join us as we draw a hard line in the sand: integrity isn’t a commodity, and character can’t be bought. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Today, I was joined by Blake Arthur Peel on The Mind of Sai Marie. We dove into the foundations of his massive Fall of Radiance series, beginning with the book that started it all: Ranger’s Oath.The story is a high-stakes journey set in a world where ancient magic is failing, and a collapse seems inevitable. Centered on the weight of duty and the resilience of those sworn to protect a fading realm, Ranger’s Oath weaves a narrative of survival, betrayal, and the sparking of a new legend.Ahead of St. Paddy’s Day, this episode explores the heart of world-building and the relentless grit required to face an impending dark age. Blake and I discuss the intricate craft of turning classic fantasy tropes into a fresh, pulse-pounding saga that feels both nostalgic and entirely original.If you haven’t started the journey yet, you can find Ranger’s Oath (and the rest of the Fall of Radiance series) at the link below:👉 Get Ranger’s Oath on Amazon Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

In a world of curated feeds, the memoir remains our most potent tool for authentic connection. My recent conversation with memoirist Kimberly Conte, author of Who Am I Really? Do You Know? joins Sai on the Mind of Sai Marie to share an illuminated, simple truth: our deepest pains are often the very raw materials required for our greatest works.We often mistake resilience for a permanent trophy we win after surviving a crisis. Kimberly challenges this, viewing it instead as a continuous, daily commitment to self-understanding. It isn’t about reaching a destination; it’s about the discipline of turning personal struggle into constructive art.Writing a memoir is rarely a solitary act of healing. There is a powerful reciprocity that occurs when a reader sees their own reflection in a writer’s vulnerability. This feedback loop often fills the remaining gaps in an author’s journey, proving that bestseller lists don’t measure success, but by the moment one person feels less alone.For those hesitant to share a story they deem too quiet or too broken, remember that authenticity is the only effective counterbalance to a polished world. Success lies in the impact of your narrative. When you write honestly for yourself rather than for approval, you give others permission to stop pretending and start feeling.Every story matters. By embracing the imperfections of our past, we create a space for others to find their own courage.Explore these themes further in Kimberly Conte’s book, Who Am I Really? Do You Know? Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

What happens when the Scandinavian philosophy of comfort meets the calculated chaos of a crime scene? Author AL Jenkins joins us to discuss her latest work, Hygge and Homicide, offering a unique look at how heritage and northern landscapes influence modern storytelling.In this episode, we break down the blueprint for building a fictional community that feels like home and why the amateur sleuth remains our favorite guide through the shadows. Beyond the genre, Kovala shares essential insights on the sanctuary of the page—the importance of protecting your creative space and why light, escapist entertainment is a necessary refuge in today’s world. It’s a conversation about the warmth of the hearth, the chill of a mystery, and the craft that ties them together.Pick up Hygge & Homicide here now! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

What is the true essence of the Matriarch—a role that extends far beyond biological motherhood and into the realm of community stewardship, moral grounding, and spiritual protection.However, the weight of leadership often attracts those who seek to consume rather than contribute. We explore the rise of narcissistic energy vampires within activist circles and our personal lives: individuals who weaponize causes or personal trauma to bypass boundaries and drain collective resources. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

What does it truly take to wear the crown?In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I’m joined by award-winning fantasy author Tricia Copeland, the creative force behind the To Be a Fae Queen series. We go behind the veil to explore the intricate construction of her ethereal worlds and the “grit and grace” required to survive them.Tricia pulls back the curtain on:* The Architecture of Magic: How she builds unique systems that feel both ancient and innovative.* The Weight of the Crown: Balancing the whimsical allure of the Fae with the high-stakes reality of political and personal struggle.* Creative Sovereignty: Staying authentic to your voice while navigating the rapidly evolving landscape of high fantasy.Whether you are a fellow world-builder or a reader who loves losing yourself in the Fae realms, this conversation is an exploration of storytelling as an act of reclaiming power.Get the book now here! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

“Peace. Be Still.” In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, Sai dives into the tactical necessity of spiritual and intellectual boundaries. “Diminish and go West,” Sai Marie explores the archetypal Scramblers and Energy Vampires currently infiltrating creator and activist spaces.This is a masterclass in character decoding. We examine how unstable individuals often use the language of the Divine Feminine and performative activism as a smokescreen. This episode reveals why true colors are showing now more than ever.Learn how to identify the parasitic energy of those who harvest your brilliance to fuel their own chaos, and why a true Matriarch is defined by what she rejects just as much as what she builds. If you’ve been feeling blinded or inferior, tired, or depleted by those who claim the light while denigrating others, it’s time to heed the genuine frequency of the West.Your radiance is not a public utility. It’s time to burn the ships. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

What happens when the structures we trust begin to fracture?In today’s episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sat down with author Anne-Marie Mawhiney to deconstruct her compelling novel, Fugitive Rifts. While the story is born of fiction, its roots are firmly planted in the anxieties of our modern world—exploring how we maintain trust and find our footing when the norms we’ve always known start to shift.AM shares the meticulous research that went into building her world and why she believes the most powerful stories aren’t just about the scale of the crisis, but the relatability of the people caught within it.“Storytelling is how we rehearse for the future.”Buy it now here! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Today, Sai sat down with Susan Reynolds for a deep dive into the heart of the cosmic narrative. Susan Reynolds, master astrologer and founder of Explore Astrology, for a profound conversation on the celestial rhythms that guide our lives.Susan brings over 40 years of wisdom to explore the intersection of cosmic timing and personal evolution. Through her deep mastery of the stars, she illuminates the interwoven threads of planetary cycles and human experience, inviting us to consider how astrology serves as a bridge between our individual paths and the collective soul.In this episode, we explored:* The courage to align with one’s true nature.* The role of the stars in reclaiming identity.* Honoring our spiritual continuum through the heavens.* How ancient wisdom expands our understanding of resilience and belonging.Together, we reflected on how interpreting the heavens becomes an act of self-remembrance and a tool for navigating our modern world.Connect with Susan OnlineYou can find more of Susan’s work, book a reading, or explore her teachings through the link below:Website: Explore Astrology Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.This Groundhog Day, journalist and critic Albert Lanier joined The Mind of Sai Marie for a chat with Sai on the 2026 Academy Award nominations.They broke down a record-shattering year for cinema, including:* Ryan Coogler’s Sinners: Making history with a massive 16 nominations.* Guillermo del Toro’s Frankenstein: The 9-nominee masterpiece.* The Weapons Factor: Analyzing the haunting success of Zach Cregger’s latest.Follow Albert Lanier Online:* The Final Cut * Retro Review* The Write Off Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Sai Marie sits down to chat with author James L. Hill to discuss his latest work, The Ruby Cradle, exploring the intricate world-building and emotional depth that characterize his writing. James shares insights into the creative process, the importance of pacing, and how current events influence character dynamics. He emphasizes the significance of crafting relatable characters and the role of secrets in storytelling. James also reflects on his evolution as a writer and offers valuable advice for aspiring authors, all while hinting at the future of his series.Pick up the Ruby Cradle here now!Connect with James L. Hill online. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

In this engaging conversation, Sai interviews author Paul Locander about his book Power and Way. They explore the personal experiences that inspired the book, the balance of pacing and emotional development in writing, and the complexities of character dynamics influenced by secrets and lineage. Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Paul shares insights on how global events shape his writing, his cinematic storytelling style, and his philosophy on endings. The discussion also delves into the creative process, character development, and the evolution of his approach to first drafts.Pick up Paul Laconder’s Power & Way here!Follow Paul Laconder on IG. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

One side wants uniformity; the other wants pluralism. Both want your total compliance. Today, we’re breaking down a viral argument for team-based reality and pointing out the massive chunk of humanity it leaves behind: the Independents, the Libertarians, and the folks who just want to live their lives.I explore why both sides’ narrative is a distraction from the real power struggle, the one where the Body of the People gets sacrificed for the sake of the wings. Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.Who holds the remote to your reality?In this episode of The Mind of Sai Marie, I sit down with tech executive and visionary author D.A. Murray to dissect the themes of her gripping novel, Dominion: Ascension.Drawing from her high-level experience in the tech industry, D.A. offers a rare, real-world perspective on the architecture of power. We dive into a world where gender roles are flipped, and technology dictates truth, sparking a necessary conversation about the ethics of AI and how algorithms are quietly reshaping our autonomy.This isn’t just a discussion about science fiction; it’s a raw look at the world we are building today and a reflection on what it means to stay human in a programmed age.📖 Get the BookReady to dive into the world of Dominion: Ascension? You can pick up your copy of D.A. Murray’s novel right now!Order Dominion: Ascension on Amazon Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe

Sai’s Newsletter is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.In this episode, C.C. Robinson joins Sai to discuss her book ‘Divided’, exploring themes of societal division, character development, and the writing process. She shares insights on how her personal experiences and societal observations influenced her narrative, emphasizing the importance of relatability and tension in storytelling. Robinson also highlights her cinematic approach to writing and the significance of hope and reconciliation in her work.Thanks for reading Sai’s Newsletter! This post is public so feel free to share it.Connect with CC Robinson:CC on InstagramCC on TikTokReaders can sign up for CC Robinson’s free newsletter and receive the Upheaval prequel to the Divided series free to sample her writing here:Upheaval - Prequel to Divided SeriesBut Divided Now here! Get full access to Sai’s Newsletter at saimarie.substack.com/subscribe